After awakening the evil god, it was marked

From the initial surprise, Meng Qianlin became furious: "Are you kidding me? What do you know? How can a person like you understand how much we suffer every day..."

But when he met Shang Yan Zhijin's eyes, he couldn't help but shut his mouth, and it took him a long time to hold back a sentence: "What's so sad about you, you can't get what you want."

Yan Zhijin looked up at the sky.

On the cloudless sky, the bright sun is hanging high.

And behind that, there are countless mysterious planets covered by light and mysterious and powerful creatures living on them.

In autumn, the air is dry, and the sun has evaporated the water, like a thin and sharp knife, which hurts people's eyes.

"You're right." Yan Zhijin retracted his gaze and said.

He stopped talking again.

The light that originally shrouded him was also evaporated into thin crisp pieces along with the sunlight, and fell to the ground next to him, disappearing.

His eyes also turned back to pure black.

Meng Qianlin trotted along beside him, and asked impatiently, "Why didn't you say half of what you said?"

Yan Zhijin said nothing, but walked a little faster than before.

"You don't have anyone else you like, do you?" Meng Qianlin grabbed his sleeve and asked ferociously, "Then you still hang on to the teaching assistant?"

Yan Zhijin glanced at him, pulled back her sleeves, and drew a boundary with him.

"Speak up." Meng Qianlin was relentless, "I annoy people who talk half-talk like you the most. Yes, yes, no, no. Is that rumor true? Did you really get dumped by Qi Li'an?"

Yan Zhijin frowned deeply, exuding a sense of disgust from the inside out: "I have nothing to do with him."

"That's why!" Meng Qianlin said, "The whole country, no, the entire planet, exaggerating all the planets participating in the alliance, who else can't be chased by you!"

"It's not that you can't catch up, it's that—" Yan Zhijin paused and said, "You can't be sure if you are the choice he is most looking forward to in his heart."

Meng Qianlin looked at him in bewilderment: "You mean, even if he promised to be with you, will he still miss others?"

"Maybe."

"Then why did he agree to you!" Meng Qianlin slapped his thigh, "Scumbag!"

"Because...there is always a gap between reality and ideal." Yan Zhijin narrowed his eyes and looked at the dazzling sun.

"I still can't believe it," Meng Qianlin kept shaking his head, "Who is he obsessed with? Where can he find someone with better conditions than you?"

Yan Zhijin smiled: "There are people beyond people, and there is a sky beyond the sky."

"I don't believe it." Meng Qianlin insisted, "You must have lied to me."

Yan Zhijin said kindly, "Yes."

Meng Qianlin dawdled for a while, but still couldn't bear to ask: "There is really someone stronger than you... What is it like?"

"Hmm..." Yan Zhijin stopped, pondered, and said frankly, "Every aspect is better than me."

Meng Qianlin's lips parted slightly, and she was so startled that she forgot to blink her eyes.

"Regardless of appearance, knowledge, ability, or identity, everything is a thousand times better than me. He and I are like a shining star and a grain of white sand on a river bank." He said slowly.

He is an omniscient and omnipotent god, the object of worship of countless people, and the rule and order of the entire world.

It is an object that small human beings can never reach.

When Yan Zhijin said these words now, he was not as sad as he was at first, but his chest felt a little stuffy and painful, as if his lungs were blocked by smoke and dust, and it took more effort to breathe.

He admitted sadly and honestly that he just couldn't match that God.

Even though Yan Hui had assured him many times, and he no longer doubted himself casually, when he recalled the past of himself who had just learned about Yan Hui and that god, he still couldn't help but feel his nose sour.

Meng Qianlin was at a loss and said, "How is this possible?"

Yan Zhijin asked back, "Why is it impossible?"

It is possible.It's not that he underestimates himself, anyone can see that human beings cannot be compared with gods.God only needs to lift a finger, and he will disappear without a sound, and no one will remember his existence.

He knew that Yan Hui had no entanglement with that god anymore, and there was no possibility of him being a substitute.

However, he couldn't get rid of this sense of frustration in the face of great strength.

As Meng Qianlin said, he has excellent conditions.From birth, he was the envy of all.As long as he wants, basically there is nothing he can't get.He had never encountered such an existence that crushed him in all directions.

This has nothing to do with love, the uneasy instinct of facing creatures hundreds of times stronger than oneself.

This incident has left an indelible mark on his heart, as long as he thinks about it, the seemingly healed wound will twitch again.

His ankles suddenly felt chilly.

Something long, thin, and cold was circling around his ankle.

Yan Zhijin froze and lowered her head in disbelief.

A small black snake was trying to get into his trouser leg.

He squatted down, pretending to pick up the fallen things, and picked up the snake.

The black snake wrapped itself around his wrist, pretending to be a fancy bracelet.

"I can't imagine it. If there is one, it should be the kind of person in the legend." Meng Qianlin pouted, "Then you don't want him, who is he, it's better to change."

"I'm surprised to hear you say such a thing." Yan Zhijin said while touching the snake.

As he stroked the dry scales of the snake, he miraculously calmed down.

"What do you mean, do you mean that I will only let you endure?" Meng Qianlin said unconvinced.

Yan Zhijin nodded: "That's what you did."

"I... I'm different." Meng Qianlin said without confidence, "I want to chase him, but I hope that when he's with me, he really likes me, instead of trying to settle for the next best thing and just make do Just a moment. I won't be as useless as you!"

"You're right," Yan Zhijin said sincerely, "I hope you can no longer suffer from this matter."

Meng Qianlin rubbed his nose and muttered to himself: "Of course. But, but I am so unwilling. From childhood to adulthood, there is nothing I can't get. Wherever I go, there are not a bunch of alphas holding me. This time I finally I wanted to take the initiative once, but he actually ignored me. I can't figure out why he doesn't like me, is alpha so difficult to deal with? The alphas I met before are not like this."

Yan Zhijin said softly, "Yes, it's just that difficult."

"I don't know why, but I don't seem to hate you that much anymore." Meng Qianlin shrugged, "Maybe it's because of the same illness."

Yan Zhijin: "Oh."

"Actually, I know that I don't like him that much either," Meng Qianlin said, "I'm just not convinced. I don't believe that there are things that I can't get even if I work hard."

Yan Zhijin: "Yes, full marks on the test paper."

Meng Qianlin: "..."

Yan Zhijin: "There is class tomorrow, remember to do your homework."

Meng Qianlin covered her ears angrily: "You are so annoying! Why mention this?"

Yan Zhijin: "I am a teacher."

Meng Qianlin muttered something, and finally expelled the things related to homework, and said bluntly: "I want to give up."

Yan Zhijin touched the snake's head: "Yes."

"Seeing that you are anxious because you feel inferior to others, I don't think there is any point in competing." Meng Qianlin said, "The best thing is what you can't get. Even if I catch up with you, he must be in the heart." Miss you. Then why should I waste my time on him."

He glared at Yan Zhijin, and said, "You come out quickly too. If you don't deserve a partner, just let him go. Who, give him face and pay him back, I really think he is the only one."

Yan Zhijin agreed, pressing down on the small head of the black snake that was about to move.

He asked some more about Zhou Hanguang.

The news that Lu Baitang got before was correct, Meng Qianlin's father's company was indeed developing drugs to enhance human physique.It just so happened that Zhou Hanguang planned to conduct independent research, and Meng Qianlin wanted to recommend him to his father.

Zhou Hanguang has always been very dissatisfied with the fact that he interrupted the experiment of using venom to improve various physical functions of animals, and wanted to take this opportunity to stand on his own.

But according to Meng Qianlin's feedback, Zhou Hanguang has been swaying.

Yan Zhijin's venom is needed for research, and Yan Zhijin will definitely not give that kind of venom to someone who is about to leave the research institute.If he wants to, he can only use improper means.

All he wanted was to make his own career and make Yan Zhijin look at him differently, instead of letting the two of them completely tear each other apart.

Not to mention, the difficulty of such a thing.

He seemed extremely tired during this period. Apart from staying up all night to check past materials and find research breakthroughs, it was also related to the mediation with Meng Qianlin.

He did move his hand only once.And the reason why he did it that time was because he saw Yan Zhijin and Yan Hui going to the movies holding hands, and when he was observing the test mice at night, he became more and more angry, and finally made up his mind and made a move.

He also hesitated for a while, and deliberately chose a time when everyone was asleep, but he didn't expect Xia Shuhe, who was awakened by the nightmare, to bump into him.

And Xia Shuhe was protected by Yan Ji and another god, so he almost died.

If it wasn't for Yan Zhijin, he might have been completely swallowed by mice today.

Yan Zhijin watched Meng Qianlin get into his car, and found a quiet bench to sit down.

It is very remote here, almost no pedestrians will pass by.

He held the little black snake in his palm and asked, "Where is your master?"

The little snake raised its head and hissed, spitting out the letter, signaling him to hold himself higher.

Yan Zhijin held the snake up.

The palm of his hand sank suddenly, and the black snake with the thickness of his little finger turned into a human shape. He put his knee on the empty space beside him, supported the back of the bench with one hand, leaned over to look at him closely, and said with a smile, "Here."

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Meng Qianlin: It's hard for me to be moved once, but you let me lose so completely.Zhuo!