I regret my wife's death

Sometimes, time is like quicksand in the palm of your hand, slipping quietly from your fingers inadvertently.

But for Tang Xu, time is a torment every minute and every second.

Since he discovered that his hypnotherapy had undergone some changes, his whole mood began to become restless, and sometimes he became in a trance.

"Card!"

Director Zhang Tianjin shouted.

"Tang Xu, what's going on with you today, why are you in such a bad state?"

I don't know how many times this is, Zhang Tianjin has been enduring, but he can't bear it anymore.

Tang Xu's performance today is not at his previous level at all. A person's performance level will not drop just by saying it.

At this time, an impatient look flashed across Tang Xu's face.

"Sorry director, I'm not in shape today, let's shoot again tomorrow!"

Tang Xu has never lost her temper on the set of filming, this is the first time.

Zhang Tianjin looked at him with some astonishment.

Jing Chen off the field hurried to Zhang Tianjin and apologized quickly.

"Director Zhang, I'm really sorry. Brother Tang is not feeling well recently. He doesn't usually behave like this. Don't take it to heart."

Zhang Tianjin has always understood Tang Xu's personality very well, so even Jing Chen came to apologize, so he naturally didn't care too much.

"Okay, his scene will be filmed tomorrow."

The investor of this film has long been changed, and the current mysterious investor has let go of the investment when investing, so he can shoot as Tang Xu does, and he is not allowed to embarrass him.

Others don't know who the investor is, but Zhang Tianjin, as the director of the play, still knows, but he signed a confidentiality agreement, so naturally he won't reveal it.Soon, Jing Chen escorted Tang Xu into the nanny car.

"Brother Tang, is there something wrong with you?"

Jing Chen asked worriedly.

Tang Xu lay on the car seat, closed her eyes, and frowned tightly.

He ignored Jing Chen and was not in a good mood.

Jing Chen couldn't help asking another question.

"Brother Tang, if you feel unwell, I can accompany you to the hospital."

Tang Xu opened her eyes in displeasure, and stared at Jing Chen coldly.

"To shut up."

His eyes looked very cold, and the words he said were particularly merciless.

Even though Jing Chendang kept silent, he felt that Tang Xu was a little different today.

Jing Chen usually stays by Tang Xu's side. In fact, he can feel that Tang Xu's changes don't happen in a day or two. Recently, he always feels that Tang Xu is getting angry more and more easily. Emotions have affected the filming today, which is too abnormal.

After Tang Xu returned to the hotel, she entered the room alone.

It's just that not long after he came back, someone started knocking on the door.

Tang Xu frowned and walked to the door, opened the door and said, "Jing Chen, you don't want to do it anymore, do you?"

As soon as he finished speaking, he saw Xiao Chu who looked astonished.

But soon, Xiao Chu laughed teasingly.

"How did your little assistant provoke you, so angry?"

Xiao Chu said as he walked in.

After closing the door, Tang Xu asked puzzled, "Why are you here?"

Xiao Chu slightly raised his eyebrows and smiled, "I'm your fiancé, so it's normal to come to see you, isn't it?"

Tang Xu said flatly, "It's just fake."

Xiao Chu looked at him in surprise.

"Why do you look so resentful today?"

Xiao Chu pointed out his emotions, and Tang Xu was slightly taken aback.

He was silent for a while, then suddenly said: "I don't know what's going on, I can't control my emotions recently."

Xiao Chu's expression froze suddenly.

"what happened?"

His expression suddenly became serious.

"It may be related to my increased dosage of sleeping pills."

Tang Xu said something.

Xiao Chu's eyes suddenly turned cold, "You increased the dosage of sleeping pills? Do you know that you can't just increase the dosage for yourself!"

Tang Xu said helplessly: "I don't know what happened. I took the previous dose. It seems that it doesn't have much effect on my sleep. I used to be able to sleep for four hours, but these days I can't sleep anymore. Entering deep sleep, sometimes I can’t sleep all night until dawn, I have no choice but to increase the dosage.”

He has had too many incidents in this drama, if he continues to be unable to sleep, it will definitely have a serious impact on the whole drama.

"I'll help you make an appointment with a psychiatrist in City A, and I'll go with you tomorrow!"

Xiao Chu's tone could not be refused.

After all, prescription drugs such as sleeping pills should not be taken indiscriminately, and it is possible to accidentally lose one's life.

However, for the past five years, Tang Xu has been refusing to see a psychiatrist, so that he suffers from sleep disorders and takes sleeping pills when he can't fall asleep.

"I won't go. I may just be in a bad state recently. I will restore the previous dosage tonight, and it may be fine."

Tang Xu said disapprovingly.

However, he seemed to have built a high wall in his heart, and he didn't want anyone to climb in through his wall. Naturally, he didn't want to see a psychiatrist.

"Don't be willful, your current state is really bad!"

Xiao Chu persuaded.

Tang Xu looked indifferently and said, "If I say no, don't use it!"

Seeing that Tang Xu was still refusing, Xiao Chu became angry.

"Tang Xu! It's useless for you to refuse this matter. Even if you are kidnapped tomorrow, I will kidnap you! I won't let you make fun of your own life!"

In the past five years, Xiao Chu has never been angry with Tang Xu, this is the first time.

Tang Xu looked at him coldly.

"Damon, you never call me Tang Xu!"

Because the real Tang Xu is Xiao Chu's lover, even though countless people call him Tang Xu, but Xiao Chu who knows the truth would never call him that.

Xiao Chu's expression froze suddenly, but Tang Xu smiled sarcastically and said, "I'm right? You haven't been thinking of me as your lover's substitute, have you?"

Tang Xu's words stumped Xiao Chu, and his heart ached.

Because the hypnotherapy he had received had long since lost all the effects, whenever he looked at the person in front of him, he always subconsciously regarded him as his own Tang Xu, as if his Tang Xu was still fine live in this world.

For a moment, Xiao Chu's heart seemed to be gouged out by a sharp blade, his eyes were a little moist, he looked at Tang Xu and said: "You have never said such hurtful words before! So you are very kind to me." Well, tomorrow I don't care if you like it or not, I will come and take you to see a psychiatrist, even if you are filming, if you don't cooperate, I don't mind kidnapping you and leaving in full view!"

After leaving these words, Xiao Chu left in a bad mood.

Tang Xu looked at the closed door quietly, feeling remorse in his heart, he really didn't mean to say those words just now.

He was not such a temperamental person, and he would never say these words, and those were not his intentions.

But just now, his emotions came up, and he couldn't help but speak out.

Tang Xu sat down in a daze. He didn't know what had happened to him recently. These days he always felt muddled. Sometimes he felt powerless, and sometimes he felt extremely excited.

Maybe, should he really see a psychiatrist?

He could feel that his changes had gradually changed since that night of thunder.

If it is really because of that incident, it may be related to the hypnotherapy he received at the beginning.

However, Tang Xu really didn't want to see a psychiatrist, he didn't want others to touch the things he kept in his heart.

This night, Tang Xu reduced the amount of sleeping pills and unexpectedly fell asleep after taking them.

He slept deeply, but gradually his breathing became irregular again.

In the middle of the night, he got up from the bed.

The room was pitch black, only the moonlight came in, revealing a little gloomy light.

Tang Xu stretched out his hand to pick up the phone from the side with a blank stare. He pressed the dial button skillfully and entered a series of numbers very familiarly. Soon there was a "beep" sound from the phone.

The phone was dialed.

But Tang Xu's face showed no fluctuation at all.

Zhu Xianyou turned his mobile phone to silent when he was sleeping at night, even if a call came in, he could not hear the sound.

It's just that tonight, his mobile phone was not muted, because today he participated in a certain dinner party that he didn't need to attend in person, and he drank a lot of wine during the dinner party.

After that, he went to the clubhouse with those people to continue having fun.

In the box of the clubhouse, there was constant noise, and the host of the treat was a middle-aged man... Mr. Mei.

Mr. Mei specially asked his assistant to know about Zhu Xian's preferences. He knew that Zhu Xian had a lot of gossip with the international film star Tang Xu. In addition, Zhu Xian also expressed his opinion in person. He likes Tang Xu. Mr. Mei came to the club Before, some gentlemen were arranged.

Zhu Xian watched a row of boys enter the box, how could he not understand what President Mei meant.

These boys who seemed to be in their twenties all came to accompany them to drink. Naturally, each of these children's faces were filled with seemingly gentle smiles, but some of them smiled too much, and they were nondescript.

The staff who brought people in were particularly enthusiastic and said, "Let me introduce these boys to you."

"This is Xiaoyan, this Xiaoyu, this Xiaoxu, this Xiaotang..."

Zhu Xian had no interest in these boys at first, but when he heard their names, the corners of his lips curled up coldly.

He turned his head and glanced at Mr. Mei, who was smiling.

"Mr. Zhu chooses one? If you like them all, you can give them all."

Zhu Xian raised his eyes and looked at these boys.

These children have heard about it a long time ago. There is a big man in this box tonight. Naturally, all of them looked at Zhu Xian with eager anticipation.

Originally, Zhu Xian still had a smile on his face, but after looking around at these boys, his expression suddenly changed.

"Get out of here!"

Are these people worthy of being associated with Tang Xu's name?Even if Tang Xu isn't her real name, that's fine!