I regret my wife's death

Zhu Xian picked up a bottle of cocktail that had just been opened from the table.

"Drink more?"

He asked lightly, but in his heart he was afraid that Tang Xu would reject him.

Tang Xu didn't refuse, he also picked up a bottle of wine, knocked on the bottle in Zhu Xian's hand, "It just so happens, I haven't had my fill yet."

Since Tang Xu returned to China, this was the first time that he drank with Zhu Xian in such a peaceful mood. At this moment, Tang Xu was not that interested in making trouble for Zhu Xian.

"Actually, I really want to know, where did you get a child who looks a little like me before."

Tang Xu had never asked Zhu Xian about Yu Xiaoxiao's background before.

In other words, he didn't think Yu Xiaoxiao resembled him at first, but after a long time, he gradually realized that the child resembled him. The most important thing is that Tang Xu has also collected photos of himself when he was a child over the past few years. He took out the photos of when he was a child and compared them. To be precise, the child was almost [-]% similar to Yu Xiao when he was a child.

Zhu Xian paused slightly while drinking, then he raised his head in a funny way, and took another sip of wine.

"There are many rumors about Xiaoxiao's life experience in the outside world, but in fact he is not my illegitimate child, he is not a surrogate, and I don't have a hidden woman behind me! But about Xiaoxiao's origin..."

Speaking of this, Zhu Xian smiled mysteriously at Tang Xu.

"If you promise to get back together with me, of course I'd like to tell you Xiaoxiao's story."

Tang Xu curled the corners of his lips coldly, and a mocking smile flashed across the corner of his mouth.

"Then you don't have to tell me, anyway, I don't have to know Xiaoxiao's origin."

Although there was still a smile on Zhu Xian's face, a strong sense of loss crossed his heart.

It's not that he didn't want to tell Tang Xu, he was just afraid that after telling Tang Xu, he would lose even Yu Xiaoxiao.

The two were silent for a while, and then Zhu Xian asked again: "Are you planning to leave forever after you complete the plan?"

Tang Xu was stunned, what he said was really accurate!

"Ah."

Tang Xu took a sip of wine indifferently.

"So, no matter what, you don't plan to be with me?"

It was very difficult for Zhu Xian to ask such a question, but today he drank a lot of wine, and he seemed to be more courageous.

Tang Xu looked at Zhu Xian and smiled softly.

"You can be regarded as enlightened..."

There was a hint of emotion in his tone.

Tang Xu could feel that Zhu Xian was not the same today, not as obsessed with himself as before.

"But let's talk about it after this year at least. After all, some things can't be solved just by saying they can be solved. Who knows what will happen?"

Tang Xu's mood was very peaceful at this time.

If it was before, he would never have said these things to Zhu Xian.

But today, he also talked a lot, perhaps because he drank too much wine.

Zhu Xian looked at Tang Xu quietly. Tang Xu's skin was very fair. After drinking, some blush appeared on his cheeks, which was very pretty.

"Since we have decided to leave, can you not always drive me away before this? Even if it's not for me, can it be for my son? He likes you very much and always clamors to see you."

Hearing Yu Xiaoxiao, Tang Xu's heart softened.

He also likes that child very much, obviously it has nothing to do with him, but he also finds it strange that every time he sees that child, he can't help it.

I just want him and Zhu Xian to coexist peacefully, but I really can't do it.

"If you really want me to be good for Xiaoxiao, I still want to advise you, don't let him get too close to me! After I leave, he will gradually forget me."

Although Tang Xu felt that this was a bit cruel to Yu Xiaoxiao, even though he was soft-hearted, he knew how to measure it.

Zhu Xian pursed his lips tightly.

"Don't you think you and Xiaoxiao have a natural..."

Closeness.

But Zhu Xian didn't say it.

Tang Xu looked at him puzzled and asked, "What was born with?"

Zhu Xian shook his head amusedly.

"I just think you two are destined. Xiaoxiao doesn't really get close to others except me. You are the first person he likes at a glance besides me."

When talking about this matter, Zhu Xian's thoughts seemed to have drifted to other places, and he was a little absent-minded.

Tang Xu frowned slightly.

"Zhu Xian, find someone to marry! You only like men anyway. If you find a man to marry in the future, you will have to adopt a child, or find a surrogate to have a child. Since you said that Xiaoxiao has no blood relationship with you , if you find another person to marry, your wife will definitely treat Xiaoxiao as her own son."

Tang Xu's words were calm, but they stabbed Zhu Xian's heart fiercely.

"Looking for someone to marry? Don't you know that in this world, apart from you, I will never be able to..."

After saying this, he laughed self-deprecatingly.

The memory of five years ago can't help but be opened again.

The things he did replayed in his mind again and again.

If he could make do with it, he wouldn't have lived alone with Yu Xiaoxiao for five years.

In the final analysis, it was still his fault. He didn't know people well. He didn't even give Yu Xiao the minimum respect. If he had cared about Yu Xiao at the beginning, it would not be difficult to find out what happened when he was a child. It's not hard to see Yu Bai's true face.

But he didn't do it.

Because Yu Xiao was blind, he sent him to the eighteenth level of hell in his heart from the very beginning.

It wasn't until Yu Xiao died that he realized that he was the one who should be sent to the [-]th floor of hell.

Tang Xu's eyes flickered slightly, and there was an inexplicable emotion in his heart.

Perhaps it was sympathy for Zhu Xian.

But he will never forget what Zhu Xian did to him five years ago. Once he thinks of those things, he will naturally feel disgusted.

disgust.

He hated how weak he used to be.

I also hate Zhu Xian who used to be too conceited.

In any case, the original marriage was a huge mistake.

But now, he is no longer the original Yu Xiao, without love, his life is another new world.

"Mr. Zhu, I think you may have drunk a little too much."

Tang Xu's face turned cold, and he spoke in a bad tone.

Zhu Xian's eyes looked at Tang Xu with some confusion.

It's obviously a different face, but he can still see the original Yu Xiao.

Good thing he's still alive.

"Maybe... I drank a little too much, but ah, I'm so happy today..."

He was really happy, at least Tang Xu didn't say so many heartless words today.

How great would it be if they could talk quietly like this every day in the future?

However, Zhu Xian knew that his Yu Xiao would not come back.

The person in front of him now can only be Tang Xu!

"It's late, I won't bother you!"

Zhu Xian stood up, and when he spoke, there was still a pale smile on his face.

Tang Xu glanced at him indifferently.

"Okay, I won't see you off either."

As expected, how could Tang Xu soften his heart and send him off?

Zhu Xian's footsteps were a little vain, and he walked towards the door, but the smile on his face gradually widened.

Hot tears suddenly fell like this.

He knew it was wrong, he knew it was wrong.

But it's too late, his Yu Xiao is gone, and if it's gone, it's gone...

After leaving the hotel, Zhu Xian walked on the street alone, smiling foolishly.

Fortunately, he is not as famous in city A as he is in city B.

Even if someone recognized him, they would only think that he was just a person who looked more like Zhu Xian.

Not far away, there is a couple, holding hands, walking sweetly.

Zhu Xian staggered over, grabbed the man's arm, and said with red eyes, "Have you seen my Yu Xiao?" The man threw his hand away.

"You are sick!"

After speaking, the man pulled his partner and ran away in a hurry.

Zhu Xian pursed his lips and continued to smile.

He saw a beautiful girl again. He walked over, took the girl's hand and asked, "Have you seen my Yu Xiao?" Do you look good? "

Zhu Xian pushed the beautiful girl away.

No one is as good-looking as his Yu Xiao, no one.

Even if his Yu Xiao is blind, he is still the most beautiful blind man in the world.

Suddenly, a gray-haired old man came, he saw Zhu Xian walking aimlessly, he looked at Zhu Xian and said: "Young man, you can't walk like this on the mainland, especially don't jaywalk the road, it's very dangerous!"

Zhu Xian raised his eyes in confusion, looked at the kind old man in front of him, and laughed.

"Old man, have you seen my Yu Xiao? He is blind, but he is the best-looking blind man in the world..."

The old man frowned slightly.

This is a young man who is drunk and trapped by love.

"Young man, you can't force things like feelings. If you can't find him, it means that your fate is over!"

Zhu Xian shook his head.

"No sir, he's blind, he can't see the way, he'll get lost..."

The old man sighed helplessly.

"Young man, where do you live, or should I take you home?"

The old man's tone was very peaceful, Zhu Xian bowed to him very politely, he was not such a polite person before, if he had been so polite early in the morning, Yu Xiao would definitely not have left him.

"Thank you, old man. If I don't go home, I will continue to look for my Yu Xiao..."

After finishing speaking, Zhu Xian bid farewell to the old man, and walked away aimlessly by himself. He asked Yu Xiao's whereabouts whenever he met anyone. This night, he was treated as a psychopath and a lunatic countless times...

And those people were right.

After Yu Xiao was gone, he never had a normal day.

He is just crazy.