High-Risk Survival Log

Zhao Qingyang leaned back in the chair, dazed for a while, then opened the car window to let the cold wind blow in.

Zhou Sui glanced at him: "What are you doing with the window open, be careful of catching a cold, it's easy to get sick if you blow like this."

Since Zhao Qingyang caught a cold in the hot spring hotel that time, Zhou Sui would occasionally tease him about it, and also felt that Zhao Qingyang seemed to be quite delicate, so he would say a few words on such things.

"I'll loose the wine." Zhao Qingyang said.

"Close it, I'll go back and make you hangover soup." Zhou Sui said, "Would you like some water first?"

"It's okay, no need." Zhao Qingyang shook his head sullenly, and only now did he feel drunk slowly rising, burning his mind into a muddle.

What does Zhou Sui mean by that sentence?

No one is inseparable from anyone.They haven't been married for so many years, maybe it's because they are not suitable at all, and they can't get married.

That's not at all like what a bystander would say.

Has he been in a long, fruitless relationship.

Zhao Qingyang was extremely sharp at this time, alcohol made his brain diverge, thinking of strange things.

Could it be that Zhou Sui had always had an underground lover, but it was just not known to the public, and even his parents were kept in the dark?

The more Zhao Qingyang thought about it, the more confused he became. He stretched out his hand to Zhou Sui, who held him casually, and asked softly, "What's wrong?"

Zhao Qingyang asked in a low voice: "Would you hate me for drinking?"

"Although I don't drink, it doesn't matter if you drink or not." Zhou Sui said, "As long as you don't drink all the time, it will hurt your liver, and don't get drunk. Getting drunk is very dangerous."

Zhao Qingyang glanced at him: "Do you not like the smell of alcohol?"

"Not really." Zhou Sui said, "I just don't like the drinking environment, but actually I quite like the smell of alcohol."

The smell of medical 75% alcohol represents cleanliness in Zhou Sui's eyes.

Zhao Qingyang smiled because of his answer, thinking that it really was Dr. Zhou.He clenched Zhou Sui's hand, which was as dry and warm as ever, but soft and comfortable.

Zhao Qingyang had a strong desire for these hands. A long time ago, he fell in love with Zhou Sui at first sight, and a big part of the reason was these hands.

He once imagined the scene of being entangled with these hands, but now, he prefers that two people hold hands gently like this, as if they can hold hands forever.

"Du Xiukun cried like that today...it's quite uncomfortable." Zhao Qingyang said.

Zhou Sui hummed.

After being together for so many years, the existence of each other has become a habit. To cut off each other is like cutting off a part of yourself, which will make people painful.

"Actually, there are some things he hasn't told you yet." Zhao Qingyang said slowly, "His girlfriend got an offer from a well-known foreign law firm and has already decided to leave, so she broke up with him decisively."

Zhou Sui was quite surprised by the news, reacted a bit, and said, "Going to pursue a career? It's good, it's a catalyst."

Zhao Qingyang peeked at his expression from the corner of his eyes, and said: "Actually, they have been together for so long, they must still have feelings. If the two of them made it clear, maybe they wouldn't be in trouble to the point they are today."

Zhou Sui sighed: "It is true, if you have any thoughts, you still have to say them out, otherwise you will become a lump if you hold them in your heart."

Zhao Qingyang groaned and said nothing.

This sentence is easy to say, but some words are difficult to say.

Everyone knows the truth, but it is always difficult to implement it.

Only saints can act completely according to reason.

Throughout the ages, how many saints have there been?

Zhou Sui smiled, stroked his knuckles with his fingers, and asked, "What do you want to say?"

Zhao Qingyang didn't speak for a while, Zhou Wanran waited patiently, and he never took his hand away.

"What are your plans for the future?" Zhao Qingyang stared at the night scene passing by in front of him, and added: "It's about career planning..."

Zhou Sui smiled and said, "Did you want to ask a long time ago, and you have been holding back until now?"

Zhao Qingyang shrank his hands and hummed a little.

Zhou Sui: "I'm going to transfer to another department. Do you know that I used to be going to the Cardiac Surgery Department, but then something happened... I just went to the Emergency Department."

There was a relaxed smile on the corner of his mouth: "Now I'm going to transfer to the Department of Cardiac Surgery for a try, and I'm already writing the application."

He has such courage, which was given by Zhao Qingyang next to him, so when it comes to these things, his heart is full of love.

Because of various previous experiences, people may have had low self-esteem, shame, self-doubt, and various psychological shadows.

But a good intimate relationship can heal the wounds of the past.

Zhou Sui had taken psychology as an elective when he was in college, and his contact with psychologist Duan He also allowed him to learn more about this aspect of knowledge.

So when Ye Chen said he wanted to study psychology, he supported it.

Although he has not engaged in a profession related to psychology, and he has forgotten his professional knowledge at the time, he always remembers to analyze his thoughts.

Heart disease needs heart medicine.

Love is the best medicine.

But this matter cannot be said in too much detail. The detailed content is that he left a psychological shadow because of his sudden death on the operating table, and he was unable to face heart surgery even after time travel.

He couldn't really confess that.

Zhao Qingyang didn't expect him to speak so frankly, and felt a little happy for a while, but also a little awkward: "Why didn't you tell me before?"

"I didn't mean to hide it from you. I wasn't ready at that time." Zhou Sui explained: "I don't like to announce these things in advance before things are confirmed. If it doesn't happen, it's not for nothing Are you worried about it?"

Zhao Qingyang squeezed his hand: "Speak out, maybe I can help!"

Zhou Sui smiled: "I won't bother you with this matter."

Zhao Qingyang sat up straight, feeling depressed, frowning, and said for a long time: "Why don't you rely on me at all?"

This is another major reason why Zhao Qingyang is always uneasy.

Zhou Sui does not depend on him at all.

This was the case with the hot spring hotel before, Zhou Sui managed it all by himself, and he had no room to intervene in the whole process.

Even the next day he lay down because of a cold and let Zhou Sui run around to take care of himself.

Before Su Zhuoyu's incident, it was Zhou Sui who took care of him and helped him.

Zhao Qingyang almost doubted his ability.

If Zhou Sui doesn't need his help in these matters, then what is his existence value?

The value itself is reflected in this way.

Zhou Sui said: "I am older than you, and I have more social experience than you...If you want to rely on, you should rely on me."

"No!" Zhao Qingyang said decisively: "Emotions are mutual, and dependence should also be mutual. If you just take care of me unilaterally, then the relationship will be unbalanced, and accidents will happen if there is an imbalance. If something happens..."

It's easy to break up.

Zhou Sui smiled, and was about to take back his hand. Zhao Qingyang was in a state of rage, and grabbed him firmly, and asked angrily, "What are you doing!"

"...I'll change gears." Zhou Sui smiled and said, "You're quite reasonable."

Zhao Qingyang immediately stepped forward: "If it makes sense, you should do as I say! From now on, let me do all the big and small things in the family. You have to figure it out, this is what the head of the family does!"

Zhou Sui blinked slowly: "Who is the head of the family?"

Zhao Qingyang was silent for a moment, struggled with pain for a while, and asked, "...what do you think?"

Zhou Sui thought he was cute, so he said humbly and tolerantly, "It's you, it's you."

Zhao Qingyang: "Your tone seems very dissatisfied."

Zhou Sui sighed: "Don't push yourself too hard."

"We can take turns being the head of the family." Zhao Qingyang proposed a plan that he thought was perfect.

Zhou Sui nodded: "Okay, that's a good idea. How to distribute it?"

Zhao Qingyang: "You do it during the day, and I do it at night."

Zhou Sui turned his head away, laughing until his shoulders twitched.

Seeing his relaxed expression, Zhao Qingyang asked lightly, "Then when will we get married?"

Zhou Sui: "..."

The speed of the car suddenly increased, and Zhou Sui slowly released the accelerator, thinking, "Is it too early? Have we known each other for five months?"

Zhao Qingyang: "On October [-]th, we met for the first time. It has been almost six months."

"That was also a flash marriage. I think marriage should be more cautious." Zhou Sui suddenly thought of Du Xiuqian and Lin Pusheng's bloody marriage, and sighed again: "It's better to be cautious."

Zhao Qingyang secretly gritted his teeth.

The grotesque thought from before reverberated in his mind again, and he almost wanted to ask Zhou Sui if he ever had an underground lover who had been in love for many years.

"However, you can wait until I come back from further study." Zhou Sui suddenly said, he took Zhao Qingyang's hand again, intertwined his fingers, and said softly: "I have already chosen a hospital, and when I come back in a year, if nothing else If there is an accident, we will... get married?"

The long-distance relationship is the most emotional test, if they have no problems at this stage, Zhou Sui thinks that it is almost the same.

Zhao Qingyang immediately cheered up: "You said it, then it's settled!"

Zhou Sui smiled and said, "At that time, you should have been admitted to a doctorate, right? Do you still remember my courtship criteria, at least a doctorate degree..."

He still hopes that Zhao Qingyang can put more attention on his study and career. Relationships are very important, but study and career are the foundation of a person.

Zhao Qingyang turned pale with fright, that standard was still used by him to frighten Zhang Xunyu away with nonsense: "Aren't you joking?!"

"I think this standard is pretty good now." Zhou Sui pretended to be serious.

Zhao Qingyang was a little flustered. Looking at Zhou Sui's expression, he saw a smile on the corner of his mouth, and asked, "What if I don't meet the standard?"

Zhou Sui sighed regretfully: "Then I can only lower the standard."

Zhao Qingyang asked: "To what extent?"

Zhou Sui smiled and said, "It's Zhao Qingyang."

Zhao Qingyang was critically hit and couldn't get up again.

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