All the substitutes I've been looking for have come to the door.

Qin Xiao is an orphan. He has suffered a lot of unfair treatment since he was a child.

Because he can't cry or act like a baby, the director of the orphanage will arrange heavy work for him, and the director will teach him for others when he has made no mistakes.Because he was born in poverty, he was the first to suspect someone lost something in school.Because no one will support him, the senior gangsters will beat him up.

"Qin Xiao, what's the matter with you? Don't you know how to resist? If I were you, if someone dared to bully me and report behind my back, I would put a sack on him and beat him hard. If you suspect me of stealing Things, I really steal. Those gangsters in the senior grades beat me, I will touch porcelain, make this matter big, if the school doesn’t care, it will be posted on the Internet, and at worst go to the balcony to commit suicide, I will never let people bully me or anything No price paid."

The friends of Qin Xiao Orphanage told him every day that iron was weak.

But Qin Xiao just looked at him silently.

"You! Oh, how did you manage to not care about anything." The friend was quite helpless.

Qin Xiao still didn't answer.

But only he himself knows, it's not that he doesn't care, he actually does.

He just didn't understand why he had to go through this when he had done nothing wrong.

Since he did nothing wrong, why should he change it.

If he did what his friends said, he wouldn't be what he wanted to be.

But things will always change. His friend is sick and needs a sum of money urgently, but the orphanage can only give them some medicine, and there is no spare money to take them to the hospital.

The orphanage put up notices, hoping that kind-hearted people would come to donate money, but they never did.

Qin Xiao wanted to go to work, but no one dared to use child labor. He went to the street to ask for help, but he was too cold and unlovable, and no one was willing to help him.Qin Xiao tried various methods, but found nothing.

Until the school held an essay competition, those who won the first prize could get a scholarship of 1000 yuan.

Qin Xiao's composition has always been good, and he regards it as his last hope. In order to get this award, he not only worked hard on his own, but also found teachers to revise it.

The day before the announcement of the certificate, the teacher asked him to prepare a thank you speech, and he got it as he wished, and he won the first prize.

Qin Xiao was extremely happy.

But on the second day, the award was replaced by someone else.

Seeing that he was too uncomfortable, the teacher told him the reason in private.

The classmate who won the award is the principal's child, he needs this award to add points to him, there is no way, this world is very unfair.

That time, when the senior gangsters came to beat him up again, Qin Xiao resisted for the first time when his friend did not stand in front of him to save him.

He beat those people desperately, his transformation made those gangsters unable to react for a while, and those people were a little scared by him.

Seeing the terrified eyes of those people, Qin Xiao suddenly felt a sense of joy.

He asked those people how they could raise money quickly.

They said that they could rob lower-grade students.

Qin Xiao, who had no choice but to wait, followed their advice. He needed too much money, and it was impossible for ordinary students to have so much, so Qin Xiao had to stay at the entrance of the Noble Academy.

But the management of the Noble Academy is very strict, and most of the people inside are picked up by drivers. Qin Xiao waited for a long time before he got a small milk dumpling.

"Robbery! Take out all the money on your body!" Qin Xiao swore, with a particularly fierce expression on his face.

But the milk dumpling just looked at him, and then said in a milky tone, "Are you short of money?"

"Don't talk nonsense, if you don't take out the money, I will beat you up!"

The other party is so sweet and cute, Qin Xiao feels that if he stays here for too long, he may not be able to be fierce anymore.

But Nai Tuanzi didn't seem to be afraid of him at all, and continued to look at him with those shining eyes, as if she wanted to get an answer.

"I'm really going to beat you!" Qin Xiao grinned.

But Xiaotuanzi just blinked his eyes, and his eyelashes trembled like a doll, which made Qin Xiao's heart soften all of a sudden.

Qin Xiao swears that he has never seen such a lovely person.

he--

I'm a bit stuck.

"Leave if you can't get the money!" Qin Xiao said viciously.

But Xiaonaituanzi remained motionless, and continued to say in that soft voice, "You seem very unhappy, why?"

Qin Xiao was stunned for a moment, he didn't know what was wrong with him, was it because the little milk dumpling put on a posture that he would not leave without saying anything, or he really wanted to find someone to talk to.

He actually told the other party.

Nai Tuanzi's eyes are very round and bright, and the innocence and clarity he has lost are in the eyes. For some reason, Qin Xiao feels a little guilty when he speaks.

Especially when he finished speaking and Nai Tuanzi began to put his hands together to think cutely, Qin Xiao became a little uneasy.

Qin Xiao suddenly realized that he shouldn't have said these things to the other party, "I'm sorry."

But soon, Qin Xiao was slightly taken aback.

He heard a childish but firm milk voice.

That's what Qin Xiao kept telling himself, but he never heard from others, "You don't need to apologize, you are not wrong, they are the ones who are wrong."

Every time, when he was treated unfairly.

He wanted to hear this sentence.

Every time someone accused him of not resisting, he wondered why they continued to blame him when he had done nothing wrong.

It's not that he doesn't want to resist, he just wants to get a word of approval first.

He was just afraid that if he started to resist and retaliated against them in the same way, he would never be able to get this recognition.

But now-

Qin Xiao stared blankly at the cute milk dumpling in front of him.

He actually heard it, and he finally waited.

but--

Qin Xiao clenched his hands slightly.

"Sorry, I shouldn't have robbed you."

He has discovered that he was wrong in the past, he has always insisted on being funny all the time, he has started to do wrong things, and from the moment he robs this milk dumpling, he is different from his past self.

But soon, the milky voice sounded again, "You did nothing wrong, you didn't really rob me."

Qin Xiao stared at him blankly.

"I--"

"Did you get the money from me?"

Qin Xiao was a little speechless.

"If you don't get it, there is no robbery."

Qin Xiao watched this cute milk dumpling come over, bouncing on his little feet to smooth his frowning brows, and then listened to that milky voice and said, "I think it's super accurate. , the first time I saw you, I thought you were a good person and wouldn't really do anything to me."

Qin Xiao felt his heart tremble.

He wanted to ask, really?

But he was afraid that this was a dream, that he had heard it wrong.

His silence seemed to make Nai Tuanzi mistakenly think that he did not convince him, Qin Xiao watched Nai Tuanzi wrinkle his nose, and then said in a super low voice, "Actually, I did something wrong too, I sneaked out to buy candy, brother Don't let me buy sugar. That's good. You know my mistakes, and I know yours. We conceal each other and cancel each other out. No one will tell others. Just pretend that nothing happened today. good?"

In other words, can it be assumed that he did nothing wrong today?

Qin Xiao didn't answer for a long time.

He stared blankly at Naituanzi wrinkled his nose and stared at him for a while, then left in a daze.

Feeling suddenly uncomfortable, Qin Xiao wanted to call out Nai Tuanzi, but he didn't dare to speak and didn't know how to speak.

It was after Qin Xiao was stunned for a while, he found that the milk dumpling hurried back again.

The white and tender little face turned red, like a cute little apple.

"I seem to have picked up your certificate."

Nai Tuanzi handed a piece of paper in front of Qin Xiao, on which the words "first prize in the essay competition" were crookedly written. Although the owner of the words was obviously hardworking and serious, it was full of flaws.

More importantly, this certificate does not even have the name of the winner.

Nai Tuanzi doesn't even know his name, so how can he be sure that this is his certificate?

But for some reason, Qin Xiao was suddenly very happy.

He stared blankly at Nai Tuanzi's bright eyes. Although the other party had tried his best to restrain himself, the look in his eyes was full of anticipation, nervousness and praise.

Very cute.

Qin Xiao nodded affirmatively under Nai Tuanzi's nervous eyes, "Well, it's mine."

Soon, Nai Tuanzi bent his eyebrows and eyes so sweetly, he coughed lightly and restrained himself, but there was some cute little pride in his eyebrows and eyes.

"No, then this should be your bonus too."

Also very soon, Nai Tuanzi took out a stack of money and stuffed it into the hand of Qin Xiao who was stunned suddenly.

"Seeing that I picked up your certificate and bonus, remember to keep the secret for me." Nai Tuanzi ran away again, but before leaving, Nai Tuanzi put another candy on Qin Xiao's palm, "Share you a piece of candy I just bought, it's very sweet."

Qin Xiao stood there for a long time unable to regain his senses, staring blankly at the 'certificate and bonus' in his hand.

After a long time, Qin Xiao put the candy given by Nai Tuanzi into his mouth.

Really sweet.

***

That was the first time Qin Xiao and Gu Zimo met.

Except for Qin Xiao, no one knew how much this meeting had affected him.Without these words from Gu Zimo, without that money, he would have gone further and further away from his former self, and he would have embarked on a completely different path.

"Going to see your little benefactor again?" The friend who was successfully cured looked at him helplessly.

"That is also your benefactor." Qin Xiao retorted.

The friend rolled his eyes watching Qin Xiao carefully holding the candy he bought with the scholarship.

Since that meeting, Qin Xiao always went to the place where he met Gu Zimo for the first time, and kept pretending to meet him by chance, chatting with Gu Zimo.

Obviously Qin Xiao had already saved up the money that Gu Zimo gave him at that time, but he didn't see him pay it back. Instead, he always went to see Gu Zimo, pretending to take care of his benefactor from time to time, and to wait beside him for the opportunity to repay his favor. .

After experiencing it countless times, my friend finally couldn't bear to expose him, "Is it really because you often go to see him to repay your kindness?"

Qin Xiao actually knew it in his heart.

He just wanted to see the other party, that's all, as long as Gu Zimo was by his side, he would feel healed.

Waiting for a chance to repay a favor is never just an excuse.

The friend let out a long sigh, and he warned, "Don't get too close to him. He is the most favored young master of the Gu family. The gap between us and him is too big. If you try to get close to him like this, and keep watching silently He, you will fall in love with him uncontrollably, and at that time—"

It took a long time for my friend to say, "You will be miserable."

Qin Xiao also knew.

But he couldn't help it.

But soon, he couldn't meet Gu Zimo anymore.

There are some problems with funding for the orphanage and they have to move out of the city.

***

Doctor Lin knew Qin Xiao was a very stubborn person the first time he saw Qin Xiao.

So Mingming Qin Xiao is often bullied because he doesn't care about too many things, and he doesn't want to see Qin Xiao resist because of something. For a person like Qin Xiao, once he really cares about something, he will give up for it Many things.

After Dr. Lin suffered a serious illness and managed to save his life, he found that Qin Xiao had become a little different.

Doctor Lin swore that if time could be turned back, after he saw how special Gu Zimo was to Qin Xiao, he would never let Qin Xiao keep silently paying attention to Gu Zimo.

It will not let Qin Xiao gradually fall in love with Gu Zimo, and then get deeper and deeper.

Qin Xiao, who had good grades, dropped out of the orphanage after moving.

"Why?" Doctor Lin asked Qin Xiao.

Qin Xiao said that he was tired of the boring life in school, he felt that he could not learn anything in school, and he wanted to see the outside world.

Doctor Lin knew that Qin Xiao was lying.

Qin Xiaoming suddenly knew how big the class and gap between him and Gu Zimo was, and he was thinking of a way to make up for it.

Doctor Lin watched helplessly how Qin Xiao, who had very little education, worked for others, and how he struggled to become a senior executive of the company.

He also knew that Qin Xiao had been silently paying attention to Gu Zimo.

But Qin Xiao never appeared in front of Gu Zimo again.

"I want to start a business." Soon, Qin Xiao, who already had a life envied by most people, suddenly said again.

"And why?"

"People have pursuits, isn't it normal to want to take a step forward?"

Doctor Lin knew that, of course, it was not enough now, the distance between Qin Xiao and the Gu family was still too far away.

Gu Zimo's elder brother dotes on Gu Zimo so much, he will never let Gu Zimo suffer together with the migrant workers.

Or to be more precise, Qin Xiao himself did not allow it.

Everyone admired Qin Xiao, and felt that it was a miracle that he could start from nothing, but only Doctor Lin knew how much Qin Xiao had paid.

Qin Xiao still became the person he never wanted to be.

"He won't remember you." Doctor Lin sighed to Qin Xiao.

Qin Xiao regards Gu Zimo as redemption, but to Gu Zimo, Qin Xiao is just a passer-by when he was young. Gu Zimo helped many people when he was young, and Qin Xiao will not leave any impression on him.

But Qin Xiao's answer was beyond his expectation.

"This is also very good. I can start over with him and get to know him again."

"Then you can get in touch with him now, hurry up and chase him." Doctor Lin felt like an old woman.

But this man who has created a miracle and seems to be able to do anything is a little at a loss, "I have to plan my first meeting with him, I'm afraid I will leave a bad impression on him."

"...You have lost so thoroughly."

Even Doctor Lin didn't expect that Qin Xiao's plan has been planned for a long time but has not been realized.

Qin Xiao and Gu Zimo met again when the Gu family was in turmoil by the Zhang family, and the companies under the Gu family group went bankrupt one after another.

During that time, the damage to Qin Xiaotai's body caused by his efforts to climb up finally began to show. He was waiting for a very serious operation in the hospital.

In order not to affect his treatment, Doctor Lin deliberately concealed the matter from Gu Zimo.

When Qin Xiao found out, by the time he rushed over, the Gu family had been almost eaten away by the Zhang family, and Gu Zimo also lost his memory due to the stimulation.

Qin Xiao's help made Gu Ziqiu see his feelings for Gu Zimo.

He couldn't bear Gu Zimo to suffer with him, so he asked Qin Xiao to help take care of Gu Zimo, and then he figured out a way to make a comeback.

Doctor Lin watched Qin Xiao ask about Gu Zimo's condition again. After knowing that seeing familiar things might help Gu Zimo recover his memory, Qin Xiao handed over the entire company to him without saying a word, and then went to change it. She got her name and went to have plastic surgery, and took Gu Zimo, who was still awake, to a place far away from all the past.

Doctor Lin knows.

This is because Qin Xiao knew that Gu Zimo lost his memory because he was too painful and didn't want to accept the past. He was afraid that Gu Zimo would be painful when he remembered the past.

"You change your face and become someone you don't know, because you are afraid that Gu Zimo will be painful because of seeing you and remembering the past? Is it worth it?"

"I've always been me." Qin Xiao's answer was still the same.

Doctor Lin looked at Qin Xiao as if he was looking at something hopeless.

Yes, he is still like this, he can easily give up everything for Gu Zimo, always has been.

Doctor Lin could only continue to listen to Qin Xiao and continued, "I just want him to be happy."

Doctor Lin was really going to die of anger from Qin Xiao.

But he also really hoped that the other party would get what he wanted, so he suggested, "Gu Zimo has lost his memory, he will definitely ask who you are when he wakes up, and you just say you are his boyfriend, seize this opportunity, okay?" Well, I really beg you!"

"No, I don't want to take advantage of others." But Qin Xiao completely ignored Dr. Lin and was rejected by him angrily, "But this is indeed a problem. What identity should I use? It can't be too close or too distant. Well, cousin This identity seems to be similar, what do you think?"

"Qin Xiao, can you be more selfish!" Doctor Lin was very angry, "If you continue like this, you will never catch up with your sweetheart!"

But Doctor Lin regretted it after he finished speaking.

Because Qin Xiao became particularly lost and at a loss, he had never seen Qin Xiao so bewildered and at a loss.

When Doctor Lin didn't know what to say, he heard Qin Xiao's words again.

"I just want him to be happy."

***

Doctor Lin never looked for Qin Xiao again.

He also didn't want to disturb Qin Xiao's time to live with Gu Zimo after waiting for so long.

He met Qin Xiao again, and it was Qin Xiao who was looking for him.

Qin Xiao wants to donate all the properties under his name in the name of Gu Zimo.

"What are you going to do?" Doctor Lin sighed.

"I heard that donating money can make people blessed. Although there is no basis, I still want to try it." Qin Xiao said, "I have a wish."

Doctor Lin looked at him for a while and asked, "What wish?"

It was also after Qin Xiao finished speaking that Dr. Lin's voice raised his voice, "Are you crazy? Aren't you very happy these days? He is living with you now, isn't this what you have always hoped for?"

"It's been a happy time, but enough is enough."

"Qin Xiao, are you sure you want to gamble everything for an illusory opportunity? A wish that is impossible to realize?"

Doctor Lin looked at the unreasonable Qin Xiao, and after the other party nodded, he let out a long sigh as if giving up, "Okay, I see."

Although on the surface he disapproved of Qin Xiao very much, Dr. Lin still sincerely added in his heart: I hope you can get your wish.

Doctor Lin really felt that Qin Xiao who believed this was a fool, but when he donated money for Qin Xiao, he also donated all his own money in the name of Qin Xiao, "Let this fool Qin Xiao and Gu Let Zimo be together happily."

——I hope that Gu Zimo will be reborn to a place where everything can be changed before the regret begins. I still hope that he will always be that carefree young master, always happy.

—It doesn’t matter if I still can’t be with him.