After being crushed by our nemesis, we are together

"Who are you thinking about?" Seeing that Qu Shenyu was in a trance and Chen Chuyuan was like a vigilant rabbit defending his love, he immediately asked.

Qu Shenyu was silent for a moment, obviously the truth was right in front of her eyes, but she seemed a little afraid to ask, she didn't know what she was afraid of, but she was afraid.

As if seeing her hesitation, Chen Chuyuan said angrily: "If you don't say it, then you don't say it!"

She held her breath, and drove fast as soon as the traffic was cleared. When she got out of the car, she left without closing the door. Qu Shenyu closed the door before going up. As soon as Chen Chuyuan saw her coming in, she immediately threw a pillow at her Go, Qu Shenyu bent down, picked up the pillow and closed the door, a little helplessly said: "Chen Chuyuan."

She tried to organize her words, she is such a person, she can't wait to think about it in her heart before she speaks, she is so cautious, just because she cares too much, it's just that Chen Chuyuan is impatient and can't wait patiently for her to organize good language.

Hearing Qu Shenyu call her, Chen Chuyuan became even angrier, she seemed to always call her so strangely, she would still call her baby on the bed!Qu Shenyu has never barked!

Chen Chuyuan felt wronged, she looked at Qu Shenyu: "Qu Shenyu, have you never said you love me?"

Qu Shenyu was taken aback.

Obviously Chen Chuyuan didn't care about this kind of thing before, she was neither blind nor blind, but now she cares inexplicably, angry and wronged: "Is it so hard to say that you like me?"

"I do not……"

However, before she finished speaking, Chen Chuyuan threw another pillow over and said loudly, "Go and practice your silent meditation! I'm going back to my mother's house! You can live alone!"

She angrily entered the bedroom, opened the closet and stuffed the clothes in, crying while stuffing, Qu Shenyu didn't even come to coax her!Sure enough, if you get it, you won't cherish it!

Qu Shenyu blocked the door before walking in. Chen Chuyuan glared at her, sat on the suitcase, and tried to close the zipper, but because the things were too full, the zipper only moved half a centimeter after a long time.

The corners of her lips curved subconsciously, and she quickly retracted them. She walked over and tried to pull Chen Chuyuan up, but as soon as she approached, she was immediately slapped away.

Qu Shenyu reached out and hugged her from behind, Chen Chuyuan was shocked: "You still want to force me?"

"……I do not have."

Before Chen Chuyuan could speak, she leaned over and kissed her earlobe. Chen Chuyuan sneered: "Want to seduce? I don't want to do that!"

you don't move...

Qu Shenyu didn't say this aloud, lest she become angry from embarrassment.

She reached out to cover Chen Chuyuan's eyes, and then slowly came to her from behind, Chen Chuyuan's vision was still dark, Qu Shenyu lowered her head and kissed her forehead, her voice was a little hoarse: "I..."

"It may be due to family reasons and my own personality. I am not very good at expressing my emotions."

Chen Chuyuan: "Oh."

"I..." Qu Shenyu looked at her, feeling astringent in her heart, and murmured, "I don't know what to say, I've been thinking about it thousands of times in my heart, why can't I say it all of a sudden."

Chen Chuyuan: "Hmph."

Qu Shenyu looked at Chen Chuyuan, his invisible eyes were full of turbulent emotions: "I'm sorry, I know that sometimes it hurts people the most when I don't speak, and I don't know why I became like this."

"……Humph."

"Chen Chuyuan, I love you, I may not be able to express my feelings at any time like you, but you believe me, how can I not love you?"

The trembling eyelashes brushed the palms a little itchy, and after a long time, Chen Chuyuan reluctantly responded: "...Oh."

She seemed to be a little angry, Qu Shenyu didn't know what to say, she was silent for a long time, and then took a deep breath: "I, I liked you a long, long time ago."

In fact, Qu Shenyu couldn't remember when she liked her at all, it seemed that she suddenly changed from hating her to another kind of unspeakable thoughts, but she could recall too many throbbing, so that she had already separated I don't know exactly when I had this thought.

Chen Chuyuan finally couldn't hold back her hand, Qu Shenyu held her breath, and closed her eyes almost instinctively, Chen Chuyuan stretched out her hand to open her eyelids: "Open! Open it for me!"

Qu Shenyu closed her eyes tightly, shook her head vigorously, and couldn't help but panicked in her tone: "Chen Chuyuan, don't be like this, I, I can just talk like this."

"No! You have to open it for me! Open it!—" Chen Chuyuan was a little anxious, "Look at me! Look at me, you have to look at me! Look at me and say! Qu Shenyu! You Are you lying? Otherwise, why don't you dare to look at me?!"

"I didn't..." Qu Shenyu turned her head, "Please, Chen Chuyuan, don't do this."

Chen Chuyuan still felt aggrieved, she cried all of a sudden: "Why are you like this? You said you like me, why can't you look at me and say it? You don't love me at all——"

"I didn't!" Qu Shenyu's eyes were hot and sore, and her tone was a little overwhelmed, "I don't know why it happened."

Chen Chuyuan approached her: "Then look at me~"

Qu Shenyu still didn't dare to open her eyes, she didn't know why she was afraid, she knew it clearly, as long as she opened her eyes, she could see Chen Chuyuan watching her, in those watery eyes, there must be It will be filled with her figure, but she just doesn't know why, she can't do such a simple, no-difficulty movement.

"Qu Shenyu..."

She seemed to be crying sadly, not the usual kind of crying that was difficult to ignore, but almost silent sobbing, Qu Shenyu couldn't sit still, and the restless emotions kept pounding her heart, she tried to Let yourself do something to ease the atmosphere, but in fact, she didn't move at all.

How did things turn out like this?

Qu Shenyu vaguely recalled that the kindergarten teacher had given them a homework after the class on how the children were conceived, asking them to go home and say "I love you" to their mother loudly.

Then what?The friend who seemed to be the mother was surprised and said with a sneer: Your child is so young that he will please others?

Then Ms. Du looked at her coldly as if feeling ashamed, and told her to go back to her room as soon as she was fine.

It seems that she learned from the chef how to make longevity noodles with her heart, and brought it to her father's study. He suddenly asked her seriously, did she hear some relatives gossip, whether there is a younger brother or not, what should their family give her? There will be no less points, so there is no need to do these things to please anyone.

It also seems that when Qu Shenhao was born, her parents pulled her to her younger brother and said: Ah Yu, you love us, don’t you?In the future, you must love your brother like you love us, okay?

Qu Shenyu forgot what she said at the time, but suddenly, some words became stuck in her throat, she never expressed her inner emotions, and she never tried to do anything superfluous.

But obviously it shouldn't be like this, why, why should she become such a person?

"Qu Shenyu..."

It was as if dawn tore a crack in the darkness, and then the whole person broke free from the cage. She stretched out her arms and hugged him vigorously: "Don't cry, Chen Chuyuan, my heart hurts."

She breathed lightly, and even her heart seemed to be a string being plucked by the other party.

Chen Chuyuan was extremely wronged: "You feel bad and still bully me?"

"I do not have……"

"You have it! You are still writing love letters to others in the high school entrance examination!"

Qu Shenyu: "...I wrote to you, I asked which campus you want to go to."

At that time, everyone didn't seem to like to talk well, and they preferred to pass notes on everything, maybe because the pen can express better than the mouth.

Chen Chuyuan suddenly fell silent. She seemed to have reported it to the class teacher in a fit of anger. Qu Shenyu tore up the love letter in a panic. Did she stuff it in her mouth or throw it into a cup?

"You also reported that I didn't write my summer homework!"

"I didn't report it. It was the teacher who took all the homework and took the notes for identification. At that time, you were not the only one who was found out, but half of the class was found out."

"Then, when I race horses with others, you still go to be a cheerleader for others!"

"Shi Zhirou said that she suddenly had a stomachache, and asked me to help her stand for a while."

"It's that bitch again!" Chen Chuyuan couldn't help cursing, and continued, "You asked me to go to Rose Garden, and you ran away as soon as I arrived!"

"...My mother was going to have an operation at that time. She was so old, so I went directly to the hospital in a hurry. Later, I explained to you on the way that you have blocked me."

"You seduced me and even splashed water on my face in the shower!"

Qu Shenyu explained: "That basin is on top of your head, I didn't put it on it, and I even reached out to block it."

Chen Chuyuan sniffed, for a while, she couldn't think of anything else about being bullied, and after a while, she said sadly: "You still write in your diary that you hate me!"

Qu Shenyu bit her cheek and said in a low voice, "It's not like that..."

She didn't know what to say, she had the habit of writing a diary since she was a child, but she didn't know when she started, she didn't even dare to fully reveal her thoughts in the diary, behind those pages of hating Chen Chuyuan, every day Every page is followed by a sentence, why do I like you.

When she was young, Qu Shenyu was terrified about the fact that she liked Chen Chuyuan, and wanted to deny it.

It may come from the fear of challenging the world, or it may come from the contemptuous, contemptuous, and alien-like eyes of the parents.

She has neither the courage nor the courage to bear all that.

Not to mention, under her careful thinking, Chen Chuyuan didn't like her, but hated her.

Even though she knew it was a misunderstanding now, for Qu Shenyu at the time, she only knew that if Chen Chuyuan knew all about it, she might feel disgusted and would even reject contact with her even more.

"Whether it's true or not, you have caused me to suffer from insomnia for several months, and you didn't tell me when you went to another university! No one knows it before me! How can you be so bad!"

Qu Shenyu whispered: "Shi Zhirou told me that you already know what I mean, and you have seen my diary."

She almost escaped, and ran to other cities in embarrassment, not daring to face everything in that position. Later, at the graduation party, everything was like the reappearance of the nightmare scene in her dream, the angry and disgusted eyes, She didn't know how she spent that night, let alone how much she drank, and how she got home in the end.

Of course, she found out later, because Chen Chuyuan badly played the car video in front of her, and then she never dared to appear in front of Chen Chuyuan again.

Chen Chuyuan stopped talking, as if she was in a daze, as if her world view had undergone a reshaping, but soon she became stunned, holding her face and said: "I just said that you have been seducing Miss Ben! "

She was proud: "My lady is really cute, even if you are in kindergarten, you still have a crush on me!"

Qu Shenyu lowered her eyes and smiled: "Well, you are right."

In fact, she liked Chen Chuyuan all the time, but from kindergarten to primary school, she really felt that Chen Chuyuan really hated her.

It's noisy, and the clothes you're wearing still dazzle your eyes.

Like a swaying flower peacock, but also like... the center of the world.