What is the meaning of love

No more than 20 days after the end of the college entrance examination, it is the senior high school entrance examination.

After the college entrance examination, Ji Qingwan played with Xiao Ning for a few days, participated in class reunions and other activities, and planned to give Lu Nian some tutoring in the next ten days.

During the party, Xiao Ning also joked to Ji Qingwan that he didn't go with his little sister who was about to take the high school entrance examination, but came to accompany her. Ji Qingwan didn't listen to her little sister's awkwardness now, so he simply ignored her, but he really wanted to accompany Lu Nian Yes, you must be admitted to Jiangbei No. [-] High School.

After returning home after eating hot pot that day, the atmosphere between the two of them became inexplicably strange. Ji Qingwan couldn't figure it out, but this is not the key right now. Ji Qingwan is also idle now, so he wants to let Lu Think about how to improve your grades.

After she tutored Lu Nian for a week, she took all the knowledge and everything, and Lu Nian asked her about anything she didn't know, and she would review it for herself in the remaining few days. Ji Qingwan didn't go bother her.

During the tutoring days, Ji Qingwan didn't stay with her, because he felt a little embarrassed, and thought that it would be better for her to rest by herself. During this period of time, she didn't want to think about anything else except the exam.

Lu Nian is not like herself, she needs to pay more attention to this exam, she may fail.Ji Qingwan was more worried than her, the emperor was not in a hurry and the eunuchs were in a hurry, Lu Nian always smiled and comforted her and said, don't be nervous if it's okay.It was as if Ji Qingwan was going to take the exam, and Ji Qingwan was not so nervous about the college entrance examination.

Now the situation between the two has reversed, Lu Nian is about to take the exam, and Ji Qingwan wants to wait for her.

But when Ji Qingwan told her about this matter yesterday, Lu Nian said no, meaning that Lu Jianguo and Ji Mingyue might go with them, and they didn't like Ji Qingwan very much. Lu Nian was afraid that something might be wrong, and comforted Ji Qing He said later that after the exam, he would treat her to dinner and have a good time.

Ji Qingwan felt aggrieved at first, but after thinking about it later, she thought about it properly, so she didn't say much, just let her go, and just cheered for her behind her back.

In fact, the last time Ji Qingwan's college entrance examination ended, when Lu Nian went out to accompany her, he still lied to Ji Mingyue that something was wrong at school, or if she knew that he and Ji Qingwan were so close and wanted to go out to play together, it must be another time. Unhappy.

There was also the matter of signing a contract with Qingshan Literature before, but after Lu Nian published that short story, he never published it again. He earned a small manuscript fee and gained a little readership.She planned to write something else when she was free after the high school entrance examination.

On June 6th, it was the same sunny day as that day, and the breeze was just right.

Ji Mingyue didn't come, which was expected by Lu Nian.It's fine for Lu Jianhui to come. The only one Lu Nian feels respected, loved and grateful for in this home is really only Lu Jianguo.Although he was certainly not as thoughtful as his biological father, Lu Jianguo had tried his best to take good care of her, and she was already very satisfied and happy.

Lu Nian came out after the exam and got into the car that came to pick her up.The first thing she did when she got in the car was pick up her phone and send a message to Ji Qingwan. She just opened it and just received Ji Qingwan's message.A relaxed smile broke out on her face.

"Ah Nian, how do you feel?" Lu Jianguo asked Lu Nian gently while driving with a kind smile.

No matter when, Lu Nian's mood is always calm, even though he laughed just now, he can't see any emotions, "It's okay, Dad.

"Do you think you can get into Jiangbei No. [-] High School?"

"It should be sure." Lu Nian thought for a moment and replied to him, she really thought so.

During this period of time, Ji Qingwan had basically explained everything to herself, and since she was so afraid of letting her down, she naturally studied hard, and it would be strange to say that she didn't have confidence. Lu Nian felt that she would definitely succeed, but she was used to being modest.

After hearing this, Lu Jianguo smiled happily, because Anian usually didn't like to talk too much, so he was absolutely sure of being able to give an answer.Afterwards, I told her that when the results came out, the family should celebrate her well.

Lu Nian suddenly lost the pressure, and flipped through his mobile phone at leisure, and found that in the past half month, he and Ji Qingwan had been talking every day, more than he had talked with Bai Jiayin.The last time I talked to Bai Jiayin was about Ji Qingwan.Really, alas.

After what happened in the movie theater that day, Lu Nian couldn't calm down for a long time when he got home, and finally he could only confide in his good friend, but Bai Jiayin screamed excitedly after hearing this, but was suppressed by Lu Nian.

"It must be. If it's just admiration, why do you feel excited? Will you have a special reaction to intimate contact?" Bai Jiayin seriously analyzed it for her, her eyes gleaming with excitement.

"Oh, that's right, I've actually noticed it." Lu Nian replied without much reaction, as if telling a story that already knew the ending.

This calm attitude was in stark contrast to Bai Jiayin's, making Bai Jiayin's restless mood superfluous. This is a big deal!Why are you so calm?

"Oh? Are you oh?"

"if not?"

"You're sure you like her!"

"So what?"

This rhetorical question made Bai Jiayin confused, and Bai Jiayin couldn't help but feel that the person in front of him was different from the previous Lu Nian.Her attitude towards love is different from most people's. It turned out that Bai Jiayin thought that if you like someone, you should fight for it. If the other person also likes you, then you should be together.The young people's love is warm and sincere, simple and honest, without any hesitation.

But now what she saw in Lu Nian's eyes was not excitement, but heaviness.

Bai Jiayin felt that Lu Nian should think about this matter carefully, "What do you think?"

Lu Nian didn't speak, but poked the rice in the bowl with his chopsticks.

"Do you have to say it if you like it?"

Bai Jiayin felt oppressed from her words, "If your liking will bother the other party, then don't say it."

Lu Nian pursed her lips and said, "I don't know about this, I just know that I am not good enough to match her."

"How are you sure she doesn't like you?" Bai Jiayin didn't believe it. If two people like each other, it doesn't matter if they are worthy or not. In each other's eyes, they are ordinary but shining.

"If she likes me too, that's the worst thing. It's just a young impulse to feel that the other party is good now, without real support. What will happen in the future? Are you bored?"

Lu Nian read the "Book of Songs" given to her by Ji Qingwan. She deeply understood the story of gangsters.

They also loved each other when they were young, and they were also happy for each other and sad for each other.But later, after experiencing secular polishing, they came to the point where they looked at each other and hated each other.Only those who are always attracted to each other can hold their hands and grow old together.

Bai Jiayin knew that she lacked love since she was a child. If she fell in love with someone, she would be very dependent on the other person and make the other person unbearable.

It turns out that her view of love is so simple, so simple that if she likes someone, she will get married and be together for the rest of her life.She thinks so much, not for a moment of greed, but for a long time.Isn't it lucky to be in love with her?

"If you miss it, don't you feel sorry?" Bai Jiayin asked her in another direction.

"If you miss it, you can only say that you missed it."