The villain's fast travel: the rebellion starts from picking up trash

[I only like Feng Shuo,

Never liked Feng Shuo either.

——Bai Jin]

I like being alone.

I liked it from the first time we met. If you want to investigate in detail, it is probably the so-called love at first sight in those people.

That person is called Feng Shuo, he is very powerful, but also very gentle, and he is very kind to me...

Of course, if all this was true, then I wouldn't have ended up like that.

I don't know why I like him, but every time I hear him call me "Xiao Jin" gently, I can't refuse any request from him.

Even if he asked me to stay with the person I hate and fear the most, even if I knew in my heart that he was using me.

He never responded directly to my feelings, nor did I pierce the last film.

No one ever persuaded me to give up, they just told me that Feng Shuo just didn't know about my feelings for the time being.

But, everyone knows that I like him, how could he not know?

Every time I hear that person call me "Xiaojin" gently...

I'm always at a loss, and sometimes I even wonder why I like him.

I like a person who never wants to look back at me, and even do things for him that I used to hate.

It's not like me.

I thought this weird relationship would last forever, until later, I met that person.

The guy they let me approach for surveillance purposes in the first place.

His name is Jun Jiushu.

He is completely different from Feng Shuo.

To be really nice to a person, to really like a person, even if you don't need to talk about it every day, you can feel that emotion from what he does.

Jun Jiushu is very kind to me.

But I don't like him.

Because, I should like Feng Shuo...

Later, Jun Jiushu seemed to be a completely different person, and his attitude towards me was also very different from before.

I can even vaguely feel that the current Jun Jiushu is probably no longer the person he was in the past.

But I still want to stay with him.

This time, it wasn't because of Feng Shuo.

But when I saw that person come down the stairs for the first time, I felt that I had other emotions for him for the first time, and that strange emotion made me happy.

Instead of being like before, even looking at Jun Jiushu, there is only one sentence in my mind:

The person I like should be Feng Shuo.

It was such a wonderful feeling, so fleeting and out of control, that I didn't want to let go.

I want to apologize to him, I want to come back to him, for various reasons, but in the final analysis, I have never really liked the current Jun Jiushu.

Maybe it's because I already know deep down in my heart that this person is no longer the person who really liked me back then.

It's just where he went, I don't know...

I said sorry to the current Jun Jiushu over and over again.

I lied to myself, maybe the former him could hear it too.

Still later, I was kicked out of the lab.

I know that the person who controls all this is Feng Shuo.

When I was lying on the cold laboratory table, my body was clearly unconscious but I couldn't be more awake.

When I was in a trance, watching him personally inject those medicines that can disturb people's mind into my body, when that voice sounded again in my mind.

I knew he was the manipulator of all this.

But I don't know what Feng Shuo wants to do, I just find it ridiculous.

In my life, I spent ten years liking someone.

It turned out that all this was just a joke.

The funny thing is, I thought I liked him so I was willing to do so much for him.

But I never thought, it turns out that even my liking is fake...

So what was all that I did?

What is my pursuit of ten years worth?

Feng Shuo didn't want me to stay in the lab, and I didn't want to stay any longer.

On the day I left, I just felt that I had been in a daze for more than 20 years and had never been sober like that day.

That day, it was Feng Shuo who sent me away.

In fact, I can take revenge on him. After all, I have done so many things for him and I have a lot of things in my hands. It is not too difficult for me to get revenge on him and bring him down.

But I didn't do anything in the end.

Maybe it's because I still can't forget the boy who was full of gloom ten years ago.

At that time, I thought, why did such a good-looking person become like this?

At that time, I was thinking that if he smiled, he would look better.

But after thinking about it carefully, maybe in ten years, I only saw the real Feng Shuo once.

I asked him, what exactly does he want to do?

He said he didn't know either.

I laughed at him. He has done too many wrong things in his life, and in the end he didn't even know what he really wanted. The mistakes are too outrageous...

That was the second time I saw him so dark, yet so real.

He said that if he was either a genius or a mistake, then he had committed the original sin from the moment he came into this world.

I don't understand why he said that, and he didn't give me a chance to understand.

I watched those people in the laboratory were all cleaned up by the people above.

I couldn't tell whether it was joy or melancholy.

Those ten years were like a dream, a dream that no one could touch.

After all, I don't like Feng Shuo, nor Jun Jiushu.

But these two people, one is the person I have given everything to treat, and the other is the person who has given everything to me.

Only later, after all, no one kept it.

Later, when I was sorting out his belongings, I accidentally found a diary that was a bit worn out. This kind of thing should no longer exist in this era.

But when I opened the diary, when I saw that photo, I knew his past.

His real past, not a random fabricated lie.

At that moment, I knew what he meant by genius and original sin.

At that moment, I suddenly thought about the same question as him.

So, who was wrong?

Was Jun Jiushu wrong, but he didn't do anything, so he should be calculated and lose everything?

Was Feng Shuo wrong, but what did he do wrong? How far can a five-year-old child go wrong, so that he can't even keep his name in the end?

Am I wrong again, where am I wrong again, I just want to bring that person out of the darkness, so I deserve to be counted for ten years, and I deserve to end up like this...

For the rest of my life, it's not that I haven't met people who treat me well.

It's just that I didn't even dare to say the word "like" anymore.