What is the meaning of love

Seeing her like this, Xiao Ning became nervous, as if he wasn't joking, "What's wrong with you?"

Ji Qingwan didn't speak, didn't think about how to talk about it, and didn't know what he was confused about now, so he lowered his head in deep thought, and let out a long sigh.

Xiao Ning panicked, "Don't scare me, what's going on? If you want to find me, you can go home and tell me." After speaking, she asked for leave and went home.

Ji Qingwan pulled her back and sat down, his complexion returned to normal, and he comforted her, "It's okay, I'm just a little confused."

Xiao Ning blamed her for scaring himself, thinking it was a big deal, and Ji Qingwan was confused?So he stood up and took a cup of hot water for her, and put it in front of her, "What's the matter, my boss?"

Ji Qingwan took a sip of water, cleared his throat, and organized his speech.My most trusted friend is Xiao Ning, not only because of the psychiatrist's duty of keeping secrets, but also because Xiao Ning knows himself best, so there is nothing he can't say, so he looked at her seriously, and said word by word,

"I seem to like someone."

Xiao Ning didn't understand, what's wrong with liking someone?As for melancholy?Although Ji Qingwan should be her first love, but now is not the time to gossip, you must understand what she is worried about, and ask calmly, "And then?"

"I seem to have liked her since four years ago." Ji Qingwan felt much more relaxed after saying it, but there was still the most important point that he didn't say.

Xiao Ning forcibly suppressed the desire to gossip in his heart, his fingers hurt, and he continued to calmly say, "Then? He doesn't like you?" Xiao Ning really couldn't think of anything else to worry about.

Ji Qingwan thought for a while, before thinking about this issue, and said, "I don't know what she thinks." Then, with the posture of talking about an earth-shattering event, he instructed Xiao Ning, "This is not the point, Most importantly, "

Xiao Ning didn't speak, held his breath, looked at her fixedly, and couldn't help but ask who this person was.

What Xiao Ning said next made Xiao Ning really want to cry out, wishing he could eat up all the whales in the Pacific Ocean,

"She's a woman."

Xiao Ning was shocked, not because he liked women, the psychiatrist had never seen anything, and homosexuality is not a disease, it is completely normal.It was just because this incident happened to someone close to her, Ji Qingwan. It turned out that she hadn't been in a relationship for so many years because of her sexual orientation.Xiao Ning immediately realized that Ji Qingwan was very confused now, and had to deal with this matter seriously.

So Dr. Xiao, who followed Mao, continued to guide her with a calm and reliable voice and attitude, just like guiding a confused person who came to consult, "You don't want to like her?"

Don't want to?Ji Qingwan didn't think about it, it was just a little sudden that he fell in love with the same sex.At this moment, I really feel the professionalism of my good friend Xiao Ning, coupled with the double trust, so that Ji Qingwan can vent to his heart's content, "I don't know."

"Then what are you worried about? Afraid that she will be afraid if she knows?"

Ji Qingwan began to seriously think about Xiao Ning's question. It's not like he didn't realize that Lu Nian had a special attitude towards him. He was in the ice and snow in the outer Antarctic, and he treated himself in April's warm sun.The cheap red string that she carried with her was never seen taken off by her within sight. She used to carry some jewelry, but now she basically doesn't wear it, and she needs to carry it with the other hand.It can be speculated that it is very likely that she also likes me, so what are I still worried about?

"Maybe she likes me too." Ji Qingwan thought, if it was true, then it would be better to give her a more expensive and better-looking bracelet.

After Xiao Ning heard this, he was happy for her from the bottom of his heart, but he was also worried about the difficult road she would take in the future, and said, "Then what worries you?"

Ji Qingwan assumes that Lu Nian also likes him, and assumes that the two of them share the same mind and are together.How should I go in the future? How should I tell the people around me about the relationship between the two?Others are not important, will mother understand?Can the Ji family accept it? "I can't guarantee that I can take care of her future." He added, "I dare not pick it up easily, because I am afraid that if I can't hold it, it will hurt a lot."

Xiao Ning understood that as a responsible person like her, she couldn't guarantee to be worthy of others, so she naturally wouldn't choose to start. What worries her is the future, but can people plan so far?

"We are not 30 years old, not 40 years old, but 20 years old. If people have to constantly plan for parting and don't cherish the present, regrets will be even more unforgettable."

Xiao Ning has already started to stand secretly. Ji Qingwan is attacking, hehehe has such a sense of responsibility.

"Do you have to be sure that you can be together for a lifetime before you start dating?" Does every couple in love definitely think that they will not break up?Maybe before being defeated by the world, they were defeated by each other first.Xiao Ning believes that Ji Qingwan is a long-term lover, and it is really possible to love him forever, so what about the other party?So he asked in a complicated mood,

"You, the woman you've loved for four years? Don't you tell me?"

Ji Qingwan himself only found out yesterday, "I also separated from her for a few years, and now after we got back together, I realized that there was such a relationship back then, and it never stopped, but I didn't know it at the time. "Back then, I was heartbroken because of Lu Nian's deception, but I still had a little fantasy and nostalgia. I didn't sever the relationship. I thought it was unwillingness, but it was actually love.

The more Xiao Ning listened, the more he felt something was wrong. Why did this seem to be a story he knew? A name appeared in front of him in an instant. Xiao Ning opened his eyes wide and said in disbelief, "The one you like, can't it be Lu Nian?"

Ji Qingwan only answered her with his eyes, but Xiao Ning already understood, and finally couldn't help but exclaimed, "Damn, I already felt that the atmosphere between the two of you was not right, I didn't expect you to like her!" No wonder I didn't let go at the beginning, but now I forgive easily.

Then he became incoherent with excitement, and said what was in his heart, "She, she likes you 80.00% too! According to my psychological intuition!"

Hearing her words, Ji Qingwan deeply felt the same way, and also felt that Lu Nian had a different face to himself and to others. Although he was a bit self-indulgent, but it was the truth, he couldn't help but feel sweeter in his heart, but he was still hesitant and shy "Then, if I can't afford the future, I'd rather she doesn't like me, and I can have unrequited love, so that she won't get hurt."

Xiao Ning felt that she was being sincere and simple, silly, even contrived, "Don't think about anything now, just go and find out if she likes you too, if the two are in love, just follow your heart." Patted again Her shoulders, comforting her, "The future is shared by two people, maybe you can face it together, so that love can overcome obstacles?"

Although Xiao Ning's words didn't completely comfort him, they were very reasonable and pointed out a way for him. Ji Qingwan just thought too much, thought too far, even before the other party's heart was determined, he just First fantasize about the end of time.

Xiao Ning saw through her thoughts, and said, "You also hope that she likes you, don't you? You also hope that you can be together."

After some counseling, Ji Qingwan's mood has improved a lot, and he has already returned to his former happy look. Like looking at her, he said awkwardly, "Yeah."

"Thank you to the great Dr. Xiao for answering questions and resolving doubts. The doctor is kind!" Ji Qingwan ran over to rub her shoulders and beat her legs. From now on, she would ask Dr. Xiao about her love confusion.

Xiao Ning has never seen a cycad tree bloom in the years that the two have known each other, and Ji Qingwan, a young girl Huaichun, is finally consummated today.

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Xixi still has more than a dozen chapters to save, because the school is about to enter the final exam review week. I will not write too often because I will not write more often. It may be updated every other day, but it will not be updated for more than three days at most.