come to my office after get off work

"Are you more comfortable?"

He Lin nodded, shook her head, nodded again, she didn't know how to describe her mood.

People are very strange, even if they are about to drown, they have to pull a back. Selfishness seems to be the nature of human beings.

He Lin felt relieved when she heard Jiang Shu's words "They are all tool people". If she can't get Jiang Shu's love, it's not that she can't get it, but everyone can't get it.

"Don't be aggressive with Jin, understand?" Jiang Shu squatted, with his slender arms resting on his knees, and looked at He Lin coldly, with pity in his eyes rather than true affection.

"Jiang Shu, you actually know how to make girls happy, you are very attractive."

"But you have to understand that happiness and love are two different things." Jiang Shu couldn't move his expression when he spoke, "You have to protect yourself, don't be so stupid as to love someone who doesn't love you."

The tone was too calm, as if she was not the person involved, as if she was talking about someone else.

He Lin pursed her lips, her shoulders trembled, and tears slipped into her mouth silently. Perhaps after crying for too long, even the tears lost their salty taste.

Don't love someone who doesn't love you, she actually felt that what Jiang Shu said made sense, even though she thought Jiang Shu was a scumbag, she couldn't really hate her.

Half a year ago, when the economy was most difficult, she chose Jiang Shu and chose this transaction. Before the transaction started, Jiang Shu said that everyone should take what they need and not be emotional.

In those days when she was Jiang Shu's lover, Jiang Shu's requirements for her were actually very low, no sex, no kissing, only occasional hugs, she felt like a rag doll, and her task was to give her hugs when Jiang Shu wanted to hug her. Hug, other than that, Jiang Shu never asks for anything from her.

"Can I give you a hug? One last time." He Lin said with red eyes.

"No." Jiang Shu looked at her seriously, "From today on, don't have any thoughts about me, it's over."

He Lin couldn't hold back the tears just now, and the tears flowed down, "You are too cruel, I will never like you again."

Jiang Shu got up, without any desire to communicate, took out his mobile phone, "It's too late, let me call a taxi for you."

Before leaving, Jiang Shu insisted on transferring a sum of money to her so that she could live her own life, so coaxing and coaxing finally sent He Lin away.

After sending He Lin away, Jiang Shu turned back home and stood in the elevator with complicated emotions.

Very irritable, can't tell clearly.

Walking out of the elevator, the corridor was quiet, Jiang Shu could only hear the sound of high heels stepping on the ground.As she got closer and closer to the door, she felt like she didn't want to go home.She didn't know how to tell Ji Lianxing, how to explain, or, is there any need to explain?

Regarding "Little Hedgehog", it has nothing to do with "Little Rabbit".At the beginning He Lin said that she was a rabbit, so she could call her Little Rabbit. Jiang Shu didn't think much about it at the beginning, and just called her that.

Thinking about this and that, I stood at the door for a long time, and my hand had landed on the doorknob several times, but I still didn't have the courage to open the door.

Jiang Shu doesn't care about many things, she doesn't care what her former lover thinks of her, but if it's Ji Lianxing...

Irritable, so irritable.

Jiang Shu couldn't stand herself like this, so she turned around and walked downstairs decisively.

The convenience store was still open, and Jiang Shu was going to go in to buy cigarettes.She hasn't smoked for a long time, unless she smokes one or two when she is in a particularly bad mood.

"What do you need?" The little brother on the night shift was listless, and after glancing at Jiang Shu, he regained his energy.

"That." Jiang Shu pointed to a Marlboro explosive ball.

When I checked out, I saw lollipops on the shelf. I chose lychee and orange flavors. Jiang Shu also took one, plus a lighter.

"Knot together."

Coming out of the convenience store, a gust of evening wind blew, Jiang Shu wrapped her coat tightly, her dark chestnut hair was flying in the wind, she pinned the broken hair behind her ears, and strode across the road.

A street lamp stood on the street, Jiang Shu stood beside the street lamp, the light poured down, sprinkled on her hair, beautiful but also lonely, the night wind rolled into her wide cuffs, irritating her skin like icicles .

There was a click, the sound of a lighter, a little bit more smoke in the fingers, a bit of nicotine smell spread in the air, the smoke overflowed from Jiang Shu's nasal cavity, and the cool mint smell was a bit pungent.

She looked up at the sky, the dark orange light rolled up several layers of smoke, and the line of sight extended to the cloudy sky.

She couldn't see the color of the night, whether it was gray or black, just as she couldn't see herself.

brush--

A taxi sped past and took away a strange passenger.

brush--

Another one, one car per passenger.

She suddenly remembered a song called "Passenger".

Jiang Shu smoked half of the cigarette, feeling bitter and astringent. It really is something that young people like. For her, smoking has little effect on decompression.She extinguished the remaining half, turned and went home.

When he got home, the living room was pitch black. Jiang Shu pressed the switch to turn on the light, but found no one on the sofa.

The room was very quiet, Jiang Shu walked into the bathroom, it was still steaming, Ji Lianxing should have just taken a shower, she should be upstairs.

So he went upstairs resolutely, Jiang Shu thought it through when he was downstairs just now, no matter what questions Ji Lianxing asked later, she would answer them truthfully.

Quietly opened the door, the bedroom was pitch black, the light from outside penetrated through the crack of the door, and sprinkled on the bed, Ji Lianxing kept lying on his side, as if he was asleep.

Jiang Shu cautiously walked to the side of the bed, bent down to see if Ji Lianxing was asleep, but the light was not enough, and because her back was facing him, he couldn't see clearly.

"have you slept?"

There was a moment of silence, and Ji Lianxing didn't answer her.

"I'm sorry." Jiang Shu thought, whether Ji Lianxing slept or not, she should say this to her.

Ji Lianxing's shoulders trembled, and then there was a soft sobbing sound, the sound was very small, as if he was trying to force [-] tons of emotions into a small soda can.

Jiang Shu was so distressed that he half-kneeled on the edge of the bed, and stretched out his arms to hug Ji Lianxing, wanting her to face him. It's okay if he didn't hug him, but when he hugged him, he found that the pillow was completely wet. It turned out that she had been crying for a long time.

Jiang Shu began to feel sad, every sob was like a knife cutting marks on her heart.She embraced Ji Lianxing, let Ji Lianxing pillow on her lap, looking at the tear-stained face, Jiang Shu was at a loss for words for a while.She forgot how to speak sweet words, forgot how to coax girls.

"I'm sorry, it was my fault tonight."

I only know to say sorry, the most feeble word.

"Don't get me wrong, listen to my explanation."

Ji Lianxing shook his head and reached out to wipe away his tears.

"She's gone, and she won't come again."

"Needless to say."

"Sorry, I didn't handle these things well."

"It's not necessary. No, no need to tell me these things." Ji Lianxing choked a little, moved away from Jiang Shu's lap, sat up, raised her hand to wipe her tears, but she couldn't wipe them dry, the tears were disobedient , I only know that it is rushing.

Jiang Shu felt distressed when he saw it, and took out two pieces of paper to wipe Ji Lianxing's tears. The tears soaked through the paper towels, conveying a hot touch, and every time he wiped, he felt more guilty.

Once you pay attention, you realize how hurtful what just happened is.

"Okay, I won't say anything." Jiang Shu sat beside Ji Lianxing, wanting to hug her, but hesitated a little. She felt that Ji Lianxing would reject her, so she could only sit obediently on one side and hand her a hand to her silently. Paper.

The box of tissues on the bedside table was nearly half used, and Jiang Shu was thinking about what to do the whole time. She had encountered such a situation before, and other girls had cried too. At that time, she was very daring to coax and say anything.

But at Ji Lianxing's place, she couldn't say a word. She was afraid that if she said a word more, it would be nonsense, that the more she said it, the sadder she would be, and that Ji Lianxing would feel annoyed, and that if she said too much, Ji Lianxing would think she was hypocritical.

How to do it?

When he was at a loss, Jiang Shu touched two lollipops in his pocket.

She slipped her throat, seeing that Ji Lianxing didn't seem to be crying, so she tried:

"Would you like a lollipop?"

Of course Ji Lianxing ignored her.

Jiang Shu had no choice but to ask and answer by himself: "One with lychee flavor and one with orange flavor. I guess you like lychee flavor, so I'll take the orange flavor."

Lychee flavor is Ji Lianxing's favorite flavor, it was really a mistake.

Jiang Shu began to unwrap the candy wrappers, handed the lychee-flavored lollipop to Ji Lianxing's mouth, and coaxed her with a guilty conscience, "Do you want to have a bite?"

Ji Lianxing shook his head and said nothing.

"Don't you want to eat? Take a bite, let's eat together." Jiang Shu just looked at her like that, pleading.

Ji Lianxing didn't speak because she didn't know what to say.

She understands that the patron has no right to interfere in the past. It was originally the relationship between the canary and the patron, and the status cannot be equal. Since Jiang Shu coaxed her, she should step down, or else she doesn't know what to do.But I still couldn't help crying. In fact, I didn't even want to see her face, because the sense of loss was irresistible.

"Take a bite." Jiang Shu's lollipop shook Ji Lianxing's mouth back and forth several times.

"I do not want to eat."

"Okay." Jiang Shu put the lychee-flavored lollipop in his mouth, and said patiently, "If you are unhappy, you can ask me any questions, and I will answer you."

"There's nothing to ask." Ji Lianxing calmed down, "That's your past, and I have no right to interfere."

"But I don't want any misunderstanding between us. Of course, it's possible that you have a bad impression of me."

"It's very bad." Ji Lianxing raised his head, his eyes were slightly swollen from crying, "But it doesn't affect our relationship, you give money, I take money, right?"

There was a stone on Jiang Shu's heart, and she felt that the lollipop in her mouth was not sweet at all, even a bit bitter. She found that she seemed to care too much about Ji Lianxing's opinion.

Jiang Shu was a little discouraged, took Ji Lianxing's hand, and put the orange-flavored lollipop in her palm.

Then she fell on the bed and sighed:

"I don't think I can coax you well."

"Don't call me little hedgehog in the future." Ji Lianxing threw the lollipop back, but accidentally threw it directly on Jiang Shu's forehead, making a crisp sound with a bang.

"Hiss..." Jiang Shu was a little dazed, covering his head.

Only then did Ji Lianxing realize that she had hit her on the head, she hurriedly turned on the light, and threw herself in front of Jiang Shu to see if she was injured.

"I didn't notice that your face was there!" Ji Lianxing lightly touched Jiang Shu's head with her fingers. She saw that Jiang Shu's eyes were a little red, and she seemed to be about to cry. Maybe she really used too much force just now.

"It's okay." Jiang Shu still had a lollipop in his mouth, and his head was pressed against Ji Lianxing's fingertips. He felt pain, but the lollipop in his mouth became sweeter.

"It seems to have knocked on a bag." Ji Lianxing stared at her forehead with worry on her face, "I'll go down and get the medicine box."

She was just about to leave when Jiang Shu grabbed her.

"Good lollipop, don't be angry."

Ji Lianxing didn't speak, even if Jiang Shu coaxed her like this, the tone in her heart couldn't be suppressed for a long time.

"Boss Jiang, you don't have to coax me like this."

"Needed."

"It's not necessary, after all, I'm just a sleeping tool, isn't it?"