There is always scum who wants to be reborn

The dark and unclear emotions in Lu Tinghe's eyes were illuminated by lightning, and the village chief was still asking about Zhu Wanxing's condition in his ears, his voice was mixed in the rain and he couldn't hear clearly, Lu Tinghe hung up the phone in a trance, took out the medicine bottle from the car and swallowed two tablets, Keep adjusting your breathing to force yourself to calm down.

He shook his hands and tried to start the car. After trying for a long time, he found that the key hadn't been inserted. He closed his eyes hard, but when he inserted the key, he frustrated his hands several times. Lu Tinghe took a few deep breaths in place, suddenly Yin Hong He closed his eyes and let out a low cry, then raised his hand and smashed the steering wheel.

The sound of thunder exploded in his ears one after another, and the sound of rain fell on the roof of the car. He flew the car up, and the rain curtain on the side door glass receded horizontally. The scene in the bathroom was like a movie. Keep flashing back in your head.

The sunny omega had no strength at all, he was pressed under the shower to shower cold water, dragged and hit the bathtub, wall, and floor, and was woken up by the cold water when he was about to faint several times.

At that time, he had just escaped from a nightmare.

He didn't get any comfort or concern, so he waited alone at the airport for two hours, and then went back to the villa called "whoring money" by himself. He tried hard to wipe away his tears to whitewash the false peace between the two, He wanted to steal a hug from his alpha by "welcome home", but Lu Tinghe dragged him into another nightmare with his own hands.

He didn't dare to scream, dare not struggle, let alone beg for mercy. He didn't have the confidence to do anything, because he had buried his lover with his own hands.

This guilt is like a sore on the bone, imprisoning him in a bottomless sea, without shackles or boundaries, but Zhu Wanxing can't break free, can't escape, and can only drown repeatedly.

Lu Tinghe thought of the phone call he hung up, the pillow he had burned, the inhibitor that he had promised to break off again, the several times he threatened to tear his clothes off, and Zhu Wanxing who couldn't hold on The sentence that I begged when I was there: I am really afraid...

Lu Tinghe held his breath and didn't dare to think any more. He gripped the steering wheel so hard that his fingertips turned blue. He gritted his teeth and looked at the road ahead. He freed one hand to press his chest hard. That small spot hurt so much. He was going to be out of breath.

The branches on both sides scratched the car windows, the sky was illuminated by lightning as bright as day, and the torrential rain seemed to never end, but the fog in front of me was slowly clearing away.

Lu Tinghe's last memory about his previous life has always been blurry and chaotic, he only remembers that all disasters started with the glass of wine that Zhu Wanxing gave him.

Afterwards, he lost his mind and was locked up by Lu Fengchuan in a mental hospital. The other party kept telling him that Zhu Wanxing hated him and wanted to get rid of him, so he conspired with the Lu family and his son to set him up.After that, he escaped from the mental hospital and stood on the company's rooftop. Since then, half of his life has been ruined by the person he loves the most.

But if Zhu Wanxing didn't know that there was medicine in that bottle of wine...if he was also being used... Lu Fengchuan died in his hands and was reborn five years ago, then what about Zhu Wanxing...how could he be Rebirth?Also... dead...

With a "bang", the car door slammed against the tree trunk, Lu Tinghe quickly turned the steering wheel, his body dived out with inertia, and was stopped by the seat belt again.

He was stunned for two seconds, staring at the rain screen motionlessly, as if he was looking at the desperate Zhu Wanxing through the cold water of the shower, he propped himself up and slowly lowered his head, a few suppressed sobs came from the car: "Zhu Wanxing... ..."

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Lu Tinghe only stopped for 2 minutes before continuing on the road. It was a lot easier to get out of the mountain. He rushed back to the villa as fast as he could. He opened the door and broke in, and Zhu Wanxing was lying motionless on the floor.

Lu Tinghe's head buzzed, and he yelled "Call an ambulance" and ran towards him. Zhu Wanxing curled up between the sofa and coffee table with his eyes closed, his body was covered in water, but his body was terribly hot.

"Little boy...it's okay...it's okay, I'm here..."

Lu Tinghe was so distressed that he was about to burst, he shook his hands and wanted to hug him, but just touched his back when he felt the warmth of his hand, he was stunned for two seconds, thinking of what the village chief said, he opened his palm stiffly and slowly, and saw Two freshly stained blood streaks.

"I'm sorry...I'm sorry I don't know...I'm really sorry..." Lu Tinghe's heart was pierced with a knife, tears flowed down his chin, and the sob in his throat could no longer be suppressed.

He carefully hugged him into his arms, pulled the blanket on the sofa to wipe water for him, the phone Zhu Wanxing was holding fell to the ground, and a few faint syllables flowed out from the recording: Good star, it’s okay, don’t cry anymore ...

Zhu Wanxing was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment. The wound on his back was infected in a large area, and his soft tissue was contused in many places on his body. The continuous and repeated high fever caused a series of complications including meningitis, but the most serious one was far more than that.

In the consultation room, the doctor showed the diagnosis sheet to Lu Tinghe, "According to the report, the patient suffers from long-term pheromone deficiency. Didn't the parents take him for examination when he first differentiated?"

"Pheromone deficiency?" Lu Tinghe choked for breath, "I haven't checked...have you been diagnosed? Why did you suddenly have this disease?"

As far as he knows, Zhu Wanxing has never mentioned that he has this kind of disease in his two lifetimes, and he has never taken medicine or sought medical treatment.

"This is a common disease of omega, brought out from the mother's womb, it can be big or small."

The doctor gave him a disease book while talking, and turned to the page of pheromone deficiency. Sexual pleasure, long-term lack of it will lead to insomnia, night sweats, heart palpitations, retching and so on."

"Are you in a partnership with the patient?" The doctor gave Lu Tinghe a dissatisfied look, "Didn't you find that his dependence on your pheromones is abnormal? Your pheromone compatibility is already very high. Do you want pheromones?"

"To cross."

Lu Tinghe moved his lips: "But I... rarely give him..."

In his previous life, he discovered that Zhu Wanxing liked his pheromones very much. When we first met, he said that his smell was delicious. Ken sleeps well, always soaking in his pheromones before closing his eyes obediently.

And in this life, Zhu Wanxing has said the same thing and liked it many times, but Lu Tinghe only regards it as a ploy for him to court. If Zhu Wanxing asks for ten times, he will give it twice at most. No more pleading.

He remembered the first birthday they had together, they hadn't lived together at that time, Zhu Wanxing had prepared for a long time to celebrate him, but Lu Tinghe had an accident on his birthday in his previous life, seeing Zhu Wanxing busy before and after, he only felt ironic.

He purposely went back very late that day, and his body was still smelling of messy perfume, so he quarreled with Zhu Wanxing for any reason, but Zhu Wanxing didn't dare to quarrel with him. Can he sleep in a room tonight?

He thought that the other party wanted to have sex, so he pulled him over with a sneer, pressed him on the desk and did it.

Zhu Wanxing was in severe pain, tears couldn't stop flowing, he wanted to wish Wanxing was in pain but couldn't stand his tears, he stopped regretting halfway through, Zhu Wanxing was not annoyed, wiped away his tears and knelt down in front of him, Give him your mouth obediently.

Didn't get to sleep together that night, and thanks to not sleeping together, Lu Tinghe got up in the middle of the night to see Zhu Wanxing hiding in the bathroom alone applying medicine.

He couldn't sit still after applying the medicine, and he didn't have the strength to stand, so he squatted down against the bathtub, took out Lu Tinghe's tie from his pocket, and sniffed the little bit of pheromone on it.

What alpha would let his pheromone deficient partner get by on a hidden tie?

Standing outside Zhu Wanxing's ward, Lu Tinghe thought in a daze: How did his little Xingxing get here these few years...