Shark Breeding Manual

Facing Luo Jin's concerned eyes when he went back, he smiled dryly, and walked into the room with a few perfunctory words.

All the words that should have been thought up were disrupted at this moment, those scorching past and feelings, but at this moment I don't know how to talk about it.

If Luo Jin knew, would he still want him?

He didn't want to believe the story brought by that ridiculous painting, but he couldn't convince himself that it never happened.

When doing laundry in the evening, Luo Jin saw that he had been worrying about gains and losses since he came back, and asked curiously:

"what happened?"

Yun Gui said casually: "I went to Shui Lan's house today, is Lian Bo sick?"

Although he only met once or twice, it was the first time that Luo Jin saw Yun Gui being so friendly to someone. Thinking that when he saw Lian Chengxue today, his expression was not very good, so he couldn't help but ask a few more questions:

"Have you invited the doctor?"

Yun Gui nodded blankly: "Yeah."

Luo Jindao: "As you get older, you will inevitably have various small problems. You should pay attention to recuperation. If you are worried, let the fourth junior brother go with you tomorrow to see him. He is very good at medicine."

Yun Gui let out a sigh: "Mm, good."

Seeing that his eyes were distracted, Luo Jin stared at the clothes in the basin without moving for a long time, pinched his face, took the clothes over and rubbed them:

"What's the matter, you, you were bullied, and you kept frowning when you came back."

His brows and eyes were gentle, coupled with the fact that he was able to trickle water out of his gentle voice, Yun Gui felt even more guilty when he saw it.

Luo Jin leaned over and stole a kiss on the corner of his lips, and said with a smile, "Leave the confession!"

Yun Gui raised his hand and hooked his neck, leaned over to bury him on his shoulder and said:

"Luo Jin, will you always like me?"

Luo Jin said: "Of course."

Yun Gui nodded: "That's good, I've always liked you too." He seemed to be speaking to Luo Jin, but also to himself.

Seeing that he was finally feeling better, Luo Jin motioned for him to let go:

"Relax, I have to wash my clothes. I have something to do tomorrow. I have to go to bed early tonight."

Yun Gui nodded, and rubbed his shoulders but refused to let go. Luo Jin laughed and said:

"Is this coquettish?"

Yun Gui leaned back his neck, bit his mouth hard, and corrected his words:

"No, I'm playing hooligan."

Saying that, she got up, turned around and lay on Luo Jin's body, and stopped moving:

"You just wash like this?"

Luo Jin leaned forward from his sudden pressure, and quickly protected him with his backhand, for fear that someone would fall down, he couldn't laugh or cry:

"You hooligan is too dangerous!"

Yun Gui snorted twice, but Luo Jin didn't care, thinking that maybe something unhappy happened to him, it was rare to see him act like a spoiled child.

So he let him go and work behind his back, like a koala hanging on his back.

Therefore, the minds of people in love are a little confused, and the two of them go back and forth like Siamese twins, the efficiency is extremely low, but no one feels dissatisfied, and they all think that the moonlight is very good and the wind sounds suitable.

When Luo Jin left the next day, Yungui hadn't woken up yet, and after waking up, he took Yinfengxue to Qushuilan's place, but he was still lying down, looking more energetic than yesterday.

When Yin Fengxue took Shui Lan to decoct the medicine, Lian Chengxue suddenly said to Yun Gui:

"You too, right?"

Yun Gui was taken aback for a moment, then he knew what he was talking about, and nodded:

"Ah."

"Do you know that after a merman dies, will he still feel something?"

Yun Gui shook his head: "Probably not."

Lian Chengxue nodded, as if trying to pull out a smile, but the slack muscles could only produce a stiff and awkward expression.

I don't know whether it's joy or sorrow, Na Na murmured:

"That's fine, that's fine."

After a while, he said again: "After I die, he must be very sad, and he will definitely not care about anything at that time. If he leaves, can you help cremate my body, and then the ashes will be scattered in the sea. I will accompany him again."

His voice was very flat, and he couldn't hear any emotion, but despair and grief seemed to permeate the whole room like substance. Yun Gui wanted to say that human corpses are just a handful of ashes after burning, and the color is different from loess.

Moreover, the merman turns into sea water after death, even if you are deeply affectionate, he can't feel it anymore.

But looking at him, I felt that there was no need to say those words.

They all knew it, but they were just a little bit unwilling in their hearts.

Later, Yun Gui bid farewell to the two of them and went back.

Luo Jin also just came back. Recently, there was a flower picking thief in the city. He was very strong in martial arts and light work. It is said that the Judiciary Yuan dispatched all the troops and only wounded him, but he still escaped.

Then I turned to Zongjianmen, and today I went to hand over the work, look at the details, and figure out how to arrest people.

After working all day, he was a little tired when he came back, so Yun Gui couldn't bother him when he saw this.

This evening, Yungui suddenly felt particularly irritable for some reason. He thought about it and decided to go to Shui Lan. These days, he often visited Shui Lan, and he always felt that something was going to happen.

It was already getting late, and the afterglow of the setting sun struggled to reveal a little bleak light, which could not feel any warmth when it fell on the body.

The salty sea breeze passed through the city wall and crossed the long corridors and alleys, curling his long hair like irises. His blue pupils shone like the most beautiful gems, exuding silent temptation.

Lian Chengxue lay on the bed and looked at him, showing a smile:

"When I first met you, you were like this. I was thinking, how can there be such good-looking people in this world."

Shui Lan turned her head away: "I wasn't pretty at all at the time."

Lian Chengxue shook his head, he stared at Shui Lan fixedly, as if seeing the distant past through him, his eyes were bright and scorching, as if returning to the light, the old soul gradually awakened, showing his youth at a speed visible to the naked eye. And fresh love.

"It's different, you're different, you stand there like a light, and I can't see anyone else anymore."

Shui Lan looked at him and seemed to recall that long past, he asked:

"Do you regret it?"

Lian Chengxue fixed his eyes, and finally understood what he was talking about after a while. He said firmly:

"I do not regret."

He thought, even though evil is gnawing at my heart day and night, I have no regrets.

Shui Lan smiled, with tears in her eyes: "It's useless to regret, and you can't take revenge either."

Lian Chengxue watched him show his secret uneasiness for the first time, he held Shui Lan's hand with difficulty and asked:

"So you hate me? Hate me for not letting you go?"

Shui Lan closed her eyes without answering, and said in a hoarse voice:

"It's a good thing there is no next life, Cheng Xue. In this life, we've had troubles on both sides. We've traveled through mountains and rivers for so long, and it's finally over." He choked up a bit: "You must drink Mengpo soup, Forget all these past events, and have a good pregnancy in the next life, find someone you love, who loves you, and live together with your old children and grandchildren."

The corner of Lian Chengxue's mouth moaned, but he couldn't make any sound. He could feel the passing of life, like quicksand in the palm of his hand. No matter how hard he tried to hold it, he could only watch it pass away in a panic.

His consciousness became more and more blurred, without any control. He could even feel his body becoming bulky and powerless. In the confusion, he seemed to see the basement that he accidentally broke into when he was young. Those deep-sea pupils stared coldly. come over.

Since then, the world has been turned upside down.

He often feels unfair, terrified, helpless, and sad. He has wasted so much energy, he killed his father and brother, he abandoned his homeland, he forced himself into a desperate situation, and lived to death.

Why was he still unable to breathe under the pressure of fate? He stuck his neck and desperately yearned to climb up, but the collapsed gravel always mercilessly buried him in a deeper hell.

But never has he been so terrified, so helpless, and so sad as he is now.

His body was trembling slightly because he couldn't breathe, his face had even turned blue, and his eyelids seemed to be as heavy as gold, trying to suppress his last sliver of life.

He wanted to hug his lover, wipe away his tears gently, and give him a kiss gently, but he couldn't do anything.

He could only desperately stare his eyes wide, with tears in his eyes and bulging eyes.

He dared not close his eyes.

Because he knew that closing his eyes was a farewell.

No matter how many reincarnations there are, I will never meet him again.

But death never stays for the sake of will, like a virus crazily devouring his breath.

He screamed silently in despair, his body stretched into a straight line like a taut bow, and then slowly collapsed, and there was no more sound.

When Yun returned, seeing Shui Lan's expression was still calm, he slowly wiped away the saliva from the corners of Lian Chengxue's mouth, and straightened his messy hair.

Then he got up and put the towel away, and softly yelled at the person on the bed:

"Chengxue, Chengxue..."

The room was so small that there was no echo, and the whole room was silent.

Then, as if all his strength had been drained, he suddenly staggered and knelt down on the ground, vomited a mouthful of blood, this time seemed to vomit out all his resentment, his love, and his unwillingness.

He seemed to finally understand the meaning of death at this moment, and crawled towards Lian Chengxue, crying like crazy.

Tears fell violently and fell to the ground into beads.

He hugged the body tightly in his arms, weeping like a cry of mourning, pulling out the desperation and fear and whispering in a low voice:

"I don't want to die...I don't want to die...Cheng Xue...Cheng Xue...I don't want to die..."

Yun Gui looked at the weeping and collapsing merman in front of him. At that time, he didn't understand how powerless and pale he was in the face of an irresistible death.

It was a kind of despair that could not be described in words. They could only stare at the approaching death with fearful eyes.

But nothing can be done.

And what makes him most desperate is...

He didn't even have an afterlife to comfort himself, because they all knew that there was no future.

There will be no next life, the merman named Shui Lan once loved a human being so angry and deeply, and he will eventually turn into sea water and gather into wind-blown waves, without making a sound.

Even if the mountains and rivers are long distances, and the world of mortals is thousands of years old, there will never be another him.

They all knew that even a person as proud as Cheng Xue would rather grow old, thinking about it with embarrassment, and exposing his old age in front of his young and beautiful lover, rather than die.

Because death is the end.

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