High-Risk Survival Log

Under Zhao Qingyang's urging, Zhou Sui also changed into that suit, which was similar to Zhao Qingyang's tailoring, but with a more restrained and gentle design.The proof is that when Zhao Qingyang puts on that suit, it makes people want to do something.And Zhou Sui's body is like meeting a gentleman who is reading a book at an afternoon tea party, making people want to sit down and chat with him and explore his secrets.

"Very good." Zhou Sui commented.

Zhao Qingyang leaned at the door to watch him change his clothes, with the tip of his tongue against his teeth, his eyes dark.

Whether it's heart, body, or secrets, he wants them all.

…In exchange of equal value, he also offered his heart, body and secrets.

But Zhou Sui had to accept these.

After Zhou Sui changed, he made a gesture to take off his suit. Zhao Qingyang stopped Zhou Sui, asked him to sit down, and said, "Try changing your shoes, too?"

Before Zhou Sui had time to refuse, Zhao Qingyang had already brought over the matching leather shoes. He half knelt on the ground, holding Zhou Sui's ankle.The suit pants were straight, and the slender white legs extended from them, revealing a small gap.Zhao Qingyang wanted to just hold the ankle like this, but also wanted to slowly put his hand in through the gap.

Zhou Sui raised his legs and looked at him with a smile: "Qingqing?"

Zhao Qingyang looked up at him. This was a gesture of surrender, but his expression was very dangerous. The corners of his eyes were glistening with water. His hot palms were pressed against the skin of his ankles, and the air heated up in the silence.

He put Zhou Sui's feet on his thighs, maintained this half-kneeling position, rubbed his fingers against the skin, and said, "Sui Sui must have been chased by many people since he was a child."

Zhou Sui smiled: "It seems so, but now I only have you in my heart."

Zhao Qingyang continued: "Are there any suitors who are more impressive?"

Zhou Sui kicked him lightly: "Except for you, there is nothing else, you are the most impressive in my memory."

"Really?" Zhao Qingyang said with a smile: "That's right, how can they be so handsome and persistent as I am, so they can win your favor."

Zhou Sui still kept smiling: "Whose jealousy is this?"

Zhao Qingyang lowered his eyes and put on his shoes for him.

After putting it on, he didn't let go of his hand, and Zhou Sui didn't move either.

Zhou Sui: "If you have any doubts, you can ask me directly. I said at the time, I hope we can be honest and trust each other, Qingyang, groundless speculation will only hurt our relationship."

No matter how awkward Zhao Qingyang was, because this sentence was loose, he raised his head and asked, "What's the matter with the white whale?"

To be honest, he had never had this experience.

His family is not the kind of environment that can directly express love.

Zhou Sui was stunned for a moment: "You know?"

The corner of Zhao Qingyang's mouth twitched: "How did you meet him?"

This matter involved the previous Zhou Sui, so Zhou Sui hesitated for a moment and said, "I don't remember."

Zhao Qingyang looked like you were fooling me.

Zhou Sui: "I really don't remember, I have amnesia, I don't remember anything before the age of 17."

Zhao Qingyang's eyes widened, apparently it was the first time he had heard of this.

Amnesia is such a magical thing that happens around you.

Zhao Qingyang's first reaction was to think about the information about amnesia that he had read before. There are several types of amnesia, partial amnesia, selective amnesia, total amnesia, and continuous amnesia.

"I have total amnesia." Zhou Sui explained: "When I woke up from the hospital, I completely forgot my life background, name, address and family... my mind was empty and I didn't remember anything."

He hangs down, looking unpredictable.Zhao Qingyang immediately felt guilty, as if his heart was caught: "I'm sorry! I... I don't know... Why didn't you tell me about such a big thing?"

Zhou Sui showed some embarrassment: "It's hard to talk about this kind of thing. After losing my memory, I gradually got used to it, and it didn't have much impact on my life."

Zhao Qingyang was anxious, guilty and distressed, his eyebrows furrowed slightly, and he looked at Zhou Sui worriedly.

"It's been a long time." Zhou Sui didn't want him to pay too much attention to this matter, put his hand on his face, and said softly: "Including the matter of the white whale, I really don't remember him. When I said it, I was more surprised than you."

"...Sorry." Zhao Qingyang pursed his lips.

Zhou Sui: "It's okay, so if you have anything to say, you can tell me directly. Don't think about it yourself. If you have nothing, you can think of it as something."

Zhao Qingyang rolled his Adam's apple, took Zhou Sui's hand, stared at him, and then kissed his palm.

"I was wrong." Zhao Qingyang whispered, "Why don't you punish me for undressing you?"

Zhou Suixiao: "Preaching prostitution in the daytime is not for a gentleman."

Zhao Qingyang: "Then how about we tonight?"

"I have to work at night." Zhou Sui changed the topic and said, "The clothes are all ready, when are they going to hold the wedding?"

Zhao Qingyang thought about it for a while: "The day after tomorrow is a good day. I heard that someone will be specially hired to calculate it."

Zhou Sui: "Do you want to make any preparations?"

Zhao Qingyang immediately showed a smile: "You don't need to prepare anything, we count as a gift money!"

Before he brought Zhou Sui with him, it meant secretly proclaiming his sovereignty.At that time, he was going to confess his love, but he was not sure of his success. Now it is different, he can declare his sovereignty openly.

He is a man of honor!

Zhou Sui changed his clothes, and Zhao Qingyang took the opportunity to tease him a few more times. Zhou Sui was very face-saving, and he had contact with him when flirting, and affectionately when kissing, but he was unwilling to carry out the great harmony of life .

When Zhou Sui left, Zhao Qingyang looked in the mirror, lifted up his clothes and touched his eight-pack abs, thinking that this body is not attractive anymore?

Why is Dr. Zhou so unmoved!

Zhao Qingyang began to brainstorm. According to his investigation, Zhou Sui has never had a partner. According to Zhou Sui, he has no mentality of falling in love. Single until now, he has become an increasingly delicious and attractive piece of fat .

But Zhou Sui's technique is very skillful, he is obviously not inferior to himself in lifting up, how can he do it without any experience?

Could it be...Doctor Zhou...doesn't do it?

In fact, I have dated some people, but because of that, I can’t continue to date?

He rejected himself before, saying that it was all his problem, could it be this problem?

Although Zhou Suicai said that if he had any doubts, he would ask, but Zhao Qingyang was too embarrassed to ask this out.He thought about it for a while, and thought that even if Zhou Sui really did that, he could just do that.Moreover, if it's really so nah, they can go to the hospital to see it!Both of them are doctors, so they won't shy away from medical treatment.

Zhao Qingyang made up his mind to work harder to seduce Dr. Zhou!

……

Zhou Sui didn't go to work today. In the afternoon, according to the appointment time, he came to a place that he hadn't set foot for a long time.

The front desk met him and asked him if he had an appointment, Zhou Sui said, "The appointment is between five and six in the afternoon."

"Mr. Zhou?" The front desk smiled and led him into the consultation room, poured two cups of hot water, and said, "Teacher Duan will be here soon."

Zhou Sui sat down and held hot water, but didn't drink it.

In the cozy and simple consulting room, two sofas are placed at right angles, and a wooden coffee table is placed in the middle. The sofas are all facing the door. When the front desk went out just now, the door was not closed.

After a while, a rather friendly-looking woman knocked on the door. She was dressed in simple and casual clothes, which complemented the decoration of the room.

"Doctor Duan." Zhou Sui stood up and said, "Long time no see, excuse me."

"Please sit down." Duan He smiled and sat on another sofa: "Long time no see."

When Zhou Sui first came to this world, the hospital arranged for him to undergo psychological counseling. Later, seeing that he was fine, the psychological counseling stopped.

After Zhou Sui entered the hospital, he originally wanted to choose the Department of Cardiac Surgery. Because of his excellent performance in all aspects, he was given special care to be able to go up to the hook as an intern.

Until standing on the operating table, Zhou Sui began to feel dizzy, and the scene before his death replayed infinitely in his mind.

He couldn't face such a major surgery.

After Zhou Sui struggled, he found a psychiatrist, who was Duan He in front of him.His initial worry was that he could not perform the operation, but as the treatment progressed, Duan He discovered a bigger secret in his heart.

"Do you always think that our world is false?" Duan He asked him.

Duan He is well-informed and not surprised by such an idea.It's just that she was also a little puzzled, Zhou Sui's concept was extremely profound and firm, just like ordinary people's belief that the sun is hot, ice is cold, and the earth is round.

At this level, she needs to consider schizophrenia, but other than that, Zhou Sui's behavior is very normal.His work and study were not affected by this delusion.

Except not being able to go to the operating table.

What Duan He means is that if you can't solve this idea, you may not be able to solve the problem of not being able to go to the operating table.

Zhou Sui knew that he couldn't solve this idea.

He chose to go to the emergency room, and in that urgent and high-pressure state, he forced himself to complete the operation.

He succeeded, and even became the chief physician in the emergency department.

But Zhou Sui has never cut off contact with Duan He. Even if he doesn't mention his "delusion", when he is stressed and anxious, he can come over to chat and take a rest.

Duan He can provide him with a relaxing environment.

But Zhou Sui knew that what Duan He cared most all the time was his "delusion".

"Mr. Zhou, you look good."

"I have a partner recently." Zhou Sui smiled: "He is very good and can give me courage, so I am going to study further and transfer to another department."

He still wanted to be a heart surgeon, and he never gave up his studies in this field all these years.

"A good relationship can indeed heal psychological trauma." Duan He said with a smile.

They chatted for nearly an hour.

Zhou Sui felt a lot more relaxed.

Before leaving, Duan He asked him: "Do you still think this world is false?"

Zhou Sui thought for a while and said, "It's not important anymore."