I'm such a big sweetie wife

Zhuang Yi sat in the car with his head down, and it took a long time before he spoke, "Linlin, I really didn't know you liked me before." He slowed down and continued, "Actually, if I knew you liked me before getting married, my The subconscious reaction will be to escape, it is impossible for me to agree to marry you."

"It's the truth, I don't want to lie to you."

Zhong Lin lowered his head and snapped his fingers, feeling extremely uncomfortable.Ever since he lost his memory, Zhuang Yi has been sticky calling him his wife, never talking to him in such a calm tone.While eating dinner, Zhong Lin remembered the scene when Zhuang Yi refused to marry him at the dinner table. At that time, Zhuang Yi also had the same tone.

Zhong Lin had always been uncomfortable with Zhuang Yi acting to tease him before, and now he really hopes that Zhuang Yi can act with him. Compared with the cold reality, the previous illusion is actually a rare happiness.

He didn't act well, and he regretted it.But there is no way, he has always been so restless.

"I know, it's me who forcibly tied you by my side." Zhong Lin took a deep breath and made up his mind, "Mr. Zhuang, I was self-willed before, but in the future, I will let you go free. We..."

Before Zhong Lin finished speaking, Zhuang Yi hurriedly interrupted him, "No." He knew what Zhong Lin was going to say, his voice trembling, "Linlin, it wasn't you who forcibly tied me by your side, no. It was you You have been warming me, taking care of me, and loving me. I am not good, but I have been ignoring your efforts and your emotions."

"You walked towards me a thousand steps, ten thousand steps, I know I'm terrible, I know you're tired, but, can you not give up on me." Zhuang Yi slowly stretched out his hand, and stubbornly touched it and held it Zhong Lin's hand.His palms were covered with cold sweat, Zhong Lin was a little stunned.

Zhuang Yi held Zhong Lin's hand tightly, still lowered his head and did not dare to look at anyone, and tried to explain his problem for the first time, "I am a person, there is something wrong with me, I am very resistant to long-term or close contact with others, I don’t think I can maintain a relationship like this.”

"I have always felt that the relationship between people is better if it is far away. Even family affection is the same for me. Too much affection and expectations will make me have a heavy psychological burden and make me want to escape. .”

The surrounding hustle and bustle was isolated from the car window, the neon lights were flickering lively, colorful and mottled light and shadow came in, imprinted on Zhuang Yi's face, he held Zhong Lin's hand, and said very slowly, "Linlin, There are some things that I want to tell you. It's not to defend anything, but I really want to tell you what kind of person I am. "

Zhong Lin's mood was like riding a roller coaster. From the beginning, he had high expectations and thought that he and Zhuang Yi were in love with each other. Later, he realized that he was the one who made up his mind to give up. Now, Zhuang Yi held his hand and listened to him. from the bottom of my heart.Zhong Lin always felt that everything was unreal, so he didn't speak for a while.

Zhuang Yi said to himself: "I have been the kind of child from other people's families since I was a child. Others envied me, complimented me, and alienated me. I had some friends, but in the end I got nothing except betrayal and isolation."

"I differentiated into an alpha when I was 17, five or six years later than others, so others once thought I was a beta with a heart higher than the sky and a life thinner than paper. I practiced Sanda desperately, not for physical fitness, but for more To protect myself well, it is actually not easy to defeat a group of alphas who know me well."

"In those few years, I could see the disappointed eyes of my parents every day. Apart from self-loathing, I couldn't meet their expectations. I was injured, so naturally I wouldn't go home and tell them." Zhuang Yi never told anyone Having shared these emotions, I feel ashamed and embarrassed to say this.But if Zhong Lin could be soft-hearted for a moment, he could lose all his face and self-esteem.

He smiled self-deprecatingly, and continued: "Later, as you know, I differentiated into a top-level alpha. At that moment, it seemed that all problems were solved, and everyone started to surround me again, and began to compliment me and praise me. The omegas who once regretted that I was a beta started chasing me again."

"So I think it's quite boring, and at one time I hated other people showing kindness to me." Zhuang Yi's tone dropped again, "Of course, Linlin, these are not reasons for me to be cold and violent. I just resisted and pushed you away , Hurt the person who really loves me, it's my fault."

Zhong Lin gently shook Zhuang Yi's hand back, his heart was extremely soft.In fact, his heart softened the moment he was held by Zhuang Yi.When he didn't get a response, he could give in silently for so long, but if he got a response in a short time, how could he be ruthless.What's more, it was love at first sight when he fell in love with Zhuang Yi back then, because Zhuang Yi saved him, but more importantly, Zhuang Yi told him that he should not dislike his gender, nor should he be limited to gender stereotypes.

"Omega is good, alpha is good, beta is good, it's just your gender, not everything. It's you who decides who you are." Zhuang Yi told him, don't despise yourself.

If possible, Zhong Lin would like to know Zhuang Yi very early and grow up with Zhuang Yi since childhood, so that he can protect Zhuang Yi when Zhuang Yi is bullied, and tell him that beta is also good , Alpha or Omega, he will like him.

Zhong Lin also thought of the message Pei Jue sent to him just now, that he indulged in lust and retreated to advance, so that he could handle men.This may be right, but he was never willing to make Zhuang Yi sad.Before he could say comfort or forgiveness, Zhuang Yi turned his head, pulled him closer, and begged with his eyes, "Linlin, wife, can I still call you wife?"

"I already know I was wrong, can you not give up on me. I will try my best to love you, and I will work hard to learn how to manage our marriage and maintain our relationship."

"I don't want to be alone anymore, don't leave me." As he spoke, Zhuang Yi blushed. When he was not in the susceptible period, he rarely showed his emotions. At this moment, he was staring at Zhong Lin's eyes anxiously and shamefully , I just feel that my heart is beating very fast, it is nervous, it is praying, and it is also the love that has been late for a long time and has not been spoken.

Zhong Lin blinked, swallowing the bitterness and relief in his eyes.He suddenly felt that it would be good to talk less. If he answered the conversation too quickly, he might not have heard Zhuang Yi's confession to him.

"Let's see how you behave." After Zhong Lin finished speaking, he quickly looked away, he was really afraid that if he stared into Zhuang Yi's eyes for too long, his blushing and heartbeat would reveal his true thoughts.

"Yeah!" Zhuang Yi looked like a large dog that had been soothed in an instant. He put his head on Zhong Lin's shoulder and rubbed against Zhong Lin's shoulder, not wanting to move. I know my wife is the best for me."

"If you don't leave, you will be posted." Zhong Lin still didn't look at Zhuang Yi, but couldn't help but stroked Zhuang Yi's hair, his voice was very soft.

The car started again and arrived home in a short time.As soon as Zhuang Yi's hands were idle, he would hold Zhong Lin's hand, whether it was waiting for a red light or taking the elevator, even when unlocking the gate, he had to hold Zhong Lin's hand with one hand, which made Zhong Lin very uncomfortable.

Entering the porch, Zhong Lin's expression was unnatural for a moment, Zhuang Yi, who had been looking at him, noticed it, and asked, "What is my wife thinking?"

"It's nothing." Zhong Lin didn't want to get entangled in the past, he just suddenly remembered that when he walked through the door for the first time, he stared at Zhuang Yi's back and secretly felt sad, it was really momentary and momentary.

Zhuang Yi didn't ask any more, and the automatic sensor light came on. Before discussing whether he could sleep with his wife in his arms today, who was still in the probationary period, Zhuang Yi dragged Zhong Lin to his room to show off his new layout.

"Honey, when we went out to play, I had someone come to change the curtains, which are the same color as your room, and the bed sheet and quilt cover are your favorite big yellow ducks. I don't know if you like it or not."

"Your game console has been moved to my study. Don't be angry. The speaker hasn't moved. I installed a similar one." Zhuang Yi was a little embarrassed. In fact, he could just buy another game console, but he was afraid that Zhong Lin would be with him. If you quarrel, you will run back to the original room and feel happy.

Zhong Lin is no longer a naive high school student, and his aesthetics is no longer a stupid and cute big yellow duck.He looked at the funny and domineering big white goose on the big bed, wondering whether Zhuang Yi couldn't tell the difference between a duck and a big goose, or whether he couldn't tell the difference between yellow and white.Until he lifted the quilt and found that there was indeed a whole big yellow duck inside, Zhong Lin was in a bad mood.

He also wants to do some lewd things, how can he be so lewd?