Defying the heavens and favoring: the sickly big brother has been planning for a long time

I was afraid that if I let go, everything in front of me would be an illusion.

He was too afraid to lose!

If all this is just a dream, then let him never wake up in the dream.

Xu Nian had no choice but to follow him, let him hug him tightly, and quietly patted his back to comfort him.

"I don't want to let go, I'm afraid that once you let go, you'll disappear again!"

Gu Jingci buried his head in Xu Nian's neck, as if he had truly gained life at this moment.

Xu Nian felt distressed and blamed himself, being tightly bound by him, he dared not complain.

Gu Jingci is really so skinny now that it makes people feel distressed. When holding him, he can clearly feel the shape of the bones.

"Gu Jingci, I will never leave you again."

Feeling the wetness on his shoulders again, Xu Nian's heart ached so badly that he couldn't breathe.

He would rather Gu Jingci beat him up, beat him up, or draw a line with him directly, but he hated it the most.

Gritting his teeth forbearance, weeping silently.

"Gu Jingci, I was wrong, I will never leave you again, please stop crying, okay?"

This time, Xu Nian really panicked.

As long as he can coax Gu Jingci well, he is willing to do anything.

"Let's die together!"

After being silent for a long time, Gu Jingci finally let go of Xu Nian reluctantly, but as soon as the words came out, Xu Nian froze in place in shock.

die together?

How could Gu Jingci have such extreme thoughts?

What exactly has he been through these days?

Xu Nian was suddenly stimulated by this crazy idea, he grabbed Gu Jingci's collar and dragged him towards the sofa.

Gu Jingci didn't resist, and let him be dragged like this.

Xu Nian's eyes were silently red at this moment, eager to do something to prove that he wasn't crazy.

He pushed Gu Jingci down on the sofa and pressed him hard. Seeing that there was no dazzling light in the other party's eyes, he was very frustrated.

He could only bite his lips hard.

Tearing vigorously, Xu Nian slowly calmed down until he bit the opponent's lip and tasted the taste of blood between his lips and teeth.

"Do you still want to die now? If you die, you won't be able to taste anything. Are you willing?"

Xu Nian choked up, determined not to let Gu Jingci see his weak side.

If time can stay at this moment, he will never want to die, he still has too many nostalgia and too many things to do.

He couldn't bear it, couldn't bear to spend every minute and every second with him.

"What can I do if I don't want to? Is this kind of beauty something I can taste if I want to?"

Gu Jingci swept across Xu Nianyan's red lips with incomparable attachment, the person he thought about day and night was right in front of him, but he was so humble that he didn't dare to touch it.

Sometimes, he is even so extreme that he wants to become one with him, even in any way.

As long as the two of them will never be separated again, he is willing to do anything.

"As long as you want, you can do it anytime! Gu Jingci, let's live well, shall we?"

This world is beautiful, and he hasn't had time to show him the most beautiful scenery, and he hasn't had time to show him the best delicacy, how can he just give up like this?

He loves this world, wants to live hard, and hopes that he can also fall in love with this beautiful world.

"When you are not around, living is better than dying."

Gu Jingci was still pessimistic in his heart, he urgently needed a more favorable excuse to persuade him.

Even if it is cheating, as long as he is willing to stay with him all the time.

"Gu Jingci, I will never leave you in the future, except that you are bored, bored, tired..."

Then he will set him free, otherwise he will never let go.

Gu Jingci, who had been immersed in sadness, suddenly heard the lack of confidence in Xu Nian's mouth, and he raised his head to look at him in surprise.

"Then why didn't you answer my calls before? I thought you would never talk to me again. "

In the end, Gu Jingci still didn't have the courage to persevere to the end, he was afraid that he would not be able to bear the final truth.

Xu Nian's face flushed slightly, at this moment, when he remembered the awkward situation between the two of them again, he suddenly felt that he was being hypocritical.

"How did I know that after you were rejected several times, you would never call me again. If you persisted, I would definitely answer your call and listen to your explanation."

I really can't blame him for this, he has a thin skin.

I always thought that Gu Jingci's face was thicker, but I didn't expect that at the critical moment, the dog man's face was thinner than him.

After being rejected several times, I was timid and never dared to provoke him again.

It hurt him to think about it for a long time.

"Aren't you thick-skinned before? Why do you still want to be coaxed now?"

Xu Nian bit his lip awkwardly, he always thought that with Gu Jingci's personality, no matter what kind of blow he received, it didn't matter.

But now it seems that he is much weaker than he imagined.

"Then you still want to coax me?"

Gu Jingci asked cautiously, inexplicably making people feel distressed.

Xu Nian let out a long sigh, and pecked his lips forcefully as if punishing him: "Yes! I'm willing to coax you no matter what time it is, isn't that okay?"

"Really? Whenever?"

Gu Jingci narrowed his phoenix eyes slightly, and looked at Xu Nian with some uncertainty.

"Really! More true than pearls! I swear, no matter what Gu Jingci does in the future, I will forgive him unconditionally, and I am willing to take the initiative to coax him. If I break this oath, I will be struck by lightning!"

It was rare for Xu Nian to be serious, and Gu Jingci's eyes, which had been dim for a long time, were finally full of dazzling light again.

"If the baby can't do it, I am willing to accept the lightning strike with him!"

Gu Jingci solemnly covered Xu Nian's fingers, and together with him made a pious wish.

When Xu Nian saw Gu Jingci's finger pointing up, he was stunned. Didn't he really mean to swear?

I hope God will not hear!

"Okay, okay, Gu Jingci, let me take you to dinner, okay, how thin have you become?"

Xu Nian got up, pulled Gu Jingci up, and helped him straighten his tie by the way, Gu Jingci's heart warmed at the sight of his virtuous appearance.

The long-lost blaze once again spread throughout his chest, and the corners of Gu Jingci's lips curled up slightly.

"Then you feed me, okay?"

He didn't refuse, and didn't explain, he knew what kind of life Gu Jingci was living.

Since you don't want to die with him, you shouldn't mind living with him.

When Xu Nian brought Gu Jingci to the restaurant, he really did as he wished, feeding him mouthfuls.

I thought that the relationship between the two had just broken the ice, and he only needed to put on a show. After Gu Jingci calmed down, he didn't need to use this nasty way.

But what Xu Nian didn't expect was that after reconciling with Gu Jingci, the nausea had just begun!