substitute?Yes, you have to pay extra!

Jiang Shengyu threw his head on the bed and rubbed his head on the soft pillow twice before his heart finally calmed down. Along with the silent air in the room, Jiang Shengyu cast his eyes on the door panel, imagining Li Xiongcheng's appearance at this time , Maybe he is still standing in the living room, or he has already returned to the room and lay down like himself, or he has already gone out, but one thing is certain, it seems that he and himself will no longer lie on the same bed.

How is Li Xicheng feeling now?Whether it is helplessness, disappointment, or pain, the person I have been looking for has not been found, but instead I wasted my heart on unrelated people, or two.

It's okay for Cheng Songke to say that Li Chengcheng is also a berry. After getting together, he finds that Cheng Songke doesn't seem to be the person he needs to like and love very much. What about himself?Did Li Chengcheng really like and love him very much?Is it necessary to explain, to prove that the once real tempted object?

Jiang Shengyu was thinking wildly, and his mind was full of Li Tengcheng's emotional and forbearing faces. If this is a sliver of consolation, can it be understood that Li Tengcheng is also in deep entanglement, that is, he is really tempted, and he is very concerned about his " Betrayal" sorry?

This is a cruel fact for Jiang Shengyu, and it is also the best proof that can prove that when he liked Li Xiongcheng very much, Li Xiongcheng also liked him, but it was just a proof, because things have come to this point, There is really no need to go any further.

Jiang Shengyu thought of the reason why he was determined to follow his heart and try hard in his relationship with Li Chengyu at the very beginning, because Li Chengyu told himself that the person he wanted to cherish was more like someone who had already The person is preset.If I was acting as a stand-in for a person who does not exist in the real world, a perfect person who lives in Li Xicheng's heart, then I can still work hard to fight for it, but if this person really exists and can make Li Xicheng If Xiongcheng showed such an expression for him, is there any need for him to fight?

I don't care to wrestle with a perfect, non-existent image, but can't convince myself to love someone who has a living, out-of-this-world object in his heart.Jiang Shengyu affirmed himself loudly in his heart, but his heart couldn't help screaming sad, obviously that's what he thought at the beginning, why are you sad?

Jiang Shengyu covered his head with the quilt, feeling the humidity and difficulty breathing brought by the sweltering heat, he just felt that he still wanted to take a look, to see what kind of person Li Xiongcheng had been looking for all along?Is it possible that in the end it still can't meet Li Xiongcheng's perfect setting?So if this is the case, is it okay for me to continue to be by his side as if it doesn't matter?

Jiang Shengyu breathed heavily in the dark bed, and smiled unnaturally when he saw this thought, Jiang Shengyu, you are really cheap.

Jiang Shengyu was under the covers, fighting against his entangled self, and Li Xiongcheng on the other side was not idle. Mo Wansheng rushed out the investigation situation and put it on his desk. A report about Jiang Shengyu from birth to the present His diagnosis and treatment records were clearly reflecting a faint white light on the electronic screen.

"Mr. Li, based on the information you provided, we can judge that the patient is a typical forced amnesia, because witnessing the death of his parents caused a certain degree of stimulation, and then all the most relevant memories were forgotten. And what you said Recovering, on the one hand, depends on the patient's own inner wishes, on the other hand, it also depends on external forces, that is, whether some related or similar environments can be provided to force the patient to recall from the outside."

"Of course, the suggestion from the doctor's point of view is to follow the patient's own wishes. If the patient resists recall from the heart, then forced recall will only cause the patient to suffer greater harm. It may also cause unpredictable results in medicine. .”

The doctor's words are still echoing in his ears, Li Xicheng frowned, is it the patient's own wish?If it is said that Jiang Shengyu is a proud member, then that sentence, forgetting to represent is not an important thing, does it already represent his thoughts?

A sense of detachment welled up in Li Xiongcheng's heart. The information explosion of the day finally exploded into fireworks in his mind, and finally made his seemingly cold appearance slightly fluctuate.

The ups and downs of life are nothing more than this, ever since he realized that Jiang Shengyu might be the person he was looking for, Li Xiecheng's heart has been hanging in the air, he was hoping, but at the same time he couldn't believe it.Maybe it's self-esteem, maybe it's some other emotion at work, he would rather abandon the past and fall in love with Jiang Shengyu again, than find out that he recognized the wrong person for a long time in the past, and took the person he was looking for all along. Put it in front of your eyes and turn a blind eye.

What's more, what's more, there are countless problems mixed in, Jiang Shengyu's parents died because of this unexpected accident, the relationship between Cheng Songke and his brother, his selective closure of forgotten memories, every incident and every incident They all put a heavy weight on Li Xiongcheng's heart, making him a little breathless.

Li Xiecheng closed his eyes, as if he had returned to the small room when he was a child. Jiang Shengyu was wearing a sweater much larger than his body and a peaked cap. He poked his head out of the small window and asked him, what are you doing? Are you hungry?My dad steamed the buns, and I brought you two.

The strange thing is that the original face was blurred, only the lower half of the face hidden under the peaked cap, with the tip of the nose and lips exposed, but now, it seems that the whole face is clear in Li Xiongcheng's eyes When he got up, even under the peaked cap, Jiang Shengyu's eyes from childhood were shining brightly.

In order to protect him, when he learned that he was not a child living nearby who accidentally wandered here, told him not to tell anyone about meeting him; in order not to make him sad, so even if he was already very hungry alone, Or tell him that he has already eaten...

All these things that had begun to fade in memory before, one by one, all clearly emerged in his mind, as if they knew innately that he was Jiang Shengyu with a connection.

Li Xiecheng scolded himself inwardly as he thought about it, you are really stupid, Li Xiecheng, you are so stupid at home.

But after scolding himself in his heart, Li Xiongcheng fell into deep thought again. If Jiang Shengyu's amnesia is a foregone conclusion, then how should he go next?