High-Risk Survival Log

"Xiao Li must have said something to you. In fact, you don't have to think too much." Lin Pusheng smiled: "The treatment is very painful. I don't want to live like that, and I don't want to die like that. I can't get off the operating table. Doctor Zhou, do you remember that we met in the cemetery a year ago?"

Zhou Sui nodded. He guessed that Lin Pusheng had disappeared, so he hummed again.

Lin Posheng said: "At that time, I said that only in the face of death can people know what they really want. But if it is a healthy body, no matter how you imagine it, you can't really have this feeling. So, I now know what I want to do."

"I used the money from selling the company to build a library for the primary school in the village." Lin Pusheng said, "Well, the main reason is that I have no money. Otherwise, I want to build many primary schools and many middle schools in the mountainous area, so that those children can come out to study. .For a person like me, after I die, I can only leave these things behind.”

"This is actually what I thought a long time ago. Unfortunately, at that time, I always felt that there was enough time and I had too many worries, so I didn't do anything. As a result, I have no time and money now, so I have to make do with it."

As Lin Pusheng said this, a helpless smile appeared on his face.

"Then Li Wenjiang..."

Lin Pusheng paused slightly in a calm tone, and said: "After I die, all the remaining things will be handed over to him."

Li Wenjiang was originally his number one heir to the inheritance.

Zhou Sui felt sorry for him.

"As the saying goes, it's okay to die in the morning and evening." Lin Pusheng advised him instead: "As long as I can finish what I want to do, it doesn't matter when I die."

In this world, there is no one who wants to survive even if he is barely alive.

He may have gratitude, appreciation, pity, and trust for Li Wenjiang.

But really no love.

Zhou Sui: "Have you really thought about it?"

"I've never been so sober," Lin Posheng said.

Zhou Sui smiled wryly, whether as a friend or a doctor, he could only respect Lin Pusheng's choice.

But Lin Pusheng suddenly said: "Besides, I have a little doubt, I hope to get your answer."

"About that empty grave in the cemetery, who the hell did you build it for?"

He couldn't see anything at this moment, but he looked at Zhou Sui precisely, his calm eyes were like stars in a deep pool.

……

When Zhou Sui left, Li Wenjiang came to see him off.

Even if Zhou Sui didn't say anything, Li Wenjiang probably knew what they were talking about.

Li Wenjiang didn't say much, but asked, "Does Doctor Zhou want to see our school?"

He took Zhou Sui to the elementary school in the village. The elementary school is small in size, surrounded by low walls and a small flower bed in the middle. There are six classrooms in total, forming a circle. Standing at the school gate, you can see the whole elementary school. the whole picture.

"The old primary school was not like this. This is what it looked like after it was renovated. It used to be that kind of earthen house, which leaked when it rained, and the ground was full of mud and potholes." Li Wenjiang pointed to a small white building that was under construction in the back , said: "There is the library."

Zhou Sui looked at the small white building, the second floor, with whitewashed walls, and the decoration has not been completed yet.

It was the smallest library that Zhou Sui had ever seen.

"Brother Lin hopes to see the completion of the library." Li Wenjiang said.

In this case, Lin Pusheng will walk away with more peace of mind.

"It will." Zhou Sui could only say so.

"...Why, why can't he persist for me for a while?" Li Wenjiang murmured, his voice was so small that even Zhou Sui next to him couldn't hear clearly.

After leaving elementary school, Li Wenjiang had already calmed down his emotions: "Please trouble Dr. Zhou, come to see him from such a distance."

"It should be, we are friends." Zhou Sui thought that Li Wenjiang had his contact information, so he said, "If you have anything to do, you can contact me directly."

Li Wenjiang smiled: "Thank you."

……

Zhou Sui drove another three hours back home.

At this moment, he suddenly had a strange mood, eager to see Zhao Qingyang.However, Zhao Qingyang, who was at home most of the time in the past, was not there, and Zhou Sui felt inexplicable panic in his heart.

He checked the time, it was already seven o'clock in the evening, so he called Zhao Qingyang.

Zhao Qingyang didn't answer, Zhou Sui heard his heart beating violently.

After a while, Zhao Qingyang called and asked, "Have you gone home?"

Zhou Sui hummed and asked where he was.

Zhao Qingyang said: "I was shopping outside, it was inconvenient just now, did you have dinner, if you haven't eaten, wait for me, I will go back soon, let's eat together."

Zhou Sui heard his voice, turned on the light in the room, and said, "Be careful on the road, don't worry."

"Okay." Zhao Qingyang gave him another sticky kiss on the phone before hanging up.

Watching the phone turn off, Zhao Qingyang had keenly sensed that Zhou Sui was not in a good mood.

He walked down the stairs from the balcony, returned to the living room, and said to Zhao's father and mother, "I'm going back first."

Mother Zhao asked, "Aren't you going to leave after dinner?"

Zhao Qingyang chuckled and scratched his head.

Because he made an appointment to meet his parents tomorrow, he made a special trip home today, did some work diligently, and showed courtesy to his parents so that they could be vaccinated first.

Zhao's mother felt that her son was too big to stay, but Zhao's father said: "You two live together now? It's not good to live together before marriage."

Zhao Qingyang was not polite to his father's tone: "Didn't I tell you that I didn't live together for too long, he just came back."

Mother Zhao looked at the photo he sent just now, zoomed in and looked at it carefully. It was a photo of Zhao Qingyang and Zhou Sui in the same frame, and her son smiled so much that the corners of his mouth almost reached his ears.

"Looks pretty handsome..." Zhao's mother said in her heart, standing with her son is also very harmonious.

Zhao Qingyang held Dr. Zhou's shoulders, dressed in sportswear, flaunting so much that he was about to fly.And that Doctor Zhou was calmer and reserved, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and his eyes helplessly glanced at Zhao Qingyang, which made people think of the words "a gentleman is as good as a jade".

One still and one moving, one inside and one outside.

Or no matter which two outstanding handsome guys stand together, they will look good no matter what.

Zhao's father said: "If you are a doctor, will it be very hard, you can't take care of your family, and our family is not short of money..."

Zhao Qingyang: "Is it a matter of money? They are well-organized and are working towards the rank of deputy director. They have a much brighter future than your son. If I lose money in business, I have to rely on him to support me."

Zhao's father glared at him, and Zhao Qingyang stared at him unceremoniously: "There are no other problems, okay, we have solved the problem now, and we will be happy tomorrow, even if nothing else is mentioned, he is our The great benefactor of my family! I'll go back first, mom, and you can persuade my dad again!"

After he finished speaking, he hurried back and ordered a takeaway on the way. He estimated that when he got home, he would be able to have dinner with Zhou Sui.

Zhao's father watched him leave in a daze, and said, "You just turned your elbow out?!"

Mother Zhao flipped through another photo, looked it over carefully, and said, "This one is also very handsome, oh, Yang Yang has such a good eye."

Father Zhao's head was sullen and he didn't speak.

Mother Zhao squinted and asked him, "What are you dissatisfied with?"

Father Zhao: "It's not dissatisfaction... The main reason is age..."

Zhao's mother sneered and said, "I think it's good if Yang Yang likes it. In a lifetime, it's rare to meet someone you like so much, and it happens that the other person also likes you. Other aspects are also suitable, so what problem can there be.”

Since Su Zhuoyu came home, Mother Zhao gradually regained her senses.It's just that after she woke up, she thought that not only Su Zhuoyu was suffering for so many years, but Zhao Qingyang had never enjoyed the mother's love that she should have, and instead she had shouldered the responsibility and heavy burden, so she felt that she owed him.

Even for Zhao Qingyang, she should persevere.

It's a pity that excessive sadness and pain overwhelmed her mind, and it's useless to regret now, it's better to live well in the future.

Zhao's father was still angry: "Look at him like that, he still has us in his heart."

"Yangyang came home to communicate with us first, and that's why he has us in his heart." Mother Zhao leaned over and said, "We didn't care about him before, let alone now... Sigh, my biography The ring at home is for women, what can I do if I can’t wear it for him? Help me find a way. "

Father Zhao quickly helped her find a way.

……

After Zhao Qingyang returned home, he brought the gift he had prepared.

Zhou Sui came out to open the door for him, and Zhao Qingyang hugged him as soon as he entered, took two deep breaths between his neck, and felt that he was full of vitality again.

"My dad likes fishing. I bought a fishing rod, but it's not convenient to bring it up, so I put it in the car. My mother used to like to play with pens, inks, paper and inkstones. I just liked an inkstone and put it in the car. You can pick it up tomorrow." give her."

Zhou Sui looked at the bag in his hand, the presents were all in the car, so what was he carrying in his hand?

"This is for you!" Zhao Qingyang opened the bag, and there was a small cake inside.

He carefully put the small cake on the dining table and asked, "Do you want to eat the cake after dinner, or do you want to eat it now?"

For some reason, he seemed a little overwrought.

Zhou Sui was already hungry, so he said, "Let's eat now."

"...Or, let's eat first." Zhao Qingyang grabbed his hand.

Zhou Sui: "...?"

At this moment, the doorbell rang, Zhao Qingyang went to open the door, and the property delivered the takeaway to the door.

Zhao Qingyang ordered a table full of home-cooked food, and Zhou Sui ate while chatting with him about meeting Lin Pusheng today.

"Did he build a library?" Zhao Qingyang sighed, "It feels like something he would do."

Zhou Sui looked at Zhao Qingyang, and suddenly felt an impulse in his heart.

Lin Pusheng's words echoed in his mind.

"I'm going to meet your parents tomorrow." Zhou Sui said, "I want to..."

"Wait." Zhao Qingyang stood up.

He turned off the light in the living room, walked over in the dark, took out a few candles from nowhere, lit them and placed them on the table.

Zhou Sui: "..."