Shark Breeding Manual
Chapter 37: The Past
When going to sleep that night, Luo Jin always felt that the fishy smell of the seawater seemed to never dissipate, and it permeated the whole room strongly and heavily.
The smell of saltiness and dampness in his breath made him toss and turn, making it difficult to fall asleep.
The merman's death situation flashed before his eyes one by one like a revolving lantern. He has never experienced such an era.
Before today, or even now, he couldn't fully imagine the darkness and tragedy, the torture and slavery he had endured.
But Yungui...
He thought that Yun Gui might have experienced those things, had he also suffered those inhuman tortures?
As long as he thinks of these things, he can't stop being angry. He hates everyone who has hurt him, but he hates himself even more. In his tragic past, he didn't reach out to protect him.
Before Yungui came back, Zeng comforted him by insinuating:
Sometimes suffering is to meet beauty, he said:
"If I knew I'd meet you, I wouldn't regret it no matter what happens."
Of course he knew what he was talking about, but he still felt distressed.
Why do you encounter suffering? He wants to give him the best. He doesn't need any price or sacrifice. He just wants to give him the best.
He knew that Yungui was able to stand here now, watching the deaths of those clansmen calmly because he had come out of the suffering.
But he still couldn't help trying to think, why he didn't meet him earlier, why he couldn't walk smoothly and beautifully.
He was supposed to be innocent and exquisitely carved, but he was stripped of a layer of flesh and blood, and carved a worldly and tragic shell with blood and ink.
He seemed to have entered an endless loop, his mind was chaotic and at a loss, but what was more, hidden deep in his heart was that he was afraid.
He was afraid that one day Yungui would leave quietly like those sharks who died in the sea today.
After all, the mermaids were persecuted by human beings, and the hatred is strong in their inheritance, and what kind of posture can I expect such a long time, beautiful and young people to stay by my side all the time.
This was the first time he saw this problem directly, and Yun Gui did not belong to him.
He was just lucky to bring this person home on the most unexpected street in his life.
But what can I do to keep him?
He will grow old, his glory will fade, and he will fade away.
He will become an old man, but Yungui will always be young and beautiful.
And he was just a passer-by in Yun Gui's long life.
"Yungui, tell me about your past?"
He rarely asked about Yun Gui's past, not because he didn't want to know, but he always thought that there was still time, and he was willing to wait until Yun Gui talked to him.
But now he is a little uneasy, he wants to know his past, wants to hold everything about him, wants to own everything about him, about the past and the future.
Although his voice was gentle, there was some firmness that was hard to refuse.
Yun Gui turned his head to look at him, feeling that his gaze was somewhat familiar, crazy impurities floated in his eyes, most of them were colors that he couldn't understand.
Yun Gui was suddenly a little uneasy, he subconsciously held Luo Jin's hand, and only let out a breath after getting a response, he didn't like Luo Jin's eyes, it always made him feel as if he was about to lose something.
He said, "What do you want to know?"
Luo Jin smiled, gently stroked the hair on his forehead with his free hand, and said softly:
"Whatever you want, say whatever you want."
Yun Gui thought for a while and said, "A long time ago, me and...my family and I were arrested by the bad guys, and they whipped us..."
At that time, a merman was lured by humans and told the humans about their weaknesses. As a result, countless humans were attracted to start a brutal enslavement of the mermen.
Yungui was also captured and brought back to land when he was attracted by beautiful music to venture out of the ocean.
When he woke up, he found himself trapped in a cage, and many clansmen around him were all arrested.
They were all scared, but the mermaids had no heart and knew no good or evil, so at that time they didn't understand how terrifying human beings were.
Because Yungui was not an adult, he was locked in a cage all the time, watched his clansmen being pulled out one by one, and never came back.
They felt the pain of their clansmen through the inheritance consciousness of the mermaids. It didn't know how long it took until one day Yungui, who was still a young child, was spotted by a human and dragged to the auction block.
He was placed naked in a transparent water tank that was not as tall as him, and he could do nothing but show his beautiful fish tail.
There were countless human beings sitting under the stage, and they looked at his body with naked desire. Their eyes made him feel fearful and disgusting.
He escaped secretly on the way back after being bought by a rich man.
He looked at the humans coming and going on the street in panic, trembling, like a little rabbit that broke into a herd of wild beasts and could only be slaughtered by them.
Fortunately, his appearance is not much different from that of a human child. He has been living in secret for more than a month, listening to the unscrupulous insults and ridicule of human beings towards his tribe, and seeing countless scenes of people being played with to death. One day, he was attracted by the resentment of his tribe and walked towards the pile of corpses.
There used to be his people there, but now they are piled up in a miserable state of death, the rancid smell is like leftovers in the sewer, and anger and hatred are suddenly awakened.
Then it was then that he met Yun Ke.
"Later I escaped secretly. A man rescued me and let me go home with him. He was a very gentle man who treated me very well. We lived together for a long time, but he passed away later."
Yunke’s family background was good in his early years, but his parents died young and he lived in poverty, but he was really kind to Yungui. In the early years, it was because Yunke was young, and he looked like someone in a blessing hall. Little golden boy, he is not allowed to do any dirty work.
He taught him to read, taught him good and evil, and he also took care of Yun Ke. At that time, he didn't know that Yun Ke was a mermaid. When he saw that he was young, but his eyes were always full of hostility, he would always teach him to be kind to others and to be tolerant in everything.
But later he probably knew that Yun Gui was a mermaid, so he didn't say anything, and he was still nice to him, even better than before, maybe because he felt guilty.
Yun Gui now thinks about it, when he rejected that woman because of himself, and even went away, it was because of guilt or something else.
But no matter what the reason was, it was the happiest time for Yungui. Although he lived in poverty, in order to avoid human persecution, he always had to move every few years, and he didn't dare to get along with others, but at that time They depend on each other, they are unique to each other, every word and deed are fit and beautiful, especially after he becomes an adult.
Their clothes can be interchanged with each other, and Yun Gui doesn't have to bow his head when he kisses him. They are in their prime, and every time they go out, they can gain the appreciation and attention of others. The kind of people who are so good in front of them belong to themselves. Satisfaction overrides everything.
Of course, this doesn't mean that they won't quarrel at all. They also quarreled when Yungui was an adult.
It seemed to be because of a woman. At that time, they lived in a small courtyard. The house was very simple, but Yun Gui was very happy, because there were few people there, and they had been wandering on the road for two years.
Yunke was looking for a job there, working as a husband for the young master of a wealthy businessman, and Yungui was also thinking about going out to find a job at that time.
Ke Yunke was worried that his identity would be exposed, so he never let him go out alone.
Later, when he was bored in the yard waiting for Yun Ke to come back, it was raining, so he was thinking about picking up Yun Ke with an umbrella, but he saw Yun Ke came back in a carriage, and a woman got out of the carriage .
Yun Gui couldn't remember what that woman looked like now, but he only remembered that her white and tender hands held an umbrella and handed it to Yun Ke, and Yun Ke didn't refuse.
He exploded that night, he thought that Yunke was finally tired and bored, and was about to abandon himself, they had a long argument, and he even threatened angrily that he didn't need Yunke at all, he could go back to the sea at any time, and Yun Ke will live the rest of his life alone like this.
Yun Ke suddenly fell silent at that time, he looked at himself, his eyes were dazed and astonished for a while, he stared blankly at himself for a long time, then turned his head and walked out in disappointment.
At that time, he was pampered and coquettish. He clearly knew that he had said something wrong, and that this man could not turn back because of him, but he refused to bow his head.
Later, Yun Ke compromised, and he whispered to himself who was bored by the bedside:
"I won't be with them, stay with me again, Yun Gui, stay with me."
Yun Gui couldn't remember what he replied at that time, but Yun Ke's helpless and sad voice at that time was clearly never forgotten.
Yun Gui showed a bit of nostalgia and said: "Since we had a quarrel that time, we left there, and it has been like this since then, changing places from place to place, until he passed away, and then I met you."
Luo Jin felt that he didn't say something, and asked:
"Were you sad when he died?"
Yun Gui thought for a while, nodded, and shook his head again. He was really sad at that time, but he was not so heartbroken.
"Actually, it's okay. I knew that I was going to die eventually." But he knew that there was another life, and he still had to meet again.
But thinking about it now, he felt that Yunke might not care about him as much as he did, or care about himself.
Because before he died, he even said that he wanted to leave by himself.
Thinking of this, he suddenly remembered that, in fact, for a long time before Yunke's death, they didn't have a very happy life.
The smell of saltiness and dampness in his breath made him toss and turn, making it difficult to fall asleep.
The merman's death situation flashed before his eyes one by one like a revolving lantern. He has never experienced such an era.
Before today, or even now, he couldn't fully imagine the darkness and tragedy, the torture and slavery he had endured.
But Yungui...
He thought that Yun Gui might have experienced those things, had he also suffered those inhuman tortures?
As long as he thinks of these things, he can't stop being angry. He hates everyone who has hurt him, but he hates himself even more. In his tragic past, he didn't reach out to protect him.
Before Yungui came back, Zeng comforted him by insinuating:
Sometimes suffering is to meet beauty, he said:
"If I knew I'd meet you, I wouldn't regret it no matter what happens."
Of course he knew what he was talking about, but he still felt distressed.
Why do you encounter suffering? He wants to give him the best. He doesn't need any price or sacrifice. He just wants to give him the best.
He knew that Yungui was able to stand here now, watching the deaths of those clansmen calmly because he had come out of the suffering.
But he still couldn't help trying to think, why he didn't meet him earlier, why he couldn't walk smoothly and beautifully.
He was supposed to be innocent and exquisitely carved, but he was stripped of a layer of flesh and blood, and carved a worldly and tragic shell with blood and ink.
He seemed to have entered an endless loop, his mind was chaotic and at a loss, but what was more, hidden deep in his heart was that he was afraid.
He was afraid that one day Yungui would leave quietly like those sharks who died in the sea today.
After all, the mermaids were persecuted by human beings, and the hatred is strong in their inheritance, and what kind of posture can I expect such a long time, beautiful and young people to stay by my side all the time.
This was the first time he saw this problem directly, and Yun Gui did not belong to him.
He was just lucky to bring this person home on the most unexpected street in his life.
But what can I do to keep him?
He will grow old, his glory will fade, and he will fade away.
He will become an old man, but Yungui will always be young and beautiful.
And he was just a passer-by in Yun Gui's long life.
"Yungui, tell me about your past?"
He rarely asked about Yun Gui's past, not because he didn't want to know, but he always thought that there was still time, and he was willing to wait until Yun Gui talked to him.
But now he is a little uneasy, he wants to know his past, wants to hold everything about him, wants to own everything about him, about the past and the future.
Although his voice was gentle, there was some firmness that was hard to refuse.
Yun Gui turned his head to look at him, feeling that his gaze was somewhat familiar, crazy impurities floated in his eyes, most of them were colors that he couldn't understand.
Yun Gui was suddenly a little uneasy, he subconsciously held Luo Jin's hand, and only let out a breath after getting a response, he didn't like Luo Jin's eyes, it always made him feel as if he was about to lose something.
He said, "What do you want to know?"
Luo Jin smiled, gently stroked the hair on his forehead with his free hand, and said softly:
"Whatever you want, say whatever you want."
Yun Gui thought for a while and said, "A long time ago, me and...my family and I were arrested by the bad guys, and they whipped us..."
At that time, a merman was lured by humans and told the humans about their weaknesses. As a result, countless humans were attracted to start a brutal enslavement of the mermen.
Yungui was also captured and brought back to land when he was attracted by beautiful music to venture out of the ocean.
When he woke up, he found himself trapped in a cage, and many clansmen around him were all arrested.
They were all scared, but the mermaids had no heart and knew no good or evil, so at that time they didn't understand how terrifying human beings were.
Because Yungui was not an adult, he was locked in a cage all the time, watched his clansmen being pulled out one by one, and never came back.
They felt the pain of their clansmen through the inheritance consciousness of the mermaids. It didn't know how long it took until one day Yungui, who was still a young child, was spotted by a human and dragged to the auction block.
He was placed naked in a transparent water tank that was not as tall as him, and he could do nothing but show his beautiful fish tail.
There were countless human beings sitting under the stage, and they looked at his body with naked desire. Their eyes made him feel fearful and disgusting.
He escaped secretly on the way back after being bought by a rich man.
He looked at the humans coming and going on the street in panic, trembling, like a little rabbit that broke into a herd of wild beasts and could only be slaughtered by them.
Fortunately, his appearance is not much different from that of a human child. He has been living in secret for more than a month, listening to the unscrupulous insults and ridicule of human beings towards his tribe, and seeing countless scenes of people being played with to death. One day, he was attracted by the resentment of his tribe and walked towards the pile of corpses.
There used to be his people there, but now they are piled up in a miserable state of death, the rancid smell is like leftovers in the sewer, and anger and hatred are suddenly awakened.
Then it was then that he met Yun Ke.
"Later I escaped secretly. A man rescued me and let me go home with him. He was a very gentle man who treated me very well. We lived together for a long time, but he passed away later."
Yunke’s family background was good in his early years, but his parents died young and he lived in poverty, but he was really kind to Yungui. In the early years, it was because Yunke was young, and he looked like someone in a blessing hall. Little golden boy, he is not allowed to do any dirty work.
He taught him to read, taught him good and evil, and he also took care of Yun Ke. At that time, he didn't know that Yun Ke was a mermaid. When he saw that he was young, but his eyes were always full of hostility, he would always teach him to be kind to others and to be tolerant in everything.
But later he probably knew that Yun Gui was a mermaid, so he didn't say anything, and he was still nice to him, even better than before, maybe because he felt guilty.
Yun Gui now thinks about it, when he rejected that woman because of himself, and even went away, it was because of guilt or something else.
But no matter what the reason was, it was the happiest time for Yungui. Although he lived in poverty, in order to avoid human persecution, he always had to move every few years, and he didn't dare to get along with others, but at that time They depend on each other, they are unique to each other, every word and deed are fit and beautiful, especially after he becomes an adult.
Their clothes can be interchanged with each other, and Yun Gui doesn't have to bow his head when he kisses him. They are in their prime, and every time they go out, they can gain the appreciation and attention of others. The kind of people who are so good in front of them belong to themselves. Satisfaction overrides everything.
Of course, this doesn't mean that they won't quarrel at all. They also quarreled when Yungui was an adult.
It seemed to be because of a woman. At that time, they lived in a small courtyard. The house was very simple, but Yun Gui was very happy, because there were few people there, and they had been wandering on the road for two years.
Yunke was looking for a job there, working as a husband for the young master of a wealthy businessman, and Yungui was also thinking about going out to find a job at that time.
Ke Yunke was worried that his identity would be exposed, so he never let him go out alone.
Later, when he was bored in the yard waiting for Yun Ke to come back, it was raining, so he was thinking about picking up Yun Ke with an umbrella, but he saw Yun Ke came back in a carriage, and a woman got out of the carriage .
Yun Gui couldn't remember what that woman looked like now, but he only remembered that her white and tender hands held an umbrella and handed it to Yun Ke, and Yun Ke didn't refuse.
He exploded that night, he thought that Yunke was finally tired and bored, and was about to abandon himself, they had a long argument, and he even threatened angrily that he didn't need Yunke at all, he could go back to the sea at any time, and Yun Ke will live the rest of his life alone like this.
Yun Ke suddenly fell silent at that time, he looked at himself, his eyes were dazed and astonished for a while, he stared blankly at himself for a long time, then turned his head and walked out in disappointment.
At that time, he was pampered and coquettish. He clearly knew that he had said something wrong, and that this man could not turn back because of him, but he refused to bow his head.
Later, Yun Ke compromised, and he whispered to himself who was bored by the bedside:
"I won't be with them, stay with me again, Yun Gui, stay with me."
Yun Gui couldn't remember what he replied at that time, but Yun Ke's helpless and sad voice at that time was clearly never forgotten.
Yun Gui showed a bit of nostalgia and said: "Since we had a quarrel that time, we left there, and it has been like this since then, changing places from place to place, until he passed away, and then I met you."
Luo Jin felt that he didn't say something, and asked:
"Were you sad when he died?"
Yun Gui thought for a while, nodded, and shook his head again. He was really sad at that time, but he was not so heartbroken.
"Actually, it's okay. I knew that I was going to die eventually." But he knew that there was another life, and he still had to meet again.
But thinking about it now, he felt that Yunke might not care about him as much as he did, or care about himself.
Because before he died, he even said that he wanted to leave by himself.
Thinking of this, he suddenly remembered that, in fact, for a long time before Yunke's death, they didn't have a very happy life.
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