What is the meaning of love

Ji Qingwan tightly grasped her wrist, turned around, squatted halfway in front of her bed, and put her cold hands under the quilt, "Don't talk nonsense, take a good rest, okay?"

"Qingwan, stop lying to yourself."

Lu Nian knew that she couldn't accept it, and his heart was pierced. If he went back to the past, he would rather consider the consequences by himself, stop being selfish, and never approach her again.

Ji Qingwan shook Lu Nian's hand, and her sorrow completely overwhelmed her, "At the beginning you asked me if I wanted to fall in love, but now you said that I wanted to break up, you have said everything, right?"

"I don't agree, don't even think about breaking up."

Ji Qingwan would rather die ten thousand times than break up. He cannot accept Lu Nian's departure. His life has long been closely related to Lu Nian and cannot be separated.

Lu Nian turned away, looked out the window, and said awkwardly, "Obviously you kissed me first."

With Lu Nian's temperament back then, if Ji Qingwan didn't take the initiative to take that step, she would never take the initiative to confess and kiss her anyway. It was that kiss that gave her the courage to be sure. Knowing that Ji Qingwan liked her, she said that she would When Ji Qingwan fell in love with her.

Ji Qingwan said, "It was you who approached me first."

Lu Nian didn't want to come to the company, and didn't want to try to poke her secretly. He still hated her, so he wouldn't discover this hidden love.

"In the past, you were the one who provoked me." Since it was traced back, it was Ji Qingwan who started it first, and first redeemed Lu Nian in the dark.

Ji Qingwan couldn't say no to her, so it doesn't matter who started first, now she just can't accept it, half kneeling in front of Lu Nian's bed, "Yes, then I don't want to let you go now, don't even think about leaving me around."

"Go away, can't you afford to lose?" Lu Nian tried his best to make his words cruel and ruthless, and said cruelly.

Ji Qingwan lowered her head and cried, tears wet Lu Nian's hands, and Lu Nian was so cruel that she didn't turn her head to look at her, which made her heart hurt even more, a severe physical pain.

Lu Nian pulled out her hand forcefully, but Ji Qingwan held it tightly. The wound on her wrist was bleeding from the force, and the bright red blood seeping from the white gauze was shocking, but she didn't let go, and even pinched Lu Nian's hand with finger marks , not letting her take it away, Lu Nian gave up, tried to break her heart, and said coldly, "I'm with you, it's just the same as before, I just want to borrow your strength in my career, don't take it too seriously .”

Ji Qingwan wouldn't believe it, she said it out of anger, "Can you stop lying?"

"In the past, you could help me with my studies. After I finished the exam, I didn't need to be punished by my mother because of you. Now that you can help me with my career and succeed in my career, I don't need to worry about you anymore. You still don't have a long memory. I'm just using you."

Ji Qingwan didn't believe it. It was impossible to take advantage of the affection of the past year. Lu Nian had suffered so many injuries in order to help himself, and now he still has to lie for his own future, trying to convince himself, "It's okay, I'm fine if you take advantage of me." Willingly, as long as you can stay by my side, I can help you with whatever you want, even if you want me to die, I will have nothing to say."

Lu Nian couldn't help it anymore, she had no choice but what to do, she said cruelly, "Let me go, I will find someone else, someone who can give me a fair and honest life, I don't need you anymore gone."

Ji Qingwan completely collapsed, she couldn't accept it, knelt down in front of Lu Nian, wept bitterly, begging every word.

"I beg you, Lu Nian, I can't live without you, I don't want to break up with you, please don't do this to me, okay?"

"Please, I really love you, what can I do to keep you by my side? Can you tell me? Give me a chance."

"I can't live without you, I can do anything for you, really, can you just take pity on me, pity me, don't leave me, don't find someone else."

Lu Nian wiped her tears with the other hand, and she didn't know how to not break up. If there was a solution, Lu Nian would not have to do it.

Ji Qingwan had never begged others so humblely in his life. He knelt down in front of a person and begged her, using all the methods of humility.

"Does it mean that I will die for you so that you can believe how much I love you?" Ji Qingwan's heart was ashamed.

Lu Nian couldn't stand her like this. Ji Qingwan had always been a proud and outstanding god in the Temple of Heaven, a jewel held in the hands of everyone, and he loved her more than himself. Lu Nian couldn't hold back at all. All the tense strings of her body were broken, and she was pulled onto the bed, hugging her tightly with all her strength,

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I don't know what to do, you hate me, I can't stand your love, I don't deserve it."

The two hugged each other, crying for an unknown amount of time, weeping and kissing, the kiss was so breathless, the kiss tasted salty in their mouths.

With no strength left, Ji Qingwan held her in his arms and refused to let go. Lu Nian comforted her and said, "We won't break up anymore, we just separated temporarily, is that okay?"

"How long have we been apart?" Ji Qingwan asked her.

Lu Nian at least let her settle down. Even if she wants to leave, she has to wait until her leg injury heals, and when Ji Qingwan can no longer be guarded by others, so that Ji Qingwan can live a motivated life without short-sightedness.

Ever since Lu Nian was worried about this day, he had prepared to leave at any time, hoping that he would not need to use it, but it was a pity that it did.

Then find a chance to leave, where to go, or be found by her.

"I'll wait for you, until the day you can come to pick me up."

Lu Nian doesn't care how long this day will last, he can spend his whole life waiting for her until he dies, if on the way, she gives up, falls in love with someone else, and chooses to live a normal life, that would be great, Lu Nian will do it for her She is happy.

Ji Qingwan didn't speak, Lu Nian continued, "Promise me to live a good life, okay? I'll wait for you, if it's a long time, I won't be here day and night."

After a long time, Ji Qingwan agreed, and Lu Nian breathed a sigh of relief.

Ji Qingwan asked Xiaofu to bring some ice packs in, first applied it to Lu Nian, and Lu Nian applied it to her again, Ji Qingwan got up, tucked in the corner of the quilt, "Xiaofu and I have something to do, we will be back soon ,do not be afraid."

"Ah."

After Ji Qingwan went out, Lu Nian picked up his mobile phone, called Lu Jianguo, and asked him to go to school to do something for him. If he needed to go by himself, Lu Nian would find time to go out, and sent a few WeChat messages to his friends, and then deleted Record.

What Ji Qingwan and Xiao Fu said was to ask her brother to help drag it along, hoping that everything can be dealt with after Lu Nian recovers, and that she can take on everything and will never run away.

After returning, Ji Qingwan took a shower by himself, got a wet towel, got some water, scrubbed Lu Nian's body, carried her into the wheelchair, washed her well, and carried her back to the bed.

Lying on the bed, Lu Nian leaned sideways into her arms, wrapped his arms around her waist, and said softly, "Don't move around at night, don't touch your neck or my legs."

Ji Qingwan turned to her side, kissed her, and agreed, the two kissed good night, and hugged each other to sleep.

After lying down for a while, they looked at each other silently, both of them knew each other, and neither of them fell asleep.

In the days before Lu Nian recovered, the two of them relied on their physical instincts to fall asleep when they couldn't bear it. They couldn't help but want to wake up. They were greedy for the time together, and during the day they tacitly kept their mouths shut, just as usual.

On the day Lu Nian was discharged from the hospital, she was able to walk slowly and normally, but not for a long time. Ji Qingwan still found her a wheelchair, picked her up, drove home, and carried her down again.

Back home, Ji Qingwan knew that he couldn't wait any longer, so the members of Ji's family were waiting outside, so he let Lu Nian sit on the sofa, kissed her on the lips, and said softly, "I'll go back to the old house , wait for me at home first, if it takes a long time, you can eat and sleep normally, and talk about it when I come back."

"Well, let's go." Lu Nian promised her with a smile, his brows and eyes were full of tenderness.

Ji Qingwan tidied up her clothes, brought a watch Lu Nian picked to cover up the scars that could not fade, and went to the door to change her shoes.

When she was about to go out, Lu Nian stopped her, "Qingwan."

"what happened?"

Lu Nian got up, walked over slowly, adjusted her collar, raised her head and kissed her.

Lips and teeth intertwined, kissed carefully and carefully, Lu Nian kissed the little mole on the tip of her nose again, let her go, smoothed the broken hair on her forehead for her, and said softly, "Go."

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