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"Just sleep."

After Xu Yan finished speaking, when Suo Yu looked down at him in the room, he raised his eyes and looked at him and explained something.

Xu Yan really wanted to sleep with Suo Yu, not doing what they usually do, but simply sleeping with him.His fever has not subsided, even his physiology is still a little fragile, he wants to be accompanied by others.

Suo Yu was by his side until he fell asleep with a fever yesterday.Suo Yu also slept with him in the afternoon.He both slept well.He likes this sleep.

And as for the two of them doing other things while sleeping... Xu Yan felt that Suo Yu would not want to do it anymore, after all they had been doing it all morning, so they should have a truce.

After he finished explaining, he stood at the door of Suo Yu's room waiting for his answer.

In the room, Suo Yu had already changed out of his shirt and trousers, and changed into looser cotton and linen home clothes. He should also be going to sleep.When he explained that he just wanted to sleep with him, the man's narrow and dark eyes remained unchanged.

Xu Yan once again felt a little overwhelmed.

In fact, Suo Yu may not like to sleep with him...

"I'm working." Suo Yu said.

After hearing Suo Yu's words, Xu Yan: "Huh?"

But immediately, he understood Suo Yu's words, his eyes dimmed, and he said, "Oh, I'm sorry, I..."

"Will it affect you?"

When Xu Yan apologized for disturbing Suo Yu and was about to leave, Suo Yu asked this question.After Suo Yu finished speaking, Xu Yan's Adam's apple twitched while he was speaking.

He looked at Suo Yu and shook his head: "Don't bother."

"Come in." Suo Yu stepped aside.

Suo Yu stepped aside, leaving a place at the door for him to pass through.Xu Yan looked at that position, moved his eyes, got up and walked in.

"Thank you uncle."

Although he had been here all day during the day, Xu Yan was very honest and didn't go directly to the bedroom because he was a forceful interruption tonight.

He stood there after he entered the door, and Suo Yu had already reached the door of the bedroom.He opened the door of the bedroom, it was pitch black inside, the lights hadn't been turned on yet, Suo Yu didn't seem to plan to rest yet.

Suo Yu stood at the door of the bedroom and turned on the light in the bedroom.The lights were bright, illuminating the room where they had been lingering during the day.

Xu Yan stood at the door, looking into the bedroom, but didn't go in.

"You go in first, I'll get something." Suo Yu said.

After Suo Yu finished speaking, Xu Yan glanced at him and replied, "Okay."

After Xu Yan finished answering, Suo Yu turned and left the room.

Xu Yan was the only one left in the bedroom. Looking at the fairly tidy room, he got up and walked in.The more you go inside, the clearer the memory about the daytime inside.

In the room, there was the smell of softening detergent on the bed, the smell of body wash, and some smell of So Yu. These smells seemed to be on different levels, and each smell was clear and pleasant.

Standing in front of the bed, Xu Yan was surrounded by these smells again, as if he had returned to the morning again.

But morning was morning, and now it was night, he came to sleep with Suo Yu, and it was impossible to sleep in a messy bed.Thinking of this, Xu Yan lifted the quilt and spread out the bed again.

As the quilt was lifted and spread out, the traces of closing the morning also disappeared.Xu Yan's heart also settled down. After making the bed, he slipped on the bed with his slippers, and lay down under Suo Yu's blanket.

Not long after he finished all this, Suo Yu walked back to the bedroom.

He said he was going to get things, but he actually went to the office and brought the computer.Because when he opened the door, he said he still had a job.

He walked into the bedroom with the computer, saw Xu Yan lying down on the bedroom, Suo Yu turned off the light in the bedroom.After turning off the light, Suo Yu walked to the bed in the shadows and turned on the bedside lamp on his side.

The dim bedside lamp was turned on, illuminating a small circle of light, and the soft light spread over the man, like a soft veil covering his tall and hard body.

Accompanied by his movements, the soft veil flowed, Suo Yu sat on the edge of the bed, his tall body covered all the light from the bedside lamp.

Covered by the light, Xu Yan lay beside Suo Yu, as if he was hidden in the shadow covered by him.Xu Yan looked up at Suo Yu under the light, his profile was like a sculpture under the dark light, exquisite and handsome, but his eyes reflected the light from the computer screen, which was more vivid and breathtaking than the sculpture.

When Xu Yan looked at him, Suo Yu seemed to notice his gaze. He didn't take his eyes off the document, and his thick and long index finger slid on the touch screen.

"Can't sleep?" Suo Yu asked.

After Suo Yu asked such a question, Xu Yan's eyes on him finally realized from this kind of obsessive look.He moved his eyelashes, retracted his gaze, and fell on the pillow.

"No, ready to sleep."

After finishing speaking, Xu Yan lowered his head, leaned against Suo Yu's side, closed his eyes and began to sleep.

After Xu Yan closed his eyes, the room seemed to quiet down following his movement.There was no sound in the room, not even the sound of Suo Yu pulling down files and typing on the keyboard.

In this quietness, Xu Yan's consciousness was not disturbed in the slightest. He calmed down and fell asleep slowly.

After he finished asking, the boy beside him closed his eyes and fell asleep.He was lying on his side, and as time went by, his breathing slowly became even and long.

"You just have to look at it?"

Just when Suo Yu thought he was asleep, Xu Yan suddenly raised his head and said this.

After he finished speaking, Suo Yu looked away from the document and looked down at him.

Xu Yan was lying next to him, and he chose a very comfortable position to fall asleep, with his bent arms on his pillow. He should have fallen asleep long ago in such an environment.And now, he lay there, looking up at the files on the computer screen in front of him.When he looked at him, he also looked at him, with some doubts in his eyes, as if he was asking this matter very sincerely.

When he looked at him, the gazes of the two met in the shadow of the lamp. Even without the illumination of the lamp, the young man's beautiful peach blossom eyes were still bright and clear.

"Yes." Suo Yu answered his question, "The revision can wait until tomorrow."

After getting his reply, Xu Yan said, "Oh."

He simply responded, as if Suo Yu's answer solved his doubts.Now that he has no doubts and worries, he can close his eyes and sleep again.

Thinking of this, under Suo Yu's gaze, Xu Yan closed his eyes again.

The moment he closed his eyes, his consciousness sank again.There were no images in Xu Yan's mind, only darkness.He closed his eyes, slept quietly for a while, and opened them again.

"You can modify it now, don't worry about affecting me." Xu Yan said.

Just now he asked Suo Yu if he could just look at the file. Suo Yu said that he could modify it tomorrow, which means that the file needs to be modified, and the reason why he said that he would modify it tomorrow is probably because he was afraid that he would make a sound when typing on the keyboard. interfere with his sleep.

In fact, Xu Yan didn't care much about the sound of the keyboard.

Besides, he was the one who came to disturb Suo Yu, if Suo Yu couldn't work because of him, then he would be too embarrassed.Thinking about it carefully, he seems to have been pestering Suo Yu since last night.I had a fever last night. I had sex and sex in the morning and slept with him in the afternoon. I guess I have accumulated a day's work.But after finally waiting for the night to do it, he came again.

He wanted to sleep with Suo Yu, but he didn't want to affect Suo Yu's work.

So if Suo Yu needs to modify it, it's okay to make some keyboard sounds. It seems that he only needs Suo Yu to be around, and he can sleep well.

After Xu Yan finished speaking, he looked at Suo Yu beside him.

This is the second time he interrupted Suo Yu's work, even though he wanted Suo Yu to do whatever he wanted this time.After he finished speaking, Suo Yu didn't look down at him like the first time, his gaze was still on the file on the computer screen.

Suo Yu looked at the files on the computer screen for a while, then looked down at him again.

Under the light of the screen, the man's long and narrow eyes were like the deep black sea. When he looked over, Xu Yan's heart skipped a beat.Anyway, he did disturb him again and again, thinking of this, Xu Yan said: "Sorry uncle..."

When he was apologizing, Suo Yu closed the computer and lay down beside him.

After Suo Yu lay down, the aura from his tall body completely enveloped him like his figure.Suo Yu lay beside him, watching him quietly.

"Yan Yan." Suo Yu called him.

Suo Yu was close at hand, when he was speaking, his deep magnetic voice lightly passed over his ears.

"En." Xu Yan replied.

After he finished answering, the man raised his hand and placed it beside him.His palm was wide, with thick and long fingers, just like the one he held yesterday when he was slightly open.

"Would you like to hold my hand and sleep?"

When he was talking, his hand was already placed between the pillows of the two of them.The room was very warm, but the moment his hand was placed, there was still a hint of warmth.

The warm current passed into his cheeks, blood, body, and finally reached his heart. His drifting heart seemed to have a fulcrum at this moment.

He stabilized.

But his eyes are still drifting, and there are temptations, doubts and uncertainties in his eyes.When he looked at Suo Yu like this, Suo Yu looked down at him, and completely wrapped the hand that he put aside into his hand.

Xu Yan seemed to be held by Suo Yu.

His palm was warm and dry, and it pressed against the cool back of his hand and curled fingers, and the heat and touch were continuously transmitted to his whole body through his hand.

When he was held, Xu Yan's tight eyes loosened.

Suo Yu looked at him and asked.

"Can you fall asleep now?"

"Ah."

Xu Yan held Suo Yu's hand and slept all night.

In fact, after his parents passed away, Xu Yan didn't sleep very well. He had difficulty falling asleep and his sleep was shallow.Every time he sleeps, he seems to be rowing a lonely boat, wandering in the deep sea.The sea was swaying, his boat was swaying, and his consciousness was also swaying, which didn't allow him to rest well.

However, this night, he was lying in his small boat, and his small boat was supported steadily on the sea surface by a big hand.On such a peaceful boat, Xu Yan slept soundly, deeply and soundly. Even when he opened his eyes the next day, he thought he was at sea.

After a deep sleep, when waking up, it will make people somewhat confused about reality and dreams.

Xu Yan still fell asleep facing Suo Yu. He opened his eyes and saw the white bedding in front of him. Apart from these, there was nothing else.

Suo Yu has already left.

It was only after his consciousness reflected this incident that Xu Yan got off his boat completely.

He lay on the bed, opened his eyes and looked in front of him, his hand was still placed between him and Suo Yu's pillow, but his hand was lonely, Suo Yu didn't hold him anymore.

After finishing, Suo Yu fell asleep holding his hand, which would make his departure soundless.Because he just needs to let go of his hand, get up and leave.

Thinking of this, Xu Yan turned over, lay flat on the bed and looked up at the ceiling.

He always wakes up with no one around him.

But today's situation as usual made Xu Yan feel a little uncomfortable.

He seemed to have been soaked in some kind of thick and dense breath all night, but now, he was lying on the bed alone, as if he had fallen into a lonely, dark void.

It's a big gap.

This sense of gap is both inexplicable and strange.

Xu Yan lay on the bed, digesting and adapting alone.

But his digestion and adaptation had little effect, Xu Yan simply gave up and sat up from the bed dragging this emotion.He reached out to the bedside table next to him and took his cell phone.

When his hand touched the phone, Xu Yan's fingertips touched the sticky sticker on it.Xu Yan paused, he turned his head to look over, and took the phone over.

There was indeed a post-it note on the screen of his mobile phone. On the white post-it note, there were a few words written in a manly pen.

【You slept soundly and didn't wake you up.The breakfast is made by me, if you don't like it, you can order another one. 】

Xu Yan looked at the content of the sticky note, and as if he remembered something, he turned his head to look at the round table in the center of the bedroom.On the round table in the center of the bedroom, in addition to the furnishings, there is also a white porcelain plate.

On the porcelain plate, two sandwiches and a glass of milk were placed.

Xu Yan's originally empty heart seemed to be occupied by the slow influx of warm and mellow milk.

Xu Yan sat on the bed, the corners of his eyes slightly raised with the influx of milk, and he pinched the post-it note with his fingers. After a while, he lay on the bed again and hugged him as if holding something. The quilt around.

I remember that they had just established a relationship, the first time he had sex with Suo Yu, and he made him dinner.So the next morning, when the two were having dinner, he asked Suo Yu if he cooked the breakfast, and Suo Yu said no.

but now……

Suo Yu still made him breakfast.