I regret my wife's death

Winter mornings are especially cold.

Tang Xu was lying on the bed and had woken up a long time ago, but he seldom lay on the bed, nestled under the quilt, and did not get up.

However, he had no memory of the fact that he called Zhu Xian in the middle of the night, until he suddenly felt some discomfort in his forehead, so he stretched out his hand to touch it. After touching it, he realized that there was a piece of gauze wrapped around his forehead .

Although it was not a serious injury, Tang Xu sat up from the bed in shock.

He got up, put on his coat in a hurry, and walked out.

As soon as he went downstairs, what caught his eyes was not the servants at home, nor Uncle Xu, but Zhu Xian who was sitting leisurely at the dining table drinking coffee.

"You're up."

It was not a question, but Zhu Xian was greeting him.

Tang Xu paused slightly.

He looked at Zhu Xian blankly, he clearly remembered that he and Zhu Xian parted ways last night, why did he wake up early in the morning and see Zhu Xian again at his home.

And most importantly, why did Uncle Xu let Zhu Xian in?

"Why are you at my house? Where's Uncle Xu?"

Tang Xu walked over and asked with an unhappy expression.

Zhu Xian sighed seriously, and a look of helplessness crossed his face.

"Uncle Xu is getting old, and you have been tossing around for a long time in the middle of the night, so I asked him to go back to his room to catch up on sleep. Anyway, I'm here at your house. Whatever you want, I'll do it for you."

However, it was impossible for Tang Xu to believe a word of Zhu Xian's remarks.

"Uncle Xu only listens to my orders, tell me the truth, where did Uncle Xu go?"

Seeing Tang Xu's serious attitude, Zhu Xian smiled lightly and said: "Don't worry, Uncle Xu is the housekeeper of this family, and I won't eat him. He is busy in the backyard. If you don't believe me, you can go to the backyard to see for yourself. look."

Tang Xu was slightly taken aback. Naturally, Zhu Xian couldn't have lied to him.

He walked in front of Zhu Xian, his eyes full of suspicion.

"Why are you here?"

He couldn't help asking again.

Zhu Xian took a sip of his coffee, and pretended to be careless, took out his cell phone from his pocket, but he found the call records in the middle of the night from the cell phone.

Immediately afterwards, Zhu Xian handed the phone to Tang Xu.

"look by youself."

Tang Xu took Zhu Xian's cell phone in confusion, and when he saw the call record of his call to Zhu Xian in the middle of the night, he was in a state of extreme bewilderment.

He didn't speak in a daze. In fact, he finally understood something in his heart. After all, when he was in City A, he had also communicated with a psychological counselor.

Seeing that Tang Xu was silent, Zhu Xian's gaze gradually became serious and firm.

"Tang Xu, put aside what you are doing first, your illness cannot be delayed any longer."

Although Zhu Xian's tone was very calm, his very serious attitude was still mixed in his tone.

Tang Xu's eyes flickered slightly, and he put the phone on the table and pushed it back to Zhu Xian.

"It's just a phone call, it doesn't mean anything."

After he finished speaking, as if he was escaping from something, he turned around and was about to leave.

Behind him, Zhu Xian's eyes were calm and he said calmly: "But I have asked someone to help you go to the United States to contact the psychological counselor who treated you back then, and I will ask him to come over for you for treatment."

Tang Xu's expression froze suddenly, and his palms subconsciously clenched into fists.

He turned around and looked at Zhu Xian with a cold face.

"Are you looking for someone to investigate me?"

Facing Tang Xu's questioning, a guilty conscience flashed in Zhu Xian's heart. He pretended to look firm and calm and said: "I didn't mean it, I just want to know how your life in the United States has been for the past five years. I want to know what you have experienced in the United States in the past five years, you believe me, I really did not intend to investigate you."

Regarding Zhu Xian's explanation, Tang Xu's face showed a huge sarcasm.

"You want to know me, so you investigate me? Mr. Zhu, do you think that you are the richest man in North China now, and that people in the business circles of the entire North China look up to you, and you can do whatever you want?" What did you do?"

"You explained the matter of investigating me so lightly, have you ever thought about my feelings? Have you ever thought that I don't want anyone to spy on my past life, especially, that person is you !"

Tang Xu's emotions suddenly became agitated.

This is a bit different from his usual indifference.

It should be said that these days, Tang Xu's emotions seem to be getting more and more difficult to control, and his various abnormal behaviors are inseparable from his current state.

Zhu Xian slightly raised his eyebrows and looked at him.

"Yu Xiao, do you need me to remind you of your current appearance? I still remember that when you just returned to China, when you faced me, no matter what excessive actions I did, you were always calm , once I touch your bottom line, you will punch me without hesitation, but now

exist……"

Zhu Xian looked at him quietly and said: "Look at your current appearance, you can't even control the most basic emotions, do you really want to continue working in your state?"

Facing these questions raised by Zhu Xian, Tang Xu frowned tightly.

If Zhu Xian hadn't reminded him, he wouldn't have noticed.

In fact, in the past five years, he has almost never been able to control his emotions like he is now. Even when he was on the set, he couldn't control himself. Sometimes when his emotions came up, he would vent his anger on the people around him.

But I heard Zhu Xian say: "I not only helped you contact your psychological counselor in the United States, but also helped you negotiate with Mr. Shen. Recently, Xinghe will not arrange work for you."

After all, compared to the benefits that an actor can bring to the company, the benefits that an investor with good money can bring to the company are more substantial.

Shen Bo'an can promise Zhu Xian not to arrange work for Tang Xu, so naturally it is impossible for Zhu Xian not to reciprocate.

It should be said that in order to achieve his goal, Shen Bo'an would not fail to knock on Zhu Xian once, and Zhu Xian would never be stingy about Tang Xu's affairs.

However, Tang Xu looked at Zhu Xian angrily.

"Who gave you the right to do all this for me? Zhu Xian, you should think clearly about your identity and my affairs. It's not your turn to take care of it."

Facing Tang Xu's accusation, Zhu Xian smiled.

A mocking smile flashed in his eyes.

"If it's not my turn to take care of it, then who will take care of it? Xiao Chu?"

Zhu Xian stared at Tang Xu with burning eyes. He had a smile on his face, but his heart had already been ignited with raging anger.

If Xiao Chu was really doing Tang Xu good, how could he allow Tang Xu to become what he is now?

If he really cared about Tang Xu, how could he let everything Tang Xu do now?

Tang Xu froze in place, his mind went blank for a moment.

But Zhu Xian added another sentence.

"Don't think I can't see it. The relationship between you and Xiao Chu is just a cover. Everyone thinks that you are a couple, but I know that you are not!"

In the past, Zhu Xian had never exposed the relationship between Tang Xu and Xiao Chu, but once he made their relationship so clear, as expected, he saw the displeased expression on Tang Xu's face again.

"Zhu Xian, don't go too far! How I am with Xiao Chu, or how I am with others, these have nothing to do with you!"

This early in the morning, the two people were really angry.

Zhu Xianben has been taking medicine to restrain his bipolar disorder, but he was stimulated by Tang Xu repeatedly, and he couldn't control himself more and more.

He stood up, and walked in front of Tang Xu with a gloomy expression, staring at Tang Xu with a pair of sharp eyes, fierce and sharp.

Suddenly, he stretched out his hand and pressed Tang Xu directly onto the table, the corners of his lips curled up slightly, and a cold smile flashed across, and at this moment, his body was full of restless factors, he just wanted to let This disobedient person is obedient, even if he is forced.

"It's nothing to do with me...huh?"

Zhu Xian asked with a sneer, he looked particularly dangerous at this moment.

Tang Xu's temper at this moment is also extremely bad.

"You think you can threaten me?"

Tang Xu reprimanded him.

But this sentence seemed to trigger all the restless cells in Zhu Xian's body.

At the same time, Zhu Xian's palms were tightly clenched into fists. He had clearly pressed Tang Xu on the table, but he raised his hand again and punched the table hard.

At the same time, Tang Xu only felt the sound of dislocation of knuckles coming from his ears, and he subconsciously looked at Zhu Xian's hand, which was still tightly clenched into a fist, with distinct roots. His knuckles were white, and when Zhu Xian raised his hand, he saw blood dripping from the protruding knuckles of his fist.

Zhu Xian gritted his teeth tightly, and he looked at Tang Xu bitterly.

"Yu Xiao, I would rather be tortured because of you, but I can't watch you fall into this endless madness like me."

His fist gradually loosened, but the bloody palm on the back of his hand gradually stroked Tang Xu's cheek.

He looked at Tang Xu fascinatedly, with a gentle smile on his face.

"Yu Xiao, it's just sleepwalking. I've consulted some psychiatrists for you. This kind of pathological sleepwalking will get better after certain treatment...even..."

When he said this, his tone paused slightly, and a dull and lost light flashed in his eyes.

"Even if you really put me down in your heart, even if you really don't love me anymore, I only want you to be good..."

The eye sockets gradually turned red, but the crystal light was always controlled in the eye sockets, but Zhu Xian smiled again, he smiled with despair, but with incomparable expectations

"Don't be afraid, I really don't want anything from you, I just want you to be well, don't think too much, this is what I owe you, and I should have paid you back."