substitute?Yes, you have to pay extra!

The car body shook violently, Cheng Songke woke up from his sleep, the sky outside the car window began to darken, and dense rain fell down the car window, the driver sighed and said: "It's raining too much, we can't Let's go." Everyone around sighed, and a woman holding a child said anxiously: "What if I can't go? I can't stay in the car overnight, my child will freeze to death."

In the evening of late autumn, it was raining again, and the driver didn't turn on the warm wind to save money, so I really felt a little cool when I woke up suddenly.

"It's useless for you to tell me. It's raining too much. The road to the town must be difficult. I can't risk your lives." The driver said angrily, chewing gum.The woman clicked her mouth, and just about to continue the theory, she was stopped by the man beside her, muttering: "Forget it, what he said makes sense." He took out a blanket from his bag and handed it to the woman. The rain outside was getting heavier and heavier, and children would indeed freeze.

"Young man, are you from our town?" The woman wrapped the child in a blanket and began to chat with Cheng Songke.Cheng Songke smiled politely, and said: "Yes, I lived here for a while when I was a child, and I want to come back and have a look." Cheng Songke spoke softly, and the woman seemed to have found someone to chat with during this long journey , turned towards him and continued: "Oh, then you haven't been back for a long time, let me tell you, the town has changed a lot now, you must not recognize it, let me tell you... The more the woman spoke, the more excited she became, but before she finished speaking, the child in her arms writhed uneasily, so frightened that the woman immediately closed her mouth and looked at her child.Cheng Songke also took the opportunity to smile politely, tilted his head to one side and closed his eyes against the cold glass window.

Many years ago, on such a rainy night, he and his mother left the town in a car that was many times worse than the current one, and went to find his father who was working outside.He went out for the first time and couldn't sleep. His mother hugged him, looked at the gradually brightening scenery outside the window, and whispered: "Look, this is the big city, and this is where Dad is."

Cheng Songke was very young at the time, and he should have been very happy to hear this, but he knew in his heart that his father might not accept the sudden arrival of his mother and himself, just like he insisted on leaving home back then.The story about the parents is extremely clichéd and bloody - the mother is beautiful, has a reputation for being a romantic, and is blocked by the child's father in another man's bed. If you are not necessarily willing, how can you accept your wife and children.

Fortunately, Cheng Song didn't need to think about these things, because when he and his mother finally found a place for his father to work, his father, who had been said by his mother to bring him a good life, suddenly became a kidnapper. On the same rainy night, Cheng Songke suddenly disappeared from his life.

I don’t know if it’s because the passengers complained too loudly one after another. The driver spit and turned up the air conditioner. The hot wind directly above his head made Cheng Songke’s mouth dry. He stretched out his tongue to moisten his lips and closed his eyes. After a long time, I didn't want to open it, so I pulled the muscles around the eyes to close them tighter.

He has never known what kind of relationship his mother and father have. If you say love, your mother can get out with other men, but if you say no, your mother has completely changed after his father passed away. She looks nothing like a normal person on the outside. Two, but the older Cheng Songke got, the more he knew that his mother seemed to be breaking down from the bottom of her heart.

Throughout adolescence, every time Cheng Songke grew up, he became more and more aware that his mother was no longer the woman in the small town. Finally, one day, at the moment when the body could not bear the soul, the mother completely disappeared. Song Ke sent her to a psychiatric care center where she paid money regularly, while she was carrying a thin bag and a dream she didn't know when to study abroad.

It was also during this period of time that Cheng Songke met Qi Xiukai, oh yes, he also met Li Xicheng.

Cheng Song doesn't have much money, so he can barely maintain the high tuition fees by working part-time with loans. The bars in the downtown area pay a little more for the night shift, and he doesn't hesitate to spend a few kilometers on foot to wipe the dishes. land.Cheng Song can remember clearly that day, he accidentally knocked over the wine glasses on the floor while packing up the guests, his legs went numb after squatting for a long time, and when he stood up after a while, he raised his head and met the eyes of the two men sitting on the bar directly opposite It's right.

He saw Qi Xiukai first, and then Li Xiongcheng.To this day, Cheng Songke is still able to describe Qi Xiukai's eyes concretely - Qi Xiukai looked at him because he realized that there was something different in Li Tengcheng's eyes, and his eyes faded away from the plainness of the first sight and alienation, with a bit of exploration and curiosity, and even a bit of playful meaning.

The rain outside the carriage became lighter. The driver started the car and prepared to drive a little further. The roar of the engine caused the window glass to vibrate slightly. Cheng Songke's brain was filled with humming, so he had to open his eyes and adjust his sitting posture .

The looks of Qi Xiukai and Li Xicheng are not easy to forget, so when they appeared in the bar again and again, Cheng Songke also began to feel that something was wrong, but to his surprise, the person who came up to talk to him was not That Qi Xiukai, who seemed to be having a lot of fun and looked like a playboy, was Li Xicheng who just sat silently by the side without making a sound.

"I know you spend a lot of money, go to school, take care of your mother in the nursing home, so I came to you to tell you, we make a deal, what do you think?" This is Qi Xiukai privately looking for him to have a private conversation the first words spoken.The weather was just right at that time, at noon, the sun cast beautiful colors on the table through the colorful glass windows, Cheng Songke went to the appointment with a complicated and secretly joyful mood, and it was fragmented in Qi Xiukai's words.

He is not a fool, years of prudence in adolescence has finally cultivated his ability to perceive words and expressions, he can see that Li Xicheng treats himself like a lost treasure; he can see Qi Xiukai's occasional expression that he is about to capture prey Equivalently, he can clearly see that every word Qi Xiukai utters is like a swamp full of temptation. He stretches out his hand towards him, and as long as he walks over, he can only look at himself a little bit. Submerged in, unable to pull out.

But he still walked over, the spoon of the coffee cup hit the wall of the cup and made a crisp sound, like a time bomb pressed the switch, tied to himself, and started the countdown.