Assistant Lin Has Something To Say

For Lin Hui and He Jianshan, the last day of the year is composed of many kinds of sounds: the sound of paper rubbing in the meeting room, hurried footsteps, whispering and talking, and the sudden sound of the annual meeting. Music, and finally converged in the crisp impact of wine glasses.

It was eleven o'clock, an hour before the end of the day.

He Jianshan hugged Lin Hui and whispered, "I don't want to drive home."

Lin Hui said, "The traffic police won't let you drive either. Never mind, let's stay at the company today."

He Jianshan's office is connected to a suite, even if he doesn't live there very much, the housekeeping will do his best to clean and ventilate it every day, all kinds of toiletries are available, it is as clean and tidy as a hotel.

He Jianshan was lying on the bed with his hands folded behind his head, motionless. Lin Hui had never seen him so tired: his watch was casually thrown on the bed; his shirt was crushed out of shape; his sleeves One is neatly buttoned, the other is rolled up; the tie hangs loosely around the neck...

He Jianshan looked at the chandelier above his head, and suddenly said, "Do you remember that I asked you about the pen at home?"

Lin Hui hung up his suit, turned his head and glanced at him: "Yes."

"I have the exact same one." He Jianshan looked at Lin Hui.

Lin Hui seemed a little surprised: "You have one—exactly the same?"

"It was my birthday present when I was ten years old," He Jianshan closed his eyes, "my mother gave it to me."

Lin replied clearly: "So that's the case, then she—"

"Because she was too late to buy a gift for a date, so she took the gift that her lover gave her before, and it was this pen - the muse of AS, and gave it to me."

Lin Hui looked at He Jianshan in shock.

He Jianshan smiled: "Do you think it's ridiculous?"

Lin Hui opened his mouth, but couldn't say a word.

"There's something even more absurd," He Jianshan closed his eyes, "she probably didn't look at that gift carefully. In the beautifully packaged black box, there was a passionate and explicit love letter written all over it. The love story between them was torn apart by me in front of everyone."

Until now, He Jianshan can still clearly remember all the scenes on his tenth birthday——

It was a big party: colorful balloons hung from every corner; live music was played by musicians in tuxedos; exquisite food was served on white plates with gold rims; everyone was dressed beautifully , they clinked glasses with themselves happily, with smiles all over their faces, and said words of blessing...

Then there was Yao Qianyi who arrived late.

She always has a smile on her face and a graceful posture, she speaks softly, gracefully like a princess in a fairy tale book.Just like her name, Yao Qianyi has always loved dancing and has a very good talent.After she was pregnant that year, her emotions collapsed for a while. Pregnancy changed her body. This was undoubtedly a fatal blow to a person who practiced dancing all the year round and had extremely high requirements for her body.Fortunately, the He family is strong, with Wan Zhu's full support behind her. After giving birth to He Jianshan, she resumed dancing and then made a comeback.Up to now, her career is becoming more and more successful day by day, and she is also getting busier day by day.This family is like this, everyone is very busy, He Jianshan is used to it.From childhood to adulthood, although He Jianshan could not see her a few times a year, it did not prevent him from having a natural closeness and affection for his mother.

"Xiaoshan, happy birthday~ This is a gift from your mother, I wish you progress in your studies~"

When Yao Qianyi smiled and handed the gift to He Jianshan, He Jianshan was so happy that his palms felt hot.Originally, Yao Qianyi called back the night before and said that because of work, he might not be able to make it in time for his birthday, and he was a little disappointed, but unexpectedly, Yao Qianyi suddenly appeared again and brought him a birthday present.

"Can I take it apart now?"

It is rare for He Jianshan to be so impatient.He has been praised since he was a child, although he is young, he speaks and acts like a young adult, mature and reliable.But at this moment, he is nothing more than a child who is eagerly waiting to open the present.

"Of course." Yao Qianyi patted him on the back encouragingly.

He Jianshan excitedly opened the gift and took out a beautifully wrapped box.He looked at the box curiously, stroked the black suede, looked at Yao Qianyi and asked, "Mom, what's inside?"

Yao Qianyi bent down slightly, the corners of her mouth curled up:

"You'll know when you open it!"

Not every story has a happy ending.The story of He Zhao and Yao Qianyi has a very good beginning: when they were in love, they were the protagonists of the dreamy and beautiful love idol drama that everyone talked about; after they got married, everyone envied the warmth and respect of this couple who supported each other .No one expected that this story would suddenly turn into a dirty and ugly appearance at a certain moment without warning.

That birthday party turned into a scandal after all: the thin letter paper fell from the box, was picked up by He Jianshan, opened, and then came into He Zhao's hands.In this way, the secret affair appeared in front of everyone in a dramatic way, and finally became gossip wandering in the circle after dinner.And what was waiting for He Jianshan was endless quarrels, quarrels, and quarrels.It never occurred to him that the gift he opened on his tenth birthday would eventually lead him into a nightmare.

He Zhao lost his mind first: at his son's birthday party, the cheating wife gave her son a gift from her lover, which was a naked humiliation; Falling, vented all the bitterness and dissatisfaction she had encountered in her life.They blamed and abused each other, and there was no doubt that He Jianshan became a prop for them to attack each other.

He Zhao pointed to He Jianshan and said, "Is he also born to you with another man?"

Yao Qianyi sneered and said, "Yes, you just raised my son for nothing, for ten years."

After He Zhao frantically took He Jianshan to do a paternity test, He Jianshan's grandfather finally couldn't stand it anymore: "You guys get a divorce."

He Zhao refused.

In order to support Yao Qianyi's career, Wanzhu and Yao Qianyi had a deep bond: endorsement, promotion, and even some commercial cooperation were all designed for Yao Qianyi, including marketing their enviable love.Once divorced, in order to reduce the negative impact on Wanzhu, the official publicity can only be the peaceful end of ten years of marriage.But He Zhao had suffered such a great humiliation, and he really couldn't accept that he had to save Yao Qianyi's face under such circumstances.

Then simply break up and torture each other.

However, Yao Qianyi couldn't bear it at first.The war with He Zhao completely stopped her work, not to mention performing, she couldn't even calm down and dance properly, for her, this was an unbearable thing.She begged for forgiveness, she begged He Zhao for forgiveness, she begged He Zhao desperately, she could not want anything, it didn't matter whether she divorced or not, she just hoped that her life could return to normal as soon as possible.But He Zhao disagreed, he was determined to torture Yao Qianyi.He even wanted to do whatever Yao Qianyi wanted to do. He liked to find a few men and find a few men, but he just cut off all of Yao Qianyi's performance and job opportunities.

He knows Yao Qianyi too well, she loves dancing so much, loves her career so much, it is more uncomfortable for her not to dance than to let her die, after all, he was also attracted by the brilliance of her dance at the beginning - she died for dancing life, but can also be trapped by dance.

When Yao Qianyi realized that He Zhao would not let it go, she had the idea of ​​leaving the He family.The human heart is like this. When Yao Qianyi has love in her heart, the He family is a warm shelter; but when the love disappears, everything in the He family becomes a cage, and even He Jianshan becomes her shackles.However, when she really made up her mind to give up everything and ran away with someone in a hurry, she suddenly ran into a traffic accident——

"Her lover was dead, and she herself had broken her legs and couldn't stand up."

He Jianshan sat up from the bed, and he calmly finished the story that made Lin Hui unable to calm down: he was cold all over, and he kept holding He Jianshan's hand, not knowing whether he wanted to warm him or be warmed by him.Lin recalled the gossip posts about He's family that he saw on the Internet, the truth that people speculated, guessed, and hidden behind, it turned out to be so embarrassing.

"What happened next?" Lin Hui asked.

He Jianshan did not speak for a long time, and after a while, he said: "After learning that she would never be able to stand up again, she committed suicide."

"In her ward, there was a fish tank with three goldfish. There was no one else in the room that day. She told me that she wanted to see the goldfish. I—"

Lin Hui suddenly realized something, and trembled all over: "He Jianshan..."

He Jianshan closed his eyes and squeezed Lin Hui's hand, then opened it again: "I carried the goldfish over there, but she broke the fish tank—"

"I don't want to hear any more... He Jianshan..." Lin Hui hugged He Jianshan tightly, choked up and shouted, "...I'm sorry...I won't ask anymore...don't ask...you don't want to talk It's..."

Lin Hui's tears fell drop by drop on He Jianshan's face, He Jianshan carefully opened a little distance, and slowly wiped it for him.But Lin Hui's tears were too many, and the warm liquid spread into a river in his heart.

Yao Qianyi committed suicide by cutting her wrist with glass shards from the fish tank, in front of He Jianshan.

This woman who is extremely selfish and loves dancing very much, after all, left a deep and colorful ending in the hearts of He Jianshan and He Zhao in her own way.This incident directly led to He Jianshan being sent to study and live abroad immediately, and even under the arrangement of his grandfather, he even received psychological intervention for a period of time.Although he didn't feel that he was seriously affected, in fact, for a long time, he and He Zhao couldn't face each other.

He Jianshan still thinks of Yao Qianyi often: I think of her smiling and asking herself to open the box, the corners of her mouth curved into a beautiful arc; I think of her saying that she wants to take a look at the goldfish, her eyes are full of longing... It's strange, there is no Before it happened, when the home was intact, he hadn't even thought of her that often.She always appeared in He Jianshan's mind inadvertently, steaming his emotions over and over again, as if she wanted to drain all his happiness, which forced He Jianshan to devote himself to his studies, only sleeping and eating. Only being busy can make him forget her.

It is said that time can heal everything. A few years later, He Zhao married Jiang Qing, and with He Jianchuan, the family was happy; and He Jianshan grew up safely, and then successfully took over Wanzhu after returning to China, and turned it into a Get better and stronger.However, who would have thought that on such a happy and peaceful night that has passed so many years, he still needs to remind He Zhao over and over again:

"He Jianchuan is not Yao Qianyi."

As if suffering from sequelae after recovering from an illness, He Zhao felt unprecedented anxiety and rejection of his youngest son's learning of music and becoming a band, which is deeply related to art; and He Jianshan, even though everything about "Yao Qianyi" It won't affect him, but he's used to letting himself not stop - it was study before, and work later.

Only when he was working did he feel that he was safe.

Lin Hui was crying all the time and couldn't stop. He felt really uncomfortable. If he didn't cry, he didn't know what to do.Only now did he realize that it was not that He Jianshan wanted to draw a line with this world, but that this world had been rejecting him: it had given him everything that everyone envied, but it had borrowed his hand to take away everything. The most common, most common, and most precious thing in the world.

He has everything and has nothing.

He Jianshan was a little helpless: "Why do you seem to be crying all the time after falling in love with me. Fortunately, you don't go to work tomorrow, otherwise your eyes will definitely not be able to see people."

He hugged Lin Hui in his arms and comforted him: "It's all over, I'm fine. You may not believe it, but after so many things happened, I'm not in any particular pain or sadness, not even 'hate' .It may be that they didn't give me many things in the first place. If I haven't got it, I don't care about losing it."

Only occasionally he would wonder, if he hadn't been in a hurry to open the gift, or if he hadn't walked over with the fish tank in his hand that day, would everything have been different?In that case, even if something happened, would their broken family of three be able to go a little further?

"I'll give it to you." Lin Hui said suddenly.

"what?"

"He Jianshan, I give you a lot of love."

Lin Hui's eyes were still red, but his tone was unquestionable and convincingly firm.

He Jianshan looked at Lin Hui and thought to himself, he seems to have forgotten that a long time ago, before he knew it, he already had a lot of love from him.

But he doesn't mind being a boyfriend with amnesia at this moment.

He Jianshan couldn't help laughing, he bit Lin Hui's ear, pressed him down, and said softly, "Then we've made a deal."

"Ah."

Lin Hui hooked his neck, and before He Jianshan's kiss fell, he slowly closed his eyes:

I give you a lot of love, and I will give you a home.

The author has something to say:

You will have a home.