your voice is delicious

Mu Linshen embraced Tang Tang from behind, and whispered in his ear: "It's okay, just tear up such an ugly photo."

"I also have to thank you for not leaving me with a dark history."

Tang Tang leaned his head on the man's arms and smiled.

As if encouraged, he continued: "I have kept this one-inch photo on the second layer of the pencil case. Only this photo is on that layer. I never opened it at school, so no one found it."

"But later... Tan Xiaoyu found out."

Hearing this name again, Mu Linshen couldn't help frowning, it was this person again.

Tang Tang patted the arm around his shoulder to let his brother relax.

"It's okay, it's all over."

"I don't know how he found out. In fact, it doesn't matter if he is found. It's just a photo."

"But Tan Xiaoyu... had a terrifying possessive desire for me at that time."

At that time, Tang Tang never thought that Tan Xiaoyu would do those things later because of his ridiculous jealousy.

Thinking of this, he was still a little sad, after all, he really regarded the other party as a very good friend at the beginning.

Being betrayed and hurt by the only friend...is an extremely painful thing.

Thinking about it now still hurts my heart.

Tang Tang took a deep breath, and his eyes moved to the fragments in the pencil case again.

He continued: "Later Tan Xiaoyu went to my house to play, and while I was cutting fruit in the kitchen...peeked at my diary."

"He came to my house that time, he did it on purpose."

"Ever since he saw your one-inch photo, he has been trying to find out who you are."

He never paid attention to it at the beginning, and it was not until later that Tang Tang discovered that Tan Xiaoyu had inquired about his brother intentionally or unintentionally since he had seen his brother's photo.

Even at home, Tang Tang will keep the diary away.But Tan Xiaoyu came too early that day, and he was a little dazed when he just woke up, and he forgot for a while, so he didn't put away the diary on the table.

Mu Linshen: "The diary..."

He remembered that Tang Tang did have the habit of writing a diary since childhood.

But now I have never seen Tang Tang write a diary. Is it the things at that time...affected?

Tang Tang put down the pencil case in his hand, and took out another bag from the storage box.

Mu Linshen didn't notice it before, but when he saw a bag full of fragments with handwriting, he probably knew it.

This is Tang Tang's diary, which was also torn into pieces.

Tang Tang opened the bag, and on a piece of fragment that he randomly pulled out from it, the word "brother" was written on it.

"I missed you so much at the time... almost everything written in the diary was related to you."

"Then Tan Xiaoyu discovered my secret. He knew that I was gay and liked the "brother" in the diary."

Tang Tang's face showed bitterness, it was obviously a thing of the past, but whenever he thought of it, his heart would not be able to bear it.

Mu Lin kissed the eyebrows and eyes of the person in his arms deeply, and said with pity: "I like you too."

Tang Tang was encouraged by the chest of the man behind him. He hooked his mouth weakly and continued: "Then Tan Xiaoyu started spreading rumors, saying that I am gay and like men."

"However, I didn't know at the time that he was playing tricks behind the scenes. It was just that one day when I suddenly noticed that the students around me looked at me strangely... the rumors had been spreading for a while."

"High school was boring, and for them talking about me behind my back would add a little bit of fun to their life."

"In the beginning, they all spoke ill of me behind my back, and then... more and more people stopped hiding their dislike for me..."

Tang Tang's body trembled slightly, and recalled that those people told him to go away, saying that he was a disgusting homosexual, that homosexuality was contagious, that he was sick...

"Hey, don't say it if you don't want to say it." Mu Lin regretted deeply, the eyes of the person in his arms were too painful, he shouldn't force Tang Tang to remember the past.

He lowered his head and kissed Tang Tang's hot eyelids, and said anxiously: "Stop talking, we won't talk."

Tang Tang shook his head, he had made up his mind to dissect everything he had to his brother.

He loves Mu Lin deeply, and he doesn't want to hide anything from the person he likes, even if it is painful and full of dark memories.

"Brother Shen..." Tang Tang poured out the fragments in the bag, and he said slowly: "Rumours are really terrible things."

"Obviously I just like you, but they later said... I promiscuously, I was taken care of by others, and I fucked you for money..."

"He also said that I was born in a musical family, but was abandoned by my parents. I would rather stay abroad than come back to see me..."

At that time, Tang Tang fell into a great panic, and he began to have hallucinations, thinking that the group of people might be right, and his parents just abandoned him, so he has been abroad.

Those people would not do violent things to him, but gossip and cold violence sometimes hurt people more.

During that time, Tang Tang began to doubt himself. He even felt that what those people said was right, he was a pervert, and homosexuality was a disease.

"Brother Shen, I'm sorry, I couldn't bear their words at that time." Although I kept trying to control it, I still shed tears.

Memories are too heavy and painful, even if they come out, they still feel uncomfortable when touched.

"I couldn't stand it after that... I tore up your photos and my diaries... I felt... I felt that it was all their fault..."

"I feel... feel that everything I have suffered... is your fault."

Tang Tang lowered his head and wept, not daring to look back at the people behind him.

At that time, he really hated Mu Linshen.

Because he was too helpless and didn't know how to eliminate those rumors, he could only hate.

But at the time, he didn't know that Tan Xiaoyu spread it deliberately behind his back, so he...blamed his brother for the fault.

"I'm sorry..." Tang Tang muttered, her little face was already wet.

Mu Linshen grabbed the man in his arms by the chin, forcing him to look at him, and said with tenderness in his eyes: "Fool, it's not your fault."

At the same time, Tan Xiaoyu and the group of people who bullied Tang Tang were cut to pieces in his heart.

The pain of Tang Tang's memories, Mu Lin's deep listening is also very painful.

If only he... could go to Tang Tang earlier.

The two began to kiss, the atmosphere just now was too bitter, they needed a little sweetness to draw strength from each other.

After a while, Tang Tang paralyzed in Mu Lin's deep arms and gasped for breath, his face was flushed, and his eyes were confused.

He has clearly realized that he cannot withstand his brother's touch.

With just one deep kiss, his body softened into a puddle of water.

Why not Mu Linshen, he took the left wrist of the person in his arms, and kissed again and again where the pulse was beating.

Tang Tang asked suddenly: "How do you know?"

He committed suicide in the studio during his third year of high school...even his parents didn't know.

Mu Linshen didn't intend to hide from Tang Tang, so he told him the content of the conversation with Yu Sheng today.

Tang Tang rubbed his eyes, and there was a trace of sleepiness on his face.He said, "I mean... I always feel that Yu Sheng looks familiar."

Unexpectedly, they were the same batch of students participating in the training camp, so no wonder they knew about him.

Mu Lin didn't dare to let go of Tang Tang's left hand. He kept staring at the white wrist with clear blood and no traces, and said distressedly: "Does it hurt?"

Tang Tang shook his head in his arms, and suddenly smiled: "I was quite stupid at the time, I used an art knife..."

Mu Lin lowered his head and bit his nose, his expression slightly angry: "Still laughing?"

Tang Tang stuck out his tongue, and then looked at his left wrist.

It was smooth and fair, and there was no scar at all.

At that time, he simply thought that if he went to the training camp and left the school, he would not hear those horrible gossips.

However, in a fully enclosed studio, rumors will be fermented like vinegar and oil.

Tang Tang, who has been patient, finally collapsed under the high pressure environment.

"Brother Shen, in fact, I... also hated my parents at that time."

"I know they love me, and I know that they are busy with work and can't care about me..." Thinking of Jingjing being scolded and crying by Jingjing's mother a few days ago, he felt sour.

"Adults' world is always in a hurry, so sometimes...they feel that children's things are just small things, but adults don't know...often some problems they ignore may bring big problems to children. harm."

"Of course, my family is happy for many people. My parents are loving and respect my ideas and wishes, but even so, I will inevitably suffer some injuries, not to mention some children without parents..."

Tang Tang buried his head in Mu Lin's deep arms, and said in a tone of voice: "So Brother Shen, you are really great, you are my light."

Even if you can't shine on the stage, you are still the most shining existence.

Tang Tang also wanted to use this to tell Mu Linshen that they are the same, even if the family birth and other things are different, their happiness and pain are interlinked.

In the countless nights that he couldn't survive, as long as he thought of the possibility of meeting his brother again in the future, Tang Tang felt that he could take another breath.

The night after he did something stupid with an art knife, he dreamed of Mu Linshen.

In the dream, the man yelled at him, saying that if he did something stupid in the future, he would not like him anymore.

Tang Tang woke up in shock, followed by endless regret.

He still has nostalgia for this world.

Despite the pain and darkness, the light in the distance ignited his hope of living.

Tang Tang and Mu Linshen intertwined their fingers, and the fit between their palms seemed to own the whole world.

He was glad that he persisted, and also that Mu Linshen persisted.

"From now on...you can't do stupid things anymore." The man was silent for a moment, then suddenly said.

"No more, Brother Shen." Tang Tang got up from the man's arms, turned around and sat on him with his legs apart, wrapped his hands around his brother's neck, and sent his warmest and sincere kiss.

"I treasure every minute of my life."

After telling his brother these things, all the worries in Tang Tang's heart were put down.

He thought of the stories told by the old man again, and he began to understand that if one of the two people who had been in love with each other passed away unfortunately, the other should live on.

Life is too precious, meeting each other is a miracle.

This miracle shouldn't end in such a pessimistic way, so try to live, miss, and remember.

This is love.

"Brother Shen." After a moment of kissing, Tang Tang panted and raised his head from Mu Lin's deep arms. He stared at the man with some affectionate eyes, and suddenly said: "Let's write a diary in the future."

Cherish those precious, beautiful, and shared memories in the long life.