quench thirst

After Xu Yan turned around, Suo Yu walked into the living room.

Before he came in, he took off his coat, without the wrapping of the coat, the warmth and breath of the man's body radiated through the sweater.So as soon as he sat down on the sofa, Xu Yan could smell the familiar fir scent on his body.

Suo Yu sat beside Xu Yan. After sitting down, the man stretched his arms and placed them on the back of the sofa.His arms were very long, connected to his thick and long hands, which just extended to Xu Yan's side.

He was like a deep tree root, An wrapped him up without a sound, Xu Yan seemed to be invaded and soaked by him in an instant, but Suo Yu hadn't even touched him yet.

After finishing these, Suo Yu sat quietly beside him, he turned his eyes to the TV, and watched the rerun of the Spring Festival Gala with Xu Yan.

After the countdown to the Spring Festival Gala, there is nothing to watch.It's nothing more than some singing and dancing, and the screen is colorful and colorful.

"Have you eaten yet?"

After this song and dance show ended, the show was changed to a not-so-funny cross talk.The jokes were mediocre, and the audience didn't respond much, so the living room was relatively quiet with only the voices of two cross talk actors.

In the silence, Suo Yu opened his mouth.

Xu Yan felt that Suo Yu's aura and aura were sometimes strong enough to be visualized.The two of them just sat on the sofa together, Suo Yu didn't even touch him, but Xu Yan felt that his back, including the side of Suo Yu's arm, had been contaminated by Suo Yu's breath.

He simply couldn't ignore his presence.

And he didn't let him continue to ignore, and spoke to him.After he spoke, Xu Yan's depressed chest felt like a drumbeat that didn't echo. He watched the TV and responded.

"Ate."

"What do you eat?" Suo Yu asked.

"Some dishes." Xu Yan said.

"Takeaway?" Suo Yu asked.

"En." Xu Yan responded.

"Is it delicious?" Suo Yu asked.

"It's okay." Xu Yan said.

Suo Yuan asked quietly, Xu Yan responded indifferently, the two of them seemed to be chatting, and the question and answer were like teasing and joking on TV.

After Xu Yan said that the dinner tonight was okay, Suo Yu seemed to have let go of the stalk, he calmed down again, watched the TV and did not speak again.

He hid behind him, Xu Yan couldn't hear his breathing, but he couldn't ignore his existence.Xu Yan was not very comfortable today. Ever since Lin Xun came, he felt a cloud gathering in his heart.With the passage of time today, the cloud gradually thickened and thickened, covering his heart, oppressing him, making him feel sleepy and uncomfortable.

He didn't want to keep the cloud on his chest.

Suo Yu asked a few words just now, as if he split the cloud a little bit, and a little bit of light came out.Just a little bit, but he got caught.

"What about you?"

After Suo Yu continued watching TV without saying a word, Xu Yan asked him a question.

Suo Yu withdrew his gaze and looked at the young man in front of him.

The boy was still sitting cross-legged with his back facing him, and he didn't look back when he asked this question.Although he couldn't touch him sitting in this position, they were close enough that he could see his slender neck and reddish ear tips.His neck was connected to his thin back, extending to his waist. The boy just sat there, but he could see some awkwardness and stubbornness from his back.

"I've eaten." Suo Yu said.

After Suo Yu finished speaking, Xu Yan remained silent for a long while.

"To eat at Tang's?" Xu Yan asked.

"En." Suo Yu responded, "What did Lin Xun say?"

After Suo Yu finished asking, Xu Yan remained silent for a while.He could know this news only because Lin Xun told him.After a moment of silence, Xu Yan said, "En."

After Xu Yan finished responding, he pursed his lips slightly: "He also said something else."

"What?" Suo Yu asked.

Xu Yan stared intently at the two comedians on the TV, and said, "He said he has an aunt."

After Xu Yan finished speaking, Suo Yu said nothing behind him.

Suo Yu split his dull cloud and gave him a glimmer of light.He should have waited for Suo Yu to continue to disperse the cloud for him, but he came out of the light himself and asked him.

After he took the initiative to ask, he seemed to become passive all of a sudden.But while being passive, he can only go forward and cannot turn back.

Suo Yu didn't speak, Xu Yan waited for a while, and finally turned around amidst the boring cross talk.His eyes were low, and he looked at Suo Yu behind him.And Suo Yu didn't seem to watch TV all this time, so when he turned around, he broke into his quiet and deep eyes.

Suo Yu has a pair of eyes that no one can see through.It is long and narrow, dark and deep, like a sea surging in the dark night.Others can't see through him with his gaze, but when he looks at others, it seems that he can see through the thoughts of others at a glance.

When Xu Yan turned his head and met Suo Yu's gaze, he flinched subconsciously and wanted to turn back, but before he could turn his head, Suo Yu's arm fell from the back of the sofa and wrapped around his waist .In the next second, Xu Yan was hugged by Suo Yu.

Although Suo Yu's aura was strong enough just now, it was still far from sinking into his arms.At the moment Suo Yu hugged him, Xu Yan seemed to be drowning, grabbing onto the clothes on his arm, his heart beat with a "thud", and the blood from his heart filled his chest and spread to his whole body.At the moment when he was immersed in Suo Yu's breath, his mind wandered for a moment, but after reacting, he let go of Suo Yu, and stepped on the sofa to get up from him.

The boy and the man fell into a silent tug of war.

However, the result of this tug-of-war was doomed from the very beginning, Suo Yu was like a mountain, he couldn't shake it at all.The few times he struggled were not even as loud as the rain falling into the sea.

But Xu Yan didn't give up, he still wanted to get up from his arms, Suo Yu embraced him with both arms, raised his hand to pinch his chin, and kissed him in this struggle and confinement.

Xu Yan's heart trembled after being kissed, his eyes were not closed, he stared straight at Suo Yu.

"Angry?" Suo Yu asked.

After Suo Yu finished asking, Xu Yan looked at him with all his strength and said, "No."

After hearing his words, Suo Yu looked into his eyes and asked, "Want to be angry?"

So Yu concreted his question.And this specificization makes him concrete.Xu Yan's strength surged from his supporting body, he was very powerful, but he was crushed even in the iron wall.

Suo Yu could see through him, whether it was physically or mentally.

After Suo Yu finished asking, Xu Yan suddenly felt that he was a bit ugly and futile. He was in a mess right now, but in the chaos he maintained a sliver of clarity.

"No." Xu Yan said.

He wanted to be angry, but couldn't.

Xu Yan is only 19 years old.

In his 19 years of life, there are many parts about family and friendship, but very little about love, and it is still a chaotic and unresponsive secret love.

Before meeting Suo Yu, Xu Yan's thoughts on love were very simple, feelings were nothing more than you liking me and I liking you.But he didn't expect that the problems in the relationship would be so difficult.

Young people are always reckless and impulsive when it comes to feelings. Under the stimulation of hormones, in the gentle and considerate relationship, and in the response to his emotional release, he fell in love with Suo Yu, and when Suo Yu asked him if he wanted to be together, He followed his heart and agreed to be with Suo Yu.

During the time when he promised Suo Yu to be with him, Xu Yan's heartbeat never calmed down.It was the first time he fell in love, and he was overwhelmed and excited by the responsive love attempt. He seemed to have fallen into a prosperous feast, and the beauty overwhelmed everything, making him unable to think about other things.

During the time in Incheon and Otaru, Xu Yan was out of touch with the whole world, he only had Suo Yu, single and pure, he accepted Suo Yu's love and responded to Suo Yu's love, like the whole world Only the love of the two of them remained.

Until he finished his trip with Suo Yu in Otaru and returned to China.

During the few days when he returned to China, Xu Yan didn't think much about it.He and Lin Xun were together, playing games and basketball, and the two of them were noisy, as if they had returned to the old days.

When he realized that he fell in love with Lin Xun in high school, his relationship with Lin Xun seemed to be covered with a layer of dust and became dirty and impure.He hid under the dust, and interacted with Lin Xun cautiously.Not to mention the joy of liking, he didn't even have the joy of friendship with Lin Xun.

But in those few days, there was no dust between him and Lin Xun.He clearly saw that he had clarified his feelings for Lin Xun, and the relationship between them became clean again, free from dust and blemishes, they were best friends, they could even be relatives, they could play together without any scruples ,as usual.

It was also a very happy time to regain the happiness of the past.

But this time was short, Suo Yu also came back from Incheon.

When Suo Yu came back from Incheon, Xu Yan didn't think too much about other things.Because he hadn't seen Suo Yu for a few days, his thoughts about Suo Yu piled up like building blocks. Although they had been built to a certain height, he still couldn't dismantle the building blocks.

During the meeting with Suo Yu at Lin's house, during the calm conversation, Xu Yan's thoughts continued to rise little by little, to a precarious level.

Only at this time did he notice a sense of being emptied out of reality.

But it's okay, the building blocks of missing are enough to drown out this precarious feeling.

Until he and Suo Yu had sex and love in the seaside villa, and they finished expressing their thoughts, until the relationship between him and Suo Yu was almost exposed in front of Lin Xun, the sense of panic that he had done something wrong swept over his whole body, making him uneasy. Controlled, he jumped out of Suo Yu's arms, avoiding his relationship with Suo Yu.

Xu Yan was stunned at that moment.That movement was a subconscious reaction, and when he made it, he was hit on the beach by the huge wave against Suo Yu amidst the panicked waves.

He was suffering beyond measure, but Suo Yu was comforting him.

Suo Yu is a strong and secure lover, he has given him all the tolerance, and it doesn't even matter that he doesn't admit the relationship between the two of them in front of Lin Xun.And later, after he gave Suo Yu a marriage card to express his feelings for Suo Yu, Suo Yu also gave him his position.

He said that he likes him about this matter, and he can accept any other consequences of this matter.

Xu Yan was relieved.

However, there seems to be more than one problem between him and Suo Yu.

In other words, he only thought of his own problems, not Suo Yu's.

When Lin Xun told him that he was going to have an aunt, Xu Yan was stunned.He naturally wouldn't think that the "aunt" Lin Xun said was him, but what Lin Xun said to him later was like a knife, cutting his cocoon layer by layer, pulling him out of his dream .

He'd always thought that feelings were easy, and it was, but the problems they created were hard.

He and Suo Yu can fall in love, and they can give each other emotional responses, but that's all.

Suo Yu is going to get married, and he is going to have a child.He can get married for the time being, but he can't help with children.

When thinking of the child, Xu Yan even thought, have he and Suo Yu reached that point?That is to say, the two of them are just dating now, but is it time to spend the rest of their lives together?

After thinking about it, Xu Yan gave himself an affirmative answer, as for.

No matter what their future relationship is, whether they will be together or break up in the future, but as far as his feelings for Suo Yu are concerned, he just wants to be with Suo Yu all the time, and he can't do without Suo Yu.

But how to grow old together with Suo Yu?Does Suo Yu want to?Is Suo Yu going to get married and have children?

Xu Yan wanted to be angry, and wanted to ask Suo Yu why he went to Tang's house for dinner today, but he couldn't.Because he didn't clean up the mess on his side, and he didn't even dare to admit the relationship between Suo Yu and him in front of Lin Xun.

What right does he have to be angry?

Xu Yan was awkward all day.This kind of wanting to be angry but entangled with Suo Yu's guilt because he couldn't give Suo Yu affirmation, he was so depressed for another day.

These two things are supposed to cancel out.As long as Suo Yu can accept that he doesn't recognize his relationship, then he should understand and be relieved when he goes to the Tang's house for a meal. These two things should be offset.

But he couldn't do it.

When Suo Yu came in from the outside, Xu Yan's entanglement reached its peak.At that moment, anger prevailed, so he ignored him.

Suo Yu came in and sat behind him, as if stroking his hair, first stroking him, then hugging him, pushing away the blood bubbles in his heart.

Now the blood bubbles are opened, and the blood inside also comes out, accompanied by a sense of powerlessness of blood loss.

Xu Yan didn't know what to do.

He could only reply an answer that didn't fit the question when Suo Yu asked him "want to be angry".After answering, he didn't want to say anything.

Xu Yan seemed to be taken away after saying these two words.His physical strength and the light in his eyes became empty after he finished speaking, and his eyes even dimmed.

Suo Yu hugged him, leaned his body back on the back of the sofa, hugged Xu Yan and faced him.

"Look at me." Suo Yu said.

After he finished speaking, Xu Yan raised his eyes and glanced at him, but he seemed to have no strength, his eyelashes drooped after one glance.When his eyelashes were drooping, Suo Yu said.

"I just went to Tang's with my parents to have a meal out of politeness, and it won't have any consequences."

"I will not marry anyone." Suo Yu said.

Xu Yan raised his lowered eyelashes again.

When Xu Yan raised his eyelashes and looked at him again, Suo Yu lowered his gaze to meet his gaze.He leaned back on the sofa and put his hands on Xu Yan's waist. Although his eyes were still bottomless, his gaze was as determined and deep as his tone.

"Of course, if you want, I will marry you."