sky light

Happy Valley at night is dazzling.

Lin Xing suddenly didn't want to go to the Ferris wheel, and his eyes fell on the merry-go-round.

The LED lights around the carousel emit bright and soft light like fireflies dancing around at night.

The carousel has only one floor.

Inside are horses with hoofs raised, luxurious and beautiful pumpkin carriages, and one or two yellow and red balloons.

The beautiful music sounded as the wooden horse turned, and the voice and smile of the person sitting on it remained in Lin Xing's mind.He pulled depressed and asked, "Do you want to play with that?"

Shen Yu glanced sideways, and saw that they were all children.

He smiled and rubbed the top of Lin Xing's head, "Okay."

Lin Xing wanted to ride in a pumpkin carriage, and a parent with a child in his arms also wanted to ride.

Lin Xing saw the little girl in the woman's arms and shouted to the woman happily: "Mom, mom, hurry up!"

He shook his head, pulled his gloomy sleeves and took him away. When he rode on the steed, he still couldn't help but feel depressed.

Sitting on the merry-go-round for a few minutes depressed and dull, I was so sleepy that I wanted to yawn.

Looking up, he saw Lin Xing resting his head lazily on the wooden horse, and he fell off the horse.

The merry-go-round is still turning, but he walks straight.

The world is spinning.He only had Lin Xing in his eyes.

Putting his hand between Lin Xing's cheek and the cold wooden horse, he said softly, "Little Toffee, let's play again."

Lin Xing stared blankly at the young man in front of him, and the lights of the carousel became the gloomy background.

Lin Xing thought, the boy he likes will really shine.

Ignoring the yelling of the administrator, Lin Xing pressed his gloomy and tepid palm tightly and said, "Okay."

Lin Xing got his wish and sat in the pumpkin carriage. He leaned on Lin Xing's shoulder and felt that the whole world was by his side.

Shen Yu gently kissed the tip of his nose, outside were children sitting on wooden horses and bustling crowds.

"But I can't help myself."

Lin Xing's big tears fell on Shen Yu's body, and rolled into his chest along his protruding Adam's apple.

"Shen Yu, I love you too."

"The more I see of the world, the more I am dissatisfied with it." (The more I see of the world, the more I am dissatisfied with it.)

Lin Xing looked at the Ferris wheel in the distance. In the night, he held up his gloomy hand and said in a clear voice, "We are different, so I don't want ordinary dates."

"it is good."

On the way home, the street lights were dim, elongating the figures of Su Yu and Lin Xing, and the moonlight poured down like strands of silk.

"Shen Yu, there is actually one thing I didn't tell you."

Lin Xing stopped at the same place, he let go of Shen Yu's palm, and put it on Shen Yu's shoulder, with a little light in his eyes.

"I'm not from Yuncheng. I'm a child abandoned by my family."

Shen Yu wanted to know the answer for too long, but now when he heard Lin Xing say it with a smile, his heart felt like being bitten by insects and ants, and he could easily see the pity in his eyes.

"Little Toffee, I don't want to know."

Lin Xing let go of the hand on his shoulder, and ran forward a few steps, and the moonlight as clear as running water enveloped him in an instant.He smiled wantonly, and he said to Shen Yu: "Shen Yu, I'm very happy that my family threw me to Yuncheng. I think it's fate that made me meet you."

The young man is like a fairy who has fallen into the mortal world. He stands there, unrestrained and pure.

There are no pedestrians on the streets, and there are no stars in the sky.The world is quiet and only the two of them are left.

Lin Xing raised his head and shouted loudly: "Homosexuality is not a crime! I just love him, we are not guilty!"

Shen Yu looked at the boy he liked motionlessly, and listened to him repeating the same sentence over and over again. Suddenly, he took big strides, pressed Lin Xing tightly to his chest, and said in a trembling voice: "Little Toffee, I can't miss you."

Lin Xing felt relieved after shouting, his muffled voice came from Shen Yu's arms.

"Depression, listen to my story."

He and Shen Yu stood under the quiet moonlight, leaning on each other.

"There was a boy who hadn't seen his parents very much since he was born. The few times he saw them were during Chinese New Year. Every time he only had a quick glance, his parents disappeared as if he had woken up from a dream."

"The boy gradually got used to living with only his grandparents and his cousin. He and his cousin didn't have to go to kindergarten or primary school. The family would hire tutors to make up lessons. They hardly ever went out."

Shen Yu leaned against Lin Xing's body and slightly stiffened. He wanted to stop Lin Xing, but Lin Xing was eloquent, "The boy actually thinks life is very good. Grandma will tell him and his cousin about dramas, and grandpa will teach them how to write and write." Playing chess. However, the good times didn't last long, and the grandfather died when the boy was five years old."

Lin Xing seemed to see his grandfather, who had suffered from illness, lying on the bed again, skinny as a stick, with sunken eyes, weak breathing, and moaning helplessly from time to time.

Grandma held back her tears, pulled him and his cousin and comforted them softly, "Grandpa is fine, he just has a minor illness, and he will be back soon to teach you how to write."

Lin Xing didn't wait for his grandfather to come back, and he didn't learn to write well.

There was one less person around him, God only left his grandma and cousin to him.

The painful past made his face look grim. He suppressed the turbulent emotions and said in a deep voice: "After grandpa left, grandma often hid in the room and shed tears. She didn't dare to bring her negativity to the boy and cousin. Grandma For a long time, she will tell them that she will live with her grandfather's share until the two of them get married and have children."

"Grandma didn't wait. She died four years later and was buried with grandpa. The boy was sent away to a city that was completely unfamiliar and only heard of by grandma once or twice. His adoptive parents used His alimony is well-groomed. He's the envy of kids his age, and he's not happy at all."

The cold wind became colder again, and it made Lin Xing's face flush.Only then did Shen Yu realize that Lin Xing's eye sockets were also red.

Rubbing the corners of Lin Xing's eyes with gloomy fingers, he lowered his head and kissed Lin Xing's teardrops, and whispered, "Little Toffee, stop talking."

Lin Xing grabbed his finger, but his lips didn't stop, "After the alimony ran out, the adoptive parents finally broke out. He drove the boy away, and the boy suddenly remembered what grandma had said about her former home in Yuncheng. Fortunately, , the home is still there, but it has become a shanty building.”

"The boy lost his childhood name, he felt so miserable, he called himself "Lin Xing"."

Lin Xing's tone gradually became brisk, and his scattered eyes gathered together.

"He started to be alone, but he met friends. His life had never been so warm. Later, he met a person who was like the light of the sky. That person was called "Depression."

"He is hopelessly in love with his Tianguang, this is his luck in three lives."