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Ning Luo, you can never use one word to describe him.Say he is lazy, teach Lingrou that he never misses a day, say he is hardworking, and lie on the bed all day like he has no bones.On weekdays, she stays in her room and does not come out. When she goes to a meeting room, she has to hold the stove and make hot tea, and she doesn't like to move more than anyone else.But it happened that he was the one who said he would take the initiative this time.

"Why are they always chasing us and fleeing? This time I want to see how capable his wolf tribe is, and dare to besiege the tiger and fox tribes in the back mountain." When he said this, others could not see him Only the pair of eyes exposed outside, showing a cold light.

At this time, there were still some days before the end of the month, and Ning Luo let the words out, asking the orcs in the clan to decide who would go and who would stay.In his original words, "I can't even guarantee their life and death, so how can I make decisions for them?"

However, Ning Luo's tricks are what everyone in the clan eats the most.He never naively gives you a good expectation, he only puts the reality in front of you, and then you look directly at it and see it clearly.

And then you'll find out, that's all.

so what?But that's all.

Thorkel is undoubtedly going.Cheng Yuan is well aware of this, and this is not the first time that Sokel has taken risks with himself. Sokel must have experienced all kinds of dangers before and after he came. Dangerous, and finally survived as a victor.But this time, Cheng Yuan was extremely scared.

The battle on that moonlit night still remains in his mind.He did not witness the process of the battle with his own eyes, but he witnessed the result of the battle.

As long as there is war, there will be casualties.Perhaps for the Tiger Clan, if they could kill all the wolves by going deep behind the enemy this time, even if they lost one or two orcs, it would be a complete victory.

However, if that person is Sokel, then for Cheng Yuan, he will lose everything.

Cheng Yuan didn't know Ning Luo's plan, or even whether Ning Luo had a plan.He didn't ask, and he also knew that Ning Luo would not answer him if he asked, and even if he answered, he would not be sure whether the answer was true or not.The words and deeds of this "villager" sometimes are really unpredictable, including his attitude towards him is indifferent. On the one hand, he has unusual intimacy and favor, on the other hand, he keeps a distance, and never talks about his own affairs.

Until now, Cheng Yuan doesn't know what kind of life Ning Luo lived before coming to this world.

Therefore, Cheng Yuan panicked a little.

He knew that Thorkel was very powerful, very powerful, but he was only "powerful", not invulnerable, nor immortal.If something really happens, then he...

Cheng Yuan's heart trembled suddenly, and he unfolded a book beside the bed as if to cover up, even though there was no one around him,

What is he thinking?

He wondered what would happen to Thorkel if he died.

Cheng Yuan never thought that he would be so cold-blooded.Shouldn't he be sad?Shouldn't you be sad?These are also there, but the first thing he thinks of is himself.A kind of self-contempt and contempt filled his heart. He wanted to find some reasons for himself to "exonerate" himself, but he had never done such a thing before, and he couldn't do it for a while.

Sokel felt that something was wrong with Cheng Yuan recently, so he told him that day that he was going to participate in the operation.

Soker didn't understand what was wrong with Cheng Yuan, and he wasn't the kind of person who likes to pry into other people's privacy, but Cheng Yuan's reaction was really too big, he didn't like to eat these days, and usually The gentle and watery person is now occasionally impatient, and even refuses all his requests to be alone with him for a while, which has never happened before.

Sokel was very worried about whether Cheng Yuan was sick, so he secretly approached Ling Rou and asked him to take Cheng Yuan to the witch doctor.

"What are you looking at?" Ling Rou usually respects Sokel very much, but when it comes to questions about Cheng Yuan, she always jumps up and speaks to him in the tone of her peers.

"I'm worried he's sick." Thorkel frowned.

"What's wrong?" Ling Rou sighed, and there was a sense of hatred for iron and steel, "He's not sick, he's just worried about you."

"Worried? Me?" Sokel's two eyebrows almost knit together.He never thought that this word could connect him.

"Otherwise? Are you worried about me? I won't act." Ling Rou shook her head and walked straight away.

So that night, Sokel pushed Cheng Yuan's door open, and as expected, he saw Cheng Yuan's body tremble, and then continued to read as if he didn't see him.

He sat down on the chair beside the bed, didn't speak, just looked at Cheng Yuan's side face.

After a while, Cheng Yuan glanced at him as if he just woke up from a book, "Oh, you're here, what's the matter?"

Seemingly realizing that his tone was too blunt, Cheng Yuan smiled at him again.

The smile wasn't genuine, Thorkel could tell.

Because he saw Cheng Yuan genuinely laughed.

"Ah."

"What's the matter, let's talk." Cheng Yuan said, his gaze fell back to the book.

"You've been reading this page for a long time." Thorkel said.

"Cough," Cheng Yuan coughed, his face flushed a little. "Well, it's a bit difficult to understand, read it a few more times."

"Are you worried about me?"

"Huh?" This turning point was a bit quick, and Cheng Yuan didn't turn around for a moment.

"Ling Rou said..." Sokel frowned again, as if what he was going to say next was unfamiliar and awkward, "He said, you are worried about me."

"I..." Cheng Yuan didn't know how to answer.

Don't you worry?How could you not be worried.He was the first person who gave him a home after he came to this world. Without Soker, it would be difficult for his "female" who is "so old" to have a place in the tribe.The two have been together day and night for half a year, and have done so many intimate things, how hard-hearted it is to say that they don't worry about it.

Said to be worried?But what is the intention of me planning for my own future in the first place?

Cheng Yuan didn't answer right away, but his silence, misty eyes and flushed cheeks made Sokel take it as an affirmative answer.

"Thank you." Thorkel got up, looked into his eyes seriously, and then dropped a kiss on his forehead. "I've never been worried."

Cheng Yuan's heart suddenly tightened, as if soaked by someone, he took it out and squeezed it tightly to squeeze out the water.He didn't dare to look directly into the young man's eyes, those eyes were so clean and serious, if he pretended to be one person, he couldn't accommodate others.

"Sockel, I..." Facing such a pair of eyes, Cheng Yuan suddenly wanted to tell everything, including all the filth in his heart.

But he didn't dare, so he stopped again.

"You don't want me to go?" Sokel tilted his head slightly, and there was a little smile on his face, like a mountain range that had been frozen for a long time was suddenly melted by the sun, and along the gully Winding left, shining golden light under the reflection of the sun. "I have to go, but I'll be extra careful."

"No!" Cheng Yuan almost yelled, and then, even he didn't expect that he would cry all of a sudden, tears flowed from his eyes, like a broken faucet couldn't stop it. "I'm sorry, I..." Cheng Yuan hurriedly wiped his face with his sleeve, while Suo Keer got up to get a handkerchief, and carefully wiped his face, restraining his strength as if he was afraid of hurting him.

"Don't cry." Sokel had never coaxed anyone, let alone a crying female, not to mention, Cheng Yuan had never cried, which made him at a loss as to what to do.

"I'm sorry..." Cheng Yuan only said this, and the snot flowed to his mouth. He hurriedly wanted to take the towel to wipe it, but Suo Keer had already moved first.

The young man wiped his snot without hesitation, and changed his face to wipe away the tears on his face.His movements are obviously rusty, but he is very serious.

"Sockel, I must confess one thing to you." Cheng Yuan was still sobbing, but his eyes were always firm.

"Tell me." Thorkel nodded, and even patted him on the back—he remembered what the females in the tribe did when they coaxed their crying cubs.

"This time... when I heard that you were going this time, the first thing I did was myself... What I thought was, what would I do without you..." Cheng Yuan burst into tears Like a spring, he choked and couldn't speak a complete sentence.

However, to his surprise, Sokel just wiped his face, followed his back, and said indifferently when he calmed down again, "And then?"

Cheng Yuan looked at him in a daze.

What else? Then, isn't that enough?

Seeing him looking at him, Thorkel was very puzzled, "Is that why you are unhappy?"

It's not that I'm unhappy, it's that I'm afraid that he will be unhappy!

Cheng Yuan roared like this in his heart, but he couldn't say a word

"Don't worry," Thorkel rubbed the female's shoulder-dropping hair, "I promised the patriarch a long time ago that if I die, you can freely pair up with others. Of course, you can also refuse to pair up. As if it was very uncomfortable to say such a long sentence at once, Sokel paused, and then said, "Everything will be left to you, and the tribe will not take it back. If you want, you can also be a math teacher."

"That's it?" Cheng Yuan couldn't believe his ears.

"What else?" Sokel thought about it carefully, "Well, the tribe gave me a share, but you are so weak, you can't farm it. I returned it to the tribe, and the tribe will give it to the tribe according to a certain percentage every year. for you."

Cheng Yuan no longer has the mind to worry about the strange word "delicate", and now he only thinks about one question, "Aren't you angry?"

Shouldn't you be very angry and disappointed, and feel like a cold and heartless white-eyed wolf?

"Why are you angry?" Sokel showed that puzzled expression again, "It is the obligation of the orc partner to arrange everything for the female, including after the death of the orc."

Cheng Yuan suddenly felt empty in his heart, and he suddenly thought of the "Kite" written by Lu Xun in middle school, in which Lu Xun wanted to forgive, "I never blamed you", but his little Uncle forgot all that.

Like Thorkel, he didn't care about it at all.

But is it the same?

Cheng Yuan seemed to wake up suddenly.

No, it's not the same at all.

The former is simply forgotten, while the latter...

Sokel obviously put him in a more important position.

The importance of this "duty" moved Cheng Yuan very much at the moment, but he never thought that this kind of "duty" would become the biggest estrangement between the two of them one day in the future.

The author has something to say: Concubines, do you feel that... my style of writing is very erratic?

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