Standing up to the west wind and geese not returning

Yan Ci took a light bite.After chewing for a long time, I just swallowed it.I felt a churning in my stomach.He spit it all out with a whoosh.

From leaving the palace the day before yesterday to now, Yan Ci vomited whatever he ate.Before leaving, Du Zijin asked the imperial physician.

Doctor Lin made it clear.If Yan Ci starts to have difficulty eating.Then even if the person is in the palace.They are also helpless.Usually when such a situation occurs, it will be difficult for Yan Ci to hold on for much longer.

Du Zijin took out a small porcelain bottle from his bosom.This is the pill that Lin Ruhe gave Du Zijin.

The pills inside are refined from dozens of precious medicinal materials.If a person is seriously ill, there is really no way to eat.This pill can be used to supplement the nutrition needed by the human body.

Du Zijin had already made preparations for the person in her arms to leave at any time.So there is not much to care about.He took out a pill.Gently put it under Yan Ci's tongue.

The golden sunset glow in the sky covers the sky and the earth with a boundless golden layer.

Yan Ci lay pale in Du Zijin's arms.The pill in his mouth exuded a strong aroma of herbs. He was worthy of being a famous doctor of his generation. Yan Ci only felt that putting this pill in his mouth made him feel better.

Du Zijin patted Yan Ci's back lightly, and asked with concern, "How does Ah Ci feel? Is it better?"

Yan Ci was recuperating with his eyes closed in Du Zijin's arms at this moment.There is a faint aroma of ambergris between breaths.

Those hazy memories of the first half of her life turned into picture scrolls at this moment, slowly floating past her eyes one by one.

Yan Ci nodded lightly and said, "Well. Fortunately, the emperor didn't kill Dr. Lin. Otherwise, no one would have prepared such a miraculous medicine for me. I just took one. Now I feel full of strength. If the emperor doesn't want to eat it, then you can eat a piece of the burnt fish."

Du Zijin watched Yan Ci start talking and laughing vigorously, feeling a little relieved.

This time he took Yan Ci out of the palace, he didn't know whether he could bring him back alive.

Du Zijin raised his hand to cover his eyes, and the bright sunset glow fell on his face bit by bit through his slender fingers.

Du Zijin said, "Yes. Could it be that Ah Ci disliked me for scorching the fish. That's why he pretended he couldn't eat it. This fish was caught from the river. Compared with the ones raised in the palace.

I don't know how many times it will be delicious.Ah Ci is a picky eater and refuses to eat more.When I return to the palace in the future.You just want to eat and have nothing. "

After Du Zijin finished speaking, he took a bite of the fish.It was really delicious.

Yan Ci gently raised his head from Du Zijin's arms, and said with a smile, "Things in the world are difficult and easy. It's just the emperor, don't want to think about it. Not to mention stepping back 1 steps. The emperor thinks I can do it." Are you going back to the palace?"

Regarding the question of life and death, I have always avoided answering it, firstly because I cannot accept such a cruel truth, and secondly because I am afraid that Yan Ci will be sad.Du Zijin slowly put down the fish in his hand, and called softly, "A Ci..."

Yan Ci smiled wryly and shook his head, "Your Majesty, I have told you a long time ago. I know my body well. I just hope that after I leave, the Emperor will not blame others. Whether it is my wife or someone from the Tai Hospital.

They are all innocent.I was not in good health.Later, he was poisoned by poison.

So far, the body is completely useless.This world is too hard.I had nothing to miss.

If you can die.That is also my own creation.Your Majesty, don't be sad.Love you, people of the world.

Manage the government well.According to your temperament and virtue.Weichen believes that the world will be safe and healthy.The emperor must be able to achieve something, a great cause in the prosperous age.I will surely bless you in heaven. "

Yan Ci spoke very lightly.It seems that what he is talking about now is not a big matter like life and death.

It's just explaining what to eat today.Du Zijin looked at Yan Ci as if he had been prepared.

Feeling more pain in his heart, Du Zijin gently stretched out his hand, and embraced the person in front of him.

Yan Ci has been very thin recently.Because I often vomit what I eat.So his shoulders became very narrow.

There is no meat on the body.Du Zijin wrapped his arms around his waist.But he could almost feel his ribs through the material.

She is like a butterfly ready to fly away at any moment.It was lightly attached to Du Zijin's shoulder as if there was nothing there.

The weather is getting later and later, until those golden glows disappear one by one.

Du Zijin gently returned to the carriage with Yan Ci, who was already asleep, in his arms.The carriage was specially prepared by Ah Jiu for the trip of the two of them.

You can read and sleep.Broad and clean.A brocade couch that is not wide can barely accommodate two people.

Yan Ci hugged each other tightly.Hide together in this small and cramped space.Slowly wait for the sun to rise again.

When Yan Ci woke up, Du Zijin was propping up his elbows, looking at himself affectionately, Yan Ci blushed, and said, "Your Majesty, when did you wake up? Why didn't you call me up?"

Du Zijin gently pressed a kiss on Yan Ci's forehead.Said, "We came out this time. We originally wanted to happily travel all over the world's famous rivers and mountains. If it is even for you to sleep well, I will stop it.

So what is the significance of our coming out this time?Are you still sleepy?We can take a day off here.There was enough to eat in the wagon.Among the woods, it is relatively safe. "

Yan Ci shook his head lightly, and said, "Since I'm awake, I won't be dozing off anymore. If I spend the whole day every day, I'm afraid I won't be able to accompany the emperor through the world's famous rivers and mountains until next year. I don't have much time, so let's set off quickly, that's okay, let me have less regrets."

The first ray of morning light shone through the curtains of the carriage and entered the carriage, and the small space between the sky and the earth suddenly became radiant.

Yan Ci stretched out his hand to catch the sunlight, but found it was still in vain.

He couldn't help but smiled wryly, "It seems that I'm just dreaming. I thought I could at least keep a little bit of it. But if that's the case, then let nature take its course, that's fine.

The emperor can have something to eat, and then we will leave.Up to now, I also have some unreasonable yearning for the beauty of this world.

When I was young, I was busy studying hard.Wait until you enter the court and become an official.There are countless trivial matters.

Didn't expect to wait until the end of my life.Only then can you have time to enjoy the beauty of the world.It can be regarded as living up to it, I came to this world of mortals to go through this experience.I just don't know how much beauty I can still see. "

Du Zijin looked at Yan Ci's gently hanging hands. There was no flesh on the back of the hands, they were pale and thin.

Like a dead wood that hasn't been watered for a long time.The pain in my heart was like light, spreading bit by bit.

"It will be all right. I will not let you be in trouble. The famous mountains and great rivers in the world are all prepared for you. I will lead you to the south to see the sky. We are leaving now. You lie down inside and have a good rest. I'm going out to drive." In order to make it easier for the two to be alone.

This time Du Zijin didn't take anyone with her when she went out.Even Ah Jiu.It's just hiding in the dark.

Not as a last resort.It will never appear.So I'm on my way for a few days.It was Du Zijin who drove the car himself.

Yan Ci hid in the carriage alone.He gently raised the curtain beside the carriage.

The woods in the morning are very beautiful.Withered and fallen leaves all over the ground.I was illuminated by the red glow in the morning.It was like a layer of brilliant golden light.

It’s already January, and although it’s still chilly, it’s not that cold on such a clear morning.

Yan Ci was wearing a large fox fur cape.Wrap him gently at this moment.It looks like a delicate snowman.

Yan Ci gently stretched out his hand.Put it to your mouth, and took a deep breath.He looked down at his fingers.

The lavender marks on the nails vaguely reveal the condition of his body.

At the end of the battle, he was probably talking about his current situation.It was just sitting in the carriage and following Du Zijin for a few days.

He already felt like he had lost half his life.It seems that his wife was right.

He really didn't have much time left.Yan Ci lightly clenched his fist.There was a faint wry smile on his face.

If I can't accompany you to see all the great rivers and mountains in this world.So ask yourself to go through them all someday.

The carriage moved forward all the way, with trees receding crazily on both sides. Those scenes that were getting farther and farther away were all under Yan Ci's nose, and became a distant dream that he could never touch in his life.Yan Ci slowly closed his eyes, and a line of clear tears flowed slowly.Goodbye to the world.goodbye……

The carriage went on for about half an hour.Yan Ci's body was too weak to hold on, and he vomited while holding the carriage window.

But he really hasn't eaten these days, and what he vomits out is just some green and yellow acid water.

Yan Ci was resting in the carriage, and Du Zijin gently opened the curtain.Said, "Ah Ci, don't sleep. Come down quickly and see what's in front of you?"

Yan Ci felt a little better after he vomited.She was too embarrassed to dampen Du Zijin's interest, so she nodded slightly in agreement.

Du Zijin stretched out her hand and carefully helped him out.Yan Ci originally thought that Du Zijin was just letting him see the flowers and plants.But when he got out of the car, he was shocked.

"Qingyun Temple?" Yan Ci was shocked. He was originally a person who worshiped Buddha, but this Qingyun Temple had long been rumored to have disappeared suddenly on a heavy rainy night.

I didn't expect that there would be such a fate in the festival, and I could see it.Yan Ci couldn't help feeling emotional in his heart.Hastily untied the outer cloak.Carefully want to come forward to kneel down.The result was;

Du Zijin gently reached out and grabbed it.