Congrats to the boss and his brother
Chapter 84
Why would Pei Ye have such thoughts for him?
Chi Jingyao was full of shock, if he hadn't heard Pei Ye say this to him with his own ears, he would never have believed it.
Even now that he has learned the truth, he still feels extremely unreal.
Chi Jingyao walked back to the stone steps and sat down. He picked up the wine jar on the ground and wanted to take a sip of wine to calm down, but found that the wine jar was empty. Finished.
Chi Jingyao: ...
No wonder he was so drunk.
Chi Jingyao sat on the stone steps and blew the cool breeze for a while, and his thoughts finally recovered slowly.
He thought back on the little things he had spent with Pei Ye during this period, and realized belatedly that, before he knew it, Pei Ye had already shown a lot of "false flaws".
Thinking about it now, Pei Ye's reaction on the night of the Lantern Festival was not quite normal.
The two big men hid together, still in that dangerous atmosphere, even at a young age, they shouldn't have such a reaction for no reason.
But Chi Jingyao didn't think about other aspects at all at the time. How could he possibly doubt himself? His second brother had that kind of thought for him?
It seems that after that night, Pei Ye began to consciously distance himself from him.
Although she is still willing to get close to him, she has restrained a lot in every gesture.
At that time, Chi Jingyao had doubts for a short time, but he thought it was his own paranoia.
When it comes to the epidemic, Pei Ye has a lot of loopholes.
Not to mention the need to take "Qingxin Quhuowan" every day, there are still many behaviors that are not natural.
For example, when Pei Ye used to sleep with him, because he was afraid that he would be cold, he would always hug him and sleep together.But during that time, Pei Ye seldom hugged him to sleep, or even deliberately turned his back to him.
At that time, he only thought that Pei Ye was too tired, but thinking about it now, the other party had already deliberately kept a distance from him at that time.
It's just that Chi Jingyao's reaction was too slow, not only did he not notice it at all, he even felt a little wronged because of Pei Ye's estrangement.
He still remembered that one day during the epidemic, Pei Ye suddenly moved away.
At that time, he only thought that Pei Ye really had something to deal with, but now he realized that it was mostly an excuse.
During the epidemic, everyone was busy with the epidemic. What could be the matter? The major event made Pei Ye move away in a hurry without even saying goodbye to him?The only explanation is that Pei Ye has already sensed his intentions, so he wants to avoid him on purpose.
Chi Jingyao rubbed the center of his eyebrows, trying hard? Recalling the situation at that time.
Then, he suddenly remembered that he seemed to have had a dream the night before Pei Ye moved out.
In the dream, what did he get bitten by something...
He even joked to Pei Ye, asking if there were big rats in the camp.
Now it's not the rat that wants to bite him, but... his second brother.
Thinking of this, Chi Jingyao couldn't help but reached out and touched his lips, his face suddenly turned red.
So Pei Ye really moved out because of this matter??
Do you feel unable to face it, afraid that he will doubt it, or out of guilt?
Sitting on the stone steps, Chi Jingyao vaguely remembered the scene in that night's dream in his mind, and felt his heart beating extremely fast, feeling awkward and dazed for a moment.He didn't know how to define that matter, but when he thought of how close Pei Ye had been to him, he felt a little unspeakable.
The two of them used to be considered close, but to say they were close, after all, there was a sense of proportion.
But Pei Ye's actions that night obviously went far beyond this limit.
That night... Did Pei Ye kiss him?
He was awkward and at a loss, for a moment he really didn't know how to face all this.
the other side.
Pei Ye was blown by the night wind for a while? He sobered up quite a bit.
After he calmed down a bit, he regretted it.
At this moment? He just wished he could go back half an hour ago and punch his drunken self so that he wouldn't say stupid things to him later.
Now it's good, everything that should be said should not be said.
He hardly knew how to continue facing Chi Jingyao.
Will the other party? Afraid of him?
Or will you hate him for it?
Or maybe, I don't want to see him again in the future.
Pei Ye gave a wry smile, feeling that everything was messed up by him.
But at the same time, he felt an unprecedented ease.
He finally doesn't have to work hard to hide his heart anymore, and he doesn't have to continue to play a good brother in front of the other party. If he really doesn't come back in the future, at least the other party will know his intentions.
"General..." Pei Qing smelled the alcohol on his body and saw him like this, so he knew that something must have happened to him.
"Pei Qing, prepare your horse and go back to the camp." Pei Ye said.
Pei Qing was startled, and asked, "Now?"
"Well, now." Pei Ye said.
Pei Qing's thoughts changed sharply, and almost immediately he guessed that what was wrong with Pei Ye had something to do with Chi Jingyao.
In this world? Dr. Chi is probably the only person who can make his general lose his temper like this.
Pei Qing pondered for a moment, then asked: "General, does Doctor Chi know that you are leaving tonight?"
Pei Ye was startled, and murmured: "He probably doesn't want to know either."
"If you leave without saying goodbye, I'm afraid Doctor Chi will be sad." Pei Qing said.
Hearing this, Pei Ye finally calmed down a little.
He wasn't sure what Chi Jingyao thought about him after learning the truth, but with Chi Jingyao's temperament, he probably wouldn't be as decisive as he imagined.None of the extreme situations he imagined seemed like the actions the other party would make.
Maybe the other party not only doesn't care about him? He hates him, and even? He's worried about his safety.
After all, Pei Ye knew about Chi Jingyao, and he figured it out after being so a little bit like Pei Qing.
"General, on the first day we came to the border town, General Yang said...don't leave any grudges with others before going to the battlefield, so as not to have trouble with each other in the future." Pei Qing said.
He knew that these words were unlucky, but he never believed them. He only knew how much his general cared about Dr. Chi.
If the two had a quarrel today, wouldn't it be convenient to say goodbye? If they separated, it might not be a good thing for his general or Dr. Chi in the future.
Just like before, Pei Ye punished Pei Xiaowu to practice because of his unreliability, and Pei Xiaowu died unexpectedly. Pei Ye didn't say it, but he didn't know how uncomfortable it was, otherwise he wouldn't drink like this? Drink more.So Pei Qing thought, no matter what tonight, he has to persuade people, at least tomorrow? He can say goodbye when he is sober.
"You're right." Pei Ye smiled wryly and said, "I'm such an asshole tonight."
"The general just cares about it, and it's all chaos." Pei Qing said hastily.
Pei Ye thought for a while, and said, "Go and tell him, I drank too much tonight... I'll rest here with you."
After such a thing happened, he didn't have the courage to go back and sleep in the same room with Chi Jingyao again.
Surely Chi Jingyao would too? Feeling awkward.
Pei Ye didn't want to embarrass the other party.
Chi Jingyao stayed outside for a while, then felt a little cold and went back to the room.
Before entering the door, he was a little apprehensive because he was not sure if Pei Ye was inside.
However, when he entered the room and found that there was no sign of Pei Ye, he felt a little sad for no reason.
He felt like he was about to lose his second brother...
Chi Jingyao lit the candle, and sat by the desk for a while, in a daze, always thinking of the bits and pieces of being with Pei Ye in his mind from time to time.
When he didn't know Pei Ye's intentions before, no matter how close he was with the other party, he was very calm, but now? Now? Knowing Pei Ye's thoughts?, and thinking about the two people's previous experiences, it feels different.
On New Year's Eve? The fireworks that Pei Ye set off for him? On the Lantern Festival City Tower? He nestled in Pei Ye's arms to hide from the wind. In his sleep, Pei Ye secretly kissed. He and Pei Ye hugged and slept countless times in the past. ...
All the memories between the two of them seemed to have been tampered with, and they changed when they remembered it.
It's just that he couldn't figure out for a while, what exactly does this change mean?
At this moment, footsteps suddenly came from outside.
Chi Jingyao was startled, his heartbeat quickened a little, and he even subconsciously sat upright.
He didn't even know why he was so nervous...
It wasn't until Pei Qing's voice came from outside that Chi Jingyao breathed a sigh of relief.
"What? It's you?" Chi Jingyao opened the door and asked Pei Qing. After the words came out of his mouth, he felt that something was wrong, so he hurriedly asked, "So? It's late, and you haven't slept yet?"
"The general drank too much and took a rest at my side. He was afraid that you would be worried, so he ordered me to come over and inform you? You." Pei Qing said.
Chi Jingyao nodded when he heard the words, and said, "Okay... I see."
Hearing that, Pei Qing was about to leave, but was stopped by Chi Jingyao.
"Doctor Chi still have something to do?" Pei Qing asked.
Chi Jingyao wanted to ask how Pei Ye was doing, but felt a little awkward, so he changed his mind and said, "Last time, I said I wanted the sunscreen ointment for you. My second brother...he kept forgetting to take it away." ?, wait a minute, let me bring it to you."
After saying that, he went back to his room and found two boxes of sunscreen ointment, and handed them to Pei Qing.
Pei Qing took the ointment and thanked him, then said: "The general and I should be back in the camp tomorrow morning."
"Well, I know." Chi Jingyao said.
Seeing that he didn't say anything else, Pei Qing told him to go to bed earlier, and left with the two cans of sunscreen ointment.
That night, Chi Jingyao didn't sleep well all night.
It wasn't until it was almost dawn that I barely squinted for a while.
But this sleep only lasted for a short while, and then he was woken up by the movement outside the courtyard.
He got up, put on his clothes and came out. As soon as he opened the door, he saw a tall and straight figure standing in the corridor. It was Pei Ye.
"Second brother..." Chi Jingyao blurted out, and immediately remembered what Pei Ye said last night after calling out, and hurriedly changed his words: "Pei... General Pei
......"
Seeing the young man's embarrassment, Pei Ye couldn't help feeling a little depressed.
Chi Jingyao may not have anything to him? Disgust, but the alienation is obvious.
"I drank too much last night and talked a lot of nonsense..." Pei Ye said guiltily, "Didn't it upset you?"
"No." Chi Jingyao shook his head, for some reason, a trace of grievance surged in his heart.
He was a little angry with Pei Ye, not because Pei Ye thought so much about him, but because he didn't know how to face him after what Pei Ye said last night.He couldn't help it? He was as close as before to Pei Ye, and the other party didn't even let him call his second brother!
After seeing the grievance in Chi Jingyao's eyes, Pei Ye felt a little more guilty.
He said: "It's my fault, you forget what I said."
Chi Jingyao thought to himself, you have said everything, where did you forget? So? Easy?
But he doesn't dare to question Pei Ye now, let alone being coquettish...
"Take care of yourself, I'm leaving." Pei Ye slightly raised the hand hanging by his side, but finally put it back.
Chi Jingyao looked at his back, his nose became sour, and his eyes immediately turned red.
He knew that after Pei Ye left, he would never know it was time to meet again.
And every day in the future, the other party will face dangers beyond his imagination...
"General Pei..." Chi Jingyao suddenly called out to him.
Pei Ye paused, stood on the spot and turned to look at the boy.
Chi Jingyao sniffed and said, "Take care of yourself."
"En." Pei Ye responded, and stood there for a long while without moving.
At that moment, he couldn't help but think secretly in his heart? Looking forward to it, it would be great if the other party ran towards him like before and gave him a hug.
But the other party didn't do that? They just looked at him from afar.
Pei Ye knew that from the moment he confessed to Chi Jingyao, he lost all the right to take the initiative to get close to him.
Unless one day, the other party took the initiative to take that step towards him, any approach he made to get close would be an overstep.
After Pei Ye left Zhuangzi, Chi Jingyao was a little absent-minded all day long.
He also couldn't say? What happened to him? He just felt a little empty.
Seeing that he was unhappy, Ruan Baozi thought he was worried about Pei Ye, so he comforted him a few words.
But when it comes to comforting people, Ruan Baozi is not very good at it. After talking for a long time, it made Chi Jingyao even more sad.
Fortunately, Baozi Ruan was self-aware, seeing that he was incapable of comforting others, he honestly didn't say anything more.
Chi Jingyao felt really uncomfortable, and he didn't know who to confide in, so he thought, why not write a letter to Pei Yuan?
After all, apart from Pei Ye, the closest people to him are Pei Yuan and the others.
Before writing the letter home, he remembered the letter Pei Ye had read to him that day, so he took it out of the drawer and read it again by himself.
At that time, Pei Ye hid the family letter and didn't show it to him. He didn't delve into the reason why, but now he knows.
Pei Ye didn't want him to see the contents of the family letter, because Pei Yuan made fun of them about "proposing marriage", which made Pei Ye unhappy.At that time, Chi Jingyao didn't express any opinion on this passage in the family letter, because he didn't know how to respond.
Since he came to this world, he has never liked anyone, let alone thought about getting married.
Chi Jingyao can be regarded as the kind of person with relatively slow feelings. He has lived in modern society for 19 years before he passed the book, and he has never been in a relationship, not even a crush.
He didn't even know what kind of person he would like.
Pei Ye's actions last night seemed to throw him a very difficult question, forcing him to think about it.
He thought about it all night last night, but the answer he got only became more at a loss.
In the past, he always regarded Pei Ye as his second brother, but now that Pei Ye said he liked him, he didn't know what to do.
Nobody taught him that, and he didn't know anything about it.
Thinking of Pei Ye, the young man felt upset, and he couldn't write his family letter anymore.
He repacked Pei Yuan's family letter and put it away, then stuffed it back into the drawer.
When he opened the drawer, he inadvertently caught a glimpse of the words book inside, so he took it out and took a look.
After Yang Yue gave him the story book, he hadn't had time to read it yet. The only book he had "read" indirectly was read to him by Pei Ye. The name seemed to be "Orion's Good Wife"... He took out the story book at the bottom, stretched out his hand to open the fold on the cover, and saw the word "male wife" on the back of the fold.
Chi Jingyao: ...
Is this story about two men?
That night, Pei Ye obviously missed his wife, but he never mentioned to him that his wife was a man! ! !
The young man opened the story book, only to find that every part of it was written as a man and wife, but when Pei Ye told him, he deliberately blurred the gender of the role of wife, which made him mistakenly think that the other party was a woman.
After Chi Jingyao turned a few pages, he suddenly remembered that he seemed to have heard this story a long time ago.
By the way, during the epidemic, some soldiers told this story in a joking tone...
But because this kind of story is not uncommon, and "Pei Ye blurred the point", he didn't think of it at all when he heard it that night.
But why did Pei Ye want to hide his identity as a "male wife"?
He can obviously use this story to test Chi Jingyao a little bit, or observe Chi Jingyao's reaction, or hint at something on the sidelines? What? What a good opportunity this is? Ah, but what about Pei Ye? Do.
At that moment, Chi Jingyao suddenly felt a little ironic.
His second brother is a gentleman, even though he has such thoughts for him, he never teases him because of his ignorance.
Considering Chi Jingyao's slowness in this matter, it would be easy for Pei Ye to handle him.
He even felt that if Pei Ye had the heart, even if he tricked him into doing something beyond the rules, he might not refuse.
But Pei Ye didn't...
Even after he realized what he wanted, he didn't even want to hug the boy for fear of being abrupt.
If he hadn't drank too much wine last night, I'm afraid he would still have kept this intention hidden.
So? Come to think of it, the time Pei Ye kissed him a long time ago might not have been intentional.
Thinking of what happened that night, Chi Jingyao began to feel a little uncomfortable again...
Whether it was intentional or not, it was indeed a kiss.
And it was Chi Jingyao's first kiss...
"Doctor Chi...can I come in?" Yang Yue's voice suddenly came from outside the door.
Chi Jingyao hurriedly put away his messy emotions, and let Yang Yue in in response.
"Hey, I'm afraid you miss the boss, so bring it to see you." Yang Yue walked in with the boss in his arms.
In the past few days, Yang Yue has used some tricks to coax the boss so happy that he is even willing to spend the night in his room.
Chi Jingyao knew that he liked monkeys, so he let the boss play with him for a few days.
"Why didn't you leave?" Chi Jingyao said in surprise, "I thought you followed them?"
"Hey, just like you, someone is watching..." Yang Yue pursed his lips and said, "My father won't let me go to the front line."
As he spoke, he showed a "you understand" expression towards Chi Jingyao.
Of course Chi Jingyao understood, if he hadn't asked for? Follow Pei Ye last night, the other party wouldn't have lost control...
"According to the rules of Dayu, I am my father's only son, so I don't have to join the army. I came to the Qizhou Camp just for the sake of experience, and the salary is deducted from my father's salary." Yang Yue said: "It's hard to say , I just do odd jobs for the Qizhou camp to earn a living."
Chi Jingyao couldn't help laughing when he heard this.
"You too..." Yang Yue said, "I think it's right for General Pei not to let you follow."
"I'm not such a righteous person. I just feel that the war is imminent and I want to do my part?" Chi Jingyao said.
"The effort you put into refining medicine is no less than anyone else." Yang Yue said: "Anyway, that's what I thought. I followed you to refine medicine, and it can be regarded as saving a lot of people, right?"
Chi Jingyao nodded his head and said, "Well, you think so."
"In this case, don't be obsessed with it." Yang Yue said: "I know you can't bear to part with General Pei, but if you go to the front with him, he might miss you when he's fighting, so that's good. Knowing that you're here Waiting for him, so he'll take better care of himself."
Chi Jingyao felt a little enlightened when he said that.
He looked at Yang Yue for a long while, and thought to himself that Yang Yue looked out of tune, but he was quite good at it? Comforting people.
"Where are you reading?" Yang Yue went to the desk and glanced at the scriptbook on the table. The book "The Rough Orion's Good Wife" was on the top. "Have you read this one?"
"I've seen it..." Chi Jingyao said.
Although he didn't read it himself, he probably knew the story inside.
"I also brought some storybooks for Baozi when I came this time. When I went to his room today and opened it casually, I found that there were three pages of books that were torn from other storybooks." Yang Yue As he spoke, he took out a few pages of the book and put them on the bookcase, and said, "I don't know who is so wicked, tore up the pages of the book in other books, and then I probably found out with conscience and returned them. Came back, and ended up misplaced."
Chi Jingyao took a look at those pages, and found that they were the three missing pages in the book "The Rough Orion's Good Wife".
"Hey..." Yang Yue smiled meaningfully, and said to Chi Jingyao, "I watched it secretly, and it was quite exciting."
Chi Jingyao frowned, remembering that the missing pages in the book were the critical moments of the story. After all, after three pages, the two protagonists had already started to blush, so they must have done it in those three pages. whats the matter.
"Why stimulate you? Don't keep it?" Chi Jingyao said casually while putting those pages back in the book.
"That won't work, this is the key plot." Yang Yue said, "I'm afraid I'll delay your viewing..."
Chi Jingyao looked up at Yang Yue, feeling that the other party seemed to have something to say.
"Hey, our relationship is almost like that of brothers, right?" Yang Yue said befriending him.
Chi Jingyao thought to himself that he should be far behind, but he didn't hate Yang Yue, but he really regarded him as a friend.
"May I ask you something?..." Yang Yue lowered his voice, his expression was a little awkward, and he asked, "You and General Pei, have you two...have you ever made out?"
Chi Jingyao was startled when he heard the words, and asked, "You...why are you?...you..."
"Don't be shy, I don't mean anything else? I'm just idle? Curious." Seeing the young man's expression, Yang Yue thought he was shy, and hurriedly comforted him: "If you don't want to say it, just pretend I didn't ask." ...I'm also talkative, how can this kind of thing? Can you ask casually? "
Chi Jingyao frowned and looked at him, apparently he still didn't understand why Yang Yue? Would? Know about it.
He himself only knew about it last night, why? Yang Yue already knew about it?
No... With Pei Ye's temperament, it is absolutely impossible to tell others about this.
How about Yang Yue? Did you know?
"I really don't mean anything else? Don't take it to heart. I'm nothing. I'm not a serious person." Yang Yue said hurriedly.
Chi Jingyao looked at him and asked, "How did you know... about this?"
"I... didn't you tell me?" Yang Yue was taken aback by his question.
"What am I? When did I tell you?" Chi Jingyao asked blankly.
Yang Yue thought for a while, and said: "It was when we first met a few years ago? Son?, you told me that you were Pei Ye's child bride-in-law. Then? Son? I knew."
Chi Jingyao: ...
What is this? With what? Huh?
Yang Yue's brain circuit is outrageous!
"What? Questions?" Yang Yue asked.
"No...nothing? Question." Chi Jingyao said.
He didn't know how to explain it to Yang Yue. He was afraid that the more he said it would become more complicated, so he simply didn't explain it and let him continue to misunderstand.
Moreover, Yang Yue's little mouth is quite serious, so misunderstood? For many years, I have never even heard of him as the client...
Yang Yue himself was bored, so he didn't stay any longer, and left after comforting the young man.
Thinking of his misunderstanding, Chi Jingyao couldn't help but be a little bit dumbfounded, secretly thinking that only Yang Yue would know such a thing? He believed it to be true.
Sometimes he doesn't know whether Yang Yue is smart or stupid.
Chi Jingyao's eyes fell on the picture book inadvertently. He hesitated for a moment, picked up the story book, and flipped to the pages just added.
Pei Ye told him this story that night, and it was about Orion and his wife hiding from the rain in the wooden house.
To be exact, Orion and his wife...
It was written in the storybook that Orion helped the husband and wife to keep warm, and the two gradually approached, their lips sticking together...
So Orion never thought about anyone before? It's the beginning of love at this moment.
But he is quite talented when it comes to getting close to people...
After Chi Jingyao finished reading those few pages of the storybook, his face was almost flushed red.
He put down the scriptures, got up to pour a bowl of water, and drank it clean in one gulp.
But the details in the storybook were over and over again in his mind, lingering, which made him very uncomfortable.
In fact, he also watched novels and movies out of curiosity before wearing books. He didn't feel ashamed about this matter, because he knew it was human nature.The reason why human beings can reproduce is because of this most primitive impulse and closeness.
The reason why he was uncomfortable was not because of these things, but because when he read the storybook, he brought that Orion directly into Pei Ye.At first he didn't even notice it, until he saw the man and his wife calling each other "Second Brother", he suddenly realized that the Orion he imagined had always looked like Pei Ye.
Chi Jingyao couldn't help but think, fortunately, Pei Ye didn't read these pages, otherwise he would? What? Mood.
The author has something to say:
Pei Ye: Keep it, let's watch it together when I come back!
Chi Jingyao was full of shock, if he hadn't heard Pei Ye say this to him with his own ears, he would never have believed it.
Even now that he has learned the truth, he still feels extremely unreal.
Chi Jingyao walked back to the stone steps and sat down. He picked up the wine jar on the ground and wanted to take a sip of wine to calm down, but found that the wine jar was empty. Finished.
Chi Jingyao: ...
No wonder he was so drunk.
Chi Jingyao sat on the stone steps and blew the cool breeze for a while, and his thoughts finally recovered slowly.
He thought back on the little things he had spent with Pei Ye during this period, and realized belatedly that, before he knew it, Pei Ye had already shown a lot of "false flaws".
Thinking about it now, Pei Ye's reaction on the night of the Lantern Festival was not quite normal.
The two big men hid together, still in that dangerous atmosphere, even at a young age, they shouldn't have such a reaction for no reason.
But Chi Jingyao didn't think about other aspects at all at the time. How could he possibly doubt himself? His second brother had that kind of thought for him?
It seems that after that night, Pei Ye began to consciously distance himself from him.
Although she is still willing to get close to him, she has restrained a lot in every gesture.
At that time, Chi Jingyao had doubts for a short time, but he thought it was his own paranoia.
When it comes to the epidemic, Pei Ye has a lot of loopholes.
Not to mention the need to take "Qingxin Quhuowan" every day, there are still many behaviors that are not natural.
For example, when Pei Ye used to sleep with him, because he was afraid that he would be cold, he would always hug him and sleep together.But during that time, Pei Ye seldom hugged him to sleep, or even deliberately turned his back to him.
At that time, he only thought that Pei Ye was too tired, but thinking about it now, the other party had already deliberately kept a distance from him at that time.
It's just that Chi Jingyao's reaction was too slow, not only did he not notice it at all, he even felt a little wronged because of Pei Ye's estrangement.
He still remembered that one day during the epidemic, Pei Ye suddenly moved away.
At that time, he only thought that Pei Ye really had something to deal with, but now he realized that it was mostly an excuse.
During the epidemic, everyone was busy with the epidemic. What could be the matter? The major event made Pei Ye move away in a hurry without even saying goodbye to him?The only explanation is that Pei Ye has already sensed his intentions, so he wants to avoid him on purpose.
Chi Jingyao rubbed the center of his eyebrows, trying hard? Recalling the situation at that time.
Then, he suddenly remembered that he seemed to have had a dream the night before Pei Ye moved out.
In the dream, what did he get bitten by something...
He even joked to Pei Ye, asking if there were big rats in the camp.
Now it's not the rat that wants to bite him, but... his second brother.
Thinking of this, Chi Jingyao couldn't help but reached out and touched his lips, his face suddenly turned red.
So Pei Ye really moved out because of this matter??
Do you feel unable to face it, afraid that he will doubt it, or out of guilt?
Sitting on the stone steps, Chi Jingyao vaguely remembered the scene in that night's dream in his mind, and felt his heart beating extremely fast, feeling awkward and dazed for a moment.He didn't know how to define that matter, but when he thought of how close Pei Ye had been to him, he felt a little unspeakable.
The two of them used to be considered close, but to say they were close, after all, there was a sense of proportion.
But Pei Ye's actions that night obviously went far beyond this limit.
That night... Did Pei Ye kiss him?
He was awkward and at a loss, for a moment he really didn't know how to face all this.
the other side.
Pei Ye was blown by the night wind for a while? He sobered up quite a bit.
After he calmed down a bit, he regretted it.
At this moment? He just wished he could go back half an hour ago and punch his drunken self so that he wouldn't say stupid things to him later.
Now it's good, everything that should be said should not be said.
He hardly knew how to continue facing Chi Jingyao.
Will the other party? Afraid of him?
Or will you hate him for it?
Or maybe, I don't want to see him again in the future.
Pei Ye gave a wry smile, feeling that everything was messed up by him.
But at the same time, he felt an unprecedented ease.
He finally doesn't have to work hard to hide his heart anymore, and he doesn't have to continue to play a good brother in front of the other party. If he really doesn't come back in the future, at least the other party will know his intentions.
"General..." Pei Qing smelled the alcohol on his body and saw him like this, so he knew that something must have happened to him.
"Pei Qing, prepare your horse and go back to the camp." Pei Ye said.
Pei Qing was startled, and asked, "Now?"
"Well, now." Pei Ye said.
Pei Qing's thoughts changed sharply, and almost immediately he guessed that what was wrong with Pei Ye had something to do with Chi Jingyao.
In this world? Dr. Chi is probably the only person who can make his general lose his temper like this.
Pei Qing pondered for a moment, then asked: "General, does Doctor Chi know that you are leaving tonight?"
Pei Ye was startled, and murmured: "He probably doesn't want to know either."
"If you leave without saying goodbye, I'm afraid Doctor Chi will be sad." Pei Qing said.
Hearing this, Pei Ye finally calmed down a little.
He wasn't sure what Chi Jingyao thought about him after learning the truth, but with Chi Jingyao's temperament, he probably wouldn't be as decisive as he imagined.None of the extreme situations he imagined seemed like the actions the other party would make.
Maybe the other party not only doesn't care about him? He hates him, and even? He's worried about his safety.
After all, Pei Ye knew about Chi Jingyao, and he figured it out after being so a little bit like Pei Qing.
"General, on the first day we came to the border town, General Yang said...don't leave any grudges with others before going to the battlefield, so as not to have trouble with each other in the future." Pei Qing said.
He knew that these words were unlucky, but he never believed them. He only knew how much his general cared about Dr. Chi.
If the two had a quarrel today, wouldn't it be convenient to say goodbye? If they separated, it might not be a good thing for his general or Dr. Chi in the future.
Just like before, Pei Ye punished Pei Xiaowu to practice because of his unreliability, and Pei Xiaowu died unexpectedly. Pei Ye didn't say it, but he didn't know how uncomfortable it was, otherwise he wouldn't drink like this? Drink more.So Pei Qing thought, no matter what tonight, he has to persuade people, at least tomorrow? He can say goodbye when he is sober.
"You're right." Pei Ye smiled wryly and said, "I'm such an asshole tonight."
"The general just cares about it, and it's all chaos." Pei Qing said hastily.
Pei Ye thought for a while, and said, "Go and tell him, I drank too much tonight... I'll rest here with you."
After such a thing happened, he didn't have the courage to go back and sleep in the same room with Chi Jingyao again.
Surely Chi Jingyao would too? Feeling awkward.
Pei Ye didn't want to embarrass the other party.
Chi Jingyao stayed outside for a while, then felt a little cold and went back to the room.
Before entering the door, he was a little apprehensive because he was not sure if Pei Ye was inside.
However, when he entered the room and found that there was no sign of Pei Ye, he felt a little sad for no reason.
He felt like he was about to lose his second brother...
Chi Jingyao lit the candle, and sat by the desk for a while, in a daze, always thinking of the bits and pieces of being with Pei Ye in his mind from time to time.
When he didn't know Pei Ye's intentions before, no matter how close he was with the other party, he was very calm, but now? Now? Knowing Pei Ye's thoughts?, and thinking about the two people's previous experiences, it feels different.
On New Year's Eve? The fireworks that Pei Ye set off for him? On the Lantern Festival City Tower? He nestled in Pei Ye's arms to hide from the wind. In his sleep, Pei Ye secretly kissed. He and Pei Ye hugged and slept countless times in the past. ...
All the memories between the two of them seemed to have been tampered with, and they changed when they remembered it.
It's just that he couldn't figure out for a while, what exactly does this change mean?
At this moment, footsteps suddenly came from outside.
Chi Jingyao was startled, his heartbeat quickened a little, and he even subconsciously sat upright.
He didn't even know why he was so nervous...
It wasn't until Pei Qing's voice came from outside that Chi Jingyao breathed a sigh of relief.
"What? It's you?" Chi Jingyao opened the door and asked Pei Qing. After the words came out of his mouth, he felt that something was wrong, so he hurriedly asked, "So? It's late, and you haven't slept yet?"
"The general drank too much and took a rest at my side. He was afraid that you would be worried, so he ordered me to come over and inform you? You." Pei Qing said.
Chi Jingyao nodded when he heard the words, and said, "Okay... I see."
Hearing that, Pei Qing was about to leave, but was stopped by Chi Jingyao.
"Doctor Chi still have something to do?" Pei Qing asked.
Chi Jingyao wanted to ask how Pei Ye was doing, but felt a little awkward, so he changed his mind and said, "Last time, I said I wanted the sunscreen ointment for you. My second brother...he kept forgetting to take it away." ?, wait a minute, let me bring it to you."
After saying that, he went back to his room and found two boxes of sunscreen ointment, and handed them to Pei Qing.
Pei Qing took the ointment and thanked him, then said: "The general and I should be back in the camp tomorrow morning."
"Well, I know." Chi Jingyao said.
Seeing that he didn't say anything else, Pei Qing told him to go to bed earlier, and left with the two cans of sunscreen ointment.
That night, Chi Jingyao didn't sleep well all night.
It wasn't until it was almost dawn that I barely squinted for a while.
But this sleep only lasted for a short while, and then he was woken up by the movement outside the courtyard.
He got up, put on his clothes and came out. As soon as he opened the door, he saw a tall and straight figure standing in the corridor. It was Pei Ye.
"Second brother..." Chi Jingyao blurted out, and immediately remembered what Pei Ye said last night after calling out, and hurriedly changed his words: "Pei... General Pei
......"
Seeing the young man's embarrassment, Pei Ye couldn't help feeling a little depressed.
Chi Jingyao may not have anything to him? Disgust, but the alienation is obvious.
"I drank too much last night and talked a lot of nonsense..." Pei Ye said guiltily, "Didn't it upset you?"
"No." Chi Jingyao shook his head, for some reason, a trace of grievance surged in his heart.
He was a little angry with Pei Ye, not because Pei Ye thought so much about him, but because he didn't know how to face him after what Pei Ye said last night.He couldn't help it? He was as close as before to Pei Ye, and the other party didn't even let him call his second brother!
After seeing the grievance in Chi Jingyao's eyes, Pei Ye felt a little more guilty.
He said: "It's my fault, you forget what I said."
Chi Jingyao thought to himself, you have said everything, where did you forget? So? Easy?
But he doesn't dare to question Pei Ye now, let alone being coquettish...
"Take care of yourself, I'm leaving." Pei Ye slightly raised the hand hanging by his side, but finally put it back.
Chi Jingyao looked at his back, his nose became sour, and his eyes immediately turned red.
He knew that after Pei Ye left, he would never know it was time to meet again.
And every day in the future, the other party will face dangers beyond his imagination...
"General Pei..." Chi Jingyao suddenly called out to him.
Pei Ye paused, stood on the spot and turned to look at the boy.
Chi Jingyao sniffed and said, "Take care of yourself."
"En." Pei Ye responded, and stood there for a long while without moving.
At that moment, he couldn't help but think secretly in his heart? Looking forward to it, it would be great if the other party ran towards him like before and gave him a hug.
But the other party didn't do that? They just looked at him from afar.
Pei Ye knew that from the moment he confessed to Chi Jingyao, he lost all the right to take the initiative to get close to him.
Unless one day, the other party took the initiative to take that step towards him, any approach he made to get close would be an overstep.
After Pei Ye left Zhuangzi, Chi Jingyao was a little absent-minded all day long.
He also couldn't say? What happened to him? He just felt a little empty.
Seeing that he was unhappy, Ruan Baozi thought he was worried about Pei Ye, so he comforted him a few words.
But when it comes to comforting people, Ruan Baozi is not very good at it. After talking for a long time, it made Chi Jingyao even more sad.
Fortunately, Baozi Ruan was self-aware, seeing that he was incapable of comforting others, he honestly didn't say anything more.
Chi Jingyao felt really uncomfortable, and he didn't know who to confide in, so he thought, why not write a letter to Pei Yuan?
After all, apart from Pei Ye, the closest people to him are Pei Yuan and the others.
Before writing the letter home, he remembered the letter Pei Ye had read to him that day, so he took it out of the drawer and read it again by himself.
At that time, Pei Ye hid the family letter and didn't show it to him. He didn't delve into the reason why, but now he knows.
Pei Ye didn't want him to see the contents of the family letter, because Pei Yuan made fun of them about "proposing marriage", which made Pei Ye unhappy.At that time, Chi Jingyao didn't express any opinion on this passage in the family letter, because he didn't know how to respond.
Since he came to this world, he has never liked anyone, let alone thought about getting married.
Chi Jingyao can be regarded as the kind of person with relatively slow feelings. He has lived in modern society for 19 years before he passed the book, and he has never been in a relationship, not even a crush.
He didn't even know what kind of person he would like.
Pei Ye's actions last night seemed to throw him a very difficult question, forcing him to think about it.
He thought about it all night last night, but the answer he got only became more at a loss.
In the past, he always regarded Pei Ye as his second brother, but now that Pei Ye said he liked him, he didn't know what to do.
Nobody taught him that, and he didn't know anything about it.
Thinking of Pei Ye, the young man felt upset, and he couldn't write his family letter anymore.
He repacked Pei Yuan's family letter and put it away, then stuffed it back into the drawer.
When he opened the drawer, he inadvertently caught a glimpse of the words book inside, so he took it out and took a look.
After Yang Yue gave him the story book, he hadn't had time to read it yet. The only book he had "read" indirectly was read to him by Pei Ye. The name seemed to be "Orion's Good Wife"... He took out the story book at the bottom, stretched out his hand to open the fold on the cover, and saw the word "male wife" on the back of the fold.
Chi Jingyao: ...
Is this story about two men?
That night, Pei Ye obviously missed his wife, but he never mentioned to him that his wife was a man! ! !
The young man opened the story book, only to find that every part of it was written as a man and wife, but when Pei Ye told him, he deliberately blurred the gender of the role of wife, which made him mistakenly think that the other party was a woman.
After Chi Jingyao turned a few pages, he suddenly remembered that he seemed to have heard this story a long time ago.
By the way, during the epidemic, some soldiers told this story in a joking tone...
But because this kind of story is not uncommon, and "Pei Ye blurred the point", he didn't think of it at all when he heard it that night.
But why did Pei Ye want to hide his identity as a "male wife"?
He can obviously use this story to test Chi Jingyao a little bit, or observe Chi Jingyao's reaction, or hint at something on the sidelines? What? What a good opportunity this is? Ah, but what about Pei Ye? Do.
At that moment, Chi Jingyao suddenly felt a little ironic.
His second brother is a gentleman, even though he has such thoughts for him, he never teases him because of his ignorance.
Considering Chi Jingyao's slowness in this matter, it would be easy for Pei Ye to handle him.
He even felt that if Pei Ye had the heart, even if he tricked him into doing something beyond the rules, he might not refuse.
But Pei Ye didn't...
Even after he realized what he wanted, he didn't even want to hug the boy for fear of being abrupt.
If he hadn't drank too much wine last night, I'm afraid he would still have kept this intention hidden.
So? Come to think of it, the time Pei Ye kissed him a long time ago might not have been intentional.
Thinking of what happened that night, Chi Jingyao began to feel a little uncomfortable again...
Whether it was intentional or not, it was indeed a kiss.
And it was Chi Jingyao's first kiss...
"Doctor Chi...can I come in?" Yang Yue's voice suddenly came from outside the door.
Chi Jingyao hurriedly put away his messy emotions, and let Yang Yue in in response.
"Hey, I'm afraid you miss the boss, so bring it to see you." Yang Yue walked in with the boss in his arms.
In the past few days, Yang Yue has used some tricks to coax the boss so happy that he is even willing to spend the night in his room.
Chi Jingyao knew that he liked monkeys, so he let the boss play with him for a few days.
"Why didn't you leave?" Chi Jingyao said in surprise, "I thought you followed them?"
"Hey, just like you, someone is watching..." Yang Yue pursed his lips and said, "My father won't let me go to the front line."
As he spoke, he showed a "you understand" expression towards Chi Jingyao.
Of course Chi Jingyao understood, if he hadn't asked for? Follow Pei Ye last night, the other party wouldn't have lost control...
"According to the rules of Dayu, I am my father's only son, so I don't have to join the army. I came to the Qizhou Camp just for the sake of experience, and the salary is deducted from my father's salary." Yang Yue said: "It's hard to say , I just do odd jobs for the Qizhou camp to earn a living."
Chi Jingyao couldn't help laughing when he heard this.
"You too..." Yang Yue said, "I think it's right for General Pei not to let you follow."
"I'm not such a righteous person. I just feel that the war is imminent and I want to do my part?" Chi Jingyao said.
"The effort you put into refining medicine is no less than anyone else." Yang Yue said: "Anyway, that's what I thought. I followed you to refine medicine, and it can be regarded as saving a lot of people, right?"
Chi Jingyao nodded his head and said, "Well, you think so."
"In this case, don't be obsessed with it." Yang Yue said: "I know you can't bear to part with General Pei, but if you go to the front with him, he might miss you when he's fighting, so that's good. Knowing that you're here Waiting for him, so he'll take better care of himself."
Chi Jingyao felt a little enlightened when he said that.
He looked at Yang Yue for a long while, and thought to himself that Yang Yue looked out of tune, but he was quite good at it? Comforting people.
"Where are you reading?" Yang Yue went to the desk and glanced at the scriptbook on the table. The book "The Rough Orion's Good Wife" was on the top. "Have you read this one?"
"I've seen it..." Chi Jingyao said.
Although he didn't read it himself, he probably knew the story inside.
"I also brought some storybooks for Baozi when I came this time. When I went to his room today and opened it casually, I found that there were three pages of books that were torn from other storybooks." Yang Yue As he spoke, he took out a few pages of the book and put them on the bookcase, and said, "I don't know who is so wicked, tore up the pages of the book in other books, and then I probably found out with conscience and returned them. Came back, and ended up misplaced."
Chi Jingyao took a look at those pages, and found that they were the three missing pages in the book "The Rough Orion's Good Wife".
"Hey..." Yang Yue smiled meaningfully, and said to Chi Jingyao, "I watched it secretly, and it was quite exciting."
Chi Jingyao frowned, remembering that the missing pages in the book were the critical moments of the story. After all, after three pages, the two protagonists had already started to blush, so they must have done it in those three pages. whats the matter.
"Why stimulate you? Don't keep it?" Chi Jingyao said casually while putting those pages back in the book.
"That won't work, this is the key plot." Yang Yue said, "I'm afraid I'll delay your viewing..."
Chi Jingyao looked up at Yang Yue, feeling that the other party seemed to have something to say.
"Hey, our relationship is almost like that of brothers, right?" Yang Yue said befriending him.
Chi Jingyao thought to himself that he should be far behind, but he didn't hate Yang Yue, but he really regarded him as a friend.
"May I ask you something?..." Yang Yue lowered his voice, his expression was a little awkward, and he asked, "You and General Pei, have you two...have you ever made out?"
Chi Jingyao was startled when he heard the words, and asked, "You...why are you?...you..."
"Don't be shy, I don't mean anything else? I'm just idle? Curious." Seeing the young man's expression, Yang Yue thought he was shy, and hurriedly comforted him: "If you don't want to say it, just pretend I didn't ask." ...I'm also talkative, how can this kind of thing? Can you ask casually? "
Chi Jingyao frowned and looked at him, apparently he still didn't understand why Yang Yue? Would? Know about it.
He himself only knew about it last night, why? Yang Yue already knew about it?
No... With Pei Ye's temperament, it is absolutely impossible to tell others about this.
How about Yang Yue? Did you know?
"I really don't mean anything else? Don't take it to heart. I'm nothing. I'm not a serious person." Yang Yue said hurriedly.
Chi Jingyao looked at him and asked, "How did you know... about this?"
"I... didn't you tell me?" Yang Yue was taken aback by his question.
"What am I? When did I tell you?" Chi Jingyao asked blankly.
Yang Yue thought for a while, and said: "It was when we first met a few years ago? Son?, you told me that you were Pei Ye's child bride-in-law. Then? Son? I knew."
Chi Jingyao: ...
What is this? With what? Huh?
Yang Yue's brain circuit is outrageous!
"What? Questions?" Yang Yue asked.
"No...nothing? Question." Chi Jingyao said.
He didn't know how to explain it to Yang Yue. He was afraid that the more he said it would become more complicated, so he simply didn't explain it and let him continue to misunderstand.
Moreover, Yang Yue's little mouth is quite serious, so misunderstood? For many years, I have never even heard of him as the client...
Yang Yue himself was bored, so he didn't stay any longer, and left after comforting the young man.
Thinking of his misunderstanding, Chi Jingyao couldn't help but be a little bit dumbfounded, secretly thinking that only Yang Yue would know such a thing? He believed it to be true.
Sometimes he doesn't know whether Yang Yue is smart or stupid.
Chi Jingyao's eyes fell on the picture book inadvertently. He hesitated for a moment, picked up the story book, and flipped to the pages just added.
Pei Ye told him this story that night, and it was about Orion and his wife hiding from the rain in the wooden house.
To be exact, Orion and his wife...
It was written in the storybook that Orion helped the husband and wife to keep warm, and the two gradually approached, their lips sticking together...
So Orion never thought about anyone before? It's the beginning of love at this moment.
But he is quite talented when it comes to getting close to people...
After Chi Jingyao finished reading those few pages of the storybook, his face was almost flushed red.
He put down the scriptures, got up to pour a bowl of water, and drank it clean in one gulp.
But the details in the storybook were over and over again in his mind, lingering, which made him very uncomfortable.
In fact, he also watched novels and movies out of curiosity before wearing books. He didn't feel ashamed about this matter, because he knew it was human nature.The reason why human beings can reproduce is because of this most primitive impulse and closeness.
The reason why he was uncomfortable was not because of these things, but because when he read the storybook, he brought that Orion directly into Pei Ye.At first he didn't even notice it, until he saw the man and his wife calling each other "Second Brother", he suddenly realized that the Orion he imagined had always looked like Pei Ye.
Chi Jingyao couldn't help but think, fortunately, Pei Ye didn't read these pages, otherwise he would? What? Mood.
The author has something to say:
Pei Ye: Keep it, let's watch it together when I come back!
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