atypical romanticism

Life after New Year's Day seemed to be double-speeded. After the annual meeting, Zhou Yu took a breather.

The results of the January issue are astonishing. The company has been hearing about who will be on the promotion list in the coming year. The leader of the planning team has been vacant. If it is not Zhou Yu, then it is Xiao Xiao.

It's like when you were in school, every time after the exam, people in the class would gather together to check the answers. The difference is that there is a standard answer for the exam in school, and all your hard work will get positive feedback through the results. In the workplace, " "Examination" or the "examination" after entering the society is completely different.

It is mixed with too many factors related to "people".

Zhou Yu was very concerned about this promotion list before, and even felt that her name on this list was a kind of affirmation. After all the dust settled, she realized that it was a bullshit affirmation, and Yuan is the eternal father.

If you don't stay here, you have your own place to stay. With such a beautiful resume, she can't go anywhere. Why hang herself on a tree?

Hospital, psychological consultation room.

"Your mood has been relatively stable during this time," Li Zhi said, "I'll write you another prescription, please remember not to stop taking the medicine without authorization."

"En." Zhou Yu nodded and said, "Thank you, Dr. Li."

"You're welcome, by the way, I haven't asked if you bought the ticket to go home yet?"

"I haven't bought it yet," Zhou Yu said, "I'm not planning to go home for the New Year this year."

Li Zhi was slightly stunned. According to her understanding, Zhou Yu's mother was a very powerful patriarch, and it could even be said that she had a strong desire to control.

Zhou Yu’s 25 years of life have rebelled against her and counted the number of times she resisted. The first time was when she volunteered for the college entrance examination.

Young people aged [-] or [-] are high-spirited and feel that there is no place in the world that they cannot go to, and that there is nothing that cannot be done. They are eager to break through the protection of their parents and want to make a breakthrough by themselves.

At that time, Zhou Yu was even more eager to leave the familiar environment. The familiar environment would make people feel at ease, but for Zhou Yu, every plant and tree in Yuhua was the source of her nervousness.

She must fly away, must travel far, this is her redemption for herself.

"Have you communicated with your parents?"

Zhou Yu lowered his eyes and said, "Not yet."

Li Zhi didn't ask any further questions, and handed her the prescription.

When Zhou Yu reached out to take it, the purple gold gourd pendant on the red string was reflected in the sunlight, and Li Zhi's eyes were dazzled: "This bracelet is quite delicate."

"I went to Hanming Temple some time ago," Zhou Yu smiled and said, "When I was about to leave, my little master chased me out, saying that his master said that this bracelet is destined for me."

"The incense in Hanming Temple is very powerful." Li Zhi smiled slightly.

Zhou Yu smiled: "I have a good word from you."

After finishing speaking, when Zhou Yu was about to turn around and leave, Li Zhi stopped her: "Zhou Yu, although this is a bit early, I wish you a happy new year."

"Thank you," Zhou Yu said, "Doctor Li, I also wish you a happy new year."

Zhou Yu originally wanted to find a time at night to talk to Yu Hong about not going home during the Chinese New Year. She is so old, and no matter how strong Yu Hong's desire to control is, he can't cross a distance of more than 1000 kilometers. There was a queue at the medicine collection place, and Yu Hong called. Zhou Yu hurriedly put on his earphones and converted the video into voice: "Yo, do you know that you have a mother? If I don't look for you, don't you take the initiative to look for it?" Mine, I really don't know if I raised a daughter or an ancestor."

Zhou Yu helped his forehead helplessly, and said, "Mom, it's almost the end of the year, and I'm a little busy."

"Busy, busy, the president of the country can't be as busy as you!" Yu Hong said, "Why don't you start the video?"

"Outside, how do you turn on the video?" Zhou Yu followed the team and took a small step forward, "Mom..."

Just when she wanted to tell Yu Hong about not going home during the Chinese New Year, Yu Hong asked himself: "Have you booked the ticket yet? Let me tell you, don't dawdle until the end to wait for the alternate ticket. Spring Festival travel tickets are so expensive." It’s tight, are you sure that you will be a substitute? Not long ago last year was an example. You came back only on the third day of the Lunar New Year. Your grandma is so old, and she looks forward to seeing you all year round during the Chinese New Year. You are too late. Two days..."

——Why are these words so familiar?

As Zhou Yu listened, her head suddenly felt a tearing pain. She gasped, and the sound naturally did not escape Yu Hong's ears. She hurriedly stopped "casting the spell" and asked, "What's wrong?"

"It's okay," Zhou Yu rubbed his temples, "I have a headache, maybe it's because of the overtime work these days."

"I told you when I applied for volunteering, and you applied for a teacher, and you promised well. What happened? In the end, Shanghua University sent an admission letter, asking you to repeat it, but you refused to listen. Go to snow that ancient Chinese, just learn it. When you were a graduate student, you were asked to take a teaching qualification test or an editorial test. You still didn’t listen. If you became a teacher or a civil servant, would you still have to work endless overtime all day long? ? I may not be very convincing, look at your dad who is so idle all day long..."

Every time Yu Hong said a word, Zhou Yu's headache intensified.

These words are repeated every time in the video, but the familiarity this time is different from the past. These words are like a preview—she seems to have forgotten something very important.

"Zhou Yu, are you listening to me? Just like your father, pretending to be deaf and dumb every time you say a few words..."

"Mom, I'm listening to you." Zhou Yu threw the phone into his pocket, rubbing his temples with his knuckles to relieve the sudden headache, "Mom, I won't be going back this year for Chinese New Year."

Yu Hong was taken aback for a moment, and after realizing it, his volume increased a bit: "What did you say?! Where are you going to celebrate the New Year if you don't come back for the New Year!"

"I'm staying in Shanghua, I won't go back," Zhou Yu's patience was gradually exhausted, but her IQ hadn't gone offline, she wasn't demented enough to come out to Yu Hong on the phone, she said in a slow tone, "It's a bit thing."

But Yu Hong on the other side of the phone didn't mean to be ambiguous at all. The dean had an occupational disease attack and asked, "What's the matter, please tell me clearly."

Zhou Yu was patient, handed the prescription to the nurse, and turned into the bathroom with the medicine before Yu Hong's active volcano erupted: "Mom, I told you from the beginning, I'm outside, can I go back and talk to you?" ?”

Yu Hong never had the word gentle in her character, on the contrary, she was impatient.If she can't give her an explanation quickly, she will easily go berserk. She is fine with her colleagues and students, including their parents, at school, but she has no intention of controlling Zhou Yu and Zhou Zhou at home.

"You haven't found a partner yet, and you're already going home for the New Year. If you find a partner, are you planning to never come back for the rest of your life?!"

Zhou Yu was speechless: "What and where are you talking about!"

"I don't go home because I really have something to do." Zhou Yu took a deep breath, "If you don't think so, I can't help it. I still have something to do. I'll hang up..."

"Zhou Yu! What's your attitude! Is this the attitude you should have when talking to me? It's really better to be small than big. I'll leave the words here for you. I don't care what bullshit you have. New Year's Eve You have to die for me! Also, Lin Yi, the son of your junior high school math teacher, was admitted to our hospital the year before last. You can meet him during the Chinese New Year. There is no problem talking about getting married in the previous year. That's fine, a girl has been acting reckless outside..."

"Mom!" Zhou Yu's patience was completely exhausted, and he didn't care whether he was outside or at home, "You want to get married so much, you can get married yourself! Didn't you always dislike me and my dad? I also explained my words , It is impossible for me to marry a man in my life! I don’t like men! Do you understand! I don’t go home because I want to be with my girlfriend! Whether you can accept it or not, I can’t in my life Live with a guy!"

"Lin Yi," Zhou Yu sneered, "you'd better ask Lin Yi, what unlucky thing did he do, I died."

She knew that Yu Hong might not love Zhou Zhou, but he definitely loved her.It's just that her love was too heavy and too sharp, and it made her unable to breathe.

Yu Hong cultivated her according to his own standards, and she also grew up according to this standard, but in the summer when she was 17 years old, when she disobeyed Yu Hong for the first time, she planted a seed of uneasiness in Yu Hong's heart .

She began to fear that Zhou Yu would leave her sight forever one day, how could she keep Zhou Yu——to get married, it is best to marry a local in Yuhua.

Zhou Yu was extremely resistant to blind dates. At first, she thought it was because young people valued free love. Zhou Yu was such an obedient child, even if he rejected him, he would still meet him. How could there be so many unswerving couples in life? The couple who are in love with each other and can live together for 40 years don't they turn their love into daily necessities?

But she didn't expect that what Zhou Yu rejected was not blind dates at all, but what she rejected was the mainstream trend of society - what kind of homosexuality did she have? Isn't this mental illness? !

Zhou Yu didn't feel so relieved when he said all the words that had been accumulated in his heart for more than ten years.

Leaning against the partition of the cubicle, she stared blankly at the ceiling above her head. Everything happened one after another like a revolving lantern. She shook her head, took a deep breath, ignored the surprised eyes of the people around her, and looked at herself Turned into the safe passage, and climbed the stairs step by step.

She wanted to go to Sheng.Special thought.

Zhou Yu knew that she couldn't hide the fact that she liked women from Yu Hong, and she wasn't going to keep it from Yu Hong.

Every day after she was with Xiang Sheng, she thought about coming out, but life would always give her unexpected surprises - coming out in the bathroom of the hospital was also unexpected.

The beginning of 2020 is so exciting.Zhou Yu suddenly became enlightened, she couldn't imagine anything more exciting than this.

hospice ward.

Xiang Sheng listened quietly to Zhou Yu's explanation of the whole process, and then the first thing he said was: "Mr. Zhou, you didn't collapse this time. See, taking medicine is still useful."

Life is a mess, but there are always one or two lines in the chaos.Zhou Yu chuckled lightly and said, "It seems so."

Xiang Sheng hugged her in his arms: "You didn't talk about love alone, and naturally you couldn't come out alone. I provoked you first, and the words have already been spoken. No matter what the consequences are, I will accompany you." looking at you."

"Teacher Xiang, I'm sorry," Zhou Yu smiled bitterly, "My mother may not be able to accept this for the rest of her life, and I have no way to give you a title."

"This road is difficult, and it's normal for my aunt to not accept it." Xiang Sheng patted her shoulder lightly and said, "There are very few mothers in this world who are as big-hearted as Ms. Ke. When it comes to Ms. Ke, I will come here." I'm so angry, my daughter is already in the hospice ward, she won't wait for me to stop, the habit of hanging up the phone is something my dad and I got used to."

"As for the title, it's enough for one person to give it to you." Xiang Sheng kissed her forehead and said tenderly, "I've given you the title, wife."

Zhou Yu hugged Xiang Sheng back, it was an extremely powerful hug, as if he wanted to keep the spring that would eventually pass.

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Cubic has something to do today, so there is no double update, and I will definitely make it up tomorrow!