I ran away after I caught the goddess

Director Mao told Shen Lishu about dramas, not because she didn't trust Shen Yinghou, but because she had never been involved in Lily dramas.

To be honest, this is the drama that Shen Lishu has shot the most intimate scenes, and it is also a drama of pure emotion.

There is no hatred of family and country in it, no ambitions for the country, only the passionate and strong love between two girls that is not inferior to that of men and women.

This is also the reason why Shen Lishu agreed to take on "Sinking", which was a breakthrough and challenge for himself.

The Ye Tan she plays in the play is not perfect, her past is full of tragedy, it is not an exaggeration to say that it is gloomy.

Ye Tan's high school life was not easy, she transferred in halfway, from a provincial high school to this kind of pheasant school.

There is a problem of campus bullying in the new high school, and they are not friendly to Ye Tan who has just transferred.

It's nothing serious to deliberately push and bump her shoulders when entering and leaving the door. What's more serious is to openly block her in the women's toilet to ridicule and insult her, and even hang her bra on her index finger and shake it around in the women's dormitory.

This is what girls do to girls.

He cut her hair while she was sleeping on the table, threatened her by taking pictures of her skirt with her mobile phone, and the worst thing was to lock her and the boys in the utility room.

During that time, Ye Tan had just experienced family changes.

Her father cheated on her, and Xiaosan brought her son to her door to get angry.Her mother was so hot-tempered that she committed suicide by jumping off the building.

Kong left scumbags to live in her house and drove away her daughter.

Ye Tan was in a daze, as numb as if he had no human feelings.

Let others step on and kick her around like a stone.

She felt that she might rot and stink in this muddy ditch like them, unable to see the light and the future.

Until a girl couldn't stand it anymore, and sternly scolded those boys who made pornographic remarks about Ye Tan, "Shut up!"

She clenched her hands into fists, her shoulders trembled slightly, she was obviously very scared, but she stood up for Ye Tan with a stern look, "I will remember my name if I talk again!"

Ye Tan rolled her eyes dully and looked sideways. It was her colleague who was speaking, the class study committee member and Chinese class representative.

She looks very quiet, and I heard that her family background is not bad.

Ye Tan didn't understand why she was in this kind of school, and later found out that her father was the dean of the school.

That's why the boys shut up in embarrassment and turned to chatting about other topics.

It's not because she's afraid of remembering her name, but because of her father.

"You learn your lessons, don't pay attention to them, if you don't understand anything, just ask me." She sat down, opened her schoolbag and took out a book.

The study committee member had been ill for a while, and only came back today, Ye Tan realized that he still had a deskmate.

After returning to school, this deskmate accompanied Ye Tan to eat, endorsed, and supervised her study.

It's also funny to say, because most of the time it is Ye Tan who helps the study committee members with their homework.

This is also the reason why the teacher arranged her next to the study committee.

At that time, Ye Tan's grades were among the best in provincial high schools.

With someone by his side, Ye Tan, who was wrapped in a plastic bag, always had a chance to catch his breath.

Even this pheasant school looks a lot more pleasing to the eye than usual.

When Ye Tan thought he had finally seen the light, and even imagined that the two of them could be admitted to the same university in the future, suddenly someone started to spread rumors, saying that she was having sex with the study committee.

In this school, puppies, abortions, and field battles can be good girls, but they can't be lesbians.

When a girl likes a girl, it seems to be a different kind, which is an unforgivable crime, and she needs to accept other people's strange eyes and rejection.

At that time, the rumors spread very fiercely, and Ye Tan and his deskmate were instantly nailed to the cross of "shame", and there were people pointing and pointing everywhere they went.

The two people who were originally frank and frank were forced to dare not even eat together.

This is just the beginning. After the relationship between the two was separated, the parents of both parties were notified.

The four parents gathered in the principal's office that day to discuss how to resolve the matter.

As soon as we met, the study committee's mother's sharp voice spoke harsh words.

After belittling everyone present, she looked at the culprit who caused her daughter's trouble.

Her right hand, which was stained with bright red nail polish, twisted Ye Tan's arm fiercely, and asked her if she didn't learn well, why did she have to bring her daughter with her!

Ye Tan was only wearing short sleeves, his painful lips trembled, but he gritted his teeth and didn't make a sound.

No one believed that the two of them were innocent, just because someone saw Ye Tan write the name of the study committee member in the notebook.

A full page, neatly scribbled, with all kinds of handwriting.

At that time, even the study committee member looked at Ye Tan in surprise.

Ye Tan's father despised her for being ashamed, and pointed at her in public and asked, "Why did I give birth to such a disgraceful daughter like you, why don't I die with your mother!"

Ye Tan stood numbly, looking at his deskmate.

The other party stood behind her mother with her head down all the time, her hands tightly twisted in front of her body, refusing to meet her eyes.

It turned out that she also felt that she was an outlier.

Seeing that Ye Tan was dumb, Ye Tan's father slapped her face impatiently, "Speak!"

With a crisp sound of "pa", Ye Tan's tinnitus rang from the beating, and he fell to the ground in a dizzy state, bleeding from the corner of his mouth.

"Explain, say you only like men!"

His face was burning hot, and it soon became swollen like steamed buns.

Ye Tan's fingers on the ground slowly contracted and clenched, struggling to get up.

"A man?" Ye Tan sneered.

"If all the men in the world are like you, I'd rather like women!" She didn't know where the strength came from, and when she got up, she picked up a wooden chair with one hand and threw it at her father.

That's it, let's go to hell together!

Ye Tan struck ruthlessly and had great strength. At that time, several teachers did not stop her.

She smashed the chair to pieces, lashed at her dad with a chair leg, and kicked his asshole.

Not to mention that her father was terrified, even the arrogant woman just now was terrified. While scolding Ye Tan for being crazy, she pushed her daughter's shoulders and ran out.

"How can you be in the same position as this kind of person, how can you accept this kind of student." She said sharply, "Let's go, let's go!"

Before the study committee member left, he looked back at Ye Tan with complicated eyes, and then turned his face away stiffly with red eyes.

That was the last time Ye Tan saw her. From that day on, she changed schools and never heard from her again.

Without the study committee member, Ye Tan, who should have been bullied to death, became an existence in the school who dare not mention his name.

She finally lived a life she hated, becoming a rotten fish and rotten shrimp in this stinky ditch.

Ye Tan's father cut off all her sources of income, and she was left to fend for herself.

If it wasn't for the principal to subsidize her for the school's enrollment rate because of her good grades, Ye Tan might not know where she is right now.

Smoking, drinking, and fighting were all learned in those three years.

Three years later, Ye Tan was admitted to the heavy school with the second place in the province, and successfully broke out of the quagmire to bid farewell to the past.

Although it has passed, Ye Tan still doesn't want to think about those years, so he doesn't want to tell Luo Yue.

She was afraid that telling this dark and smelly past would scare away this clean and pure girl.

Tonight, I went back to my old alma mater again. Those scenes of others bullying her and her bullying others came back to my eyes.

These nightmares that I want to forget and can't forget are like a rope around my neck, slowly tightening, suffocating.

All kinds of equipment have been prepared, and the memory part will be filmed during the intense filming period of "Sinking". Today's filming is only the plot after the memory.

The evening wind is getting cooler and cooler at night, and there is no last light overhead, and it looks like it is going to rain.

Summer is like this, the sky changes as it says, and the rain comes as it says.

The assistant director looked at Director Mao, hesitating.

"Shoot!" Director Mao gritted his teeth and made a decision, asking the assistant director to prepare a raincoat and an umbrella in advance, "Don't say it's raining, even if you use a knife, you have to shoot tonight!"

Deputy director,"……"

Isn't that right, sir, filming is also life-threatening?

Director Mao is a drama idiot, he said that if he wanted to shoot, it would be impossible to call it a day.

Everything is ready, and the shooting officially begins.

Shen Lishu entered the play very quickly, the person who was joking with An Rongrong just now could enter the role in the blink of an eye.

An Rongrong looked stunned, and once again lamented that the queen of the movie is awesome!

["I've been here for three full years, and I haven't wanted to come back a day since I graduated." Ye Tan put his hands in the pockets of his shorts, raised his head slightly and glanced at the teaching building over there, "I wish I could destroy this place. "

It's not just that he doesn't want to come back, even if he passes by here occasionally, he can't wait to get away from it.

But that period of the past is like a shadow, and I can't get rid of it no matter what.

Ye Tan usually loves to joke with Luo Yue to make her happy, but since he entered the school, he has no expression on his face.

The whole person looks very cold and strange, with a sense of alienation and danger that strangers should not get close to.

Like a leopard out of control, on the verge of rage, ready to rage and hurt people at any time.

If he had the ability, Ye Tan would like to erase this school together with the past.

The wind and rain are coming, the air pressure is low, and people who are under pressure can't breathe.

This kind of weather is just like Ye Tan's mood, gloomy.

At this time, Luo Yue realized how much her behavior of breaking the casserole and asking the truth had hurt Ye Tan who was unwilling to bring up the past.

It is tantamount to letting her uncover the scars to reveal the wounds that once had deep bone.

"I'm sorry." Luo Yue looked at Ye Tan, her fingers were helplessly digging at the gap of the skirt beside her legs, her eyes flickered, and she said softly, "I shouldn't have asked."

Luo Yue, who was born and raised in a superior family, couldn't imagine what Ye Tan had experienced, and didn't dare to think about it.

Just listening to her narrate the past in a calm tone, my heart felt as if it had been filled with lead, so heavy that it was hard to beat.

The chest is constricted and uncomfortable, which is more suffocating and painful than being bullied. ]

Shen Lishu fully demonstrated Ye Tan's state at that time with his perfect acting skills.

The fragile and dangerous feeling of standing on the edge of the cliff with half of the soles of the feet in the air makes people lift up their hearts for her.

I can't wait to beg her not to recall, forget it, forget it all.

An Rongrong felt empathy with Luo Yue, looked at Shen Lishu with red eyes, and slowly clenched her fingers.

[Should not ask, why ask these.

She didn't know what to do to make Ye Tan feel better.

Luo Yue, who had always been quiet and shy, bit her lower lip tightly with red eyes, and now she felt the urge to take revenge on society.

She wished she could go back to the past and kill those people for Ye Tan!

She felt sorry for Ye Tan, her heart twitched in pain and tears fell uncontrollably. ]

A silvery-white light slid across the top of the head, and it didn't take long for a roar to sound.

The wind picked up gradually, and the skirt was blown to wrap around An Rongrong's calf.

According to the script, An Rongrong said words to coax Ye Tan, diverting her attention so that she would no longer be immersed in the past.

There are raindrops falling.

One drop two drops.

Director Mao looked at the two people on the screen in front of him, feeling unspeakably dissatisfied.

There was nothing wrong with An Rongrong acting according to the screenwriter's script, but Director Mao just felt uncomfortable.

It seems that something is missing.

He didn't call the card.

Even though it was already raining, he didn't call the card, and let the two people on the playground continue to walk down side by side.

In the camera, An Rongrong suddenly stopped, stretched out his hand to grab Shen Lishu's wrist, and looked up at her.

An Rongrong felt uncomfortable in her heart, feeling unspeakably aggrieved, as if her heart was tightly grasped by someone's hands, the pain was so painful that it was about to explode.

Those distracting words are of no use to Ye Tan who has been hurt, and can't comfort him at all!

The past has been engraved in Ye Tan's memory, she needs to replace it with something else to forget.

It was just today that An Rongrong suddenly understood how to resonate with the character.

The discomfort and impulse in her heart all came from Luo Yue's love and distress for Ye Tan.

An Rongrong grabbed Shen Lishu's cool wrist, her eyes were full of tears.

She choked up and said, "Ye Tan, forget the past, remember me, only me."

After finishing speaking, she raised her head boldly and kissed Shen Lishu's lips!

An Rongrong hugged Shen Lishu's neck tightly with both hands, closed her eyes and kissed her forcefully with tears flowing.

This was added suddenly by An Rongrong, without communicating with anyone beforehand, including Shen Lishu.

So when her cool lips came close and the tip of her tongue pressed against his lips, Shen Lishu's heart felt like an electric shock, his eyes trembled slightly, and his heart skipped a beat.

After Shen Ying, who was extremely professional, there was a drama at that moment.

But she reacted very quickly, quickly caught An Rongrong's scene, and went back with her fierce response.

The past three years of high school were dark and bitter to Ye Tan.

Luo Yue has no way to travel back and change the past, all she can do is to give the present Ye Tan a little sweetness.

Use this bit of sweetness to heal the bitterness of the past.

The two kissed fiercely, and they were inseparable, even if the raindrops turned into rain, they did not separate them.

Director Mao was absent-minded for a moment, looking at the two people hugging and kissing tightly in the camera, his eyes became brighter and brighter!

He suddenly understood why he felt something was wrong just now.

Verbal comfort is only on the surface, and it can't heal the scars in my heart at all.

Ye Tan needs a deeper stimulus to replace the past.

There is nothing more healing than new flowers blooming in the ruins.

In this school where she has been hurt countless times, where her darkest part of the past happened, Ye Tan hugged her current lover and kissed passionately, wishing to do it once as if she wanted to vent on the spot!

This feeling is called new life.

Director Mao was silently excited, and directed the cameraman to advance the camera to capture the details of the two kissing.

The rain was completely heavy, slowly turning from drips to pours.

Ye Tan's gloomy past, just like this summer rain, fell heartily and heartily in this French kiss, and was completely left in the past.

After the kiss was over, when Director Mao called out, Shen Lishu and An Rongrong had already been drenched.

Xiao Zhang and the assistant director ran towards the two people on the playground holding a big umbrella.

In the rain, Shen Lishu's heart was pounding, his lips were numb, and he looked down at An Rongrong.

The rain smeared her face, but An Rongrong put her two hands on top of her head to form an umbrella, trying to cover her from the rain.

Shen Lishu smiled from the heart, couldn't hold back his arms around An Rongrong's waist, hugged her into his arms again, put his palm against the back of her head, and pressed him into the socket of her neck.

Shen Lishu felt that her brain must have been flooded.

Otherwise, why would I feel that kissing a woman is getting more and more sensational.