There is always scum who wants to be reborn

The ward was quiet and quiet, only two intertwined heartbeats could be heard, Zhu Wanxing cried for too long, and after she stopped, her eye sockets were still red and swollen, her eyelashes were wet, and there was a small puddle of water in the middle , as if it will overflow at any time, it looks very pitiful and well-behaved.

Lu Tinghe sat on the edge of the bed, raised his hand from time to time to stroke his eyes and forehead, and released a small wisp of pheromone for him to smell. The doctor told him to take some alpha pheromone every day to alleviate his deficiency, but not to overdo it. Too much, otherwise the body can't bear it.

Zhu Wanxing didn't know that he was sick, but he just instinctively liked this ebony fragrance. He sat on the hospital bed and held Lu Tinghe's hand, and took small sips to smell it slowly. When it is opened, it will unconsciously poke its head forward and repeat it several times, as if it is performing some important ceremony, it looks serious and cute.

Lu Tinghe was so soft in his heart that he wished to give away all the pheromones. He used to think that alpha pheromones were a scent for male animals to attract their mates. Only now did he understand that this is a tangible and necessary thing for Zhu Wanxing , not catnip for cats, but another sense of sunlight, air and water.

Lu Tinghe felt a warm current in his heart, wrapping both of them together,

But Zhu Wanxing quietly wet his eyes, and pressed against his chest without moving, the warm breath burned a small piece of skin through the fabric.

"What's wrong? Is it too much?" Lu Tinghe scratched his chin and asked.

Zhu Wanxing shook his head, and covered Lu Tinghe's fingertips with his warm palm, "It's been a long time... I haven't smelled your pheromones, the last time seems to be in my previous life."

Isn't it just the last life, in the past five years, the number of times that Zhu Wanxing can be quietly tired by his side is very rare, and the recorded estrus took up one time.

Lu Tinghe's eyes were red, and he opened and closed his lips several times without saying a word. He could only give him a tube of energy bars from the bedside, "Eat something, you are going to take a nap soon."

His esophagus was burned by the high-concentration pheromone that returned from the long-term estrus, and he was still unable to eat. He had to infuse nutrient solution and supplement energy bars every day.

A tube of energy bar is exactly the amount of a meal. It is a semi-solid paste-like substance with a little fruity taste. When squeezed, it looks like cat snacks for cats.

Zhu Wanxing took a look at the energy bar, he was a little bit resistant, but he waited obediently, Lu Tinghe looked soft-hearted and funny, he knew that Zhu Wanxing didn't like this, this energy bar said it was fruit flavored, but in fact it tasted very light, and he put it in his mouth The taste is like swallowing a mouthful of toothpaste, it is difficult to swallow.

"I've seen you throw away the energy bar secretly several times." Lu Tinghe said while unpacking.

Zhu Wanxing looked embarrassed, "Then why...don't arrest me..."

"I don't want to catch you."

Lu Tinghe scratched his chin, "When you threw it away for the first time, I asked the nurse for a tube to taste. It was really bad. I had no choice but to ask the doctor to give you an extra bottle of nutrient solution."

"But you still have to eat, otherwise your body will recover very slowly." Lu Tinghe hugged him into his arms and discussed softly, "Can we eat twice a day? Forget about the evening meal, I'll make you fruit puree eat."

Zhu Wanxing obediently said "Okay" with swollen eyes, reached for the energy bar, Lu Tinghe dodged for a while, "Let me feed you, your hands are full of injuries, don't force yourself."

The mouth of the plastic tube was near his mouth, before Zhu Wanxing could react, Lu Tinghe grabbed his hand and shook it, "Little boy, open your mouth."

"Ah... ah... oh..." Zhu Wanxing opened his mouth and held the mouth of the tube, an untimely blush appeared on his face.

"What's the matter?" Lu Tinghe touched his face, "Is it hard to eat?"

"No... no..."

He didn't dare to look at Lu Tinghe any more, so he concentrated on eating the energy bar, but Lu Tinghe squeezed it too slowly, and he swallowed a tube that he usually finished in two or three bites intermittently several times, and the milky white paste slipped into his mouth little by little. The corners of his mouth were wet with juice.

At the end of the meal, Lu Tinghe took it away too quickly, and there was still a little hanging on the spout. Zhu Wanxing subconsciously stretched out his tongue and licked it up. The tender red tongue caught the milky white paste, chasing after it like a kitten drinking water. Click to finish.

"Crack" the energy bar fell from Lu Tinghe's hand, both of them were stunned, Zhu Wanxing realized something was wrong, lowered his head in embarrassment, and explained weakly: "You...you took it out too fast, it flowed out It's..."

After he finished speaking, he realized that something was wrong, the air was too quiet, Lu Tinghe was stunned for two seconds before picking up the energy bar and throwing it into the trash can, staring at his hair twirling, wondering what he was thinking.

The quieter he was, the redder Zhu Wanxing's face became, and his head was almost stuck in the quilt, "I just...seem to have said something wrong..."

Lu Tinghe let out a "poof" laugh, wrapped him in his arms and shook him like coaxing a child, and said in a breathy voice on top of his head: "Zhu Wanxing, do you know what I'm talking about, huh? Are you Was it on purpose?"

"No! I'm not..." Zhu Wanxing spoke incoherently, and tapped his finger on the back of his hand with seriousness, and said with a stern face, "Withdraw."

"Can't withdraw, more than 2 minutes."

His serious expression collapsed in an instant, "Then what should I do... Can I pretend I didn't hear..."

Lu Tinghe smiled, stopped making trouble with him, and pinched his face with his fingers, "You have energy ointment on your lips."

Zhu Wanxing said "huh?", and wanted to get the paper, but Lu Tinghe stopped him when he stretched out his hand, "I licked it myself."

Zhu Wanxing was stunned, watching his eyes widen, "I..."

Lu Tinghe had no expression on his face, and looked up at him with a sense of oppression, "Are you shy?"

The blush on Zhu Wanxing's face quickly spread to the back of his ears and neck, and even with his head down, he could feel Lu Tinghe's eyes fixed on the top of his hair.

I don't know how long it took, like three or four seconds, or like half a minute, before Lu Tinghe saw that tender red tongue stick out to lick it quickly, and after doing this, Zhu Wanxing hit his forehead on his chest, "No... ...not shy."

Lu Tinghe looked at his red neck with a smile, and lowered his head to his ear, "Wan Xing, you licked the wrong place, it's on the left."

"?!"

Zhu Wanxing, who ate an energy bar, felt weak all over his body, and he hadn't recovered from it when he lay down. Both of their faces were blushing, as if they were young men in love who didn't know what happened, but in fact, they had already been together for two years. In the world, he passed a life and death silently.

Lu Tinghe was also lying on the bed, carefully holding him in his arms, stroking his forehead with warm palms, "Are you feeling better? Do you still want to cry?"

Zhu Wanxing shook his head, his soft face pressed against his chest.

"I've heard people say that if you smile before going to bed, you won't have nightmares." He rubbed Zhu Wanxing's face and said, "You've had too many nightmares these two days, work hard today and sleep better, okay? ?”

Zhu Wanxing rubbed against his chest with a smile, she clearly said she didn't want to cry, but her eyes were inexplicably wet, "Brother, you seem to be coaxing a child like this..."

Lu Tinghe also laughed, "Isn't that how I coaxed you to sleep in my previous life?"

"It always feels like a dream..." Zhu Wanxing slowly closed his eyes, "A week ago I was still thinking about how to hug you secretly, but now I can hug you."

Lu Tinghe pinched his face, "Does it hurt?"

Zhu Wanxing laughed, "It doesn't hurt, you don't need any strength at all."

"It's right if it doesn't hurt." Lu Tinghe hoarse: "You hurt especially when you are in a dream..."

"There are many ways to start over, but I chose the worst one." Lu Tinghe said softly: "From childhood to adulthood, you gave me all the best and worst. I don't know what to do. What to do with you, so I told a long lie, lying to you and myself. Wan Xing, I'm sorry and I regret it too."

Zhu Wanxing was a little choked up, and it took him a long time to make a sound: "It's okay, it's all... all over..."

Lu Tinghe squeezed his hand and put it on his lips and kissed, "Let's not rush this time, let's start slowly, okay?"

Zhu Wanxing suppressed his crying and nodded, "Okay..."

Lu Tinghe touched the neat wound on his palm, "Then is there anything else you want to tell me?"

"......besides?"

Zhu Wanxing raised his head and looked at him blankly, Lu Tinghe raised his hand and pushed aside his collar, revealing the blue pinch mark on his neck, his eye circles suddenly turned red,

"Good star", he murmured softly, "Did I bully you the night I was drunk..."