Standing up to the west wind and geese not returning

Once a rift is created, it is difficult to repair.That night, Yan Ci stayed in Du Zijin's bedroom by himself.

A cold wind has been blowing outside all night.The blowing makes people feel cold from the skin to the heart.

Yan Ci was alone wrapped in a heavy quilt, watching the red candle burn into a pool of wax tears.There was the faint sound of chickens crowing and dogs barking outside.Yan Ci just slowly came back to his senses.

Worrying all night.Depressed during this time.Let Yan Ci's body completely collapse on this early winter morning.

After dawn, Yan Ci returned to the mansion according to the order.The emperor issued an order that Prime Minister Yan committed the crime and was confined in the prime minister's mansion.

The government and the public were shocked for a while.Everyone knows that the emperor treats the prime minister.It can be said that there is a lot of love.And about government.

The emperor has always been partial to the style of the prime minister.I just don't know, Mr. Prime Minister, what kind of mistake did he make this time.

Only then was the emperor ordered to punish him cruelly.Some people say it's because of the prime minister's younger brother.Some people also said that it was because the prime minister was disrespectful to the emperor.

Anyway, there are different opinions for a while.Everyone has a lot of curiosity and discussions about this prime minister who has power over the government and the public.

What the hell happened.Only then can this proud son of heaven who has been on a steady rise and soared all the way to the top.In this world, just set the moment.Suddenly the building collapsed.Lost the trust and reliance of the emperor.

Regardless of the rumors.Yan Ci himself just does not hear.Every day at home with his wife.For those flowers and plants.Bottles and jars exhausted all the patience and effort.

The first snow of the year fell at the end of October.After dark, Lin Wei gently patted the cotton curtain at the door.

Then close the doors and windows.He looked eagerly towards the bed.Yan Ci had a blank face.

There is fine sweat on the forehead.During these times when he was imprisoned in the mansion by the emperor's decree.

Yan Ci lost a lot of weight.At the moment, he was only wearing an elegant white jacket, and lying on the bed, his stature seemed to be as big as that of a child under his age.

Lin Wei stretched out her hand and twisted a piece of handkerchief from the basin beside her.Carefully placed the veil on Yan Ci's forehead.Sighing softly, he stretched out his hand to feel Yan Ci's pulse.

Yan Ci half-closed and half-opened his eyes, and vaguely saw that it was his wife, so he raised his other free hand.

That hand was as skinny as a stick. Although the surface of the hand was white, it had no flesh.On the contrary, it looks even more terrifying.

Yan Ci lightly patted the back of Lin Wei's hand, shook his head and smiled wryly, "Ma'am, I know what my body looks like, so why bother trying so hard for me. You've been tired all day. It's better to rest earlier. "

Lin Wei frowned tightly, but the fingers resting on Yan Ci's wrist were searching for Yan Ci's most real pulse bit by bit.

Yan Ci saw that his wife was unwilling to give up, so he didn't say any more, just cooperated silently.

A warm charcoal basin was burned in the room, and Lin Wei had a little sweat on the tip of her nose.

No matter what her husband said, she was trying her best to find a way out for his life.

The pulse is short and urgent.Now and then.I don't know how long it took before Lin Wei let go of Yan Ci's wrist, and said in a deep voice, "My husband is not allowed to read any more from tomorrow. Your eyes won't last long. If my guess is correct. Your eyes Will be the first to make you feel powerless."

Yan Ci stretched out his hand to look at his skinny hands, smiled wryly, and said, "Then you and I will draw a portrait for Madam tomorrow! I have never given Madam anything since we got married. I will trouble Madam You worry about me all day long. I really can't help you."

Lin Wei gently wiped the sweat from Yan Ci's forehead, her face was full of composure, but in the depths of her watery eyes, there was an imperceptible gloomy despair.

"Even if you are not my husband, you are still my patient. I have worked so hard for you. Yes, I am willing. It's just that if I can't keep your life in the end. Will your husband blame me?"

Yan Ci smiled lightly, and said, "Ma'am, I'm worrying too much. Although the tortoise still has its time, let alone my mortal body. Even if it is a step back, Ma'am thinks there is no fun in my life. what?

Instead of lingering like this.It would be better to let me die clean.I was terrified of my early death.

would make the lady a widow.At that time, everyone will point and point.But in the past six months, I have been with my wife day and night.

I think Madam is a real hero.Don't say I'm dead.Even if the sky is falling.

I think Madam can live a good life by herself.This is the best.

Ye An has grown up.Ye Ning also became quiet and introverted.You all have good places to go, and you can all have a good life.I'm relieved when I leave. "

Yan Ci spoke calmly, as if he saw death in his eyes.But a wonderful way to end the current mess.

Lin Wei listened to Yan Ci's words.His brows and eyes suddenly became serious, and he said to Yan Ci, "It's fortunate that my husband has read the books of sages and sages. He said such stupid words. God has the virtue of being good. God actually gave you a life and let you come into this world .

You should cherish your life.You only care about yourself.One death, everything is free.

But have you ever thought about it.Have you ever thought about Lin Wei's life?Maybe I want to listen to the wind and admire the moon with you.

I still want to play the piano with you.Why do you appear in my life.In the end, he left by himself.

Are my feelings not feelings?Am I able to take care of my own life.

I don't need you anymore?I need.There is no woman in this world.She doesn't want to be able to grow old with her husband.No matter how good I am alone.It's not as good as having you by my side. "

Everything is wrong if it is too heavy.Come together and return differently.The sycamore is half dead after clearing the frost.The white-headed mandarin duck flew away without companionship.

Yan Ci looked at the young woman in front of her, taking good care of her for the past six months.Yan Ci was not moved at all.

It's just that people are lonely when they are deeply in love.I have already suffered the pain of this love.Why let the girl in front of her sink deeper and deeper.

Yan Ci gently shook his head and said, "Madam, don't become obsessed with me. It will ruin your life. My body is not good enough. But you are in your prime. After I leave, you will spend the rest of your life. What should you do?" What should I do?"

Lin Wei also smiled, with a clear and charming smile, and said, "My husband said so. It is too much to worry about. In my life, Lin Wei, the most regrettable thing is the first time I met Changjie. I decided to marry you as my wife." .

Up to now, although you and I only get along as friends.But I am still very grateful to God.

I am also very grateful to myself.One day by your side.It's better than being by someone else's side for ten years.

These days with you day and night.It is enough to support me to recall half my life.I don't have anything to worry about.

It's just a pity.if it is possible.Of course I hope to grow old with my husband.

But if the husband leaves first.Then I will definitely carry good memories about you.Take the rest of my time well.As for the pain of bone erosion, the pain of lovesickness.I, Lin Wei, live my life for you.Sweet as sweet. "

Yan Ci did not expect that the woman in front of him was as thin and weak as a child.In terms of age, he was not much different from Ye An.

The attitude that I never thought about facing love turned out to be so resolute and firm.Yan Ci felt a little better for a while.

Reluctantly propped himself up and sat up, he took out a small brocade box from under the pillow.

Gently placed in front of his wife.He said, "You have been here for so long. I have never bought any decent jewelry for you. I saw this in Yunyan Zhai on the street yesterday. I think it matches you very well. So I bought it for you. you."

Lin Wei took the small brocade box.It was gently opened, and what lay horizontally inside was a very plain Jingmu hairpin.

It is carved with exquisite stars holding the moon.The whole hairpin flows freely.It looks like a natural piece of log.

Lin Wei smiled a little shyly for the first time, her face was red from the base of her ears to her neck, she was pinching the hairpin, she just smirked and couldn't speak.

Yan Ci gently took the hairpin and carefully put it in Lin Wei's bun.

Lin Wei's hair is doing well.Like a beautiful dark cloud.That hairpin was like a gentle companion for decades to come.It has been carefully worn by Lin Wei in her hair like a treasure.

Lin Wei's joy didn't last long, and her complexion became heavier little by little. She stretched out her hand to hold Yan Ci's hand. She was originally a relatively thin woman.

But Yan Ci's wrist was thinner than hers.Throughout the autumn, she was trying her best to nourish him.

But now it's winter.On the contrary, Yan Ci became thinner and thinner.With tears in her eyes, Lin Wei said almost beggingly, "I know what you are upset about. Let me beg you. Let yourself go. Not everything in this world can be like ours. As perfect as imagined.

If things have reached an irreversible point.I hope you can see the reality.And like me.

Facing the rest of life with hope.The days are still so long.Why would you give up your life just because of one person?

According to the original foundation of your body.if you are willing to.I can really make you live at least another ten years.But look at you.You really don't want to live from the bottom of your heart.What do you want me to do?What do you want me to do? "

After Lin Wei finished speaking, she stretched out her hand and covered her face tightly.Tears welled up her delicate cheeks.Tears flowed down her slender fingers to the back of her hand.

Yan Ci raised his hand and gently wiped it for her.Then he said, "Okay, okay. Don't cry anymore. Start tomorrow. I will listen to you carefully. The medicine you want to drink, the food you let you eat. I am obedient. Don't cry anymore. The weather says it's cold, so be careful not to break your body from crying."