Assistant Lin Has Something To Say

At nine o'clock in the evening, Wanzhu's office building is brightly lit.

As the end of the year approaches, all enterprises are entering the busiest stage, and Wanzhu is no exception.Lin Hui has been working overtime at the company for the past few days, with a lot of work on hand, and he feels that he can't finish it no matter what he does.He read the report for the day today, and at this point in time he already felt dizzy.There was no need to read any further, so he simply stood up, moved around and rested for a while.When Zhao Xiaoxiao came in, what he saw was Lin Hui standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window with his arms around his arms, staring at the night in a daze.

Zhao Xiaoxiao put down the document in his hand, and said with a smile, "Zhu Lin, you look like Mr. He."

The unexpected two words made Lin Hui's heart tremble, and he turned his face: "What?"

"It's the feeling of standing by the window and looking outside. It's really like Mr. He. I think Mr. He is usually in this position."

Maybe it was too tired, it took Lin Hui several seconds to realize what Zhao Xiaoxiao was talking about.In fact, some people have said before that he and He Jianshan sometimes resemble each other.Lin recalled, if you are like me, standing behind the person you admire, day after day, year after year, even if you just close your eyes, you can describe all his expressions and movements in your mind, then you It will also become similar to him.

It's a bit funny to say, before he likes He Jianshan, he has been imitating or following him unconsciously: He Jianshan wears a black shirt, and he wants to buy a dark one; He Jianshan has a camel coat, he When buying a coat, he couldn't help but choose camel color; even He Jianshan's unconscious little tricks during the meeting were imitated ten to ten by him.Once having dinner with Luo Ting, he couldn't help tapping the table with his fingers, and it took a long time before he realized what he was doing.

At that time, he was too young, he didn't know that it was a sign of the beginning of love, he just felt that he had somehow become a scholar, and he laughed and complained to Luo Ting: "Wan Zhu is really very influential .”

It was only later that I realized that it wasn't Wan Zhu who influenced people, but that He Jianshan had already occupied his heart a long time ago.

Night can always arouse people's deepest desires, like a switch, from the moment Zhao Xiaoxiao mentioned the word "He Zong", Lin Hui's mind has been uncontrollably occupied by He Jianshan.During this business trip, Lin Hui basically lost contact with him: Except for the formulaic email exchange of reporting work, they did not send WeChat or make a phone call for a whole week.To be honest, compared to the frequency of their communication in the past, this is a bit deliberate. The two seem to be competing, and they are deliberately avoiding contacting each other.Thinking of this, Lin Hui couldn't help but look down at his wrist: Not long ago, there was a butterfly parked here, which was tied by He Jianshan himself.He didn't understand what it meant, it seemed like some kind of secret hint, or it was just a casual joke, no matter what it was, it made Lin Hui guess and guess and couldn't fall asleep.

He Jianshan has this kind of ability, he can easily stir his heart up and down.

Lin Hui slowly closed his eyes, he missed him more than ever before.He felt that he was the most hypocritical person in the world, and he said that nothing had happened, but he crazily recalled that night of confusion and obsession: He remembered how He Jianshan's fingers slid across his skin inch by inch ;I remember his gloomy and hoarse voice when he called "Assistant Lin" over and over again; and his eyes, as if he was going to swallow himself into his stomach at any time...

All this made Lin Hui addicted, and also made him despair.

Ninghai.

In the hotel suite, He Jianshan stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows and watched the night scene.The weather in Ninghai has been bad for the past two days. There is no moon or stars in the night. On the contrary, it is covered with layers of clouds, which seem to be heavy and ready to fall down at any time.

He Jianshan recounted all the past between him and Lin Hui in his mind - from the relationship/event a week ago, to the work cooperation and private communication over the years, to their first meeting.After thinking about it, he realized that after so many years, there was indeed only one Lin Hui who could stand firmly by his side.

It seems that from the beginning, he was different, after all, he was never "scared" of him.

This is very strange, because of his identity, status or other things, He Jianshan can always feel that other employees of the company are in awe of him, but Lin Hui does not.Of course, maybe he was also nervous when he was with him at first, but that was because we were still strangers to each other, and the work hadn't been fully mastered yet.I don't know when they became the same way of getting along with each other——

They are superiors and subordinates, but they are not like superiors and subordinates; they are like friends, but they are not friends in the true traditional sense.

He Jianshan clicked on WeChat and saw his profile picture: it was the city skyline at dusk, the gray and cold buildings took off the solemnity of winter, and put on a soft golden coat.This was taken by Lin Hui.That day he stood in the hotel suite and said with a smile, "Mr. He, give me your mobile phone." Behind him, the setting sun was like molten gold, spreading into a golden river.He stopped his work and watched Lin Hui pick up his mobile phone. The afterglow fell on his body, and a thin layer of mist floated up, making people feel a little soft and itchy.

Lin Hui recorded the scene in front of him with his mobile phone, and he also recorded the scene in front of him.

Later, He Jianshan changed his profile picture to this photo.He still remembered Lin Hui's expression was a little surprised when he saw it, but he nodded as a matter of course: "You have always liked these." He didn't know how Lin Hui defined "like" and what "these" were. Compared with him, he really likes to shoot all kinds of buildings: they are hard, regular and cold, but most of the time because of sunlight, rain, flowers on the eaves, cats in the corner, or just some shadows and colors, he can become alive and vivid.

Just like people, they are constantly looking for and waiting for the most suitable partner.

But Lin Hui was different, he seemed to like everything, and when he followed him to investigate, he often kept taking pictures along the way.Once when they visited a park, Lin Hui took a picture of a blue manhole cover on the road. He said he had never seen a blue manhole cover and thought it was very interesting.He Jianshan didn't know what was interesting about it, but since he said that, in his eyes, there must be something interesting about it.

Thinking of this, he suddenly felt curious, what would Lin Hui see himself like?

He Jianshan turned his attention to Lin Hui's WeChat, he clicked on the chat page and looked at it for a while, then locked the phone again.He hadn't contacted Lin Hui for a week, and he deliberately endured it and didn't take the initiative to find him. This was not some love trick, but he felt that both he and Lin Hui needed a period of time without each other to calm down.

To be honest, love is not his area of ​​expertise, and there will be no professional team to help him analyze and discuss it like work. In the relationship between the two of them who are constantly cutting and chaotic, the only thing he can be sure of is that he likes Lin Hui , even liked it from a long time ago.He Jianshan himself also felt speechless, he and Lin Hui were like the sky in front of him, the clouds were too thick to block many things, he ignored a lot, so that until now, he was so clumsy that he couldn't even figure out Lin Hui's intentions.However, He Jianshan has never been a timid person. When he is determined to want something, he will get it by exhausting all means—everything in this world is like a window with the curtains drawn. If you don’t open it, you will never get it moonlight.

So is love.

When Lin Hui said in the office that nothing had happened, He Jianshan knew that he had made a mistake.He was wishful thinking and eager to show his sincerity, but he never considered whether Lin Hui was standing at the same intersection as him.He couldn't tell how nervous he was when he rushed home excitedly and found that the house was empty, and then found Lin Hui in the office two days later. He even thought about how to speak, but Lin Hui wanted to go back to the past What kind of mood was it at that time——that balloon full of desire, after being punctured, what floated down was not the ribbon of celebration, but the frost and snow in the middle of the night.

At that moment, He Jianshan's heart was full of sourness and frustration.

He suddenly realized that for Lin Hui, that night was a mistake, and he tried to correct it.

For a few seconds, He Jianshan wanted to say directly, "No, no, I don't agree", but when he saw the bewilderment and helplessness in Lin Hui's eyes, his heart softened again.

Lin Hui was restless, he felt it.

It was his fault, he thought.Even though Feng Ying is very disgusting, why isn't he pushing the boat along with selfishness?He and Lin Hui were supposed to be the most tacit working partners, but in the end, when he was unconscious, he led him to cross the boundary together and forcibly changed their relationship.Based on his understanding of Lin Hui, "going back to the past" is probably the safest and most decent solution he can come up with after careful consideration.He should be thankful that his reckless thoughts were stifled in the cradle that morning. Love is not a job. It is like the strictest train timetable. Arriving at the station ahead of time is of no help to a relationship that has not yet fermented.He shouldn't ignore logic and try to catalyze feelings from an accident because of his eagerness.Lin Hui should have a complete and sincere love: rich, long and warm, like the soft moonlight, and like a rose in full bloom.

That's what he wants to give him.

He will seriously pursue Lin Hui, and he doesn't need to respond, let alone test how he sees two men together. For him, gender, age, family background, and all other worldly things that matter are never a problem.

He only needs to care about his own heart.

Is he willing to deliver his sincerity.

He Jianshan slowly closed his eyes: In the project "Love", he chose to take a step back.This time, he stood behind Lin Hui and let him control the progress bar——

Play, pause, fast forward, rewind.

In this relationship, Lin Huihui is the only one in control.

The author has something to say:

Retreat to advance.

Because I am not a full-time author myself, I am busy with work and life, and I can't give you daily updates like other authors, so after joining V, I can only try to ensure the current frequency as much as possible. I hope you don't mind.The relationship between the two will enter a new stage next week, let's see you at 0 o'clock on Tuesday, happy New Year's Day!