well deserved

When Du Ting saw the news of Sun Yan's engagement, he was very frightened. He knew how deep the bond between Sun Yan and Gao Ye was. The pain of being apart.

At the engagement ceremony, Sun Yan was dressed in a white suit, with a blue beard on his handsome face, and an unresolved melancholy in his light blue eyes.The woman is very beautiful, with a scholarly family, and her words and deeds are generous and polite. Sun Yan tried his best to squeeze out a smile.

Qin Wei, who rarely showed up, also appeared at the engagement ceremony. Sun Lie didn't feel any excitement, as if Qin Wei was the same as all the guests, no different.

Inside the study.

"Sun Lie, you coerce Xiaoyan like this, do you think he will be happy?" Qin Wei tried her best to suppress her emotions. When she first learned that Sun Yan liked men, she really felt very sad. Gradually, she found that Gao Ye was sincere to Sun Yan At that time, she would be very happy.Now Sun Yan is like a puppet, acting completely according to Sun Lie's consciousness, Qin Wei knows that he is very unhappy.

"Happiness?" Sun Lie sneered, "No matter how happy I am, I won't admit it. I won't let the Sun family die."

"Sun Lie, you are too selfish. Sun Yan is not your child at all, why do you say you are the last child." Qin Wei's suppressed emotions finally broke out, and she knocked down the documents on the desk.

Outside the door, Sun Yan staggered and fell to the ground. The effect of alcohol made his mind confused, and the words were still in his ears, "Sun Yan is not your child at all. Sun Yan is not your child at all." So who is his father?

Qin Wei's voice was in her ears, her body was shaken and her stomach was in severe pain.

Sun Yan saw Qin Wei the first time she woke up, and there were still tears on her face that she couldn't wipe off in time.He remembered that he went to Yidu to drink and heard them arguing when he came home. He was very dizzy and his stomach hurt badly. Then he slipped and fell down the stairs. With his consciousness clear, Those words seemed to have been haunting him like tarsal maggots.

"Xiaoyan, do you feel any discomfort? Does your stomach still hurt? Does your head still hurt?" Seeing Sun Yan wake up, Qin Wei hurriedly leaned over, with anxious and heartache on her face.

"Mom, am I your child?" Sun Yan asked cautiously, he wanted to know the answer, but was afraid of knowing it.

Qin Wei's marriage to Sun Lie was impulsive in her early years, when Sun Lie was still young.Sun Lie, who is handsome and funny in conversation, has a lot of affairs, and the two have no feelings when they are together.

Sun Lie leaves early and returns late. Qin Wei has a hot temper and thinks that Sun Lie can go out and hang out. Why should she stay at home? At a party, Qin Wei saw her lover in college. Qin Wei had an affair and became pregnant. , that child happened to be Sun Yan.

Sun Lie has never had children due to physical reasons. Qin Wei filed for divorce at the cost of handing over the child to Sun Lie's upbringing, and Qin Wei also promised him not to see Sun Yan.Qin Wei was very glad that Sun Lie treated Sun Yan well, he was not harsh on him, and even willing to cultivate him.

"Where is my biological father?" Sun Yan was very calm after hearing this, and just asked lightly.

Qin Wei knew that Sun Yan was in a bad mood, she had no other choice, "He has passed away, the plane crashed."

When he didn't know the truth of the matter, Sun Yan could let himself hate Qin Wei, but when the truth was in front of him, he suddenly realized that he didn't know who to hate. .

Sun Yan's fall was not serious, and he was discharged after staying in the hospital for a week.On the day he was discharged from the hospital, he drove to the cemetery, which he had learned from Qin Wei.

This cemetery is located near the sea, and the sea breeze blowing on the face is mixed with fishy smell. The sound of waves hitting the reef is the only sound in this quiet cemetery. One after another, there are high and low, like an alternative requiem song.Sun Yan felt that if he died, he should leave no trace and let the fish and sharks in the sea swallow him up.

At the end of the fourth row, Sun Yan looked at the man on the tombstone, Mu Kai, who died in XX. The man in the photo was smiling, his facial features could tell that he was of mixed race, and his smile was quiet and peaceful.

Sun Yan put the flowers in front of the tomb, and sat down with his knees hugged. Sun Yan wondered whether his name should be called Mu Yan, and whether this man's eyes were also blue.

The sky began to gather pieces of dark clouds, and slowly the dark clouds covered the light of the sun, and a rain fell like this. The flowers in front of the tombstone were destroyed by the torrential rain, and the petals fell everywhere and were blown away by the wind.

Sun Yan stood up straight, his head dizzy for a while, and looked back at the man on the tombstone. This was the first time he saw him and probably the last time.

He thought a lot. When he was a child, when he grew up, Sun Lie, Qin Wei, including Mu Kai, maybe he thought too much and couldn't react for a while, or maybe he really figured it out. In short, this feeling of relief in his heart is too long. up.

The well-known family who was engaged to Sun Yan got the news that Sun Yan was gay, and the other party was deeply deceived, so the engagement, which took less than half a month, was considered closed.

Since then, Sun Lie has stopped intervening in Sun Yan's life, but there is one thing that has not changed, that is, he cannot be with Gao Ye.Sun Yan didn't resist, and the days were neither salty nor dull, and occasionally he called Lu Yan and the two out for a drink, and his daily life remained the same.

It's just that Sun Yan started getting thinner and thinner, his headaches became more frequent, and he even got upset and irritable because of some trivial things.

"Are you okay?" Lu Yan worriedly helped Sun Yan. Recently, Sun Yan became more and more alcoholic, calling out every now and then to come out.

"I'm fine, it's just that I'm not in a good mood recently." Sun Yan finished speaking and downed another cup.

Lu Yan was also in a good mood, Shen Man said nothing and would not allow the two to be together, and Du Ting refused to allow him to intervene. Two days ago, Shen Man actually left G City and returned to F City, threatening that if Du Ting continued like this, she would not coming back.

Lu Yan had nothing to do with Du Ting, and Du Ting had nothing to do with Shen Man, so they were deadlocked.I just don't want to make Du Ting unhappy, but if this continues, he can't help but take action himself. This kind of separation between the two places feels very uncomfortable.

f City.

Du Ting sat in the living room with a bitter face, because Shen Man moved out Du Ting's little lifeblood, grandpa.Grandpa Du Ting has a fiery temper. When he heard that his precious grandson liked men, he wanted to talk to Du Ting about his life without saying a word.

"You brat, I haven't seen you for a few years, and I still like men." Grandpa Du's fiery temper became stubborn, and the nine cows couldn't pull back. The 70-year-old chased Du Ting up and down, Du Ting wanted to cry, but Shen Man knew his size, so he could only be beaten to death.

But he didn't think about giving up at all, so he didn't run away at all. How could Grandpa Du be willing to really hit this baby, he blew his beard and stared at him for a few times, and snorted to express that he didn't want to talk to him.

"Grandpa, I know you love Xiao Ting the most. Xiao Ting is not kidding. You also want me to be happy, don't you? I am very happy now. There is no right or wrong to like someone, but unfortunately I like it It happened to be a man. "Du Tingxiao went to the old man and began to coquettishly. His grandfather hurts him since his childhood. Although his temper was a little bit hot, he stunned" Lao Tzu wants to beat you a stink boy. Every time the hand fell halfway, I was not willing to fight.

"Smelly boy, don't try to be sloppy this time, I'm on the same front as your mother." The old man obviously didn't want to talk to Du Ting, and Du Ting knew that the old man would take soft things rather than tough ones, so he couldn't be anxious, so he had no choice but to withdraw his hand in embarrassment.

There was a knock on the door, probably the old man next door came to play chess with grandpa, and hurried to the door.

"You... you... why are you here?"