obligatory love

"You look for me." Cheng Yuan pulled up a chair and sat down.

"What? Don't you want to find me?"

"I want to. Not only do I want to find you, but I also have a lot of things to ask you." Cheng Yuan looked straight into Ning Luo's eyes, his gaze seemed serious.

"Since there are many questions, there is no rush. Let's go." Ning Luo lifted the quilt and got out of bed.

"Where?"

"Go and see, the snow mountain after the catastrophe."

It was already evening.The setting sun in the distance has disappeared most of the time below the horizon, and the remaining blazing red afterglow hits the snow, as if it is going to ignite the ice and snow into a fire.

As soon as he stepped out of the cave, the frosty air entered the spleen and lungs, which was indescribably refreshing.Cheng Yuan took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, "The air is so good."

"Okay?" Ning Luo raised his chin to one side.

Cheng Yuan looked in the direction and fell silent.

It was puddles of dark blood, imprinted on the snow and twisted into various strange shapes, like a ghost haunting the soul, coming out of purgatory.The afterglow of the setting sun scattered large swathes of it, and rubbed a layer of dark red on the blood stains, forming a reddish black color, as if the mountain range had life and was seriously injured.

I don't know if it was a psychological effect, Cheng Yuan suddenly felt that the air quality in the evening didn't seem to be that good, and when the air reached his throat, there was a cold and fishy smell.

Ning Luo took him to find an empty table to sit on.Since last night, the wind in this mountain has become much weaker. At this time, there is only a little breeze shaking the hair on the temples, and the hunting robe cannot be blown.

"Remember the pregnant female?" Ning Luo asked suddenly.

"……Remember."

"He had a miscarriage." Ning Luo's gaze fell far away, precariously falling with the fiery red sunset.

Cheng Yuan didn't answer the call.

"The mist that Feng Feng blew into the conference hall that day was toxic to a certain extent, and it was extremely harmful to the fetus. He was too young, and the fetal image was unstable, so the baby was not kept."

Cheng Yuan seemed to be stuck in his throat, and his hands on his legs trembled unconsciously. "So, I too..."

He didn't get the words out.He couldn't tell.

So, he had a child that came when he didn't know it and left when he wasn't prepared?

Cheng Yuan's mind was in a mess.He couldn't tell how he was feeling.He had never met that child before, had no feelings for him, he shouldn't be sad, he shouldn't be trembling.

He touched his abdomen with one hand, and felt the fetters between that life and himself in a trance.

Seeing his bewildered expression, Ning Luo sneered, "Your child is fine."

"What... what?!" Cheng Yuan jumped up all of a sudden.After a moment of grief and joy, his expression turned into anger, "You lied to me?"

"When did I lie to you?" Ning Luo dug out two stalks of pennisetum from the snow nearby, and slowly weaved them together. "I never said your child was dead."

"But I obviously ate that red fruit! How could I..."

man, pregnant?Cheng Yuan looked at Ning Luo's stomach, and then at his own stomach, and felt that all of this was unbelievable. "You lied to Ling Rou and all of us?"

"I'm just giving that child some psychological comfort." Ning Luo tied the grass in knots, held the stems and twirled them towards the setting sun. "That fruit can indeed prevent pregnancy, but if it is picked and stored improperly, it will lose its effect soon. Do you think the vinegar you use is formalin, and the antiseptic effect is so good?"

Cheng Yuan gritted his teeth, "Did you lure me to eat it on purpose so that I could relax my vigilance?"

"It's not that exaggerated." Ning Luo waved his hand. "You were actually conceived before that."

Cheng Yuan was taken aback.

"That fruit will slow down your child's development and make his activities less frequent, so you basically have no pregnancy reaction. It's another form of tocolytic." Ning Luo couldn't help but see that he was still at a loss. She smiled, "It's not that you didn't know you would be pregnant, why are you so surprised."

Cheng Yuan was silent for a long time.His mind was battling with a mess of thoughts, each wanting to be considered first.Helpless, the master was restless at the moment, and he didn't have a clue in the end.

"Why do you want me to have a baby?" After a long while, Cheng Yuan quietly raised his head to look at Ning Luo.

Ning Luo narrowed his eyes and looked into the distance, "I owe them my life."

Cheng Yuan jumped up all of a sudden, "Then you want me to pay it back?!"

Ning Luo turned his head to look at him, and sneered, "Cheng Yuan, don't act like everyone is sorry for you. You conceived the child, and I didn't force you. What's more, Suo Keer is my mother." I didn't keep anything from you about my son, who are you showing me as if you were deceived by me?"

Seeing Cheng Yuan standing there in a daze, Ning Luo paused and continued, "I know what you're thinking, it's nothing more than a bloody face, and you feel ashamed to have a child by a man. Let me tell you, I thought so too at the time , and more than you. Without abortion pills, I jumped up and down and used all kinds of methods to die. If his father hadn't locked me on the bed with iron chains, I would have tortured myself to death."

"So?" Cheng Yuan said, "He locked you up and used you as a reproductive tool, but you still miss him?" Cheng Yuan snorted coldly, "You pervert, don't take me with you."

"Procreation tool?" Ning Luo glanced at him mockingly, "Do you think a few chains can lock me?" He threw the Pennisetum rabbit aside. "That night, he came back very late and brought me a bowl of medicine. He told me that if you don't want this child, you can just take the medicine." Ning Luo's gaze suddenly became extremely distant and soft, as if it could melt Jin Fengli, "But when I decided to drink the medicine, I suddenly felt something move in my stomach. At that time, I was only four months pregnant, and logically speaking, there should be no fetal movement." Ning Luo looked into Cheng Yuan's eyes solemnly, "He is my child, he wants to live, and I have to let him live."

When Cheng Yuan returned to the room, Sokel was still asleep, but he seemed extremely unsteady, his huge body curled up, and he didn't know if it hurt to press the wound.

Cheng Yuan lightly posed for the person in a more comfortable position, and carefully stroked the tiger's forehead.Thorkel was obviously still trapped in sleep, and unconsciously rubbed against the palm of the hand like a big cat, with no intention of waking up at all.