What is the meaning of love

After the new year, Ji Qingwan stayed with Jiang Yulan for a few days. She didn't hide anything, and she didn't bother to say much, as if she was fulfilling some obligation. As happy as ever.

"Mom really can't accept it, but if you like her very much, mom can try to accept it."

During this period, Ji Qingwan's father came back, but he was not able to start work soon, so he was recuperating at Ji's house, and the relationship between Ji Qingwan and him could not be restored quickly, especially because she was in a very bad state. Well, after Ji Minghai found out, he also had the same attitude as Jiang Yulan. Years of reflection made him feel that feelings are more important than money and status.

Spring is coming, autumn is coming, summer is over, the days are in a trance, and half a year has passed, going to and from work, eating and sleeping, life seems to be quite regular.

Xiao Ning can't see her very often, because she no longer attends any gatherings outside of work, and the rare few times it is because of Ji's family, because of the professional habits of a psychologist, that she is the first to find out that something is wrong with her.

Dr. Xiao tried all means, coaxed and tricked her, and conducted a comprehensive examination on her. The result was that not only did her body suffer from various damages due to long-term alcoholism and taking sleeping pills, but her mental state also had problems. Interest in things, insomnia and low mood, irritability, mild depression.

Ji Qingwan asked her to keep it a secret, but Xiao Ning half agreed, and he was unable to contact Lu Nian, so he couldn't tell her, and he violated the psychiatrist's duty when he went out, today she is not seeing a doctor, but a friend, she told Ji Qingxuan, hoping to find a solution.

Ji Qingxuan asked Xiao Ning how to treat him, whether he would commit suicide, Xiao Ning didn't know, probably not, because she had hope, so she could only persevere endlessly, she refused to take the medicine, even if she did, it was just to maintain, the heart disease still needs medicine medical.

Lu Nian has been abroad for more than half a year. In the company, her studio has been vacant all the time. Ji Qingwan will ask someone to clean it as usual, and will occasionally go there to rest. Look around, and no one is allowed to enter except her.

At one regular meeting, a deputy manager of the media department proposed to change Writer Lu's studio back into a small conference room, because in this core place where the management occupies such a large area, especially next to the president, Ji Qingwan, she is not very friendly. Come to work, very idle.

When he mentioned this, he didn't understand the reason, and he thought that Wan always didn't respond to the rumors on the Internet, but he just thought it was outrageous. After all, the industry elites from wealthy families basically have everything they need, and they are top-notch beauties. The literati who work part-time work together with the same sex.

All the winking people gasped for him, because Mr. Wan's style of work has changed a lot in the past year, he is not easy to talk at all, and his subordinates dare not even make mistakes.

Sure enough, when Ji Qingwan heard this sentence, he immediately lost his temper, scolded the deputy manager, including his relevant superiors, for any reason, threw all the documents on the ground on the spot, and the superior tripled the workload. Just let him get out of here.

I don't know when his emotions will suddenly break down. Today, Ji Qingwan just wanted to make breakfast, pour some milk, bake toast, but uncontrollably cried in front of the toaster.

Been separated from her for a year.

Feeling sad and unable to find relief, Ji Qingwan mustered up the courage to find a contact person.

In the eastern hemisphere of Europe, the streets of London at eight o'clock in the evening were picturesque. Lu Nian was bored and went out for a walk.

I've been here for so long, and I haven't visited it before. The British-style architecture is very impressive. Lu Nian likes this place. It seems to be a good place to live in the future.

When Ji Qingwan celebrated her birthday, Lu Nian didn't do anything, because she was afraid of disturbing her life, didn't know how her heart was now, and was afraid of making her suffer even more.

Today is Lu Nian's birthday, there is no important person around, I am too lazy to celebrate, let's go for a walk.

Lu Nian bought a house in London, and came out when the school was inconvenient to live in. Although he hadn’t released any works, he would write and write casually when the class was free. When he came here, he was in a hurry and had to make up a lot of things. , It seems that I can not think about it when I am busy. After I am busy, I recall the past every silent night, and piece together the bits and pieces of the past with her, which has become my way of relieving pain and gaining comfort.

When you and I don't see each other again, memories are my treasures.What I wrote was the story of myself and Ji Qingwan, so I probably didn't have a chance to publish it.

After walking for a while, Lu Nian had difficulty breathing, so he sat on a chair to rest, drank some water, and listened to soothing music.

Opening her wish book, now she will continue to write some daily trivialities, the landscape and humanities of London, like a diary.

A message popped up on the phone, and Lu Nian opened Weibo to read it. It was a low-light press conference related to Ji Qingwan. She showed up and was interviewed.

Lu Nian started to have indirect breathing difficulties again, so he took some medicine and clicked on it.

She has lost a lot of weight, her expression is more indifferent and serious, and she is a cool dog today.

Taking a closer look, she actually, did she wear that ring on her finger?Lu Nian trembled a little, looked at the one in his hand, and felt helpless.

"Excuse me, Ms. Ji, do you know the outside world's discussion about you losing a large number of shares?" The reporter asked, although it was almost a year later, there was no response.

"Ah."

"Then, is what everyone discussed true?" The reporter didn't dare to talk excitedly to her because she was so cold.

"Ah."

The reporter couldn't help but ask, "Do you mean it's true? Is it true that you once had a relationship with, uh, screenwriter Lu?"

"En." After saying this, Ji Qingwan changed his hand to hold the microphone, the one with the ring, and said, "It's true."

It had been a long time since the video ended before Lu Nian picked up her phone again, but she didn't read the comments or news, but turned it off.

She knew that everyone was calling them disgusting, so be disgusting.

More than a year has passed, Ji Qingwan's heart has not changed, and neither has he.Not only did this love not fade away with the passage of time, but it grew more and more recklessly in the daily memories.

Lu Nian hoped that she would change, live a relaxed life after the change, and get back what she lost, but she was also a bit selfish, so she didn't want to.

only love me.

When he returned home, Lu Nian received something mailed from China, the address was an EMS point, the name and number were written casually, and he didn't recognize the number, but Lu Nian remembered it.

Lu Nian took a knife, cut open the small bag, took out a small red box, shook it again, nothing was there.

Inside the box is a handful of red beans, 22, Lu Nian's age.

It’s autumn in the capital at this time. Because of Ji Qingwan’s excellent management, Weiguang Company’s performance this year has skyrocketed, and the traffic of the video account of wearing clothes is huge. After that, many celebrities and artists and traffic idols were called to perform, and it has become a must-see for contemporary young people. The trend of fashion, Shimmer's fashion brand is well known to everyone.

This year, the entertainment industry was in turmoil. Under Ji Qingwan's management, Weiguang acquired Chaoyang Entertainment, officially becoming a monopoly leader in the media and entertainment industry.

Ji Yuan'an made another major decision to take back more than half of Ji Qingxuan's shares in real estate.

Now, the power of the heir is elusive, causing heated discussions and bets. It is unknown who Ji Yuan'an will let go.

Others don't know, but Ji Mingyue still knows. Ji Yuan'an's health is getting worse and worse. Before he dies, it's hard to say who will transfer this large amount of shares to.

Whoever it is transferred to is the owner of the house.

When Ji Qing came back home in the evening, a call came from the card 2 that she had never used, which made her heart shudder after a long absence. She took a look, it was EMS, and it was down again, won't it be returned?

The last time I really couldn't bear the suffering, stalked and cried, begged Lu Jianguo to give me her address, and promised not to look for her, and he believed it, so I gave it.

When Ji Qingwan answered the phone, knowing that he had received an international package, his dead heart seemed to be beating again, and finally he laughed from the bottom of his heart, and immediately went out to pick it up.

After getting it back, Ji Qingwan quickly opened it. The name was also written in scribbles just like her own. This time, her phone number appeared.

After writing down the phone number, Ji Qingwan carefully opened it. It was the small box that was sent back. The red beans inside were taken away and replaced with a small one that looked like it was carved by hand, exquisitely carved,

dice.

When Ji Qingwan's tears fell on the dice, it became more delicate and clear, and she herself also developed infinite courage.

A special reminder came from the mobile phone. The Lanting Literature account of the writer Lu Nian, who had been silent for a whole year, was simultaneously reminded on Weibo, and published the latest serial work of Pure Love Lily:

"How to explain the word love"

How many roads do you have to walk before you don't retreat.