After getting on with the enemy

All kinds of things at night, the more you smack the aftertaste, the less true it is.

Now it is impossible to deny or deny it, unless you lose your memory, how can you erase those traces that really existed.

Qiao Yan was aggrieved, she couldn't find an excuse to numb herself, and she didn't have the confidence to blame Zhou Xiyun alone. After all, she didn't just let Zhou Xiyun do what she wanted all the time. Zhou Xiyun made his move.

At that time, the other party was still humming weakly, and stretched out his arms to hook her neck and shoulders, otherwise she would not check on him with a guilty conscience after getting up early in the morning.

The lack of words can't describe that feeling. In short, she was not firm in her will, she was deceived from the inside out, and she fell into it.

I think I'm straight in every way, I won't be attracted to women, and I won't have thoughts that I can't help myself, but I don't know it.On the contrary, at that time, the whole person was completely blank, and his behavior was not influenced by subjective will, and his reactions were all driven by instinct.

There is a big difference between accepting rather than rejecting.

Whether to accept it frankly is another matter, anyway, Qiao Yan does not reject Zhou Xiyun.

This is not in line with her usual behavior. According to the past situation, she should be on guard the moment the lights are turned off, and should beat Zhou Xiyun, and fight with extra dignity, instead of being dazed. A series of follow-up "response measures" seemed to be made.

That's not like her style of acting at all, it's like a different person.

Qiao Yan couldn't help biting the straw, holding back her mouth and taking a sip of milk, and then thought of a deeper possibility - she is gay, and she has been mistaken for so many years, but she actually likes women.

Thinking of this, Qiao Yan's heart sank, probably not.She closed her eyes and thought about it seriously. If she likes women herself, then replace Zhou Xiyun with other people around her, such as Rong Yin, such as Miss Min, such as those sexy and beautiful female stars, or those in life. Any woman... When Qiao Yanwu felt a chill, goosebumps arose.

Not being able to substitute, just thinking about it is strange enough, and even feels a little disgusted from the bottom of my heart.

She can lie on the same bed with Sister Min and the others without any disturbance, even if she takes a bath with her naked, she will be frank and frank, and she will never have the slightest thought of being charming, but she can't do anything else.

Qiao Yan couldn't describe the difference, but felt that it would be absolutely impossible for her to be intimate with other women, to hug each other face to face like Zhou Xiyun, and to do something more distant.

If you really force yourself to do this, it will definitely leave a psychological shadow.

Don't talk about kissing, even like a couple

Getting along like that, such as holding hands or something, Qiao Yan felt something was wrong and couldn't be interested.It's not that I hate those women, it's because they are all very good, both in character and appearance, and they are all outstanding beauties. As a homosexual, Qiao Yan also knows how to appreciate them, but the feeling for these people is the same as for her. Zhou Xiyun's is different, there is no similarity.

No idea why, no reasonable explanation.

Qiao Yan frowned, unable to figure out why.

She has no love experience, and she doesn't know how to define these love and love things, and she can't figure it out.

Different from film and television works, the feelings mixed with life factors are almost all superficial. Most of the love in reality tends to be flat. The law stipulates that you can only talk about love with a specific person, you can choose freely, and you can be with anyone.

Whether you like it or not is just the result of hormone secretion, this thing is very mysterious.

Qiao Yan put the man into the thought just now and thought about it again, the discomfort in his heart became more intense.It's even more impossible, and it's simply unacceptable.

She is not a feudal and conservative character, she is quite open about this kind of thing, she thinks that as long as she wants to, there is no need to put so many moral shackles on herself, but she just can't.

At the beginning, she was always acting out of righteousness to the little boys. When she received chocolates and love letters from others, she didn't consider her emotional wishes. She never thought about it from the beginning. Taking this step is simply as difficult as reaching the sky.

Qiao Yan felt it was weird and inexplicable, so he stopped his random thoughts and sucked the rest of the milk to suppress his shock.

zizi——

If one didn't pay attention, the sound of the straw was not suppressed.Xu Ziqing and the others heard it, and turned their heads to look here.

Zhou Xiyun also looked here, his eyes settled on her face, and he swept past her calmly.

The eyes of the two sides collided, Qiao Yan was embarrassed, and immediately collected his thoughts, standing there pretending to be nonchalant.

Xu Ziqing didn't see anything unusual about her daughter, but when she saw that she was about to squeeze the box to death, she mistakenly thought it was not enough to drink, and said, "Grandma has so much milk that I can't take it myself."

Qiao Yan nodded dryly, "Qin."

Xu Ziqing gave her a backpack and helped carry the bag.

Bags and bags are filled with items you might need when out and about, including sunscreen, hats, and water.As a mother, she was careful and prepared everything. She was afraid that she would not be able to buy it outside, so she packed a lot of heavy things all at once.

Qiao Yan worked obediently without a single complaint.

Zhou Huiwen, who was on the side, said: "When we go out, you and Xiyun change your backs, and your mother and I will watch grandma and lead the way."

Qiao Yan replied: "Okay, I can do it."

Zhou Xiyun didn't object either, nor did he get too close to Qiao Yan in front of the elders.

The boating ferry is located in the upper shallow water area, not too far from the inn, about three kilometers away, you can drive there, or you can take the bus in the town.

Considering that it is troublesome to go out, you may not be able to find a safe parking place by the river, and when there are many tourists and vehicles, it is easy to cause congestion and scratches. Xu Ziqing and Zhou Huiwen unanimously decided to take a bus to go there. It has been planned long ago. , and even asked where to wait for the bus clearly.

There are many tourists rowing upstream in the morning, and many take buses.

A group of people were able to pass by squeezing, and they were almost divided into two teams when they were in the car.

The bus was overloaded, and the tourists going up later had to pile up and stand. They were all crowded together like over-fermented steamed buns, and there was no room left for their feet to move half a step.

A young passenger gave up his seat to his grandma, then stepped back a little, and inadvertently pushed Qiao Yan who was standing by the side to guard his grandma.Qiao Yan didn't stand firm, and when he crooked, he fell straight into the arms of the person behind him.

The embrace of the man behind was soft and held her firmly.

She turned around and looked around with difficulty, and she immediately met Zhou Xiyun nose to nose and eye to eye.

The car is packed like hell, and any space left is quickly taken up by other passengers.The bag on her back was getting in the way of others, and someone pushed Qiao Yan impatiently. She thought she was a baggy person. Before Qiao Yan could recover, she fell on Zhou Xiyun's chest in the next second, almost hitting Zhou Xiyun. forehead.

This time they were even closer, they were almost glued together, as if they were glued together.

Feeling something soft in front of him, Qiao Yan straightened up all of a sudden, and he didn't even know which side to put his hands on, whether to hang them down or lift them up.She stared at Zhou Xiyun vigilantly and in astonishment, with an innocent expression of doing nothing, her entire face could hardly be tensed.She wanted to back away, but she couldn't take a step. Instead, the bag on her back rubbed against the passenger behind because of the movement of leaning back.

The passenger had a bad temper and couldn't see who did it, so he just yelled angrily: "Who is it? There's a nail growing under your foot, why don't you move around!"

Qiao Yan immediately gave up struggling, afraid of being discovered by passengers.

Zhou Xiyun didn't think there was anything wrong, so he raised one hand and hugged Qiao Yan's waist.Not completely touched, almost a little distance, mainly to separate others.

Qiao Yan didn't see or feel anything.The touch in front of her was too embarrassing, she turned her face away awkwardly, and wanted to put her hands in the middle to block it, but she stopped before she could move.

It's even worse to block it with your hands, it's like playing hooligans.She was a little shy, as if she had been scorched by fire.

Due to the large number of passengers on the bus, the speed of the car slowed down accordingly, and it took more than ten minutes to drive the three kilometers.The journey seemed long and unbearable, and every minute and every second was suffering.

Qiao Yan lay in Zhou Xiyun's arms until he got off the car, and bumped into Zhou Xiyun several times during the period.Zhou Xiyun's face remained unchanged, he reached out to her shoulder halfway, and helped her carry her bag for a while.

Qiao Yan didn't refuse, nor did he thank you.

From the perspective of the people around, Zhou Xiyun's hand seemed to be on her body, as if raising his hand to hug her.She herself also felt that there was no difference, she pursed her lips, and after a long time said softly, "I can carry it on my back, it's not heavy, I don't need your help."

Zhou Xiyun asked warmly, "Aren't you tired?"

Qiao Yan said: "It's just this little time, I'll replace you when I go down."

Zhou Xiyun didn't let go, it was she who pulled to let go.

The ferry on the upper reaches is built with a local flavor. There is a highland dedicated to parking buses, hawkers with stalls on the highland, and densely packed boats moored in the river.

A special rental office has been set up on the side of the shore, and the ticket price is uniformly stipulated, 300RMB for a three-person boat, 400RMB for a five-person boat, and the rowing time is three hours.No matter how big it is, you can't row it yourself, you can only spend money to go sightseeing, you can't do it, the fee is not cheap, and it is calculated on a per capita basis.

As soon as the car stopped, tourists swarmed down and rushed to the rental office, for fear that they would not be able to grab the boat if it was too late.

Qiao Yan and Zhou Xiyun were not in a hurry, they followed slowly. After getting out of the car, Qiao Yan tore at his clothes without a trace, then took off the bag and handed it to Zhou Xiyun.

Xu Ziqing and the others had already gone far away, and they all rushed to grab the boat and buy tickets.

Ms. Xu is not a loser in sales, and her spirit of running to buy tickets immediately killed the audience. Not only did she successfully buy the tickets, but she also used her nimble bargaining skills to get the rental office to give her a [-]% discount.

There are actually not many people renting a boat, and the price is there, which is far less affordable than taking a sightseeing boat. Many tourists gave up the idea of ​​chartering a boat after asking the price, and turned to grab sightseeing boat tickets.

A few minutes later, Xu Ziqing and the others waved to Qiao Yan and Zhou Xiyun to hurry over.

The leasing office has equipped a safety officer for all the chartering teams, making corresponding preparations, entrusting all unnecessary belongings to the shore, putting on life jackets, and then you can play with confidence.

The rest of the time is leisurely and comfortable, and boating is very interesting.

Qiao Yan didn't know how to operate the boat, so he didn't do anything after getting on the boat, and just sat and enjoyed the scenery the whole time.The same goes for Zhou Xiyun, occasionally passing some food over.

Xu Ziqing and Zhou Huiwen took turns to row the boat. The two mothers were so playful that they rowed the boat to the middle of the river without asking the safety officer to help.

The water in the river is clear and not deep. You can see the sand and pebbles underneath when you are on a boat, especially near the two banks. It is no problem to pull up your trousers and go into the water. The depth is no higher than an adult's thigh.

It is not yet the summer flood season, and it has not rained for a long time, so there has been no high tide, and the water level in the river has been relatively shallow since spring.

After they rowed for less than an hour, they couldn't get up anymore. Zhou Huiwen parked the boat on the shore, and the five of them made do to watch the scenery and chat on the boat, discussing what to eat at noon.

Zhou Xiyun did not express any opinions, and the elders were free to say whatever they wanted.

Zhou Huiwen asked Qiao Yan, Qiao Yan just reported the name of the dish, and wanted spicy food.But this was unanimously vetoed by Xu Ziqing and grandma. Ms. Xu said: "You two are so angry that your mouths are red. Why do you still eat spicy chicken? Change it to something lighter, such as stewed pork ribs with mushrooms."

Qiao Yan opened his mouth to deny the fact that he was angry, but suddenly caught a glimpse of Zhou Xiyun's overly rosy lips, and then shut up.It's better to admit that getting angry is better than revealing stuffing, and it doesn't matter if you don't eat spicy food.

After several discussions, I finally decided to eat home-cooked food, and I will have a meal at noon, and then eat soup in the evening.Lunch was held in a small restaurant, did not return to the inn.

Under the arrangement of the two mothers, everyone will act together for the next half day. Except for going to the bathroom, Qiao Yan and Zhou Xiyun will stay by each other's side for the rest of the time, but at the same time, they don't have many opportunities to communicate.

Both of them didn't mention what they had or didn't have, and their behavior was the same as usual. The only difference was that Qiao Yan no longer insulted Zhou Xiyun.

Xu Ziqing asked Qiao Yan to buy a drink, and Qiao Yan brought back Zhou Xiyun's favorite soda without asking him about his taste preference.

They went to a store to pick out souvenirs. Zhou Huiwen bought two handmade hairpins for Qiao Yan to choose first. Qiao Yan didn't compete with Zhou Xiyun for styles, so she kept the green one and took the pink one for herself.

Zhou Xiyun has never liked pink things, and prefers more stable colors.

If it was in the past, Qiao Yan would definitely choose the green one, and would probably leave the pink one to Zhou Xiyun, but now he is too lazy to tease that person, it's not so bad.

Zhou Huiwen said: "Try both of you, put it on and have a look."

Qiao Yan didn't know how to pull her hair, so she put the hairpin on her head and made gestures in a daze. "so?"

Zhou Huiwen smiled, and lovingly replied: "Xiyunhui, let her hold you back." Saying that, she beckoned Zhou Xiyun to come forward to help.

Qiao Yan wasn't used to it, but he couldn't hold back the elders, and Zhou Xiyun walked over in two or three steps.She had no choice but to stand still so that Zhou Xiyun could get his hands on it.

"Slanted or straight?" Zhou Xiyun asked warmly.

She replied, "It's all right."

Zhou Xiyun just fiddled with it casually, trying to keep it as simple as possible.

The man's fingers were nimble, and he pulled Qiao Yan's loose hair to one side in a few strokes, and even smoothed out the broken hair on his forehead.

While scratching her hair, Zhou Xiyun's fingertips brushed across Qiao Yan's ear intentionally or unintentionally, and seemed to be indifferent to the stroke.

Qiao Yan's eyelashes trembled, and there was a buzzing in his head.

Extremely disappointing, he couldn't hide his physical reaction, and couldn't stand such teasing.

Zhou Xiyun said softly: "Raise your head, don't lower your head." As he spoke, he lifted her chin with his index finger, and his movements were gentle.