come to my office after get off work
Chapter 106
"With her, I'm not a scumbag." After Jiang Shu said this, he looked at Sun Jie coldly.
Just as Sun Jie wanted to speak back, he burped as soon as the words came out of his throat.
Out of the corner of his eye, he saw a familiar figure standing not far away.
"What are you doing?" Ji Lianxing behind him spoke, his tone was light, and he couldn't hear any emotion.
Hearing Ji Lianxing's voice, Jiang Shu was startled, her heart was beating wildly, it was like a roller coaster ride, she didn't know when Ji Lianxing came and how much she heard.
"There's someone in the bathroom." Jiang Shu turned around, coughed lightly, and didn't dare to meet Ji Lianxing's eyes, "I'm waiting."
"Yeah." Ji Lianxing came over, went to the sink, and turned on the tap to wash his hands.
The three of them didn't speak, only heard the sound of splashing water, and the silent atmosphere, instantly becoming anxious.
Sun Jie was also very flustered, just now it was just a joke, nine points were false and one point was true, and one point was true, she really liked Ji Lianxing, but she just thought she was cute, not to that extent.
What you say is what you say, what you do is what you do, these are two different things.
For Sun Jie, she wondered how much Ji Lianxing had listened to?Will there be a misunderstanding?
At this time, the bathroom door opened, and a person came out.
Jiang Shu looked at Sun Jie and said, "You go first."
Sun Jie didn't want to go to the toilet, but at this time she had to bite the bullet.After she went in, Ji Lianxing turned off the faucet, took out a paper towel, wiped off the water on his hands, and then gave Jiang Shu a sideways glance.
It was clearly a normal glance, but Jiang Shu understood, she!over!up!
Jiang Shu opened his mouth to say something.
"Get out of the way." Ji Lianxing said in a cold tone, "Don't get in my way."
She walked straight into the restaurant, but Jiang Shu didn't dare to say anything, so he could only follow her.
When the two came out of the bathroom, Meng Xiao had already put down her chopsticks. She was an outsider who didn't know the truth, so she asked casually:
"Eh? Why have you been there for so long?"
"Have you finished eating?" Ji Lianxing smiled at her, but the smile didn't see her eyes.
Meng Xiao nodded, "It's over, that... who is that?"
"She's still in the toilet. By the way, where are you staying tonight?"
"Should I just find a hotel nearby to live in?"
Ji Lianxing took out a business card from her bag and handed it to Meng Xiao, "There is a homestay within 500 meters of this store, and I will pay the accommodation fee when you go." After a pause, he added: "Then I will Go to settle the bill, I feel a little uncomfortable, can we contact again tomorrow?"
Upon hearing that Ji Lianxing was uncomfortable, Meng Xiao nodded quickly.
"Okay, okay, go back and rest, your friend will speak for you later."
"Thank you for your hard work." Ji Lianxing spoke to Meng Xiao in a much gentler tone, she ignored Jiang Shu, turned and left.
Jiang Shu looked helpless, glanced at Meng Xiao, then at Ji Lianxing, and chased after him without saying anything.
Sensing the abnormality of the two, Meng Xiao didn't take it seriously, thinking it was a conflict between the young lovers.
Coming out of the restaurant, the night breeze was slightly cool, and the air carried the smell of early autumn.
Ji Lianxing walked in front, Jiang Shu walked behind, both of them walked very fast.
"Baby, wait—"
Ji Lianxing interrupted her: "Shut up, don't call me Bao."
"I was wrong and I shouldn't—"
"I tell you to shut up."
Hearing his tone, he was really angry, and his expression was unprecedentedly serious. Jiang Shu was quite flustered, and neither spoke nor did he speak. He was always clumsy when facing Ji Lianxing.
Ji Lianxing walked to the open-air parking lot, found the car, opened the door and got in, Jiang Shu quickly got into the co-pilot.
She's quite witty and didn't speak. The more she talks at this time, the angrier her girlfriend will be, so Ji Lianxing has to slow down first.
The car started the engine and moved forward slowly.
Along both sides of the street, there are crowds of people, and it is much more lively than when we came.But there was silence in the car, Ji Lianxing drove the car and stared at the front, his eyes a little absent-minded.
In the end, it was Jiang Shu who broke the deadlock: "I can explain."
"Is it important?" Ji Lianxing didn't look at her, with tears in his eyes.
"Important, listen to me."
Ji Lianxing stepped on the brakes and leaned the car against the side of the road, "Okay, then you can tell me." It seemed that I wanted to see how you explained it.
The neon lights flickered outside the window, and the light and shadow shone on Ji Lianxing's face, and the colors slowly surged, setting off the outline of her cheeks in a three-dimensional and delicate manner.
Jiang Shu looked into her eyes, which were pure white and beautiful, but cold and piercing.
"I had a relationship with Sun Jie, she was the first person to sleep with me."
As I said just now, Jiang Shu's palms were already sweating coldly. It turned out that it was so difficult to confide the past in front of Ji Lianxing.
Only then did she realize that she actually cared about those canaries, and always felt that they were stains.Even before he fell in love with Ji Lianxing, it was nothing to Jiang Shu.
As is the case with many things, as people change, so does the nature of past events.
"Later, Sun Jie fell in love with her. I broke up with her and never contacted her again. I didn't meet her until recently."
Jiang Shu breathed a sigh of relief, and continued: "I have absolutely never done anything to be sorry to you, the reason why I didn't tell you, at first I thought it would be awkward for you to get along with her, and I planned to mention it later. Later, I felt that it was unnecessary, it would be better not to know, anyway, I wouldn't have anything to do with her."
After hearing this, Ji Lianxing expressed her incomprehension. She looked at Jiang Shu, frowning tightly, her expression filled with disbelief, and she said after a long time:
"Do you know? It's not a question of whether you betray me or not. Since the two of you have such a relationship, you should tell me instead of letting me be caught in the middle like an idiot!"
Jiang Shu lowered his head and let out a long sigh: "Yes, I did something wrong."
I apologized, but Ji Lianxing was still angry, she rarely had such emotional ups and downs, unless she really couldn't help it.
"Jiang Shu, I don't think you fully believe me, really."
"I didn't!" Jiang Shu was a little anxious, and hurriedly explained: "I just want to live peacefully with you, and I don't want to be disturbed by other people. There are some things that I don't know how to say, how to say those things from the past , and I don't want to give you the illusion that everyone is my lover."
"But you really had a lot of former lovers, didn't you? Do you have to say you didn't have one? Since you have, why don't you dare to admit it?"
Ji Lianxing raised her head, her eyes fell on Jiang Shu's face, and she found that Jiang Shu's face was pale, like a white porcelain doll that was about to break, and it would shatter if touched again.
Jiang Shu bowed his head, "Yes, there have been many, I'm sorry."
"Don't say I'm sorry, I told you a long time ago, I don't care about your past, I only look at the future, I agreed to confess to each other, how did you do it? What do you make me think?"
This was the first time the two had quarreled since they got together. With Jiang Shu's character, he always dealt with quarrels coldly, or even didn't deal with them.
Her superior character made her used to never bowing her head, but with Ji Lianxing, it was difficult for her to hold her temper, and soon her tone softened:
"I should have told you that day." Jiang Shu took a deep breath, and found that it takes more courage for a person to admit his mistakes, "To be honest, maybe it's vanity, and I don't want to say those embarrassing things, but now I see Come on, I feel so stupid."
Ji Lianxing pursed her lips, turned her head to look out the car window, and said nothing.
She knows that there is no couple that does not quarrel, and she also understands that neither she nor Jiang Shu are the girls who used to be impulsive. There is still a long way to go between them, and love has countless tests besides sweetness.
I missed three years because of negligence in communication. After all, it was caused by lack of confidence in myself and the other party. Now I can't repeat the same mistakes.
Whether this matter is big or small, the most important thing is attitude.
Ji Lianxing feels that two people can have their own secrets when they are together, but such secrets are not good.
After a long silence, Ji Lianxing finally said: "I understand you." After a pause, he added: "But you also have to understand me, the way you handle the problem makes me feel that I am not taken seriously enough, do you understand?"
She looked sideways at Jiang Shu and found that Jiang Shu's eyes were clearly red, but the tears did not fall.
Ji Lianxing's heart softened for a moment, but he didn't show it.
"I won't be like this in the future." Jiang Shu sighed softly in his nasal cavity: "You are very important, and it is precisely because of this that I did something stupid instead. I'm sorry, I really—"
Jiang Shu hesitated, and stretched out his hand to pull Ji Lianxing's hand, but Ji Lianxing avoided it. Her hand hung in the air for a few seconds, and then retracted.
"Don't touch me yet." Ji Lianxing withdrew her hands, curled her fingers together, she was obviously sad, and said very forcefully: "Jiang Shu, this is the first and last time."
"Well, okay, I promise you."
"I don't like concealment and deceit. I hope you understand that since I choose to be with you, it means that I like you enough, so I say it again, throw away the past and only look at the future."
Throw away the past and only look at the future.
Simple eight words, in fact, is not simple.
No matter how perfect a person is, there must be stains in his life, Jiang Shu is, and Ji Lianxing is also.
"Then why do you care about those things? Wasn't I also your canary? According to your logic, because I'm not perfect, I'm not worthy of your current love for me?"
It really existed, and the transaction with Jiang Shu for money a few years ago also caused her pain, but that experience told her that people should be self-improvement, not lowly, the confidence is all given to themselves.
I once thought about this matter in my dreams, but later I figured it out and decided to let myself go.
Always living in the past is not going to be happy.
Ji Lianxing turned sideways, stared down at the steering wheel in a daze.
There was a commotion outside the car, and a needle drop could be heard inside the car, Jiang Shu didn't speak, and each had his own thoughts.
Not speaking doesn't mean not answering, it's just that each of them is digesting their own emotions.
It was too quiet, so Jiang Shu stretched out his hand and pressed the button, and the player started playing songs. The gentle music made them feel a little more relaxed.
"I won't be at home this week." Ji Lianxing said.
Jiang Shu immediately became nervous again, "Why?"
"You live alone, think about it carefully." Ji Lianxing glanced at her intentionally, "Long lesson."
Jiang Shu has already started to feel sad, she cannot sleep without Ji Lianxing now, "What will I do if you leave?"
"What to do, what to do."
Ji Lianxing was very indifferent, but he was very good at handling Jiang Shu, and without giving her a chance to refute, he started the engine and drove home.
During the period, Jiang Shu tried countless times to stay, but Ji Lianxing refused to listen, and insisted on separating for a week to make her think clearly.
Jiang Shu's intestines were almost remorseful, and he almost cried.
As a result, Ji Lianxing didn't forget to make up the knife: "If I knew today, why bother?"
Jiang Shu had never been so crushed by anyone before, she couldn't help the point, "I was wrong..."
"Don't pretend to be pitiful, it's useless."
It seems that this woman is for real.In the end, Jiang Shu compromised, "You live at home, and I will live with my parents."
Can't let her go out to live, this is Jiang Shu's last stubbornness.
*
When Sun Jie came out of the bathroom, those two had already left, and only Meng Xiao was waiting for her.
"Xiao Ji is not feeling well, let's go first."
"She's gone?" Sun Jie was stunned for a moment, then slapped herself on the head severely, "That's bad."
Meng Xiao was confused, "What's wrong?"
"I got into trouble." Sun Jie took out her mobile phone, wanted to call Ji Lianxing, but hesitated again, she wasn't sure if Xiao Ji would listen to her now, would she help more and more?
Seeing her frown, Meng Xiao said, "What's the matter? Tell me?" It happened that she was fine, and she would be alone in the hotel later, so listening to Sun Jie's obsessive nagging was not bad for passing the time.
Sun Jie is also a night owl, not going home until midnight.
"Shall we find a place to talk?"
"Just—" Sun Jie glanced at Meng Xiao's hand, "Your hand is okay?"
"You underestimated my fighting power." Meng Xiao had already turned around, "Follow me, my sister will take you to play."
To a certain extent, Sun Jie and Meng Xiao are the same kind of people. No matter what city they go to, "playing" is always indispensable. Bars, discos, night shows, script killing, escape rooms, and various nighttime pastimes are all there. A place they haven't been to.
Because of Sun Jie's appearance, Meng Xiao preconceived that she was too young, so she called herself sister.
"How old are you? My sister's."
Meng Xiao said without reservation, "28."
"What month?"
"November."
"Scorpio, I'm Pisces, you're younger than me."
"What? Are you 28?" Meng Xiao looked Sun Jie up and down, and felt that she could not be more than 25 at most.
"I'm used to your surprises." Sun Jie shrugged and suddenly smiled: "Isn't Scorpio and Pisces a perfect match?"
Meng Xiao shook her head, "You still believe in horoscopes, but I don't believe in that."
The two walked through the downtown street and came to the door of a bar. Meng Xiao subconsciously stopped and took a look. This was a very popular bar in the local area. She just took a look and didn't intend to go in.
But Sun Jie said, "Go in and have a drink or two?"
"This is pulling."
"I'm Lala."
Meng Xiao: "..."
It turned out to be a fellow.
The bar is very noisy, the music is loud, and it's not too exciting to play every time.It was full of women, both with long and short hair.
In the past, Meng Xiao would come, but in the past few years, there are still relatively few pull bars, and she has no need for that.
Passing through the crowd, Meng Xiao was already being watched by several people, after all, Ji Zai liked that Yu Jie's face very much.
Daba was written all over Meng Xiao's face. She didn't like girls whose hair was too short. She couldn't care about others, but she couldn't do it herself. It was just a personal preference.
After finally walking out of the dance floor, the two sat down in front of the bar and ordered some wine casually.
"It's so noisy here!" Meng Xiao yelled in Sun Jie's ear.
"Yes!" Sun Jie yelled back again.
"Tell me about you!" Meng Xiao yelled back again.
"It's too noisy! I don't want to talk about it! First! Drink! Wine!"
The bartender pushed two bottles of wine in front of the two, and Sun Jie put a glass in front of Meng Xiao. Both of them were drinkers, and the alcohol was not very strong, so Meng Xiao drank most of the glass in one gulp.
Seeing that most of the wine in her glass had gone down, Sun Jie exclaimed, "Tsk, you can do it."
Meng Xiao drank half of the glass, expressing that she was still satisfied after drinking it.The wine glass was placed on the bar by her, and the empty glass was pushed to the bartender, "Have another glass."
Sun Jie laughed out loud: "You can't get drunk, I won't send it home."
"I have a plan!"
Meng Xiao looked around and found that many women were hugging each other, some were very close, probably talking about something ambiguous, and some were hugging and kissing directly.
No sense...
Another look at Sun Jie, with the same expression.
"What's there to hug the leftovers from a few years ago? It's sticky and greasy!" Sun Jie yelled at Meng Xiao.
Meng Xiao laughed out loud, "You're awesome!"
It's too noisy here, the two of them didn't talk about anything, they just went to drink, you drink and I drink, the tendency is getting out of control.
But Meng Xiao wanted to indulge. It had been too long since she had drunk to the point of unconsciousness. As she grew older, she often became restrained in doing things, and lost the impulsiveness of her youth.
And Sun Jie... Although she is the same age, her mental age really shouldn't be too young.
She had a few drinks, got into the dance floor and danced a few dances with her pretty sister, and then came back to look for Meng Xiao.
I found that Meng Xiao's cheeks were flushed, her eyes were slack, and she didn't talk too much like before. Usually, this is because she was drunk.
"Hey, do you want to go?"
Meng Xiao nodded, "Let's go."
After walking out of the bar, Meng Xiao was still dizzy, so Sun Jie stopped the taxi for her and asked her to report the name of the hotel.
"I haven't opened the room yet." Meng Xiao leaned back in the car, quite drunk, the world was spinning, it seemed that she had drunk too much tonight.
"Where's your ID card? Take it out, and I'll open one for you near here."
"In the bag."
"Where's your bag?"
"What about my bag?" Meng Xiao successfully turned into a repeater.
Sun Jie recalled carefully, she didn't see that she had a bag when she came out of the restaurant with Meng Xiao, so there was only one answer, the bag was left in the restaurant.
Looking at the time again, it's past eleven o'clock, and the door has already closed.
"You are really..." Sun Jie lamented, "Forget it, go to my house."
She got into a taxi and gave the driver the name of the neighborhood.Meng Xiao squinted her eyes, leaned her head to the side, and leaned on Sun Jie's shoulder.
Just leaning on it like this, Sun Jie's shoulders instantly stiffened.
Although it doesn't matter if they are all girls, but...Meng Xiao is a beauty!The beautiful woman leaned on her shoulders, causing Sun Jie's heart to thump wildly. In addition, her hair was very fragrant, which was Sun Jie's favorite smell.
Sun Jie blushed a little for a moment. She pressed the switch and opened the car window a slit so that the cold wind from outside would blow in to keep it from being so hot.
"Where are you taking me?" Meng Xiao asked in a muffled voice, because her voice was soft after drinking.
"Go to my house."
"Is your partner here?"
Sun Jie didn't understand her logic, but she answered truthfully: "I've always been single."
"Pfft." Meng Xiao leaned closer to Sun Jie's shoulder, "Me too. I've been single for a long time, and I don't have time to fall in love."
"Isn't that just a coincidence? Let's get together as a couple?" Sun Jie admitted that she had a high mouth problem again, and sometimes she couldn't control her mouth.
Unexpectedly, Meng Xiao replied solemnly: "You are quite cute, but I don't like non-mainstream yellow-haired sisters."
Sun Jie: "I spent more than 1000 yuan to dye this hair!"
"Oh, it's really a charity for Mr. Tony."
For the first time, Sun Jie, who was quite satisfied with her hair, had doubts about the color of her hair.
"God, you have such a poisonous tongue, I suddenly don't like this hair after saying that."
"Isn't it good for Hei to grow straight? Just like Xiao Ji."
"Yellow looks younger!" Sun Jie realized something, "Huh? Why did you suddenly say Xiao Ji?"
"Xiao Ji is pretty."
Sun Jie pushed Meng Xiao away from her shoulders, looked at her expression, and found that she was half drunk and half awake, did she tell the truth after drinking?
"You're not right, you won't be interested in Xiao Ji, will you?"
"Xiao Ji is pretty." Meng Xiao repeated again, squinting her eyes and smiling when she spoke.
Sun Jie, who knew the truth, seemed to have eaten something big, and was quite shocked, "It's really you!" The next second, he fell into thinking again, and after thinking about it, Sun Jie suddenly laughed: "But there is one thing to say, Xiao Ji is really nice."
Hearing what Sun Jie said, Meng Xiao burst into tears, crying very sadly, and said, "I was snatched away by Jiang Shu!"
When she cried like this, Sun Jie's emotions were also aroused, and she also felt that she was miserable, so he echoed: "That's right, Jiang Shu is not a good woman!"
"I hate her! Whoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!"
Sun Jie broke her defense in an instant, hugged Meng Xiao and cried, "I hate her too! Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo."
Just as Sun Jie wanted to speak back, he burped as soon as the words came out of his throat.
Out of the corner of his eye, he saw a familiar figure standing not far away.
"What are you doing?" Ji Lianxing behind him spoke, his tone was light, and he couldn't hear any emotion.
Hearing Ji Lianxing's voice, Jiang Shu was startled, her heart was beating wildly, it was like a roller coaster ride, she didn't know when Ji Lianxing came and how much she heard.
"There's someone in the bathroom." Jiang Shu turned around, coughed lightly, and didn't dare to meet Ji Lianxing's eyes, "I'm waiting."
"Yeah." Ji Lianxing came over, went to the sink, and turned on the tap to wash his hands.
The three of them didn't speak, only heard the sound of splashing water, and the silent atmosphere, instantly becoming anxious.
Sun Jie was also very flustered, just now it was just a joke, nine points were false and one point was true, and one point was true, she really liked Ji Lianxing, but she just thought she was cute, not to that extent.
What you say is what you say, what you do is what you do, these are two different things.
For Sun Jie, she wondered how much Ji Lianxing had listened to?Will there be a misunderstanding?
At this time, the bathroom door opened, and a person came out.
Jiang Shu looked at Sun Jie and said, "You go first."
Sun Jie didn't want to go to the toilet, but at this time she had to bite the bullet.After she went in, Ji Lianxing turned off the faucet, took out a paper towel, wiped off the water on his hands, and then gave Jiang Shu a sideways glance.
It was clearly a normal glance, but Jiang Shu understood, she!over!up!
Jiang Shu opened his mouth to say something.
"Get out of the way." Ji Lianxing said in a cold tone, "Don't get in my way."
She walked straight into the restaurant, but Jiang Shu didn't dare to say anything, so he could only follow her.
When the two came out of the bathroom, Meng Xiao had already put down her chopsticks. She was an outsider who didn't know the truth, so she asked casually:
"Eh? Why have you been there for so long?"
"Have you finished eating?" Ji Lianxing smiled at her, but the smile didn't see her eyes.
Meng Xiao nodded, "It's over, that... who is that?"
"She's still in the toilet. By the way, where are you staying tonight?"
"Should I just find a hotel nearby to live in?"
Ji Lianxing took out a business card from her bag and handed it to Meng Xiao, "There is a homestay within 500 meters of this store, and I will pay the accommodation fee when you go." After a pause, he added: "Then I will Go to settle the bill, I feel a little uncomfortable, can we contact again tomorrow?"
Upon hearing that Ji Lianxing was uncomfortable, Meng Xiao nodded quickly.
"Okay, okay, go back and rest, your friend will speak for you later."
"Thank you for your hard work." Ji Lianxing spoke to Meng Xiao in a much gentler tone, she ignored Jiang Shu, turned and left.
Jiang Shu looked helpless, glanced at Meng Xiao, then at Ji Lianxing, and chased after him without saying anything.
Sensing the abnormality of the two, Meng Xiao didn't take it seriously, thinking it was a conflict between the young lovers.
Coming out of the restaurant, the night breeze was slightly cool, and the air carried the smell of early autumn.
Ji Lianxing walked in front, Jiang Shu walked behind, both of them walked very fast.
"Baby, wait—"
Ji Lianxing interrupted her: "Shut up, don't call me Bao."
"I was wrong and I shouldn't—"
"I tell you to shut up."
Hearing his tone, he was really angry, and his expression was unprecedentedly serious. Jiang Shu was quite flustered, and neither spoke nor did he speak. He was always clumsy when facing Ji Lianxing.
Ji Lianxing walked to the open-air parking lot, found the car, opened the door and got in, Jiang Shu quickly got into the co-pilot.
She's quite witty and didn't speak. The more she talks at this time, the angrier her girlfriend will be, so Ji Lianxing has to slow down first.
The car started the engine and moved forward slowly.
Along both sides of the street, there are crowds of people, and it is much more lively than when we came.But there was silence in the car, Ji Lianxing drove the car and stared at the front, his eyes a little absent-minded.
In the end, it was Jiang Shu who broke the deadlock: "I can explain."
"Is it important?" Ji Lianxing didn't look at her, with tears in his eyes.
"Important, listen to me."
Ji Lianxing stepped on the brakes and leaned the car against the side of the road, "Okay, then you can tell me." It seemed that I wanted to see how you explained it.
The neon lights flickered outside the window, and the light and shadow shone on Ji Lianxing's face, and the colors slowly surged, setting off the outline of her cheeks in a three-dimensional and delicate manner.
Jiang Shu looked into her eyes, which were pure white and beautiful, but cold and piercing.
"I had a relationship with Sun Jie, she was the first person to sleep with me."
As I said just now, Jiang Shu's palms were already sweating coldly. It turned out that it was so difficult to confide the past in front of Ji Lianxing.
Only then did she realize that she actually cared about those canaries, and always felt that they were stains.Even before he fell in love with Ji Lianxing, it was nothing to Jiang Shu.
As is the case with many things, as people change, so does the nature of past events.
"Later, Sun Jie fell in love with her. I broke up with her and never contacted her again. I didn't meet her until recently."
Jiang Shu breathed a sigh of relief, and continued: "I have absolutely never done anything to be sorry to you, the reason why I didn't tell you, at first I thought it would be awkward for you to get along with her, and I planned to mention it later. Later, I felt that it was unnecessary, it would be better not to know, anyway, I wouldn't have anything to do with her."
After hearing this, Ji Lianxing expressed her incomprehension. She looked at Jiang Shu, frowning tightly, her expression filled with disbelief, and she said after a long time:
"Do you know? It's not a question of whether you betray me or not. Since the two of you have such a relationship, you should tell me instead of letting me be caught in the middle like an idiot!"
Jiang Shu lowered his head and let out a long sigh: "Yes, I did something wrong."
I apologized, but Ji Lianxing was still angry, she rarely had such emotional ups and downs, unless she really couldn't help it.
"Jiang Shu, I don't think you fully believe me, really."
"I didn't!" Jiang Shu was a little anxious, and hurriedly explained: "I just want to live peacefully with you, and I don't want to be disturbed by other people. There are some things that I don't know how to say, how to say those things from the past , and I don't want to give you the illusion that everyone is my lover."
"But you really had a lot of former lovers, didn't you? Do you have to say you didn't have one? Since you have, why don't you dare to admit it?"
Ji Lianxing raised her head, her eyes fell on Jiang Shu's face, and she found that Jiang Shu's face was pale, like a white porcelain doll that was about to break, and it would shatter if touched again.
Jiang Shu bowed his head, "Yes, there have been many, I'm sorry."
"Don't say I'm sorry, I told you a long time ago, I don't care about your past, I only look at the future, I agreed to confess to each other, how did you do it? What do you make me think?"
This was the first time the two had quarreled since they got together. With Jiang Shu's character, he always dealt with quarrels coldly, or even didn't deal with them.
Her superior character made her used to never bowing her head, but with Ji Lianxing, it was difficult for her to hold her temper, and soon her tone softened:
"I should have told you that day." Jiang Shu took a deep breath, and found that it takes more courage for a person to admit his mistakes, "To be honest, maybe it's vanity, and I don't want to say those embarrassing things, but now I see Come on, I feel so stupid."
Ji Lianxing pursed her lips, turned her head to look out the car window, and said nothing.
She knows that there is no couple that does not quarrel, and she also understands that neither she nor Jiang Shu are the girls who used to be impulsive. There is still a long way to go between them, and love has countless tests besides sweetness.
I missed three years because of negligence in communication. After all, it was caused by lack of confidence in myself and the other party. Now I can't repeat the same mistakes.
Whether this matter is big or small, the most important thing is attitude.
Ji Lianxing feels that two people can have their own secrets when they are together, but such secrets are not good.
After a long silence, Ji Lianxing finally said: "I understand you." After a pause, he added: "But you also have to understand me, the way you handle the problem makes me feel that I am not taken seriously enough, do you understand?"
She looked sideways at Jiang Shu and found that Jiang Shu's eyes were clearly red, but the tears did not fall.
Ji Lianxing's heart softened for a moment, but he didn't show it.
"I won't be like this in the future." Jiang Shu sighed softly in his nasal cavity: "You are very important, and it is precisely because of this that I did something stupid instead. I'm sorry, I really—"
Jiang Shu hesitated, and stretched out his hand to pull Ji Lianxing's hand, but Ji Lianxing avoided it. Her hand hung in the air for a few seconds, and then retracted.
"Don't touch me yet." Ji Lianxing withdrew her hands, curled her fingers together, she was obviously sad, and said very forcefully: "Jiang Shu, this is the first and last time."
"Well, okay, I promise you."
"I don't like concealment and deceit. I hope you understand that since I choose to be with you, it means that I like you enough, so I say it again, throw away the past and only look at the future."
Throw away the past and only look at the future.
Simple eight words, in fact, is not simple.
No matter how perfect a person is, there must be stains in his life, Jiang Shu is, and Ji Lianxing is also.
"Then why do you care about those things? Wasn't I also your canary? According to your logic, because I'm not perfect, I'm not worthy of your current love for me?"
It really existed, and the transaction with Jiang Shu for money a few years ago also caused her pain, but that experience told her that people should be self-improvement, not lowly, the confidence is all given to themselves.
I once thought about this matter in my dreams, but later I figured it out and decided to let myself go.
Always living in the past is not going to be happy.
Ji Lianxing turned sideways, stared down at the steering wheel in a daze.
There was a commotion outside the car, and a needle drop could be heard inside the car, Jiang Shu didn't speak, and each had his own thoughts.
Not speaking doesn't mean not answering, it's just that each of them is digesting their own emotions.
It was too quiet, so Jiang Shu stretched out his hand and pressed the button, and the player started playing songs. The gentle music made them feel a little more relaxed.
"I won't be at home this week." Ji Lianxing said.
Jiang Shu immediately became nervous again, "Why?"
"You live alone, think about it carefully." Ji Lianxing glanced at her intentionally, "Long lesson."
Jiang Shu has already started to feel sad, she cannot sleep without Ji Lianxing now, "What will I do if you leave?"
"What to do, what to do."
Ji Lianxing was very indifferent, but he was very good at handling Jiang Shu, and without giving her a chance to refute, he started the engine and drove home.
During the period, Jiang Shu tried countless times to stay, but Ji Lianxing refused to listen, and insisted on separating for a week to make her think clearly.
Jiang Shu's intestines were almost remorseful, and he almost cried.
As a result, Ji Lianxing didn't forget to make up the knife: "If I knew today, why bother?"
Jiang Shu had never been so crushed by anyone before, she couldn't help the point, "I was wrong..."
"Don't pretend to be pitiful, it's useless."
It seems that this woman is for real.In the end, Jiang Shu compromised, "You live at home, and I will live with my parents."
Can't let her go out to live, this is Jiang Shu's last stubbornness.
*
When Sun Jie came out of the bathroom, those two had already left, and only Meng Xiao was waiting for her.
"Xiao Ji is not feeling well, let's go first."
"She's gone?" Sun Jie was stunned for a moment, then slapped herself on the head severely, "That's bad."
Meng Xiao was confused, "What's wrong?"
"I got into trouble." Sun Jie took out her mobile phone, wanted to call Ji Lianxing, but hesitated again, she wasn't sure if Xiao Ji would listen to her now, would she help more and more?
Seeing her frown, Meng Xiao said, "What's the matter? Tell me?" It happened that she was fine, and she would be alone in the hotel later, so listening to Sun Jie's obsessive nagging was not bad for passing the time.
Sun Jie is also a night owl, not going home until midnight.
"Shall we find a place to talk?"
"Just—" Sun Jie glanced at Meng Xiao's hand, "Your hand is okay?"
"You underestimated my fighting power." Meng Xiao had already turned around, "Follow me, my sister will take you to play."
To a certain extent, Sun Jie and Meng Xiao are the same kind of people. No matter what city they go to, "playing" is always indispensable. Bars, discos, night shows, script killing, escape rooms, and various nighttime pastimes are all there. A place they haven't been to.
Because of Sun Jie's appearance, Meng Xiao preconceived that she was too young, so she called herself sister.
"How old are you? My sister's."
Meng Xiao said without reservation, "28."
"What month?"
"November."
"Scorpio, I'm Pisces, you're younger than me."
"What? Are you 28?" Meng Xiao looked Sun Jie up and down, and felt that she could not be more than 25 at most.
"I'm used to your surprises." Sun Jie shrugged and suddenly smiled: "Isn't Scorpio and Pisces a perfect match?"
Meng Xiao shook her head, "You still believe in horoscopes, but I don't believe in that."
The two walked through the downtown street and came to the door of a bar. Meng Xiao subconsciously stopped and took a look. This was a very popular bar in the local area. She just took a look and didn't intend to go in.
But Sun Jie said, "Go in and have a drink or two?"
"This is pulling."
"I'm Lala."
Meng Xiao: "..."
It turned out to be a fellow.
The bar is very noisy, the music is loud, and it's not too exciting to play every time.It was full of women, both with long and short hair.
In the past, Meng Xiao would come, but in the past few years, there are still relatively few pull bars, and she has no need for that.
Passing through the crowd, Meng Xiao was already being watched by several people, after all, Ji Zai liked that Yu Jie's face very much.
Daba was written all over Meng Xiao's face. She didn't like girls whose hair was too short. She couldn't care about others, but she couldn't do it herself. It was just a personal preference.
After finally walking out of the dance floor, the two sat down in front of the bar and ordered some wine casually.
"It's so noisy here!" Meng Xiao yelled in Sun Jie's ear.
"Yes!" Sun Jie yelled back again.
"Tell me about you!" Meng Xiao yelled back again.
"It's too noisy! I don't want to talk about it! First! Drink! Wine!"
The bartender pushed two bottles of wine in front of the two, and Sun Jie put a glass in front of Meng Xiao. Both of them were drinkers, and the alcohol was not very strong, so Meng Xiao drank most of the glass in one gulp.
Seeing that most of the wine in her glass had gone down, Sun Jie exclaimed, "Tsk, you can do it."
Meng Xiao drank half of the glass, expressing that she was still satisfied after drinking it.The wine glass was placed on the bar by her, and the empty glass was pushed to the bartender, "Have another glass."
Sun Jie laughed out loud: "You can't get drunk, I won't send it home."
"I have a plan!"
Meng Xiao looked around and found that many women were hugging each other, some were very close, probably talking about something ambiguous, and some were hugging and kissing directly.
No sense...
Another look at Sun Jie, with the same expression.
"What's there to hug the leftovers from a few years ago? It's sticky and greasy!" Sun Jie yelled at Meng Xiao.
Meng Xiao laughed out loud, "You're awesome!"
It's too noisy here, the two of them didn't talk about anything, they just went to drink, you drink and I drink, the tendency is getting out of control.
But Meng Xiao wanted to indulge. It had been too long since she had drunk to the point of unconsciousness. As she grew older, she often became restrained in doing things, and lost the impulsiveness of her youth.
And Sun Jie... Although she is the same age, her mental age really shouldn't be too young.
She had a few drinks, got into the dance floor and danced a few dances with her pretty sister, and then came back to look for Meng Xiao.
I found that Meng Xiao's cheeks were flushed, her eyes were slack, and she didn't talk too much like before. Usually, this is because she was drunk.
"Hey, do you want to go?"
Meng Xiao nodded, "Let's go."
After walking out of the bar, Meng Xiao was still dizzy, so Sun Jie stopped the taxi for her and asked her to report the name of the hotel.
"I haven't opened the room yet." Meng Xiao leaned back in the car, quite drunk, the world was spinning, it seemed that she had drunk too much tonight.
"Where's your ID card? Take it out, and I'll open one for you near here."
"In the bag."
"Where's your bag?"
"What about my bag?" Meng Xiao successfully turned into a repeater.
Sun Jie recalled carefully, she didn't see that she had a bag when she came out of the restaurant with Meng Xiao, so there was only one answer, the bag was left in the restaurant.
Looking at the time again, it's past eleven o'clock, and the door has already closed.
"You are really..." Sun Jie lamented, "Forget it, go to my house."
She got into a taxi and gave the driver the name of the neighborhood.Meng Xiao squinted her eyes, leaned her head to the side, and leaned on Sun Jie's shoulder.
Just leaning on it like this, Sun Jie's shoulders instantly stiffened.
Although it doesn't matter if they are all girls, but...Meng Xiao is a beauty!The beautiful woman leaned on her shoulders, causing Sun Jie's heart to thump wildly. In addition, her hair was very fragrant, which was Sun Jie's favorite smell.
Sun Jie blushed a little for a moment. She pressed the switch and opened the car window a slit so that the cold wind from outside would blow in to keep it from being so hot.
"Where are you taking me?" Meng Xiao asked in a muffled voice, because her voice was soft after drinking.
"Go to my house."
"Is your partner here?"
Sun Jie didn't understand her logic, but she answered truthfully: "I've always been single."
"Pfft." Meng Xiao leaned closer to Sun Jie's shoulder, "Me too. I've been single for a long time, and I don't have time to fall in love."
"Isn't that just a coincidence? Let's get together as a couple?" Sun Jie admitted that she had a high mouth problem again, and sometimes she couldn't control her mouth.
Unexpectedly, Meng Xiao replied solemnly: "You are quite cute, but I don't like non-mainstream yellow-haired sisters."
Sun Jie: "I spent more than 1000 yuan to dye this hair!"
"Oh, it's really a charity for Mr. Tony."
For the first time, Sun Jie, who was quite satisfied with her hair, had doubts about the color of her hair.
"God, you have such a poisonous tongue, I suddenly don't like this hair after saying that."
"Isn't it good for Hei to grow straight? Just like Xiao Ji."
"Yellow looks younger!" Sun Jie realized something, "Huh? Why did you suddenly say Xiao Ji?"
"Xiao Ji is pretty."
Sun Jie pushed Meng Xiao away from her shoulders, looked at her expression, and found that she was half drunk and half awake, did she tell the truth after drinking?
"You're not right, you won't be interested in Xiao Ji, will you?"
"Xiao Ji is pretty." Meng Xiao repeated again, squinting her eyes and smiling when she spoke.
Sun Jie, who knew the truth, seemed to have eaten something big, and was quite shocked, "It's really you!" The next second, he fell into thinking again, and after thinking about it, Sun Jie suddenly laughed: "But there is one thing to say, Xiao Ji is really nice."
Hearing what Sun Jie said, Meng Xiao burst into tears, crying very sadly, and said, "I was snatched away by Jiang Shu!"
When she cried like this, Sun Jie's emotions were also aroused, and she also felt that she was miserable, so he echoed: "That's right, Jiang Shu is not a good woman!"
"I hate her! Whoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!"
Sun Jie broke her defense in an instant, hugged Meng Xiao and cried, "I hate her too! Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo."
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