no star

Early the next morning, Li Xingmo was going to the hospital to see Li Panxia who had woken up.

With the lessons learned from last time, Li Xingmo didn't dare to leave Rong Ju at home rashly, but he felt awkward when the two of them went together: it seemed that as long as Rong Ju joined, his original idea of ​​"casually see if Li Panxia is dead" This kind of direct purpose becomes impure, as if he attaches great importance to this meeting, and he even brings his family with him. Will he have to toast wine and enter the bridal chamber next?

He has been troubled by this kind of mood of a daughter-in-law seeing her in-laws all the way. When Rong Ju was talking to him beside him, he also frowned and didn't pay attention to it. It wasn't until the other party grabbed his hand and pinched the tip of his chin unceremoniously that he recovered. , struggling a bit reluctantly, and asked: "What's wrong?"

Rong Ju carefully looked at the blue and black under his eyes, and after a while he said slowly: "I have repeated it three times, Xing Mo, what is there to be nervous about?"

"I'm not nervous!"

Li Xingmo's foot was stepped on sorely, and his steps quickened. Rong Ju was left behind by him, and he simply stopped. It wasn't until the former turned back to look at him, and then walked back holding his breath, that he brought three With a very haggard and sad tone, he said very lonely: "Xing Mo, you are walking too fast, my leg hurts."

It has to be said that Rong Zhe was very good at handling Li Xingmo, and Li Xingmo immediately ignored him, squatted down and squeezed his leg carefully, "Where does it hurt?... Sorry, I forgot again. "

But then, Li Xingmo was a little puzzled and continued to say: "Why does it always hurt? Otherwise, I will see Li Panxia later, and you can take a look at her legs. Could it be the problem of my old medical cabin? The thing that was eliminated by the previous generation... I It must be replaced sometime.”

A few drops of cold sweat called guilty conscience immediately flowed down Rong Ju's back, and he changed the subject calmly, "If you want to live longer, we can find another property in Poole."

Li Xingmo was stunned by his rich and powerful appearance, and after a long time, he turned his head uncomfortably, and reprimanded him angrily: "Don't spend money indiscriminately!"

After the two of them tossed about, when they arrived at the hospital, it was almost the time when there were the most people.Poole's reconstruction has not yet been completed, so there are many injured patients in the hospital who need to be treated urgently. Only the robot at the front desk guides them to the door of Li Panxia's ward, and then says in a businesslike manner:

"Have fun."

No matter how you listen to these words, there is a hint of black humor in it. After all, there are no normal people who come to the hospital happily.Standing at the door of the ward, Li Xingmo took a deep breath. He felt that these words were like a curse. It easily broke through the psychological defense he had established. never happened.

But it's impossible to think about it.

Rong Ju's hand suddenly covered his entire body, leading him to hold the doorknob without refusal; the door of the ward was slowly pushed open, a dazzling light poured out, Li Xingmo subconsciously closed his eyes, and then opened them again, At first glance, I saw Li Panxia who had been watching him for some time.

He thought, unlike Ling Mi's youthful rejuvenation, Li Panxia seemed to be a little older than before.

Logically speaking, this should be an illusion, because according to the general life span of human beings, Li Panxia is still in her prime, and her appearance is still at her youngest and most beautiful; but Li Xingmo really felt the woman in front of her. So tired and old that he stood at the door, subconsciously thinking: who will make you old, mother?

Is it me?

The distance between the two was less than one meter, Li Panxia spoke first, and she said with red eyes, "Xing Mo, I thought you weren't coming."

"..."

"Xing Mo, I..."

"Don't cry," Li Xingmo looked a little mad, "You didn't always cry before, why, didn't Le Haokong give you the life you want?"

Mentioning this person, Li Panxia's already sad expression became even more miserable, she said softly: "It's not like that, Xing Mo, you have to trust mom, mom is also for your own good, if I didn't go with him back then, You're about to be taken to an interstellar prison."

These words are okay for Li Xingmo, who has just arrived, but for him now, it is not enough, he snorted: "Is it...or you should make the words more clear, such as why Le Haokong must put Let me take it away, another example——No Falling Star?"

Li Panxia paused, looked up at him in disbelief, the thin layer of mist in her eyes instantly turned into tears and rolled down, her lips trembled violently, her voice trembled a little: "Why, why... "

"How did I know?"

Li Xingmo stood on the side of the bed condescendingly and looked down at her, "When you and Le Haokong made decisions for my whole life, didn't you think that one day things would be exposed, didn't you think that I would know?"

He clearly did not shed tears, but his voice was hoarse, and he paused several times in a sentence, as if he had been hoarse for many years in a certain moment that no one else could see.

Under his heavy persecution, Li Panxia finally stretched out her hand to cover her face in desperation, tears continued to flow from her fingers, she intermittently said: "I'm sorry, Xing Mo, mom regrets it, mom really regrets it... ..."

She was seriously injured, and her mood fluctuated several times, and her face soon turned gray. Rong Ju pulled Li Xingmo behind him, helped her lie down in the medical cabin, and raised his hand to call for the special nursing robot.After finishing all this, he dragged Li Xingmo out and patiently opened his tightly clenched fist, "Good boy, be good, your hand will hurt soon."

Li Xingmo let go of his fist without saying a word. After a while, he suddenly kicked the wall hard, causing a piece of old embers to rise. He just stood there and waited for a long time before saying: "I'm so excited!" .”

"Ah."

"I should ask her more important questions." He smiled self-deprecatingly, "For example, why did she suddenly appear at the door of the house, and why she was so seriously injured... But I couldn't control it, Rong Bi, I wanted to A lot of time wasted on a question that already had an established answer."

Of course he understands that some things are a foregone conclusion. Even from Li Panxia's mouth, he can't hear the opposite answer. For example, he really only exists as a choice of his parents. For example, without him, Li Panxia would have better life.

"Well, but it's okay." Standing beside him, Rong Ju wanted to touch Li Xingmo's tightly clenched hand, but the latter avoided him. He didn't force him, but said slowly and softly: " Good boy, because you have only me by your side."

"I don't have any requirements or expectations for you. Even if you want to count how many stars there are in the sky, I can generously promise you a lot of nights. Not to mention now, it is human nature to be sad. Only I am, and I will never ask you to be a saint."

Love, hatred, anger, and ignorance are bestowed by the universe, and Li Xingmo's emotions are closely related to Rong Ju.Rong Ju finally squeezed Li Xingmo's hand, and he comforted in a low voice: "It's okay, let's let it stop here, we have more important things."

There is another sentence that he didn't say, and he's not going to say it, it's his own private wish, he thought: My Xingmo will of course be loved by many people, so don't ask for things you can't get.

In fact, there is a suspicion of taking advantage of it, but Rong Ju really thinks so. If Li Xingmo needs it, his love can be the love of his parents, or the love of his teacher; , he doesn't mind expressing it in other more ways.

After all, Li Xingmo needs a lot of love to gain enough sense of security, and he happens to have a lot, so he doesn't understand what other lovers should do, but the love between him and Li Xingmo is essentially made up of demand and possessiveness, so let's go back to this Both should go.

"So, did your mother know nothing about the outside world in the past few years?"

Li Xingmo frowned, feeling weird, "Her expression and reaction just now didn't seem to be fake, as if she really didn't know what I've been through in the past few years. But no matter how hard I close my eyes and listen, I should understand a little bit. Well, what's more, she should have been in contact with Le Haokong all the time."

"If this is the case, it can only show that your mother has not had a very good life in recent years."

The author says:

Later, Rong Ju did pick a day to sit with Li Xingmo on the roof of their house and have a very romantic night counting the stars.

It's just that he didn't know the number, so he went to the Meteorological Simulation Bureau the next day in a rage, and told Rong Zhe when he got home: it was 6897362633.

Rongji: ...ovo