There is always scum who wants to be reborn

With a "bang", the champagne was opened, and the orange liquid splashed in an arc.

With a "bang", the champagne was opened, and the orange liquid splashed in an arc.

Zhu Wanxing felt that he had had a very long dream, the dream was full of emptiness and darkness, only a light was floating in front of his eyes, guiding him to walk up the long corridor under his feet.

The whirling lights flickered on and off, and the whole body was silent.

Zhu Wanxing became more and more frightened as he walked, he couldn't hear the sound when his footsteps fell, and the corridor became narrower until he rubbed his shoulders. Suddenly he saw a black shadow flashing beside him in a panic, and chased after him.

Zhu Wanxing was so frightened that he started to run faster, and the shadow behind him was also chasing after him, and even felt that something's fingertips had already grabbed his clothes or the back of his neck several times.

Suddenly, the floating lamp in front of him suddenly went out.

No!

Zhu Wanxing roared in his heart, he rushed forward regardless, and just when the thing behind him was about to grab the end of his hair, a door was slammed open by him.

At that moment, the light of the sky tore through the darkness, and the fiery clouds swayed the curve of the sky, gently connecting with the large sunflower field in front of me.

Lu Tinghe looked at him from a distance across a piece of brilliant gold, his clear eyes seemed like a spring that never flowed.

Zhu Wanxing immediately recognized that this was the previous life, because Lu Tinghe didn't have a trace of hostility, but was clean and gentle, just like when the two first met.

But...how did you see these...

Zhu Wanxing lowered his head in a daze and looked at himself, he was still wearing the same white clothes at night, but the blood stains and wounds were gone, and he raised his hand to touch his face again, he felt no pain, not even a tactile sensation.

He ran to the front of the sunflower in a panic, eagerly raising his hand to confirm something, but the next second his pale hand passed through the golden flower disc.

Zhu Wanxing was stunned for two seconds, before reacting slowly, he must be dreaming, or...dead...

What about bro...

He thought of Lu Tinghe for the first time, and before his heartbroken look could get into his head, the familiar figure appeared again.

It was Lu Tinghe from the previous life.

He was standing in front of a large field of sunflowers, sharing a bottle of champagne with Lu Linjiang, and pouring wine into the wine rack. The fire cloud behind him was like golden cotton, making him tall and tall like a crane.

Lu Tinghe's smile is very shallow. Most of his smiles were like this in his previous life. Although his facial features and jaw have knife-like awe-inspiring outlines, he is not domineering. There is always a sense of sincerity and humility in his gestures.

No one will not be attracted to him.

Young omegas will be moved by his distant gentleman and gentleness, while the self-proclaimed second-generation ancestor alpha is dwarfed by him. There are always rumors about him, and even a whole year after his death. People pulled out to ridicule and ridicule.

Because those people knew that they would never be as good as him, they applauded his absurd and miserable life even more.

Zhu Wanxing suppressed the soreness in her heart, and said tentatively: "Is brother here to pick me up?"

Lu Tinghe looked over at the same time and called his name.

So the fear and unwillingness to die were all relieved, Zhu Wanxing pinched his fingertips, and wanted to say let's go, but the person behind him was one step faster than him: "Lu Tinghe! Why didn't you pick me up!"

His hands and feet were suddenly cold, and someone passed through his body.

Zhu Wanxing saw that he was late in wearing a black suit, and ran to Lu Tinghe in two or three steps. At the same time, everything around him began to have color, like a huge paintbrush from behind to paint in front of his eyes.

The noise of people, the clinking of cups, the fountains in the courtyard splashing out colorful water columns, and the sunflower fields standing side by side were slightly shaken by the wind, like a grotesque dream.

Zhu Wanxing suddenly remembered that this was Lu Tinghe's first birthday party after returning to his family in his previous life, and the scene was exactly the same as in his memory.

So he dreamed about his previous life?Or...he's dead, but the soul has broken into memory?

Zhu Wanxing didn't dare to think deeply, and quickly closed his eyes.

"Anyway, they didn't come to pick me up..."

He pursed his lips in desperation, raised his legs and walked past the drinking people, walked to the fountain and sat down.

Before Lu Tinghe came, he obediently waited, waiting for someone to come, or waiting for the dream to wake up.

"Hurry up bro, it's too cold in here."

He rubbed his arms while talking, lying on his knees in the cold, hugged his calves with his hands, and circled himself.

"I won't be blown away by the wind." Zhu Wanxing squeezed his palm, and found that the thing that seemed to be a ghost was not very strong, so he quickly moved to the leeward position, and grabbed the leaves of the nearby banana tree to block himself .

Although he has already died once, Zhu Wanxing is still not very familiar with the process, and he can't figure out the current situation, so he can only take one step at a time.

After waiting for a long time, Lu Tinghe didn't come, the banquet was about to end, Zhu Wanxing's feet were numb, and he felt his stomach was full of wind, so he got up and turned around twice, walking towards the young couple uncontrollably.

Watching himself and Lu Tinghe fall in love from the perspective of a third person, this experience is so strange, Zhu Wanxing feels like he has become an observer on a love show.

He straightened up in a funny way, imitating Crayon Shin-chan's voice and said strangely: "The observer Xiao Zhu will comment for everyone."

Here Lu Tinghe just explained to Zhu Wanxing: "Father asked me to receive a few business partners together, so I can't go pick you up, so please come here by yourself."

Before Zhu Wanxing answered, he took the first step: "I don't work hard, brother does. I will make up a birthday for brother after the banquet."

In the end, Zhu Wanxing turned around and said that he should not set an example.

Observer Xiao Zhu rolled his eyes: "Why are you so hypocritical, it's not like you can't do it yourself!"

Fortunately, Lu Tinghe didn't mind Zhu Wanxing's petty temper, he frowned and looked at his hand, a smile flashed in his eyes, Zhu Wanxing angered him angrily: "What are you looking at?"

Lu Tinghe's voice was pampering: "Did you lose my gift again?"

Zhu Wanxing paused, rolled his eyes in embarrassment, and shut up in embarrassment.

And the smile of the little observer froze on his face.

The memory of the previous life was too painful, both he and Lu Tinghe deliberately forgot, so many details could not be remembered clearly, but he remembered clearly the reason why the birthday party was empty-handed.

It's not that he lost it, it's that he wasn't prepared at all.

He just came back from a yacht party all night, and his face was still tired from a hangover. If the servant hadn't reminded him that he even forgot Lu Tinghe's birthday, he wouldn't have remembered to choose a gift for him.

Zhu Wanxing's heart was sore, anxious and ashamed, he didn't know how to comfort Lu Tinghe, but fortunately, he was very capable in his previous life.

He glanced at no one beside him, pulled off Lu Tinghe's tie unexpectedly, and breathed out against his Adam's apple: "Brother, don't be angry with me, I've been too busy these two days and I forgot, but there are still gifts. "

He blinked slyly, tapped Lu Tinghe's chest with his finger quickly, and leaned into the person's ear and said, "Can you supply it tonight? We will go to the sunflower field when everyone is gone. I wish the young master will give you a free trial of cheating." Card!"

Lu Tinghe's ears turned red suddenly, and he squeezed his fingertips helplessly, "Why are you so shameless?"

This is considered to have coaxed people well, the same excuse and the same method, I wish Wan Xing tried repeatedly.

The rhetoric came out of his mouth, and there was a lot of lies without the slightest sincerity. He really had too many good days in this life, and he almost forgot what kind of scum he was in his previous life.

Then the two chatted for a while, but Zhu Wanxing didn't care to listen, he just felt powerless and angry, and sternly accused himself in front of him: "Don't lie to him in the future, you have to treat him well, don't Because he likes you, he plays with him, he actually knows everything, but he doesn't want to expose you, understand?"

The self in front of me couldn't hear it at all, and was still holding the wine glass and talking and laughing, Zhu Wanxing pushed him angrily, "Do you really understand!"

The palm suddenly passed through the person's body, and suddenly a gust of wind blew, and the scenery in front of him changed.

In the blink of an eye, Zhu Wanxing came from the courtyard to the study room, and Lu Tinghe was still working.

The clothes on his body were still the same ones from the banquet. He took off his suit jacket and was only wearing a shirt and vest. He pinched his eyebrows with his fingers, and he was already very tired.

Zhu Wanxing squeezed his shoulders distressedly, but no matter how hard he tried, his fingers would still pass through his body, and he couldn't get it right.

"Go and rest first, it's getting late."

Knowing that the other party couldn't hear him at all, Zhu Wanxing couldn't help persuading him. Seeing that Lu Tinghe was processing documents for a while, he glanced at his phone, as if he was waiting for news. He guessed it, "Are you waiting for me to come back?"

But it's useless to wait any longer, Zhu Wanxing knew that he would never come back tonight, and he didn't even contact Lu Tinghe for the next week.

"Brother, don't...don't wait, go to sleep first, I won't be back tonight..." Zhu Wanxing's eyes were full of water, and he took his hand several times to pull him up, but he thought But knowing and doing are useless.

Until Lu Tinghe took out his mobile phone and made a call, Zhu Wanxing was stunned for two seconds, and immediately thought of something, "Don't call!"

He exclaimed in surprise and wanted to cut off the call, but the other party was already connected, and his voice mixed with the loud music in the bar reached Lu Tinghe's ears.

"What's the matter? Is there something wrong?"

"Don't go back, I have my own night life, okay, Master Lu."

"Oh, hang up, stop talking! They called me!"

The phone was hung up with a beep, and Lu Tinghe's words "be careful" stopped on his lips.

He maintained the movement of holding the phone, and after a daze for two or three seconds, he pressed the screen to turn off, and murmured, seemingly unintentionally: "Little liar, when will the adultery experience card be replenished to me?"

And beside him, Zhu Wanxing was lowering his head with red eyes, deeply pinching his fingertips into his palm, his voice trembling: "I'm sorry..."

All this absurdity was his fault, his too late awakening, his blindfolded by selfish interests.

The bits and pieces of the past life are like a train that stops on the established track, no matter how much Zhu Wanxing stops and how much he apologizes, he will still cruelly crush him.

The scene switching was too fast and irregular, Zhu Wanxing seemed to be forcibly kidnapped into the movie theater audience, watching Lu Tinghe's sincerity being ruined by himself.

They are like two pieces of meat pressed under the guillotine by the executioner, and each knife that falls is soft and hard, cutting two people at the same time.

The scene quickly jumps to their meeting again, in Lu Tinghe's apartment, Zhu Wanxing was drunk and was brought over by his driver.

He smelled of alcohol mixed with cheap perfume, but he said that he just came back from a social event, so he tore off his clothes and threw himself on Lu Tinghe.

Zhu Wanxing looked at the scene in front of him at a loss, turned around in embarrassment, and ran out of the door as if escaping, but stopped suddenly when approaching the door, and rubbed sideways to the corner of the wall like a small crab.

It was the first time for him to listen to his own affairs, Zhu Wanxing rubbed his face in embarrassment, and said, "I don't want to eavesdrop, I just want to see what other tricks you can play..."

This "you" refers to himself who is messing around in bed.

Although they didn't get close many times in this life, Zhu Wanxing remembered each time deeply, and even listened to the saved recordings many times, so he knew exactly what sound Lu Tinghe would make when he was really satisfied.

From the moment when the two of them got better, Zhu Wanxing could tell something was wrong, and Lu Tinghe felt depressed.

He is patient with severity, panting, and movements, so gentle that he seems to be rubbing a small piece of fragile glass, but even so, Zhu Wanxing is still not satisfied.

He doesn't cooperate with anything and asks for a lot of thieves. He needs to change the sheets, change the place, hug and coax him. Even if there is a missing pillow on the bed, he wants Lu Tinghe to get it for him immediately.

Tossing people back and forth, Zhu Wanxing angrily squatted in the corner and scolded himself: "Is there something wrong with you, why are there so many demands, if you can do it, you can't do it for me."

However, he couldn't be replaced at all, he was barely a ray of air, he couldn't feel it or grasp it, so he could only squat helplessly in the corner, with his forehead against the wall, muttering like begging.

"Do it well, don't bother brother, he has been waiting for you..."

He was so distressed that he didn't dare to look back at Lu Tinghe's appearance, and even felt that the affair was so cruel for the first time.

Afterwards, Zhu Wanxing didn't stop for a while, then lost his temper again, the reason was that Lu Tinghe raised his mouth in a cryptic manner, telling him to have less contact with those dudes, saying that they had bad conduct and had no good intentions.

Zhu Wanxing became furious in an instant, "What is misconduct? Young Master Lu may have forgotten that they and I are the same people. Who are you insinuating?"

As he said that, he pushed Lu Tinghe away forcefully and let him go out. Lu Tinghe didn't follow him this time. He pinched the man's shoulder with a little strength, and said in an unbearable voice: "Can you be good once and let me finish it properly."

"What else to do, if you want to be good, you can go out and buy a chick or a duck, you can do anything, don't use me for entertainment! What do you think of me!"

Hearing this sentence, Zhu Wanxing, who was squatting in the corner, stood up suddenly, furious to the extreme, rushed to the side of the two of them, and grabbed his hair on the bed.

"Brother didn't mean that at all, can you speak human words! Is it annoying to make you talk!"

A ray of air couldn't stop him at all, Zhu Wanxing's words became more and more unpleasant, Lu Tinghe frowned, and it was impossible to really force him to do anything, he could only let him get dressed and run out of the house.

Zhu Wanxing stared blankly at the disappearing figure at the door, trembling with anger, just about to turn around and hug Lu Tinghe when he smelled a strong ebony fragrance, first a small wisp lingered on the tip of his nose, and in an instant it overflowed the room.

He opened his eyes wide in astonishment, and turned around slowly like an old robot, and he saw Lu Tinghe fell to the ground clutching his chest.

He has entered the susceptible period.

Unlike omega's estrus period, alpha's susceptibility period has no rules, and is very easily affected by emotions.

The high-intensity work in the past few days, the provocative affairs and the anger stuffed in his chest, these things are like invisible hands tearing at Lu Tinghe's glands and nerves, and the pain and mania are menacing.

Lu Tinghe's breathing suddenly increased, his pupils constricted, and the blood and strength in his body rushed to his head as if flowing backwards. He felt that his scalp was about to be squeezed and exploded, and he grabbed his hair with convulsive hands and howled.

"Brother...Brother! Wait...wait for me..." Zhu Wanxing was completely dumbfounded, and rushed to his side to quickly unbutton his clothes, coaxing him incoherently : "It's okay, I'm here, I'll help you, I'll give you the pheromone right away—"

The voice stopped abruptly, he stared blankly at his hand passing through Lu Tinghe's chest, and realized later: "I can't now..."

Tears rushed out of the eyes in an instant, and fell on Lu Tinghe's body drop by drop, not even leaving a circle of water. The painful alpha stood up on the side of the bed, screaming and grabbing his head.

He wanted to go to the first floor to get the inhibitor, but his steps were staggering and messy. His legs became weak several times and he fell down. His reason and instinct were frantically pulling, his desire for possessiveness and aggression could not be satisfied for a long time. It was scorching hot, and there was a scorching fire rampaging in his chest, and there was no way to vent it.

When he leaned on the wall and walked to the door, he was already feeling extremely uncomfortable, the manic alpha suddenly raised his hand, Zhu Wanxing shouted "No", and rushed over desperately.

There was a muffled "bang", and Alpha's fist passed through his chest and hit the hooked lamp post on the wall.

Blood spattered, and a layer of flesh on the knuckles of the index finger and middle finger was lifted.

Until now, Zhu Wanxing didn't know how the wound that Lu Tinghe accidentally knocked on the wall in his previous life came from.

His omega teasing generally provoked his susceptible period, but he lost his temper because of a single sentence and threw him away. The mania and helplessness forced him to lose control and self-mutilate. At this time, Zhu Wanxing was lingering in some bar. .

"I'll help you find him...I'll find him...I'll find him to accompany you..."

Zhu Wanxing staggered back, not daring to look at Lu Tinghe again, tears overflowed from between the fingers covering his mouth, as soon as the idea of ​​finding someone came up, the other half of the bedroom turned into a bar.

Flickering lights, heavy metal rock, on the dance floor, Wan Xing Zhu and an unfamiliar alpha danced close to each other, pushing glasses and changing glasses, and the crazy people around were laughing with exaggerated expressions, because Wan Xing Zhu said that he just kicked an uninterested alpha out of bed.

And on the other side of the bedroom, the alpha who was kicked out of the bed by him was lying on the ground in embarrassment, holding his coat and howling with empty eyes.

Zhu Wanxing fell down as if out of strength, paralyzed by the wall, staring at everything that was split in front of him in a daze.

He gasped in pain, choked and cried, and even wanted to run away, but his feet seemed to be nailed into the floor, and he couldn't move. He became a piece of wood planted in a dream.

There was a sudden severe pain in the chest, as if the flesh had been pierced and torn, and the internal organs had been pierced.

His air-like body finally felt that something was pressing on his chest, bursts of electricity blasted and crawled across, Zhu Wanxing's chest convulsed and bounced with the pain, he opened his eyes in a daze, and the doctor in a white coat Shocking his heart with a defibrillator.

"The patient's will to survive is weak, and he is going to notify his family!"

"Report heart rate and blood pressure!"

"Second defibrillation!"

The glare of the light made him dizzy, Zhu Wanxing desperately opened his eyes to see more clearly, but the eyelids still couldn't hold back.

The scene around him collapsed again, as if a gust of sand came from behind, pushing time forward.

The blood, the lamp post, the fragile alpha, the doctor and the bar all disappeared before his eyes like a mirage, and Zhu Wanxing had a premonition that the dream was about to come to an end.

Sure enough, the next scene comes first with a cake.

Lu Tinghe made his own 30th birthday cake.

On this day, he would happily propose to Zhu Wanxing, and then be pushed into the abyss by his lover.

As if walking in a desert with violent sand blowing, Zhu Wanxing couldn't move his legs, couldn't open his eyes, and the rapidly switching scenes couldn't be seen clearly, but his heart was being cut frame by frame.

Lu Tinghe was cooking in the kitchen, took out the ring to look at it several times, and then put it in his pocket. Lu Fengchuan from the apartment downstairs dragged himself into the car, gave him a contract, and replaced the newly mentioned wine while he was not paying attention.

As soon as the screen turned, the glass of wine was in Lu Tinghe's hand.

"Don't drink...don't drink!"

Zhu Wanxing rushed over crying, hysterically, trying every means to stop Lu Tinghe, grabbing his wrist, pulling his arm, pressing his hand, overturning the dining table, and even lying on his hand to lick the glass of wine.

But it doesn't help.

Lu Tinghe drank the glass of wine with a smile, followed by Lu Fengchuan leading someone in.

The dream was torn apart as if it had been bombed, the floor collapsed, the roof fell off piece by piece, the two Zhu Wanxing all froze on the spot, Lu Tinghe stood up with scarlet eyes, but the medicine made his movements slow and stiff like a stroke.

With a "kuang", Lu Fengchuan swung his chair and smashed it on his head. Following Zhu Wanxing's heart-piercing scream, the wood exploded, and blood splashed from Lu Tinghe's forehead.

"Don't hit my brother! Don't hit my brother!"

He rushed over to lie on top of Lu Tinghe, trying his best to protect his head and neck, but his fists, feet and sticks still fell with a muffled sound, and a scream sounded in his ear, Zhu Wanxing watched helplessly as Lu Tinghe's fingers were trampled off .

The ring was thrown out, the sky was covered with crumbs of the will, the red wine and blood smeared the floor, and finally mixed together.

He personally attracted bandits and robbers to burn, kill and loot his house, and finally captured his lover.

They put Lu Tinghe in a black bag and dragged him out of the door, Zhu Wanxing ran and crawled to hug his feet, a wide bloodstain was drawn under the two of them.

Suddenly, the sound of smashing and his cries disappeared, and the roar of the car engine filled his ears. A pale light suddenly lit up outside the opened door, and the black bag was dragged to the electric shock chair in the mental hospital.

Lu Tinghe was snatched away.

And behind him, Zhu Wanxing in the dream was still standing blankly, expressionless and motionless, like a frog illuminated by a heavy truck's powerful lamp.

He turned around and looked at the face that was exactly the same as his own. Suddenly, the other party showed him a mocking smile.

"Why are you crying, didn't you do all of this?"