inertial death

The summer was scorching hot, and the road was almost as hot as being baked. It was just after noon, which was the hottest time of the day. Lu Wenxuan walked along the road.

There is an ice cream stand in the shade of the roadside. The owner of the stall is an old woman in her sixties. She is sitting on a small bench and is fanning vigorously with a worn-out cattail fan, but her forehead is still sweating. slide.

Lu Wenxuan walked to the ice cream stand, threw down a sheet of ten yuan, took a mung bean ice cream, and while tearing open the package, turned around and left.

The old woman behind her took the change money and said, "Hey! Young man, you didn't take the change money, hey!"

Lu Wenxuan just walked forward, looking down at the ice cream in his hand, feeling a little dazed.

That year, also in the summer, he had just met Wu Yuan not long ago, the big boy who loves to laugh and playful fell in love with a man for the first time, dating him was like being a thief, there were no candlelight dinners, wonderful movies, Wu Yuan couldn't even think of those luxury hotels.

He just dragged Lu Wenxuan, ran two streets under the scorching sun, went to his favorite ice cream shop, and happily bought mung bean ice cream.

Lu Wenxuan didn't have a sweet tooth like Wu Yuan, and even hated it a bit.

Then the boy with a somewhat childish temper chased him on the road with mung bean ice cream, forcing him to eat it. In such hot weather, the two had a quarrel all afternoon.

Lu Wenxuan thought, and curled the corners of his mouth, but it seemed that no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't smile. There was a cold touch on his hand. The weather was too strong, and he didn't eat the ice cream in his hand, and it soon began to melt.

Lu Wenxuan stared blankly.

Walking to the bathroom, he washed his hands and walked out again. Under the scorching sun, he calmly went to his destination.

I don't know whether it's because the weather is too hot or his mind can't calm down, but the memories of the past are still lingering in his mind.

In the evening of that day, after Wu Yuan learned that the person who designed him to be forced into the clubhouse was Lu Wenxuan, he angrily rushed to him and questioned him directly.

At that time, Lu Wenxuan was messing around with a few drinking and meat friends, and suddenly Wu Yuan made such a fuss, he felt very humiliated, and said directly, "I think highly of you when I play with you! You dare to yell at me about anything!"

Then the friends around him burst into laughter, and looked at Wu Yuan with contempt and mockery.

Wu Yuan stared at him blankly, extremely embarrassed,

What did he think at the time, you asked for it, who made you so blank!

Lu Wenxuan twitched the corner of his mouth, and this time he laughed, but it was himself,

The road was so long that there was almost no end in sight, Lu Wenxuan's mind was a little dizzy, probably due to heat stroke, he thought.

The memory keeps turning pages.

That day, when Wu Yuan died, he stood by the bed and looked at Wu Yuan lying on the bed.

Wu Yuan was very calm, there was no fear or panic on his face, it seemed that he was just asleep.

He looked at Wu Yuan, stretched out his hand and slowly caressed Wu Yuan's cheek, then he arranged Wu Yuan's clothes and finished the funeral.

He ruined Wu Yuan's entire life, and at the same time, ruined everything about himself.

The world doesn't revolve around him, such a matter of course, it seems that he finally knows it at this time.

Shao Yanbin looked at his arm, it was a bit sunburned, after all he was a pampered son, walking for such a long time in this weather would certainly hurt his skin.

He didn't care either, and after silently taking a look, he continued to walk on the long road.

At the end of the road, there is a forest with lush forests.

The sun had already set, and in the dim light, he ignored the sign standing next to him that said the landslides had occurred recently, and the road was dangerous, pulled off the yellow police strip in front of the mountain road, and walked along the road that could hardly be regarded as a road. Walking on the mountain road.

Finally he stopped in front of a tombstone deep in the forest.

The inscription on the tombstone is very simple, only the word Wu Yuan.

Because Lu Wenxuan couldn't think of anything else to engrave on it, and he didn't have the qualifications to engrave any more.

Lu Wenxuan sat in front of the tombstone, with his hands on his knees, "The last thing you want to see is probably me!"

"I don't know if you will feel happy and happy when you see me now."

"When you just died, I always had hallucinations. I saw you standing in front of me, or dreamed that you came to me, dreamed that you were still alive, and my dad forced me to go to the hospital. I don’t want to take those medicines, and I won’t be able to see you after taking them, so he forced me to drink them.”

"Later, I started to torture myself." Lu Wenxuan opened his sleeves, and there were old and new scars all over it. "I did it to myself, Wu Yuan, do you think it's retribution and happy to see me like this?"

"You should hate me very much!"

"I deserve it, don't I! I think so too."

"My mother was pregnant. It's dangerous for advanced mothers, but she still decided to give birth. My parents decided to give me up. They needed another heir."

"When I found out about this, I was very relieved. I really don't need them to take care of me anymore."

"After listening to this, do you feel that I am not a thing even more. First, I love you but keep bullying you, and then I gave up loving my parents for the sake of you who were forced by me to be ugly and then died?"

"Actually, the best way to suit my personality is to forget about you after crying twice, and then continue to be my playboy!"

"Unfortunately, it can't be done! This time, I can't do it no matter what."

"I love you, Wu Yuan."

Lu Wenxuan sat here all night. In the early morning, he stood up and walked back with a little unsteady footsteps. Then, he only felt the ground under his feet shake, and he fell into a pit next to the mountain that looked like steps. inside.

After being stunned for a moment, Lu Wenxuan changed into a more comfortable posture, leaning against the dry and cracked hillside, and looked down the mountain calmly.

He didn't bring a mobile phone, and it was impossible to climb up to this height by himself. Moreover, he suffered from heat stroke yesterday, his skin was sunburned and he sat on the top of the mountain all night. Now he has no strength at all.

He didn't intend to come here to kill himself.

But now this unexpected situation seems to be good.

Let's end it here!

Lu Wenxuan closed his eyes slightly, and sat back with a relaxed body.

I heard that starvation to death is an extremely painful way to die, I wonder if Wu Yuan will be happy that he chose this way of death.

This place is very close to Wu Yuan's tombstone, but at this height, he cannot be seen from Wu Yuan's tombstone.

Wu Yuan wouldn't want to see him, but he wanted to be close to Wu Yuan.

So right here, to end your life, is probably the best thing to do.