North house meal

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Yone Cangzhixia stood by the roadside, watching the car drive away.The black body was like a boat, quickly drifting to a place she couldn't see.This sense of distance reassures her, the farther she is from that world, the more she can keep herself.

Kita Shinsuke came leading Ado, and Ado pounced on Yonekura Zhixia, as if trying to knock her over.She had no choice but to squat down, let it rest on her lap, and rub her hands on the Akita dog.

Adou got angry, as if he was overjoyed.

"I want to go up the mountain to see the beehives." Kita Shinsuke said, "Shall we go together?"

Didn't walk in the morning, go out so soon, no wonder Adou is happy.

Yone Cangzhixia looked up at him: "Let's go."

The warm sun was falling on her body, and she walked beside Bei Xinsuke, just in time to see his side face.The sunlight covered his white skin with a layer of gold, which was extraordinarily dazzling.

Yone Cangzhixia suddenly felt that such a scene happened in high school, but she couldn't remember it anymore.

"They were my classmates in junior high school." She said: "A few days ago, my family arranged for me to go on a blind date with the blond one. I ran here after a big fight with my family, and that's why I fell down on the mountain."

"You haven't been here before, did you want to die at that time?"

Kita Shinsuke asked directly enough, even Yonekura Zhixia was taken aback.

She shook her head: "I have some self-defeating thoughts, but I don't want to do that, I just keep going forward," she said, laughing at her impulsiveness, "I haven't thought about where I will go .”

"Now you should know the dangers on the mountain."

"Touching grass will cause allergies and fever, which is fully understood."

The roadside is full of wild flowers and plants, such as cat's claw fern, stone weed, variegated awn and platycodon, all brought by birds, insects and wind from everywhere.

She took a light breath: "Actually, my last name was Tachibana."

My mother is an old Chinese, and I met my father while traveling.His father was just the president of an ordinary trading company, but his grandfather objected to the two being together, not to mention his father's refusal to marry him.In the end, the mother was pregnant, and the grandfather could only agree with them to leave Tokyo and move to Fuyuki, where their father's company was located.

Probably because there was some resentment towards her grandfather in her heart. After her grandfather passed away, her father sent her to Ice Emperor, which she would definitely study in Tokyo, bearing his own surname.

When asked if her grandfather was Tachibana, Yonekura Zhixia knew that she was just a tool for showing off.

Grandfather had been somewhat right in his objections, even though she had never met him.

In the past, Yonekura Zhixia didn't understand why she was treated coldly, but she finally figured it out after graduating from high school. There are many reasons, but none of them can change the idea that her mother is overwhelmed with self-care, her sister wants to be loved by her father, and her father doesn't care about his second daughter. a fact.

Been in the opera troupe for seven years and thought they were going to change.After going back, I realized that people usually only follow the previous experience, so she can only escape.

Just as she expected, they made a lot of calls, but after turning on her phone, they must have confirmed through various means that she was still alive, so they stopped calling.

As the second child in the family, if there is no grandma, Kita Shinsuke will definitely be ignored compared to her sister and younger brother.

Hearing what Yone Cangzhixia said, he quickly understood her feelings.

"The two people who came here today are also for your family's business?" He paused: "That means you did say the name 'Atobe' in your dreams."

Yone Cangzhixia knew that she couldn't escape, so she talked about the situation in middle school and blind date in a few words.

"So he came to apologize to you."

"Apologize?" Yonekura Zhixia couldn't remember what Atobe said apologetically: "They are just for the photos."

"It seems to me that he also knows that his joke is too much, so he came to you specially." Bei Xinsuke said: "He is caring in his own way—"

Hearing this, Yone Cangzhixia shivered.

She took Bei Xinsuke's hand: "Don't, stop talking."

Kita Shinsuke's penetrating brown eyes fell on her hand, with a sense of scrutiny.

"Can't you?" Yone Cangzhixia asked tentatively: "But you also pulled me just now."

Although she just wanted to touch him, so she found a reason to do so.

Kita Shinsuke: "..."

Yonekura Zhixia said that he is different from the men she is familiar with, and it seems that "familiar men" include her father and Atobe.

Seeing him today, Kita Shinsuke can probably understand the difference between him and them, but——

"Ah, don't you like being pulled like this?" Yone Cangzhixia withdrew her hand again.

"I can't say whether I like it or hate it. I just judged that you didn't want to get too close to Atobe, so I pulled you back. I made a mistake in my judgment and did it wrong?"

"...No." She really didn't want to, but she affirmed Atobe's words, and her body couldn't move back.

"Before you said that I am different from the men you are familiar with, and you don't mean that I am similar to your female friends, such as Tohsaka?"

"Of course, you don't look alike at all."

"Does she know about your family?" Kita Shinsuke asked.

Yone Cangzhixia shook her head: "I haven't talked much about this topic. Her father died when she was in elementary school, and her mother passed away when she was in high school. We all have concerns. I haven't talked about this with others..."

Sure enough, it was not a difficult topic to talk about, but she only talked to him.

But even if she pointed it out now, she couldn't admit it.If you don't take the initiative to understand it, you won't be able to digest it.

"There is very little physical contact between friends of the opposite sex who are not related." Bei Xinsuke felt that he needed to emphasize this common sense: "So Zhi Xia, what do you think about me?"

It was not a serious occasion. They walked along the gentle path in the mountains, and the sound of birdsong was endless. It was just a daily chat.

But from the question that Bei Xinsuke said, he confirmed and approached it step by step, pushing Yonekura Zhixia's thinking to the core that she didn't realize its existence.

What do you think?Just want to hold him, want to hug him, want to watch him, want to eat his cooking, want to be with him.Can't this work?Is he rejecting her?

Unlike rejecting the plate, it wasn't something that didn't belong to him from the beginning, but herself.

A feeling bitterer than black coffee suddenly spread in her heart.Past experience told her that when she opened her heart, others would only hand out the blade, and it was her who suffered in the end.

Was it because she expected too much that she deserved to suffer like this?

"...I," Yone Cangzhixia's breathing became rapid, she lowered her eyes, her eyes turned red instantly, and tears rolled out again: "I don't know..."

She stared at Kita Shinsuke, bewildered.She felt that the ground under her feet was spinning, and the world was also standing still. The sense of security suddenly collapsed across the board.

Bei Xinsuke did not expect Yonekura Zhixia to cry.

He thinks the problem is like ripples under the surface of the water, invisible to the naked eye when they arise.It seems that the hollowness in Yonekurae Xia's chest is bigger from what she described in a few words, than what she shows in her gestures.

He should be more cautious, but he has no experience in this area, so there is nothing he can do.

"It's okay, just think slowly." Kita Shinsuke took out a handkerchief and handed it to her.

Dull and sensitive, because the wounds of the past have never healed.No one showed her the way, so she has been stumbling to the present.

He wiped away the tears that fell for Yone Cangzhixia.

"I don't know how to look at it, so I can't do anything..." Yonekurae Xia whispered, took a small step, and put his chin on Kita Shinsuke's shoulder.

Her movements were very light, as light as a bird resting on her shoulders.What I want to gain is a sense of security, and I can give it myself.

Bei Xinsuke held her handkerchief and pulled her into his arms: "Seeing that I don't need to worry."

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感谢在2021-11-2420:25:15~2021-11-2509:25:15期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: Xiaoyu 16 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!