The Road to Fame as an Imperial Physician
Chapter 133 I still want to separate from you
"Are you serious?"
Xie Lingbai asked with some uncertainty. When Wen Changheng said what he said just now, his tone was a little anxious.
But that's all, Xie Lingbai thinks that the person in front of him probably won't show it on the surface no matter how upsetting his heart is.
So did he misunderstand before?Could it be that the indifference shown by Wen Changheng is really just superficial?
Just like what he said just now, respecting all his decisions doesn't mean he won't feel sad. During this period of separation, maybe he is not the only one who struggles with irritability and depression.
Looking back now, He Lianzhi not only disabled Wen Changheng's martial arts, but also his right hand for practicing medicine.
If it hadn't been for jumping off the cliff and escaping, maybe he would really be a useless person lying there with nowhere to go, but even so.
When facing He Lianzhi, Wen Changheng didn't show any resentment, as if he saw a friend he hadn't seen for a long time.
If he hadn't heard their conversation in the warehouse before, based on Wen Changheng's usual attitude towards He Lianzhi, even if Xie Lingbai was killed, he would not have believed that Wen Changheng had been hurt so badly by He Lianzhi.
"You think I'm like..." Wen Changheng suddenly paused, then changed his words: "Well, seriously."
This made Xie Lingbai completely confused, so I originally wanted to ask him a question just now.
But he was afraid that he would answer that he didn't know like before, so he simply admitted it directly.
"You are really... I think you have been alone for so many years, maybe it's not because you don't want to look for it, maybe you can't find it!"
Xie Lingbai didn't have the desire to continue arguing anymore. As the saying goes, if you can't slap a slap, sometimes you can't persist in arguing alone.
But he also figured out a little bit, that is, the person in front of him probably really has no emotions, he glanced at the dense crowd around him, and felt that if he stayed here any longer, he would be suffocated later.
"I'm too lazy to care about you."
After saying this, Xie Lingbai got out from the crowd, walked a few steps in the direction Xie Jinqing left, and couldn't help but look back, only to find that Wen Changheng hadn't followed.
"Brother, where have you been?"
Xie Jinqing's voice came from the front, Xie Lingbai searched for the source of the sound, and after finding him and Wei Ze, he stepped forward to them.
"You were walking too fast, and there were so many pedestrians, so I almost couldn't find you."
As he spoke, he glanced at the paper bags in Wei Ze's hands, thinking that they were probably full of food, and he just had a unilateral quarrel, and this kid searched for so many delicious foods up.
You won't be raised as a fat boy in the future, will you?Take a closer look, although Xie Jinqing is not fat, he actually has a lot of flesh on his body.
"Xie Xiaojin, be careful that you become a big fat man."
Xie Jinqing disagreed: "You can't become fat with just one bite."
"Is this sentence used in this way?! Besides, did you take a bite?! I found that your skin has become thicker and thicker recently."
"That's not what I learned from you. By the way, where is Boss Wen? Did you lose Boss Wen?"
"Who knows, stay behind."
Wei Ze quickly said: "Thank you, first young master, thank you second young master, please wait here for a while, I'll go find the master."
"What are you looking for? He will follow. Besides, even if we can't be found, he won't feel anything. Maybe he will calmly go back to another courtyard first."
"What do you mean by that?"
"Isn't your master just not happy?!"
Wei Ze disagreed and said, "Master, how can there be no joy, anger, sorrow or joy?"
"Is there? Then tell me, where is it?"
"Master, I'm very happy every time I'm with you, Young Master Xie. When I'm alone, my mood is relatively low, especially recently."
Xie Lingbai was stunned for a moment, and retorted: "Didn't he also look expressionless when he was with me? You can see that he is happy again?"
"This is because you haven't been with the master for a long time. I have been with the master for seven years. In fact, if you observe carefully, you can tell the difference. Or, since Young Master Xie met the master, in fact, the master's emotions have changed. It's always been good, you didn't see it when you were depressed before."
"The time of depression refers to the time when Zhou Lan'er was not saved?"
Xie Lingbai asked this question a little cautiously, mainly because Wen Changheng was not around now, if he was there, he would definitely not have asked, as asking would inevitably open up his scars.
Wei Ze thought for a while, and replied: "Master was very sad when Miss Zhou died, but it was just grief. If you want to say depression, it was when you first arrived in Xixia City."
When he first arrived in Xixia City, Wen Changheng jumped off a cliff and was rescued to Xixia City, so it should be the time when he lost his true love and was killed by his trusted junior, who lost his martial arts and his right hand.
Xie Lingbai had never been involved in Wen Changheng's past. Before, he thought it was a matter of the past anyway, and it didn't matter, but now he suddenly wanted to know him earlier, at least when he first arrived in Xixia City. , so that he can accompany him through the most difficult days.
But in the final analysis, if I had met before, I might not have fallen in love with Wen Changheng. Two people can love each other, they still need to meet at the right time.
"And some time ago, Young Master Xie, when you were poisoned by the poisonous scorpion, although the master knew that he could cure the poison, he was still in a hurry. At that time, it was in the Chenxi Palace of the late emperor. There were many imperial physicians who came forward to help, which made the scene a bit awkward. It was chaotic, and in the end several of them were scolded and ran away by him."
"Wen Changheng... swearing at people?"
"Yes, I have never seen my master lose such a big temper. If you don't believe me, you can go to the imperial hospital to ask if what I said is true when you return to the palace. Young Master Xie, no matter what you think, but I I think that the master actually really cares about you, but he hides everything in his heart."
"I'm just mad at him for taking everything to heart!"
"But when you decided to be with him, didn't you know that he had such a personality?!"
Xie Lingbai choked for a moment, and suddenly felt speechless to refute, yes, he knew that Wen Changheng had such a temperament back then, but he didn't feel much at that time.
After thinking about it, it was probably because I became more and more greedy, I couldn't help but want to get more attention from him, and wanted to know more about him.
"Master's personality is related to his childhood experience. Since his mother passed away, he has rarely communicated with others. Later, after he joined Mr. Zhou's school and devoted his mind to the medical profession, he changed a little. "
"Brother, don't get angry with Boss Wen. If you promise not to be angry, I will tell you a secret."
Xie Lingbai squinted at Xie Jinqing: "What secret?"
"About the matter that Boss Wen asked me to help when you went to the toilet just now."
Originally, Xie Lingbai was not interested in Xie Jinqing's so-called secret, but when he heard that it was related to Wen Changheng, he suddenly became more curious.
"Wen Changheng, please help?"
"Ah."
"tell me the story."
"You promise first—"
"Okay, okay, I agree, but if I find out later that you are lying, then I will not spare you."
In fact, Xie Lingbai was not very angry after the quarrel with Wen Changheng just now, and now that he heard what Wei Ze said, the sullenness in his heart had long since disappeared.
"Boss Wen asked me to play on the street for a while."
"What kind of request is that?"
"Because we won't be able to go back to the palace after the key of the palace gate is released, and we can only live in another courtyard."
Xie Lingbai was a little speechless: "Even so, wouldn't I stay in a hotel?!"
"Because I will be crying and clamoring to drag you to live in another hospital—" Xie Jinqing said it as a matter of course, but Xie Lingbai felt like wanting to beat someone up.
"Go back to the palace now!"
"Wow, you clearly promised not to be angry."
"I'm not angry."
"Since you're not angry anymore, why don't you want to live with Boss Wen? Brother, I don't want to go back to the palace at all. There are so many people staring at it. I can't go here and touch that. It's not fun."
Xie Jinqing had only stayed in the palace for one night, but she had already developed a feeling of resistance to the palace. He took it for granted that Xie Lingbai, who had lived in the palace for so long, had a much better tolerance than before.
In fact, he doesn't like the palace himself, so he can understand Xie Jinqing's feelings.
"Brother, why don't you live with Boss Wen? Okay?"
Xie Lingbai felt a little soft-hearted, "Okay..."
"Alright, you don't need to go back to the palace...Brother Wei Ze, let's go and buy some more delicious and interesting things."
Xie Jinqing pulled Wei Ze to continue looking for delicious food, but when Xie Lingbai was not paying attention, he made a gesture to Wen Changheng who was not far away.
Xie Lingbai didn't see it, but Wei Ze did. He was taken aback. He thought that Second Young Master Xie couldn't resist betraying his master just now, but now, it seems to be a small trap agreed between the two of them.
Looking at Young Master Xie who didn't know what happened, he suddenly felt a little sympathetic, but fortunately, this is not a bad thing, and the happy ending is quite good.
They continued to walk forward, Wen Changheng followed at some point, and walked beside Xie Lingbai, as if the quarrel just now had never happened, but the mood of the two of them was quite different from before.
"Are you still angry?"
This time Wen Changheng took the initiative to ask a question, Xie Lingbai glanced at him, and said, "I'm not in the mood to be angry with you." Right after he finished speaking, his left hand was held, and Xie Lingbai did not break free.
"I'll try to change it in the future."
Generally, Wen Changheng would not break his promise when he said it, so this time he was really determined to change himself. Xie Lingbai was silent for a while after hearing this, and did not express anything about it.
It wasn't until the group returned to the other courtyard tired from shopping that Xie Lingbai said to Wen Changheng when Xie Jinqing went to choose a room: "Wen Changheng, I'm not angry anymore, but I still want to separate from you, we don't want to be together in the future Together. So, you don't need to change anything."
This is probably the answer he finally came up with after struggling all the way. Xie Lingbai could feel that Wen Changheng's hand holding him tightened a bit. Xie Lingbai lowered his head. He was really not angry anymore and really wanted to continue. With Wen Changheng.
However, right now, he still has one thing to accomplish, this time is different from before.This time, he can only do it alone.
Xie Lingbai asked with some uncertainty. When Wen Changheng said what he said just now, his tone was a little anxious.
But that's all, Xie Lingbai thinks that the person in front of him probably won't show it on the surface no matter how upsetting his heart is.
So did he misunderstand before?Could it be that the indifference shown by Wen Changheng is really just superficial?
Just like what he said just now, respecting all his decisions doesn't mean he won't feel sad. During this period of separation, maybe he is not the only one who struggles with irritability and depression.
Looking back now, He Lianzhi not only disabled Wen Changheng's martial arts, but also his right hand for practicing medicine.
If it hadn't been for jumping off the cliff and escaping, maybe he would really be a useless person lying there with nowhere to go, but even so.
When facing He Lianzhi, Wen Changheng didn't show any resentment, as if he saw a friend he hadn't seen for a long time.
If he hadn't heard their conversation in the warehouse before, based on Wen Changheng's usual attitude towards He Lianzhi, even if Xie Lingbai was killed, he would not have believed that Wen Changheng had been hurt so badly by He Lianzhi.
"You think I'm like..." Wen Changheng suddenly paused, then changed his words: "Well, seriously."
This made Xie Lingbai completely confused, so I originally wanted to ask him a question just now.
But he was afraid that he would answer that he didn't know like before, so he simply admitted it directly.
"You are really... I think you have been alone for so many years, maybe it's not because you don't want to look for it, maybe you can't find it!"
Xie Lingbai didn't have the desire to continue arguing anymore. As the saying goes, if you can't slap a slap, sometimes you can't persist in arguing alone.
But he also figured out a little bit, that is, the person in front of him probably really has no emotions, he glanced at the dense crowd around him, and felt that if he stayed here any longer, he would be suffocated later.
"I'm too lazy to care about you."
After saying this, Xie Lingbai got out from the crowd, walked a few steps in the direction Xie Jinqing left, and couldn't help but look back, only to find that Wen Changheng hadn't followed.
"Brother, where have you been?"
Xie Jinqing's voice came from the front, Xie Lingbai searched for the source of the sound, and after finding him and Wei Ze, he stepped forward to them.
"You were walking too fast, and there were so many pedestrians, so I almost couldn't find you."
As he spoke, he glanced at the paper bags in Wei Ze's hands, thinking that they were probably full of food, and he just had a unilateral quarrel, and this kid searched for so many delicious foods up.
You won't be raised as a fat boy in the future, will you?Take a closer look, although Xie Jinqing is not fat, he actually has a lot of flesh on his body.
"Xie Xiaojin, be careful that you become a big fat man."
Xie Jinqing disagreed: "You can't become fat with just one bite."
"Is this sentence used in this way?! Besides, did you take a bite?! I found that your skin has become thicker and thicker recently."
"That's not what I learned from you. By the way, where is Boss Wen? Did you lose Boss Wen?"
"Who knows, stay behind."
Wei Ze quickly said: "Thank you, first young master, thank you second young master, please wait here for a while, I'll go find the master."
"What are you looking for? He will follow. Besides, even if we can't be found, he won't feel anything. Maybe he will calmly go back to another courtyard first."
"What do you mean by that?"
"Isn't your master just not happy?!"
Wei Ze disagreed and said, "Master, how can there be no joy, anger, sorrow or joy?"
"Is there? Then tell me, where is it?"
"Master, I'm very happy every time I'm with you, Young Master Xie. When I'm alone, my mood is relatively low, especially recently."
Xie Lingbai was stunned for a moment, and retorted: "Didn't he also look expressionless when he was with me? You can see that he is happy again?"
"This is because you haven't been with the master for a long time. I have been with the master for seven years. In fact, if you observe carefully, you can tell the difference. Or, since Young Master Xie met the master, in fact, the master's emotions have changed. It's always been good, you didn't see it when you were depressed before."
"The time of depression refers to the time when Zhou Lan'er was not saved?"
Xie Lingbai asked this question a little cautiously, mainly because Wen Changheng was not around now, if he was there, he would definitely not have asked, as asking would inevitably open up his scars.
Wei Ze thought for a while, and replied: "Master was very sad when Miss Zhou died, but it was just grief. If you want to say depression, it was when you first arrived in Xixia City."
When he first arrived in Xixia City, Wen Changheng jumped off a cliff and was rescued to Xixia City, so it should be the time when he lost his true love and was killed by his trusted junior, who lost his martial arts and his right hand.
Xie Lingbai had never been involved in Wen Changheng's past. Before, he thought it was a matter of the past anyway, and it didn't matter, but now he suddenly wanted to know him earlier, at least when he first arrived in Xixia City. , so that he can accompany him through the most difficult days.
But in the final analysis, if I had met before, I might not have fallen in love with Wen Changheng. Two people can love each other, they still need to meet at the right time.
"And some time ago, Young Master Xie, when you were poisoned by the poisonous scorpion, although the master knew that he could cure the poison, he was still in a hurry. At that time, it was in the Chenxi Palace of the late emperor. There were many imperial physicians who came forward to help, which made the scene a bit awkward. It was chaotic, and in the end several of them were scolded and ran away by him."
"Wen Changheng... swearing at people?"
"Yes, I have never seen my master lose such a big temper. If you don't believe me, you can go to the imperial hospital to ask if what I said is true when you return to the palace. Young Master Xie, no matter what you think, but I I think that the master actually really cares about you, but he hides everything in his heart."
"I'm just mad at him for taking everything to heart!"
"But when you decided to be with him, didn't you know that he had such a personality?!"
Xie Lingbai choked for a moment, and suddenly felt speechless to refute, yes, he knew that Wen Changheng had such a temperament back then, but he didn't feel much at that time.
After thinking about it, it was probably because I became more and more greedy, I couldn't help but want to get more attention from him, and wanted to know more about him.
"Master's personality is related to his childhood experience. Since his mother passed away, he has rarely communicated with others. Later, after he joined Mr. Zhou's school and devoted his mind to the medical profession, he changed a little. "
"Brother, don't get angry with Boss Wen. If you promise not to be angry, I will tell you a secret."
Xie Lingbai squinted at Xie Jinqing: "What secret?"
"About the matter that Boss Wen asked me to help when you went to the toilet just now."
Originally, Xie Lingbai was not interested in Xie Jinqing's so-called secret, but when he heard that it was related to Wen Changheng, he suddenly became more curious.
"Wen Changheng, please help?"
"Ah."
"tell me the story."
"You promise first—"
"Okay, okay, I agree, but if I find out later that you are lying, then I will not spare you."
In fact, Xie Lingbai was not very angry after the quarrel with Wen Changheng just now, and now that he heard what Wei Ze said, the sullenness in his heart had long since disappeared.
"Boss Wen asked me to play on the street for a while."
"What kind of request is that?"
"Because we won't be able to go back to the palace after the key of the palace gate is released, and we can only live in another courtyard."
Xie Lingbai was a little speechless: "Even so, wouldn't I stay in a hotel?!"
"Because I will be crying and clamoring to drag you to live in another hospital—" Xie Jinqing said it as a matter of course, but Xie Lingbai felt like wanting to beat someone up.
"Go back to the palace now!"
"Wow, you clearly promised not to be angry."
"I'm not angry."
"Since you're not angry anymore, why don't you want to live with Boss Wen? Brother, I don't want to go back to the palace at all. There are so many people staring at it. I can't go here and touch that. It's not fun."
Xie Jinqing had only stayed in the palace for one night, but she had already developed a feeling of resistance to the palace. He took it for granted that Xie Lingbai, who had lived in the palace for so long, had a much better tolerance than before.
In fact, he doesn't like the palace himself, so he can understand Xie Jinqing's feelings.
"Brother, why don't you live with Boss Wen? Okay?"
Xie Lingbai felt a little soft-hearted, "Okay..."
"Alright, you don't need to go back to the palace...Brother Wei Ze, let's go and buy some more delicious and interesting things."
Xie Jinqing pulled Wei Ze to continue looking for delicious food, but when Xie Lingbai was not paying attention, he made a gesture to Wen Changheng who was not far away.
Xie Lingbai didn't see it, but Wei Ze did. He was taken aback. He thought that Second Young Master Xie couldn't resist betraying his master just now, but now, it seems to be a small trap agreed between the two of them.
Looking at Young Master Xie who didn't know what happened, he suddenly felt a little sympathetic, but fortunately, this is not a bad thing, and the happy ending is quite good.
They continued to walk forward, Wen Changheng followed at some point, and walked beside Xie Lingbai, as if the quarrel just now had never happened, but the mood of the two of them was quite different from before.
"Are you still angry?"
This time Wen Changheng took the initiative to ask a question, Xie Lingbai glanced at him, and said, "I'm not in the mood to be angry with you." Right after he finished speaking, his left hand was held, and Xie Lingbai did not break free.
"I'll try to change it in the future."
Generally, Wen Changheng would not break his promise when he said it, so this time he was really determined to change himself. Xie Lingbai was silent for a while after hearing this, and did not express anything about it.
It wasn't until the group returned to the other courtyard tired from shopping that Xie Lingbai said to Wen Changheng when Xie Jinqing went to choose a room: "Wen Changheng, I'm not angry anymore, but I still want to separate from you, we don't want to be together in the future Together. So, you don't need to change anything."
This is probably the answer he finally came up with after struggling all the way. Xie Lingbai could feel that Wen Changheng's hand holding him tightened a bit. Xie Lingbai lowered his head. He was really not angry anymore and really wanted to continue. With Wen Changheng.
However, right now, he still has one thing to accomplish, this time is different from before.This time, he can only do it alone.
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