take away the light

First of all, thank all readers for their company for more than two months, bow.

This is my first v article, and it is also the first time I have such good data. Maybe some readers who have followed my other articles know that my previous collection data are basically in the hundreds to early one thousand, so for I didn't expect this surge.

As more people read this article, all kinds of abuse, doubts, and disputes came.To be honest, I didn’t think there was any problem at all when I was writing, all the plots could go smoothly, I was writing with high interest and was very satisfied, and coding became the happiest thing every day.

In the face of negative controversy, my mood suddenly fell from the top of the mountain to the bottom of the valley. I didn't dare to click on the comment I was looking forward to the most.

I was depressed for a week, and it was the first time I felt the feeling of being denied, and I couldn't get excited about anything.During the day, I pretended to be fine and went to work. At night, I shed tears over those comments, thinking while crying: Why can others write so well, but when I write, I am full of scolding?Why won't anyone scold those great gods?In the final analysis, I am still not good enough, and I can't write works that readers like.

During that time, the state was very bad, and many people scolded the role of Ning Heng, all kinds of annoying.

I also thought about it, put the character of Ning Heng in front of me, I looked at him for a long time, and I said: "Do you know how annoying you are? All readers are scolding you, saying you hate, saying you Next, say that you scold your rival indiscriminately, and show mercy to your enemy. Look at you, you are terrible, what is there to like about you? How stupid was I to create you?!"

———I absorbed the negative emotions of the readers, and after re-reading the plot, my love for him disappeared, and I stood on the opposite side of Ning Heng, hating him with everyone, even hating his appearance, and hating him even more Why do I have such a pig brain to think about these plots, what kind of rubbish is written!I am totally sorry for the readers who chase after updates every day and spend money to read articles.

Ning Heng still had that arrogant and flamboyant look, and asked me: "Why should I care about other people's opinions?"

I:"……"

"I am who I am, why do I have to be liked by others? Ask those who scold me, can they be liked by everyone in life?"

"..."

"Why do they ask me for things they can't do by themselves? I don't exist to make everyone in the world like me. I only appear because of you. You are the master of everything. You shouldn't be ruled by others. "

I cried very hard, and cried all night, but I never thought that I would need the people in my writing to enlighten and comfort me.

Tears became the best channel to vent my emotions. The depression in my heart dissipated with the flow of snot and tears, and then I was relieved.

Indeed, I am not RMB, I cannot make everyone like me, and so do the characters I write, no matter whether I am stupid or not creative, they cannot be perfect, they can only conform to my preferences; Whether their actions are controversial or downright unpleasant, I love them.

What I want to write is what I like, not what I create to cater to readers.I am quite satisfied with this work, at least I am very happy when I write it, that is enough, this is my original intention of writing the article.

Seeing this, some people may say that I sell poorly and make excuses for bad works.

Ha, I predicted it! (?￣???￣??)

In addition, many readers mentioned the plot and logic problems. I must admit that the writing is not good, and there are many bugs. I apologize to the readers who have worked hard to follow the article, which has affected your reading.

I don't have an outline when writing essays, so many problems are particularly obvious, and this time it can be regarded as a lesson for myself.

It's not that I don't read comments at all. Sometimes I still bite the bullet and read them under the pressure of being scolded. I have seen some of the pertinent opinions of readers.

My writing skills are not strong, and there is room for improvement in all aspects, so I will not stop writing, practice in my works, and grow from readers' feedback.

Here I would like to thank all the readers who have given me their opinions. I will improve, and when I am free later, I will draw up an outline based on the current plot and revise the article.

Regardless of whether readers who have read "Drawing Light" are willing to continue to read my other articles, even if no one reads them, I will continue to write, because it is still the same sentence: I write to please myself.

My progress and efforts are to allow future readers to encounter more perfect works.

Having said so much, it is a waste of everyone's time, and finally I want to promote the article I plan to write later:

It was said before that the next book will be "Miaobi Shenghua", cv rookie x literary circle boss, next year.

But I want to join the team. I will first write a short story of about 10 words about ABO, Marriage First, Love Later.

Because it involves sensitive topics, "Once Fallen" will not have any rankings or exposure. I hope readers will support it.

Tomorrow, we will continue the episode, thank you for meeting me, and see you in the next chapter.