After a blind date with the big iceberg

White, red, and yellow are drunk cross-drinking, and the stamina of the wine slowly comes up.

Qin Hao returned to his prosperous hometown, a little drunk and unconscious.

Shen Yu, who was waiting for Qin Hao in the living room, heard the movement at the door and stepped forward to help him, almost fainted by the smell of alcohol.

"Ah Hao, how much did you drink?"

"I'm not drunk."

"Only a drunk person would say that nonsense."

Shen Yu struggled to help him to the bedroom, and a dense layer of sweat rose from his pajamas, "This bath is for nothing."

Shen Yu went to untie Qin Hao's tie to make him sleep more comfortably, but was accidentally pulled back into his arms by a drunk man, "Ayu, you smell so good."

Qin Hao rubbed his nose against Shen Yu's neck restlessly, sticking out his tongue to taste it, but Shen Yu pushed it away: "I don't do it with drunkards."

"Ayu, will you stay with me all the time?" Qin Hao was indeed drunk, and his voice was murmuring like a child's, which sounded a bit coquettish.

Shen Yu began to tease: "What if I don't?"

Qin Hao completely confined Shen Yu with his limbs, "I won't let you escape, never."

Shen Yu felt that it would be a pity not to take pictures of such a rare scene, and coaxed people to say: "You hurt me, so I will sneak away while you are not around."

Qin Hao continued to exert force, hugged Shen Yu even tighter, and muttered: "I won't hurt you, don't go, okay?"

Shen Yu pinched Qin Hao's nose and said, "Why are you so cute today?"

He was hugged too tightly and couldn't move, so he had to use his flexible feet to cover the two of them with the quilt.

"Let's be sloppy lovers today."

It was late at night, and the two fell asleep hugging each other.

Shen Yu woke up again just in the early morning, tested Qin Hao and found that he was really asleep, slowly moved his hands that imprisoned him, and retreated from the restrained embrace.

Helped people change their pajamas, and wiped their face and body.

Qin Hao suddenly started talking in his sleep, and couldn't understand what he heard vaguely.

Shen Yu wanted to send the towel back to the bathroom, but was suddenly grabbed by the wrist. Qin Hao still spoke unclear words, which was hard to understand.

He struggled a few times without success, took the towel with the other hand, put it on the cabinet, and planned to spend the night in a strange posture.

As soon as he lay down, he vaguely heard a name——Bai Chen.

"Bai Chen, why, why..."

Because of Bai Chen's last words, Qin Hao dreamed that Shen Yu was provoked by Bai Chen to leave him, and Bai Chen planned an accident, and finally lying in front of him was Shen Yu covered in blood.

He held the culprit of all this in disgust, and he wanted to ask for an explanation before sending people to hell, why he had to let his beloved bear all this.

Shen Yu's mind was buzzing, and he was stunned for a few minutes before suddenly realizing that he struggled to break free from Qin Hao and stumbled into the bathroom.

The hot air from the shower quickly filled the entire space, but Shen Yu still felt cold hands and feet.

"Is it the body cold again?"

Shen Yu supported the wall, letting the warm current wash over her body roughly from top to bottom.

Half an hour later, Shen Yu threw the wet clothes on her body into the washing machine, wrapped herself in a towel and left the bathroom, changed into a set of clean pajamas, and lay back on the bed.

This time, he slept on the edge of the bed.

That night, he never fell asleep again.

Qin Hao's original itinerary was to go on a business trip to Beicheng. After kissing Shen Yu as usual, he left early in the morning.

Shen Yu kept pretending not to wake up until the door was closed and he didn't hear any movement, then he sat up in a daze and stared at the gray weather outside the window for a long time in a daze.

The boyfriend held his wrist and called another person's name, even the former Bai Yueguang. Shen Yu wanted to pretend that nothing happened, but he couldn't.

In order to avoid the same misunderstanding as last time, he knew that he should ask the person concerned first.

It can be seen from the appearance in the morning that Qin Hao has no memory of being drunk at all.

Ask, and there will be no answer.

Shen Yu didn't doubt Qin Hao's feelings for him, he felt that he was more than enough compared with Bai Chen.

But Bai Yueguang is like first love, it will always impress people, and they will never forget it.

As long as he is not [-]% sure, he can't help but think about it.

Isn't love all about haggling?

Shen Yu tried to reason with his feelings, but he failed.

He couldn't swallow this breath.

Shen Yu got up and changed his clothes, put on warm socks, ordered a takeaway breakfast, and did not wrong his stomach and body.

After eating and drinking enough, Shen Yu began to clean up the traces left in his prosperous hometown.

He confiscated all his supplies for lovers and packed them in a box.

Clothes, shoes, and accessories were stuffed into separate boxes.

The strange thing is that there are traces of him everywhere, but things are put away very quickly.

This time, he did not forget to take the pictures in the study notebook with him.

There are also photos taken by Qin Ran, all of which are stored in his computer, and he has not had time to copy them to Qin Hao.

For Shen Yu now, this saves a lot of trouble.

He took away everything that belonged to him in his prosperous hometown as much as possible, and even converted the value of the things he took away, and left a bank card under the pillow.

He knew that he might personally bury this relationship.

But at this moment, he just wanted to leave, and he didn't even want to have anything to do with this house.

Qin Hao is very good, anyone would like his kind.

But Shen Yu began to feel that she was not suitable for dating.

Otherwise, why would he want to run away whenever he encountered a problem?

What about his courage?What about his courage?When did he become a coward?

Fortunately, he didn't cry this time.

I have cried too much before, and I have overdrawn this time.

Shen Yu went back and forth several times by herself to move her luggage to the parking lot, and then drove away with her car.

At twelve noon, the sky was still as gloomy as in the morning.

When Qin Hao arrived in Beicheng, he sent a message to Shen Yu immediately, and he was relieved when he replied.

He learned from the last misunderstanding, leaving Shen Yu alone, it was too easy to think wildly.

But he never expected that Shen Yu also gained experience from the last incident.

He's back at his apartment, but the reply on his phone hasn't been put on hold.

Shen Yu wanted to stay alone to sort out her emotions, and didn't want to disturb Qin Hao's work or family members.

There's one thing he hasn't told anyone.

From the time he started dating Qin Hao to now, he lost four kilograms in weight.

Mingming eats a lot every time, obviously has been developing in the direction of foodie, and even barely exercises.

His weight had dropped to its lowest level since college, and he didn't understand it, but he knew it was time for him to rest.

In the afternoon, he used it to catch up on sleep, and his chaotic consciousness became clear after sufficient sleep.

After looking at the time, he sent a message to Dr. Lin, and the location was at his apartment.

Having not lived at home for a long time, he had nothing, so he urgently ordered an expedited takeaway, and the food and drink finally arrived before the guests arrived.

Dr. Lin saw the packing boxes on the table, "Why don't you make an appointment at the restaurant, it's not environmentally friendly at all."

"It's good to have something to eat." Shen Yu handed the bowl and chopsticks to Dr. Lin.

Although he disliked it, it was indeed time for dinner. Dr. Lin picked up a chopstick and took a bite of shredded pork with green pepper and put it into his mouth.

"Tell me, what's going on?"

"Can't I simply treat the senior to a meal?"

Dr. Lin snorted and said, "Have you ever seen someone invite someone to dinner and eat takeaway at home?"

Shen Yu smiled lightly, put down her chopsticks, and poured herself a cup of hot water.

"How to maintain health now?" Dr. Lin said, looking at the cup Shen Yu was holding.

"I'm cold."

Dr. Lin: ...

"Give me a psychological test." Shen Yu said nonchalantly after taking a sip of water.

Dr. Lin was suspicious and worried: "You? What's going on?"

"It's okay, I just feel that the state is not very good recently, let me have a look."

Dr. Lin swallowed, met Shen Yu's serious eyes, and finally nodded in agreement.

"Wait until I finish eating."

The gloomy sky finally began to rain, and the sound of the rain outside gradually increased, loud enough to attract the attention of people indoors.

Shen Yu sat on the sofa with a pillow in her arms, watched the non-stop rain outside the window, and waited for the test results.

"There is no problem with the test results, but it can be seen that you are under a lot of pressure. If you don't mind, you can tell me." Dr. Lin put the test results on Shen Yuqian's tea table.

Shen Yu glanced, and the test result did say "normal".

Accompanied by the sound of rain, Shen Yu spoke slowly, narrating the experiences of the past few months.

Happy, sad, sad, joyful, impulsive, calm, spit it out.

"In short, you are afraid of losing yourself in this relationship. You want to hold on to the other party but are afraid that you will become inseparable from the other party. You even hide an inferiority complex that you may not have discovered. According to your description, Mr. Qin It is very good to you, but you feel that enjoying more care will lead to emotional imbalance and become a hidden danger in the relationship."

Shen Yu listened carefully and nodded seriously.

Doctor Lin sighed, "Emotions are not absolutely fair, young master, I say you are worrying unfoundedly?"

Shen Yu leaned on the sofa with her head tilted, with a smile on the corner of her mouth: "I think so too."

Dr. Lin is at a loss for words, so you know why you invited him here?

"I think I'm still very good, but this strange feeling always makes me cranky when I'm alone. He can do everything, and I don't have the confidence to do better than him."

Shen Yu fell into deep thought again, her peach blossom eyes were black and bright, but her eyes were full of confusion.

"I really admire you. You used to be so confident and smart, but when you fell in love, you turned yourself into a fool."

Dr. Lin poured himself a few mouthfuls of water, calmed down and said, "Mr. Qin treats you well, that's his personal wish. He likes you, so he will naturally treat you well. No matter what you do or don't do, He'll be nice to you too."

"It's hard to keep liking for a lifetime."

Dr. Lin clapped his legs and said: "Yes, this is the crux of the problem. You want him to treat you well for the rest of your life, but you are afraid that the liking and love will disappear, and you feel that you have little contribution to this relationship, so you unilaterally I think that as long as the other party calls to stop, you have no chance of recovery."

Shen Yu nodded seriously: "What you said makes sense, so what should I do now?"

Dr. Lin's advice: "Tell him your concerns."

Shen Yu shook her head without explaining.

"Then you go out to relax and get back to your comfortable state. No matter what you do, you shouldn't deny yourself. This is too rude to someone who likes you. It's not like you at all. Love is beautiful, so many people will Deep in it. But love is not eternal, it will experience ups and downs, it will be consumed by time, and love must be both emotional and rational."

Shen Yu didn't speak any more, Dr. Lin saw that he was in good condition, and retired silently.

The problem of love is too difficult, and he himself is not in the same place.

Shen Yu didn't wait for the video call at night, and he replied to the text message he received as usual.

After chatting with the doctor, he cleared the fog in his heart.

Too much attention, worry, and gradually lose yourself.A little fluctuation, the reaction will be violent, because of the inner anxiety.

What exists in the subconscious mind does not exist if you don't want to.

Shen Yu intends to follow the doctor's advice and go on a trip that started in winter.

"Sure enough, once you do something that is not suitable for you, there will be side effects."