your voice is delicious

Xiao Tang Tang did not tell Mu Linshen that he was forced to choose the aesthetic education class.

The good news is that my brother also chose music lessons.

On weekends, he was painting watercolors in the log cabin, and Mu Linshen was by his side, playing his Walkman.

As times have changed, there are very few people around who use tape.

After the broadcast was over, Mu Linshen started to rewind the tape.

The homework is full of excerpted lyrics, and he hums softly along with the music.

But Mu Cen, who was smoking at the door of the wooden house, couldn't laugh or cry.

His "secret base" was unknowingly "occupied" by these two little guys.

but…

Mu Cen blew out a smoke ring, and looked at the peaceful scene in the house, his expression softened.

He has always known that he is not a competent father.

He also thought about taking up this role, but he was sick and couldn't live a normal life like a normal person.

Before the little apprentice came, he and his son confronted each other every day.

Ah Shen once hated this wooden house and everything in the wooden house.

But now it seems...

Mu Cen's eyes moved from his son to his little apprentice.

It's great that the little one can just pop into their lives out of thin air.

After all, Mu Linshen was still young, so even though he complained a lot to his father, he still relied on his relatives.

It's just that when he was bullied by other children and educated by other people's parents, he imagined that his father could save himself like a superman.

This mixed expectation and disappointment gave this child who was less than 10 years old a very twisted personality.

"Brother, what are you singing?" Tang Tang was attracted by Mu Linshen's gradually amplified singing voice.

He put down the paintbrush in his hand, half knelt in front of his brother, and looked at Mu Linshen curiously.

"No...it's nothing!" Mu Linshen hurriedly closed the notebook where he copied the lyrics, his nervous expression was suspicious.

Tang Tang pouted. "Brother has a secret."

That little expression was really aggrieved.

Mu Lin scratched his head deeply, "There's no secret, it's just... the writing is a bit ugly."

He put the notebook in front of the little guy, saying that he really has no secrets.

Tang Tang flipped through the book curiously.

I found that it was full of copied lyrics, and the handwriting... It's really not very good-looking, but there are circles, frames, star stickers and other decorations on each page of paper, which looks quite tall.

"Wow, did my brother make these by himself?"

"…Um."

"Amazing!"

Seeing the staring eyes of the little guy, Mu Linshen was no longer ashamed, and began to feel proud.

"It's nothing. Didn't I choose music in my aesthetic education class? I have to prepare a song for the midterm exam. I'm choosing it."

Mu Lin didn't mention it, but Tang Tang's face collapsed when he mentioned it.

He's also going to be singing on stage for his midterm exam...it's too bad.

In the aesthetic education class last Friday afternoon, the teacher asked all the students who chose the music class to prepare a song for the mid-term exam, and then they would sing on stage one by one, and the score would be included in the course grade.

This is undoubtedly a difficult thing for Tang Tang.

He is very sensitive to sound because hearing is relayed as taste.

He is also very insensitive to sound, because the "blocking" of taste makes him unable to grasp the pitch at all.

"What's wrong, you're frowning." Mu Linshen pinched the little guy's chubby face with one hand, and took out a piece of white rabbit milk candy from Tang Tang's pocket with the other hand, and put it into his mouth naturally after removing the packaging.

Then he narrowed his eyes happily.

Tang Tang is now immune to his brother's unauthorized snatching of his snacks.

Every time before he goes out, he will specially pack more snacks in his pocket.

"I also have to sing in the mid-term exam." Xiao Tangtang pretended to cry.

I broke free from my brother's hand and ate a piece of white rabbit toffee, which made me feel a little better.

"Cut." Mu Lin lay down on his back, "Just sing, it's not difficult."

"It's not difficult for you, but I can't sing."

My brother has been humming a lot recently, and a strong cucumber-flavored potato chips filled his mouth.

He doesn't like the smell.

But Mu Linshen's voice... was unexpectedly pleasant.

He likes his elder brother humming songs. Some familiar and unfamiliar tunes seem to be magical, making people want to listen quietly.

"It's okay, I'll teach you." Mu Lin said confidently, showing his big white teeth.

But when he was about to start teaching, he realized that Tang Tang's pentatonic insufficiency was very serious.

First of all, you must pass the fast songs, such as the songs of Jay Chou and Lin Junjie.

Because the little guy's reaction is too slow, he can't keep up with the adjustment.

If you sing slowly, you can't be too skillful...

The selection of songs has tormented Mu Linshen for nearly half a month.

But Tang Tang looked like nothing happened.

Anyway, it's all handed over to my brother, it's useless for him to be anxious, just wait for the arrangement obediently.

Another weekend, the two little guys "invaded" Mutsen's cabin again.

The children sat cross-legged on the floor, and the little teacher Mu Linshen held the lyrics book, and Tang Tang sang after he sang.

"No, it's still out of tune."

"Forget it, this song won't work either."

Mu Linshen collapsed on the floor with the word "big", his face ashamed.

He didn't expect the little guy to have such serious tone deafness, the kind that even the God of Songs can't save him from teaching singing.

Tang Tang stuck out her tongue.

It's not his fault, he is studying very seriously.

But there are some things that are useless to force.

He was born in a musical family, and he learned piano and violin from his parents when he was three years old, but now...he didn't learn anything, and was eventually given up.

Thinking of her parents who are far away abroad, Tang Tang's little head drooped, a little unhappy.

"It's okay." Mu Lin got up and rubbed the little guy's hair, "This one won't work, let's change another one!"

He doesn't believe in evil anymore. Among so many songs, there is not a single one that Toffee can sing!

"Let me have a look." Mu Lin frowned slightly, flipping through the book with a serious face.

Fortunately, he copied a lot of lyrics, otherwise there would be no choice at all with this pass rate.

"Yes!" Mu Linshen's eyes suddenly lit up.

"You come and try this song!"

The lyrics are simple and easy to understand, and the rhythm is not that complicated.

What's more, he thinks Toffee's voice is perfect for this song!

After Xiao Tangtang sang a few lines with Mu Linshen, the listeners clapped their thighs and applauded.

"That's it!"

"A peaceful summer with stars in the sky..."

"Go to bed after knowing it, and sleep peacefully..."

……

"It was a peaceful summer..."

"In my heart, peaceful ~ summer."

After the song was over, Tang Tang breathed a sigh of relief.

He didn't dare to look at Mu Linshen's expression on the sofa.

There was a sudden silence in the box, and even Tian Chen, who was drinking heavily, noticed something was wrong.

Tang Tang's hand holding the microphone was shaking.

He sang, and he actually sang "Ningxia" completely.

This song is not all good memories.

But this song...

But it holds a very special memory.

Ever since Tang Tang decided to sing the song "Ningxia" in the mid-term exam of the music class, Mu Linshen's burden has become heavier.

Every weekend, every way to and from get out of class, the two repeat this song infinitely.

The elder brother was humming in front, and he followed behind with his schoolbag on his back and sang the lyrics.

Tang Tang didn't know if he sang well, but...he liked the feeling of singing with his brother very much.

For a moment, Xiao Tangtang felt that it was good to be forced to choose music class.

But reality is not all good.

On the Friday afternoon of the midterm exam, the three courses will have midterm exams by grade.

All second grade students who chose music were placed in a music room.

The music teacher is a very gentle girl. There is a white piano in front of her. She will accompany every student who sings on stage.

Tang Tang, who was sitting under the stage waiting, was a little nervous.

Thinking of the analogy that my brother said to him this morning, "treat everyone in the audience as carrots and cabbages", my mood seemed to ease a lot.

It's okay Tang Tang, you have practiced very hard.

My brother also said that you are no longer out of tune, and that your singing "Ningxia" is very nice.

Self-motivation seems to be very useful. When Tang Tang came to the stage to sing, his mood was only excited.

Finally, it's time to verify the results.

"Quiet summer..."

My brother should also take the exam in the music classroom of the fourth grade.

He thought that his brother would never be nervous.

because--

Mu Linshen sings really well.

"In my heart, peaceful ~ summer."

At the end of the song, there was sparse applause from the audience.

But the music teacher gave him a thumbs up, Tang Tang breathed a sigh of relief, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but rise.

After school that day, the little guy was very excited.

The chattering along the way gave Mu Lin a headache.

But the atmosphere between the two is very pleasant, because they have achieved good results.

Until the new week, Xiao Tang Tang still hadn't slowed down his excitement.

On Monday morning, after parting with his brother in the corridor, he felt that the atmosphere in the class was not right as soon as he entered the classroom.

"Did you know? Tang Tang sang "Ningxia" in the music exam!"

"Wow, how can he sing girls' songs, what a girl~"

"That's right, he looks like a sissy!"

……

"Yes! Tang Tang is a sissy haha."

"Hey, Tang Tang will sing "Ningxia" for us again!"

"Come one! Come one! Tang Tang come one!"

For a moment, the words of the students were like beasts in muddy water.

He didn't know why it had suddenly become like this, but he knew that "sissy" was not a good word.

The classmates were laughing at him because he sang "Ningxia".

That song is sung by girls, and boys become sissies when they sing it.

Little Tang Tang couldn't understand, but could only feel deep fear.

He was scared, panicked, and overwhelmed.

I began to wonder if there was really something wrong with me.

There was even a moment when he blamed his brother for choosing the song for him.

Little Tang Tang dared not tell his grandparents about this matter, let alone Mu Linshen.

So from that day on, Tang Tang's words suddenly became less.

He is still well-behaved, and follows his brother to get to and from get out of class on time every day.

However, the little guy suddenly became in a daze, even to the point where he lost his mind in class.

After all, Mu Linshen is still young, so he is not that sensitive to people's emotional changes.

He just felt that Tang Tang was a little out of his mind recently, thinking that maybe the little guy missed his parents.

When Mu Linshen learned that Tang Tang was ridiculed by his classmates and called "sissy" by his classmates, the semester was coming to an end.

Children at that time did not understand that words could hurt people.

They just think it's fun to laugh at others to please themselves.

But they didn't know how helpless and scared Tang Tang would feel when he was called "sissy" for half a semester.

Tang Tang didn't do anything wrong, but during that time, everything he did was wrong.

This kind of injury made him subconsciously start to hate himself, hating himself as a "sissy".

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The author has something to say:

I was quite unhappy writing this chapter.

The "Ningxia" incident happened for real. I had a male classmate in junior high school. He played better with girls. Then he sang "Ningxia" in class, and the bad boys called him "sissy" even more."Ningxia" is often used to make fun of him.

I felt very uncomfortable, but I didn't complain for him, because at that time there was no sense of opposing verbal violence.

In the next chapter, Mu Linshen will go crazy, and he will help Xiao Tangtang heal the panic during this period.Tang Tang is therefore more dependent on his brother.Let me talk slowly about the ties and misunderstandings between them.

But my real male classmate has been called "sissy" for many years from elementary school to junior high school.He transferred high school and went to another city, we cut off contact, hope he is well.

I just regret that I didn't clearly stand up for him at that time.