Why can't we be friends after the friendship ending?

But unexpectedly, Nakahara Chuya did not listen to what he said without asking more questions as before.

He looked at Fukuzawa quietly for a while, and then asked him aloud, "You just want me to demolish the building for you?"

"Yeah." Fukuzawa nodded.

"I don't have any other intentions other than that... just want to escape?" He asked again as if confirming.

Fukuzawa continued to nod.

"Nothing will happen to you?"

"How could something happen to me." Fukuzawa narrowed his eyes with a smile, "Chuya-kun, don't you trust me too much? Since I proposed it, I will definitely guarantee my own safety."

But Zhong didn't laugh along with him, he just looked at Fukuzawa, and after he finished laughing, he opened his eyes again, pretending to be innocent and looking at himself.

"...Forget it." Zhong Ye said, "You can't help but lie to me."

He turned around, looked in the direction of the building, put his hand in his trouser pocket, and was about to kick the ground.

But before he exerted any strength, there was a sudden light pull on his elbow, which made him stop almost immediately and look back.

Fu Zechuan stood there and looked at him, as if he had pulled all the cover off his face, staring at him expressionlessly, even the eyes that were still sparkling like a river just now were covered with dust.

"What...?" It was too rare, and Rang Zhong couldn't help being stunned.

Fukuzawa withdrew his hand, watched him be silent for a while, and then suddenly laughed again: "It's nothing, that's it, Chuya, do you want to consider wearing this?"

He shook the head of the doll in his hand.

I can't even express how I feel.He's not stupid, it's just that sometimes the twists and turns in his heart are not as complicated as Dazai's, but that doesn't mean he can't figure out anything.He knew what was happening to Fu Zechuan, and he also knew that the person in front of him was probably lying to him, tricking him into doing something bad.

If someone else came, maybe he would have asked a few more questions, but when Chuya saw the other party's expression, he lost all his thoughts.

never mind.He thought that it was not very useful to pursue the past.Chuan sees many things more clearly than they do. If this is the other party's choice, then neither of them has the right to say anything.

But when he looked into Fu Zechuan's gray eyes, he thought again, maybe this choice was not what Chuan wanted to choose.

In fact, Nakaya himself knows that sometimes life is so unreasonable.It seems that there are choices in front of me, but none of them are good things, and I don't want to choose any of them.

Maybe it was because Chuya was silent for too long, Fukuzawa couldn't hold back the smile on his face, he put down his stiff hands and asked, "Don't you want to wear it? It's actually very cute, isn't it?"

Zhong also opened his mouth, wanted to say something but didn't say anything, he was quiet for a moment before saying: "Since you want me to do it, why that expression?"

Fukuzawa still looked at him with a smile: "What expression?"

"You said..." Zhong didn't answer his words, but turned to another topic, "You said, you really wanted to kill me before, do you still think so?"

Probably because he had talked about the serious topic in the past, the expression on Fukuzawa's face also restrained a little: "Well, I still think so now."

"...So it's not you who are in danger of demolishing the building, but me?"

"Bingo, but no rewards."

Chuya scratched his hair as if discouraged: "Can't you be more honest? It's better to lie to me less."

"It doesn't matter, if you want to destroy it, then take it apart first."

But when Chuya turned around to leave again, Fukuzawa behind him suddenly spoke again: "Chuya-kun."

"Did you know? That kind of thing happens in some prisons. It is to tell the death row inmate the exact time he will be dealt with one month before he is going to be executed, for example, in a certain prison At two o'clock in the afternoon on such and such a day, such an exact time... the death row prisoner will become very easy to commit suicide."

Zhong also stopped in his tracks, but didn't look back. At first glance, what Fukuzawa said had nothing to do with the current situation, but when he thought about it carefully, he seemed to be able to feel some kind of metaphor.

"Once you know when you're going to die, it becomes very difficult to live. Counting the days to get through each day, each day will be plunged into pressing anxiety."

"For such people, having hope is another level of torture, telling them the beauty of hope, and telling them that it is an existence that can never be touched. Sometimes I also think, if living in the dark People who never know the existence of light can be a little more comfortable..."

Fukuzawa paused for a while, and then said: "As for me, I have been able to persist until now... won't you praise me, Mr. Chuya?"

Zhong also closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and turned to look at the person behind him: "...Are you going to give up?"

Fukuzawa shook his head: "Those who play with fate will be played by fate in the end, and those who fight against fate will finally declare war against him. You may not believe it, but I should have done it."

"What do you mean?"

"Maybe there are many kinds of developments in the world, and there are always some irreparable regrets in these developments. But if someone knows these regrets in advance, and then prevents them, so that people are less upset, isn't it a kind of success? Woolen cloth?"

"Don't say such things to me... Please be more clear." Zhongya asked him word by word, "What did you do? What are you going to face? How can I help you?"

Fukuzawa was silent for a while: "I can't change my own destiny, but I have changed the destiny of many others. The karma created by this will eventually all backfire on me, that is to say... I must die .”

He looked at Zhong Ye with a completely cold expression: "Indulging in the identity of the savior, arrogantly rewriting fate in the name of others, and the result so far is the reverse of the 'Wheel of Fortune'. If I don't die, what I rewrite Everything will return to its original position, if you die, all cause and effect will be broken with me."

"...Then let those return to their original positions." Chuya said.

Fukuzawa stared at him for a long time, then suddenly turned his head and laughed, his eyes recovered: "Chuya is still the same as before, if everything returns to the original place, I will not get to know you at all. ?You will lose all memories related to me, even if you try to find me, you will never find me, not to mention that even if you find me, my fate will still not change in any way. I just died a little better That's all."

"But you just said that you can not die." Zhongya replied, "You really want to live?"

"From the beginning, I felt that only people who have an extreme longing for something forever have that look."

"...You can't do it." Fukuzawa said.

"Since, as you said, there is no way out anyway, let's try." Chu also said with the corners of his mouth slightly raised.

"Even if there is nothing in the end?"

"Have I ever been afraid of something like that?"

"Even if you bear the crime of destroying other people's happiness?"

"Is that the ending that should have been?"

"Even if I die in your hands in the end?"

There was no immediate answer to the last question. He kicked his foot on the ground, and then the whole person flew towards the rear building like a cannonball.

The voice echoed in the direction of Fukuzawagawa.

"It starts with me, it ends with me."