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"It's over." Ning Luo squeezed out three words from his throat, his voice was dry and hoarse, like the sound of two stones rubbing against each other.

He sat down on the chair as if collapsed, trembling slightly. "Pack up and go out. I have to watch here to prevent him from having a high fever."

Cheng Yuan glanced at him.

Ning Luo's body was full of bloody smell, his eyes were full of red blood but he still refused to close his eyes.His clothes were already wrinkled and messy, and his hair hung down to his forehead in a mess, covering the fine lines around his eyes.

"Go to sleep, I'll watch." Cheng Yuan said, packing his things.

As soon as the "No" was said, Ning Luo suddenly stopped talking, only nodded wearily, and said "Call me immediately when you have a fever" before returning to the inner room.

Simeng had also been busy all night, so Cheng Yuan asked him to go back quickly, leaving Lingrou to sort out the rest of the things with him.

There was no sound, and Thorkel's weak breathing could be clearly heard in the silent stone room.Cheng Yuan suddenly asked, "When did Ning Luo... come to the tribe?"

Lingrou tilted her head and thought for a while, "It seems to be five or six years ago, what's wrong?"

Cheng Yuan lowered his head, his eyes moved slightly, "It's nothing."

That night, Cheng Yuan sat on the edge of the bed, looking at the frowning young man on the bed with his head propped up.He seemed to be looking at this person so seriously for the first time.His eyebrows are deep, with faint lines between his brows, his nose is straight but not too upturned, and his face is not so lively; his lips are dull and bloodless, and he looks alienated and indifferent.His face is not the most beautiful, but it is clean and tough, and it has the youthfulness of a young man that has not faded. The combination of the two temperaments will form a demeanor that is difficult to describe accurately.

"Why bother to find me as a pair?" Cheng Yuan stretched out his hand and gently stroked the young man's frowning eyebrows. "If it wasn't for me, you might already have a family that belongs to you."

He raised his head, looked around, and suddenly felt that this place was extremely strange.

It is he who has been deceiving himself and others to live with the situation.This place didn't belong to him in the first place, and it would be of no benefit to himself or others to just muddle along like this.

What he wants is love, and what Sokel wants is family.

They were not all the way.

"Wake up quickly." Cheng Yuan kissed the young man's forehead.

At dawn, Ning Luo came over again.

Cheng Yuan knew that he hadn't slept either.Ning Luo seemed to care too much about Sokel, and this kind of concern made Cheng Yuan suspicious.But he didn't want to ask directly in such a rash way, he kept silent, as if he didn't find anything.

"How is it?" Ning Luo came over and touched his forehead.

"Not awake yet." Cheng Yuan whispered. "But I slept poorly."

The young man on the bed closed his eyes, but his eyeballs kept trembling under his eyelids, as if he was experiencing a nightmare that he could never get rid of.His chest rose and fell, weak but rapid, and his lips trembled, as if to say something.

"..." The voice was as inaudible as a mosquito, Cheng Yuan lowered his body and listened carefully. "Sockel, what did you say?"

"Don't go..." The young man shook his head vigorously, as if trying to break free from his nightmare.

The weak voice was infinitely amplified in the stone chamber, like thunder.

Ning Luo froze in place as if struck by lightning, but the next babble was clearer than the last one.

"Mother and father, don't go..."

Cheng Yuan raised his head.

Ning Luo's lips were trembling.The sockets of his eyes began to turn red, and the lazy and playful eyes that came from both sides gradually became watery, slowly filling the sockets.

pat.

After the first hot teardrop slid down, the tears slanted down like a torrential rain, and it couldn't be stopped.

He leaned against the side of the bed and squatted down a little bit, tremblingly hugging Sokel's head, tears dripping down his cheeks into the young man's hair, and disappeared without a trace in an instant.

"Don't go...don't go..." Ning Luo murmured.The voice was choked with sobs, covered with thick water vapor, like a rainy day that would not clear up.

"I came here 20 years ago." Ning Luo stroked Sokel's face, and traced his eyebrows and eyes with his fingers. There was a tenderness in his eyes that he had never seen before, as if everything was revived and the ice and snow melted.

Like Cheng Yuan, when Ning Luo came to this world, he was also injured all over his body, and was rescued by an orc.He was seriously injured. Fortunately, the witch doctor in the clan at that time was a real evil doctor. In addition, he was originally a special soldier, and later changed his job to become a doctor. His physical fitness and medical knowledge are very good. Within a month The time will be more convenient.

For Ning Luo at that time, if it hadn't been for those things that happened later, he might really have slowly accepted this orc.

"At that time, I overreacted much more than you did." Ning Luo's voice was as slow as a stream.

When he learned that he was going to pair up with an orc, Ning Luo felt unprecedented resistance.But he didn't rush to resist, but silently waited for an appropriate time to leave.

"He... is a very, very good person." To describe the person he hadn't seen since more than ten years ago, he suddenly didn't know what words to use.Thousands of words can only paint a "very good".

One is not enough, neither is enough.

"Sockel's temperament follows him, but he is much better than him." When he recalled, there was a faint smile in his eyes, like a plum blossom unfolding when the ice and snow first melted.

The orc was almost obedient to him, giving him whatever he wanted, even the hardest-to-find fruit and the hardest-to-hunt meat, as long as he asked for it, it would be put in front of him the next day.

Only one thing, he never promised.

"He won't let me go. These orcs are the hardest to fool. They don't even trust judgment, only gut feeling."

He couldn't beat the orcs who could carry the tripod, so he tried to use devious means to dispel the guards of the orcs, so he pretended to agree to the pairing request.

When they had sex for the first time, Ning Luo was in severe pain.He thought that a simple-minded creature like an orc would only act recklessly and would not care about his feelings at all.He clenched his teeth tightly, his lips were bitten to the point of bleeding, and he wanted to get over it.

But the orc on his body was surprisingly gentle.

The orc didn't say a word, he lowered his head and licked his cheek, comforting him silently.He trembled in pain and couldn't get in several times.Just when he wanted the orc to leave him alone and go straight in, the orc stopped and rubbed under him to vent.

"Actually, if I was willing to try to accept him at the time, maybe it wouldn't be what it is now."

But he still angered the orcs.

Relying on the trust he had cultivated over the past few days, he finally sneaked out once.But he did not expect that the natural environment here would be so dangerous and complex.He was besieged by a group of wolves and was in danger.

"Yes, he appeared and saved me. It's like those vulgar novels that girls like to read." Ning Luo said. "I owe him two lives."

The orc who rescued the female was silent, he didn't ask Ning Luo why he appeared in that mountain forest, nor why he ran away.He imprisoned the female in the tribe, and occasionally let him go out, but also kept close by his side.them

"If I really want to run, I still have a chance."

But Ning Luo didn't wait for that opportunity.

"One month later, I found out that I was pregnant. Three months pregnant." When Ning Luo said this, he glanced at Cheng Yuan.

Cheng Yuan pursed his lips, looking wary.

Ning Luo didn't seem to notice, and continued on his own. "There's no abortion pills here, and he treats me so hard that he doesn't even give me a chance to have an accidental miscarriage."

Six months later, Thorkel was born.

"I really hated him back then."

In Ning Luo's previous twenty years of career, he never thought that he would get pregnant or even give birth to a child.

"This child was just this big when he was born." Ning Luo stretched out his hand and gestured. "My heart softened all of a sudden."

But he is him after all.

"Do you still remember the red fruit brought back by the beast father Lingrou?"

Cheng Yuan paused and nodded.

After giving birth, he rummaged through the tribe's books, large and small, and finally found this fruit.He knew that he couldn't run out of the forest in his state at the time, and even if he did, he would definitely be chased back by the orcs with a keen sense of smell.On a rainy afternoon, regardless of his body not fully recovered after giving birth, he ran to the back mountain while the orc was out looking for tonics for him, and picked red fruits.

"I ate it in front of him. I said a lot of vicious words, but he didn't reply a single word. He just boiled a big bucket of hot water for me to keep me from catching cold." Ning Luo sat by the bed, Rubbed his knees. "These legs were the root of the disease at that time. When it was rainy and cloudy, or when it was cold in winter, it would hurt badly."

Cheng Yuan took a deep look at him.

No wonder he always looks very afraid of the cold, and doesn't stand up very often.

"The matter between me and his beast father is the matter of our predecessors. I am most sorry for him." Ning Luo passed Suokeer's hair, with a sigh at the end.

"At that time, I was afraid that my heart would soften and I refused to leave. I never took the child with me, not even a day. Oh, one day, just that day. It rained heavily that day, and the man never came back for some reason. I took the child with me. I left him for a long time, and then, it was gone forever." Ning Luo's voice trembled slightly, choked with sobs.

"So don't blame him for being so obsessed with children. He wants a home too much."

"So, I'm pregnant too?"

Ning Luo glanced at him and smiled. "I know you have held back for so long and still want to ask. If I say that I am intersex, do you believe it?" Ning Luo suddenly blinked at him, with a playful tone that did not belong to his age, but his tone was With seriousness.

Cheng Yuan looked at him expressionlessly.

"Teasing you." Ning Luo waved his hand. "I don't know what's going on. Maybe it's because I have a special constitution. What's more, even if it's a native female, the conception rate is very low. It's not so easy for you, a foreigner, to get pregnant."

Ning Luo stood up and brushed the corner of his clothes. "Okay, that's the end of the story. His wounds are recovering well, and the orc is Pishi. I'm going back to sleep."

"...Do you want to tell Sokel?" Cheng Yuan asked suddenly.

Ning Luo walked to the door and stood still.

"Your identity." Cheng Yuan added.

"No need." Ning Luo waved his hand. "Don't let him know."

The kid has lost him once and cannot lose him a second time.

The author has something to say: Hmm... I want to write the story of Ning Luo separately.I like him very much.

As a soldier, he is full of righteousness and flamboyance.