you are ruthless

1.

"Ah, failed again."

The man who is sitting on my bed hugging the pillow and lamenting that his relationship ended before it even started is my childhood friend, who just confessed to the senior he likes during the day and was severely rejected and came to me for comfort.

"Why do you think it's so difficult for me to fall in love?"

It should be easy if you're not staring at straight guys all the time.

"I really like him."

I've heard you say this no less than twenty times.

"A Yuan, let's do it."

So I just say...

Jian Yuan reluctantly put down the book in his hand, and turned his head. The man who was begging for words had a spring look on his face, and his right hand had already been stretched into his trousers, and he started to look after himself.

"Ayuan."

The man stretched out his remaining hand for a hug.

"Ugh."

Jian Yuan took off his glasses, went to bed and embraced the man. The man put his arms around Jian Yuan's neck, and grabbed his lips accurately. After a deep kiss, he panted and said to Jian Yuan: "Ah Yuan, hurry up."

"Yes Yes."

After a deep kiss, Jian Yuan's face remained calm, and he found the man's sensitive points with ease, and led him into the joy of absent-mindedness.

2.

Jian Yuan came back to his rented house after class and Li Chenxi had just finished masturbating, the white liquid was very conspicuous on the pure black bed sheet.

Ah, why did I pawn with such a man until now?

Jian Yuan asked himself.

"I said, let's make an agreement in three chapters." Jian Yuan put down his schoolbag and sat on the side of the bed, "From now on, every time you dirty my sheets, you will be responsible for cleaning my room once."

Every time a man came, it was like a strong wind passing through the house.

The aftertaste of the orgasm still remained on Li Chenxi's face, and he said, "Why? It doesn't take much effort to wash the sheets."

There is a washing machine in the rental house, just throw it in and wash it.

Jian Yuan held back his anger, washing the sheets is easy, but changing the sheets is troublesome, okay?

"If you don't agree, don't come to me in the future."

To Li Chenxi, this sentence is undoubtedly the trump card, "Okay, okay, I promise, I promise."

Jian Yuan was satisfied, "Very well, the sheets are here for you." After speaking, she got up and was about to leave.

Li Chenxi quickly grabbed his arm, "Don't you want to do it?"

Jian Yuan ruthlessly pushed Li Chenxi away. I just did it yesterday and I still have to do it today. Aren't you afraid of exhaustion?

"The sheets and the house are given to you, and I still have papers to write."

"Ah~~~," Li Chenxi can turn nine tunes and eighteen turns with one sound, rolling around with his pillow in his arms, "Ah Yuan is so ruthless~~~"

Jian Yuan pushed his glasses and turned on the computer, "After you tidy up the house, I can consider being more affectionate to you."

Li Chenxi: ...

Rolling out of bed with a resentful face, washing the sheets and tidying up the house.

3.

"Ayuan, tell me why you didn't share the rent with me back then, it made me run a long way every time I came to find you."

After tidying up the house, Li Chenxi was lying on the table playing with Jian Yuan's favorite airplane model.

Back then, I came out to rent a house just to hide from the quietness. If we rent together with you, can we still have quietness?

"I like being alone."

Jian Yuan stared at the computer screen, telling lies without blinking his eyes, very credible.

Li Chenxi pouted.It's a lie, I don't know who lived in the same room with my younger brother before going to college, and my younger brother protested many times to no avail.

"Ayuan, do you have class in the afternoon?"

"No, but there are club activities."

"Then I'll go with you."

Jian Yuan was finally willing to look away from the computer screen and give it to Li Chenxi, "I remember I said, don't attack our president."

If your confession is rejected, it will be difficult for me to stay in the club in the future.

"No way," Li Chenxi gave up and slammed his head on the table, "I'm bored, take me there."

"What about your other friends?"

"They contacted girls from other departments to have a friendship, ah——, damn, I really want to fall in love too——"

"Control your emotions, watch your volume, don't disturb the neighbors."

Li Chenxi put his face on the table, turned his head to look at Jian Yuan, "A Yuan, don't you want to fall in love?"

"What do you do in love?"

Jian Yuan replied to him in between typing.

Li Chenxi thought of the love that he counted on one hand in high school, the sneaky underground love, the kisses and caresses in the dark corners. Bar."

"So, why do I need to fall in love?"

"Ah, no wonder you never had a girlfriend." Li Chenxi suddenly realized.

Jian Yuan's desire is not strong, no, to be precise, Jian Yuan is not eager for this aspect, if there is a need, he will solve it by himself, he has never and never thought about this aspect.

Moreover, ever since Li Chenxi dragged Jian Yuan to bed, the two would have sex every now and then, and Jian Yuan's pitiful needs had already been resolved, and there was no need for Jian Yuan to go out to find a girlfriend.

Thinking of this, Li Chenxi couldn't help laughing, "Speaking of which, you still gave me your virginity."

4.

Li Chenxi was not born gay.

Li Chenxi has looked better than other children since he was a child, with thick eyebrows and big eyes, a natural smile, with sunshine, and he pays attention to exercise. He is much taller than his peers. After entering junior high school, he was very popular. Girls welcome.

In the budding period of love at the age of thirteen or fourteen, Li Chenxi also had a few girlfriends. Like most straight men, he likes girls who are petite and cute, and like to act like a baby to their boyfriends.

until entering high school.

The last period before school that day was physical education class, and Li Chenxi realized that he forgot his schoolbag in the gymnasium halfway. After telling Jian Yuan to wait for him at the same place, Li Chenxi turned around in a hurry.

The campus after school was very quiet. Li Chenxi rushed into the gymnasium to find his schoolbag, and then he was relieved. Then, he heard soft sobbing and rough panting.

In junior high school, Li Chenxi and his girlfriend talked about the pure love of pulling small hands and kissing small mouths, and he had never seen the movie starting with A. He didn't know what the gasps and whimpers meant, but there seemed to be an invisible pair The devil's hands pushed him step by step towards the place where the sound came from.

He saw five or six senior sports students forming a circle. In the middle was a boy with a short stature and fine features. Among them, the lower body of a tall and rough sports student was connected to him.

The scene in front of me was too powerful.

"You... what are you doing?" Li Chenxi backed away with a trembling voice.

Man... man and man... how... how is it possible... to use that kind of place...

They, what are they doing...how can...

Why……

One of the sports students reacted immediately, "Grab him!"

Two gym students quickly approached him and restrained his limbs. Li Chenxi kept struggling, but in vain, "What are you going to do?!"

"Fourth, cover his mouth." The gym student connected to the boy seemed to be the leader among them, "Although I don't know why you came to the gymnasium, but you saw it, just in case, the fourth , he gave it to you three."

What does it mean?

What are you going to do to me?

let me go!

Li Chenxi couldn't remember what happened next. His eyes were covered, his mouth was gagged, and his limbs were restrained. He could only passively accept the unknown in the dark.

very scary……

don't want……

Someone... come and save me!

"Axi..."

This voice is...

"Ah Xi!"

The blindfold was taken off, Jian Yuan's anxious face came into view, Li Chenxi was still in the mood to tease, "It's been a long time since I saw you, A Yuan, looking so anxious..."

Jian Yuan waited for half an hour and no one came back. If he was blocked by a girl and confessed to Li Chenxi, it would be impossible not to tell him. When he returned to the school gate, Jian Yuan informed the security team that he had found campus bullying and asked the security team to find someone with him.

Unexpectedly, it was indeed campus bullying, but it was just another form.

Seeing Li Chenxi lying on the ground like a rag doll, Jian Yuan felt as if his heartbeat had stopped.

Li Chenxi, you idiot!

But I didn't watch you for a while, and you were bullied like this!

Those who bully you...

5.

Li Chenxi took a month off.

After he came back, he seemed to have changed in some places, but it seemed that nothing had changed.

Until Jian Yuan ran into him kissing a man passionately in the corner.

So I understand.

What has changed.

After being crushed by Jian Yuan, Li Chenxi no longer hides it. Every time he breaks up or has a new boyfriend, he will report to him, and let Jian Yuan accompany him when he is sad or celebrating.

In this way, on the day of Jian Yuan's birthday, Li Chenxi broke up with his only boyfriend who was in love with him in high school.

"Hi, tell me, why can't we be together after graduation?" Li Chenxi was already a little drunk, but his consciousness was still clear.Ah, it's so annoying, why people can't get drunk when they want to.

Li Chenxi held a can of beer and threw himself on Jian Yuan, "A Yuan, tell me, even if we can't go to the same university, we won't be separated, right?"

Jian Yuan drank the wine in silence, ignoring the drunkard's remarks.

Li Chenxi threw the can, and the remaining beer in the can spilled all over the floor. He held Jian Yuan's face, "A Yuan, tell me, tell me that we will never be apart, right?!"

Jian Yuan resisted the urge to beat up the drunk in front of him, this is his home!

"I can't guarantee it if you drink like crazy again."

Jian Yuan's response didn't enter Li Chenxi's mind at all, all he could think about now was Jian Yuan's lips wet with beer.

So full.

So sexy.

Okay... I want to kiss!

Li Chenxi followed his own will and did not think about the consequences.

Unprepared, Jian Yuan was caught by the kiss, and grabbed Li Chenxi's hair and pulled his head away a second before Li Chenxi stuck his tongue into his mouth.

"Li Chenxi! Do you know what you are doing?!"

"I know." Li Chenxi's face was in a haze of drunkenness, his eyes were still a little sober, "I'm kissing you."

"I'm not someone you can kiss."

Li Chenxi reached out to caress Jian Yuan's face, "A Yuan, you haven't done it with a woman yet, have you? Let me teach you, this kind of thing is very happy."

Jian Yuan was silent, pushed away the man sitting on him, got up and wanted to leave.

Li Chenxi who was pushed down and sat on the ground lowered his head, his soft bangs covered his expression, "Are you going to abandon me too?"

There was a long silence.

"Ha." Jian Yuan sighed, half squatted on the ground, and lifted Li Chenxi's face. The boy's eyes were filled with tears, and his cheeks were stained with a tinge of red. No one could refuse such an expression.

"Are you awake?"

Li Chenxi's tears seemed to fall at any time, his voice was hoarse, and he did not forget to raise his standard teasing smile, "Of course I am sober."

As if accepting his fate, Jian Yuan took the initiative to kiss Li Chenxi on the lips, and before Li Chenxi could react, he picked him up and put him on the bed in the bedroom.

"A Yuan?"

Jian Yuan leaned on the bed with one hand, took Li Chenxi's hand with the other and stretched it down, "Don't you want to do it? Teach me."

Li Chenxi's eyes suddenly burst into brilliance again.

6.

"I still remember that when A Yuan did it for the first time, he didn't even know where to insert it, but now he even has a girlfriend." Li Chenxi sat in the bar he frequented, lying on the bar counter and talking to himself.

Jian Yuan brought a tall and beautiful junior to him today, saying that she was his girlfriend, and the three of them had a meal together. Li Chenxi didn't want to disturb their date, so he came to the bar to drink.

"Damn it, why can't I be the only one who wants to have a relationship? All lovers in the world should die!"

The tall and handsome but bad-tempered bar owner finished greeting his acquaintances, and when he returned to the bar and saw Li Chenxi alone, he couldn't help laughing and said, "Why, are you broken in love again?"

Since Li Chenxi became a frequent visitor to this bar, whenever he failed to confess his confession, he would come here alone to get drunk.

"No, I got a girlfriend when I was young."

The bar owner's mind flashed the image of Li Chenxi picking up people every time he passed out drunk, "Oh~, you should be happy that you have a girlfriend. Judging by your reaction, could it be that you have a crush on him?"

Li Chenxi shuddered when he thought of Jian Yuan's sarcastic remarks to him.

"I'm jealous! Jealousy! Oh, I want to fall in love too."

As if haunted by a curse, Li Chenxi hasn't been in a relationship for almost two years since the person he likes after college is either a straight man or a man who already has a boyfriend.

But the bar owner suddenly asked: "What do you do in a relationship?"

Li Chenxi paused, he remembered that Jian Yuan had asked the same question before, so he replied: "Let's have sex."

"Besides lovers, sex can also be done. If you haven't been in love for the past two years, don't you have sex?"

The bar owner was smiling, with an unknown light shining in his eyes.

"Well, we can eat together, attend classes together, watch movies together, do things together..."

The bar owner stroked the hand on Li Chenxi's head and interrupted his next words, the man's smile was somewhat clear.

"So that's it, you're just too lonely."

"Have you ever thought that there are people around you who will accompany you to do these things?"

"Why don't you like him?"

Li Chenxi retorted, "He's just my childhood..."

"What's wrong?"

The barkeeper just smiled enigmatically.

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